Housekeeper of the Hundred Blossom Palace

Episode 193: The True Fear of Addiction

Jian "Zien" was taken away and the courtyard became quiet again.

However, Xu [Shu] was no longer in the mood to be here, so she went back to her room.

While everyone was returning to the room, Xu's dark face leaked out.

"Jianqing [Zien Chin], that girl, she was so mean that she kept saying bad things about me, right?"

I've never been so resentful before. "

"That's..."

In response to Xu's words, the guard looked at him with a face of "I'm done" and fell as if he was in trouble.

As for myself, I tried to console her, but it seemed like she was getting chased.

Since this kind of discourse is experienced, I can't just blame him for his immaturity, but Rain Sister [Yumei] is watching without holding her mouth.

And without realizing how he was, Xu continued his conversation.

"The only thing that girl was scattering against me was that I had to put up with it."

But that didn't work out.

Was what I was doing to her just a burden? "

Xu-san, that's not up to you right now.

However, Rain's younger sister kissed me like that.

"Oh, it's only an easy decision to say that the bad words are true."

Rather, it is the pox juice that is the victim of drug addiction. "

"... what are you talking about?"

Xu's words asking about what Rain's sister said seemed to agree with Tachibin [Libin] and the guard.

That's why I decided to explain it in detail to Rain's sister.

"If anyone wants to make the conversation partner feel better with compliments, they may want to speak ill of you, right?

We do that well and we bring the conversation to a close. ”

When people talk to someone, they think a lot about what to say.

When I talk about this, I will instantly think about various things, such as whether I will be offended when I talk, whether I will be pleased when I talk like this, whether I will be empathetic to this, and so on, while directing the conversation to those who feel good to me.

Even if a bad word suddenly comes to mind, reason advises that "this should not be said", and pushes the bad word into the room of the mind and closes the door.

On the contrary, if the bad mouth accumulates too much, the bad mouth will open the door and pop out, no matter how much reason.

This is not just a bad word.

If you put up with something too much, it will explode one day.

It is important not to accumulate excessively, no matter what your feelings are.

But when you become a drug addict, it breaks down the door of your heart.

For example, what happens if only the door of the bad-mouthed room in my heart is left open?

"I want to say bad things all the time, and if it's true, I want to exaggerate trivial things that I don't have to say."

And bad words can be said as much as they are not accompanied by feelings. "

When you're doing that, it's natural for people to move away from their surroundings.

I keep talking about things I don't want to say, and when the medicine goes out and the normal mind returns, there's no one around anymore.

"Even if you regret it, you won't be able to return to your previous addiction. I feel sorry for you."

That's how Rain's sister concluded her story.

I think that Jian was originally loosely closing the door of the bad-mouthed room.

That's why, after some time, even if the influence of the poppy juice decreased, the door could not be repaired.

If I think about it, I feel that my muscles will go through.

Listening to Rain's sister, the guard's eyes were wide open and understanding could not catch up, but Tachibin muttered, "I see."

”I thought it was such a bad thing to wear, but I thought it was a disease that I couldn't help but say evil words, so I was pitiful.”

"... I'm sure we'll swallow any grievances and laugh in front of our customers."

If you can't do that, you're done.

She's a stupid girl.

Despite such foolishness, Jian Qing would have become a first-class player eventually. "

Xu, who talked like that, looked sad.