Holistic Fantasy

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In Fairytail, what Noah did before joining the Guild was rarely known.

In the current Fairytail, except for the old members who existed before Noah joined Fairytail, the rest of the group thought Noah was Makarov's grandson, and only those old members knew that Noah had been adopted.

However, even the old members simply knew that Noah was an orphan and had accidentally met Makarov, who had only been adopted by Makarov, and had no idea why Makarov had adopted Noah.

After all, Fairytail has been hosting a number of orphans from all over the world, like Elusia, Naz, Grey, Mira, Lisana, Alfman and others who have joined the Guild unaccompanied since childhood, but none have been adopted by Makarov.

So why would Makarov only adopt Noadam's grandson?

The reason why, as a green plum horse who grew up with Noah, Alusha naturally knew.

Because Noah has no past.

According to Makarov, Noah appeared in the world empty, that is, without any trace of having lived, existed or left behind anywhere, or of having remembered anything before the age of ten.

In Noah's memory, the first fragment was when he met Makarov in an unnamed woodland.

After meeting Noah, because of Noah's "memory loss," Makarov went outside to ask about Noah's background and help Noah find a possible family and home, but finally came to the conclusion that Noah was as empty as ever and had no trace of existence.

In such a situation, it is impossible to even look at who the biological parents are or even whether there are biological parents, as if there had never been the same extremely empty Noah Makarov who appeared in the world, resolutely accepted Noah as his grandson, hoping to bring him a little warmth of affection.

Honestly, I can't imagine how Noah would feel if she just joined Fairytail.

That is, without the memory of the past and knowing that there is no place in the world that can or has ever existed, that void, obscurity and void, just think about it for a moment and Elusia feels a little chilly.

That's what Elusia used to think.

How good would it be to forget the past?

Just think about it now. Is it really okay without the past?

As Noah said, even if the past was bad, painful, even desperate, it was proof of its existence.

In contrast, life without proof of existence, without even the past, is true terror.

Luckily, Noah met Makarov and joined Fairytail, where she could prove she existed.

Otherwise, Elusia felt that Noah, who had nothing in the real sense at that time, would never have lived or died, like in hell.

“I know you might be very angry to say this, but I did envy you at that time.” Noah laughed bitterly.

“And by the time I reacted, I had an unconscious idea that I wanted to get close to you, and the next thing I knew, the water was coming. ”

“… sorry.” Elusia said in a low tone.

“Reminds you of a bad past. ”

“Shall we each other?” Noah sighed slightly.

“Am I reminding you of a bad past? ”

“But I really appreciate it.” The tone of Elusia's voice has become sincere again.

“If it weren't for your cake, perhaps there would never have been today's Elusia Shucaleto, the third person in your life to save me. ”

“The third?” Noah looked at Elusia with surprise.

“Have you ever been saved by so many people? ”

“Yes, I would have disappeared without you.” Elusia laughed at herself.

“Because of Grandpa Rob's rescue, I survived from a group of demons, because of your rescue, I have a new life, and...”

Maybe not even Elusia herself.

Alusha's hand, already held tight, even her complexion appeared painful.

“And... Gerald...”

In that sentence, Elusia spoke with an accent that was almost as unclear as a dream.

But Noah heard it clearly and heard it clearly.

Therefore, when the name "Gerrard" entered Noah's ear, Noah's heart was tightened and his men's consciousness touched his pocket.

In that pocket, lying on paper with the address of the Tower of Paradise.

At this moment, Noah finally confirmed her previous assumptions.

Surely, Elusia and Gerrard have an extraordinary connection to the Tower of Paradise.

So, that's the corner of Elusia's heart that no one else has ever been able to touch, that even Noah has never been able to find out.

Ever since I was a kid, Noah knew that there must have been some unusual secrets in Elusia's heart.

Now, Noah finally touched the tip of this secret iceberg.

“Don't think about bad memories.” Noah looked at Elusia with some pain as her heart began to flourish and her tone turned.

“Although that's proof of your existence, if you don't look forward, you can't move forward, stop where you are, or even retreat. That's not the Elusia I know. ”

“Really?” Elusia lowered her head and lifted it up again the next second, restoring her old English temper.

“Exactly. ”

So, Elusia suddenly leaned her head against Noah's shoulder, and her armored hand held Noah's arm tightly.

“Little bit, let me rely on it...”

Noah, who had been surprised by the sudden weakness of Alusa, who had always been strong, slowly relaxed her expression and body, and raised her other hand, gently touching Alusa's head as if she were putting the child to sleep.

“Whenever you want to borrow it, I will borrow it from you, so please don't rely on me...”

“After all, we are green plums and bamboo horses that have grown up together since childhood. No one can replace our loved ones...”

Listening to Noah's words, Arusha's slightly icy heart gradually warmed up, and a sober and comforting expression appeared on her delicate face, closing her eyes as if she were falling asleep, without words for a long time.

At sunset, a man and a woman lean against each other on the banks of a clear stream until the sun sets, as it used to be.

Of course, Elusia doesn't know.

At this moment, Noah made a dark decision.

……

“Alas --?! ”

In the house of the three Strauss sisters, in the lobby, Lisana suddenly stood up in shock and looked at Noah with anxiety on her face.

“Brother Noah! Are you leaving again? ”

“Noah...” Mirana's tender look at Noah has been bleak and seemingly as devastating as Lisa's.

When Noah saw this, she knew that Mira and Lisana misunderstood.

“Don't worry, I'm not going to practice this time, I just want to go because of something.” Noah hastily asked.

“If there's no accident, you'll be back in about ten days, or a month later, most likely in two or three days, and you won't be gone that long. ”

When I heard that, Mira and Lisa's expression turned clear and relieved me.

“Going to work?” Lisana asked out loud.

“Can I come with you? ”

“No, I'll do it alone.” Noah scratched her cheek.

“It's not work, it's just something to do, you don't have to worry about it. ”

Seeing the sisters in front of her still seemed a little uncomfortable, Noah soothed.

“Don't forget, even if you don't feel comfortable with me alone, I still have Beo, and nothing will happen to me. ”

“Is there anything I can do for you?” Mira said thoughtfully.

“You don't have any money, do you? What about the toll? ”

“This...” Noah muted.

“Let me and Sister Mira prepare the essentials for your trip.” Lisana smiled badly.

“I'll help Noah with the toll, don't worry. ”

Noah can only laugh out loud without saying anything.

This time, I really need to sit down and eat soft meals...