How to keep distance from a beautiful girl

④ "From now on, let's talk properly"

It was only in the evening that the determination became stronger.

As I went out in the hallway, I went down the stairs to Ai's room.

There is now an open-ended recreation hall in the hotel.

Because of that, there were not many signs of people around.

It was quiet, like waking up in the middle of the night.

……

I have to go see Mr. Leung.

I still don't know if I can say it in words, but I still have to go see him.

"... Mr. Leung"

... no.

In short, I wanted to see Mr. Leung.

When I got to the floor where Leung's room was, a long corridor stretched out ahead of me.

All you have to do is go to your room and knock on the door.

Yes, I thought so.

"... ah"

Over there. On the other side of the hallway, there was a shadow of two people.

Even if I couldn't see my face, I knew that it was Leung and Sayano.

They slowly went down the stairs.

When I noticed, I was running and chasing after the two of them.

◆ ◆ ◆

I knew you were doing something bad.

But I couldn't stop following him.

They went down to the ground floor, passed the lobby and left the hotel.

A lively voice leaks from the hall door on the side.

I left the hotel and looked for them.

It was totally dark outside, but it was hot and humid, and it seemed kind of choking.

They stood opposite each other in the garden that surrounded the hotel building.

In front of him is Mr. Leung's back, and in the back is Mr. Sayano.

I couldn't read her expression, and of course I couldn't see Lean's face.

I sat there hiding in the shade and sinking.

My feet, mind, and everything got so heavy, I couldn't move.

"I'm sorry to take you out so suddenly."

I thought it started.

At the same time, a stabbing pain struck my chest.

"... no"

Mr Leung's voice was calm.

I didn't know if it was happy, sad, or scared, and I just lay face down and nodded.

You may have noticed already.

I had no right to stop, no, nobody.

"I like Nanba."

Anxiety, anxiety, and selfish frustration.

I wonder if that's how Mr Leung felt at that time.

I refused the confession of Mr. Ichinose.

After that, Mr. Leung's face looked terribly distracted now.

"So, Nanba, go out with me."

No, no, no, no.

With such a selfish feeling, your head is full.

All I can think about is how much I want to tie him up and how obsessed I am with him.

All I can do is pray that he will not leave my hand, that he will mourn, that he will hold back.

But, uh...

"... I'm sorry, but I refuse."

But that's fine.

If you feel that way, it's love.

"... I see."

Because I'm much more than I used to be.

It's much better now.

"I... have someone I like."

I wiped my eyes with handkerchiefs many times to avoid seeping tears.

I feel like I've been crying since I met Mr. Leung.

"And... well, what is it? I'm already dating...."

I'm sure they've already found out.

Like him, a clumsy way to say no.

But I can't help but be glad you said that.

"... Ahahah, after all? Okay, thank you."

"... bad"

"Why are you apologizing? I shouldn't have misunderstood, been alarmed, and been spying on you."

"That might be..."

"Ah, shock. Very shock. I'm going home."

……

"... you can't hold me back.I really feel like I don't have a chance. "

It seemed to me that I could see what kind of face Mr. Leung was looking like.

I was ready to wipe as many tears as I could in the meantime and leave in front of him.

I didn't want to hide like this.

Sayano-san passed by me in the shade with her quick feet.

At that time, she didn't look at me, but she definitely turned to me and said.

"I lost."

Sayano-san kept tearing at the corner of her eyes, but still didn't break her steadfast expression.

I stared at her back for a while as she walked away.

"Ri, Rihua..."

When I showed up, Mr. Leung was in a hurry and turned to you with a bad face.

"Did you see that...?"

"I'm sorry... I saw you... follow me..."

"... well, each other."

That being said, Lian was scratching her cheek with a look like she had given up.

"Mr. Leung...."

Peace of mind, joy, love.

Such a thing filled my chest, and somehow I hugged Mr. Leung as much as I could.

"Ri, Ri Hua! Hey, hey!"

"I hate it.... I don't want to leave now"

Despite my stupid remarks, Lian only exhaled one breath.

Then modestly, but very gently, he stroked my head.

"I'm sorry... that's a lot of things."

"It's okay. Mr. Leung is not bad...I... I'm better...! "

Oh, I didn't mean to.

I was going to tell you more.

The thread of tension and anxiety broke, and I was totally broken.

"I'm sorry...! It's hard for me...! I don't like it when Lian... gets along with other kids...!"

"... yeah"

"I'm so angry... I can't control myself...!That's what I said..... "

"... no, I'm sorry too.From now on, I'll be more conscious... even if I'm dull, I'll try to think hard. "

"... gusu"

"That's why... from now on, let's talk properly.Yakimochi, stubborn, and angry. I'll take it all. "

While saying this, Lian put his hand on my back and head and hugged me.

Someone might be watching you out there.

I wonder what we're doing.

But I'm so happy and crazy that I don't care about it, and everything else is better now.

"Let's talk about it, hit it properly, and fight it properly.Otherwise, you won't know.I definitely don't like being like that with Rihua. "

"Yes... hah!"

We stayed in each other's arms for a while.

I can see that your busy heartbeat slowly slows down.

I was able to catch it, and I was able to calm down little by little.

"... Mr. Leung"

"Nh"

"I... I'm sure you'll be jealous again."

"... yeah"

"You said you wanted me to love you more...The truth is, I want to have a monopoly.I love it that much. "

"... I see."

"... but I'll endure it properly.That's why... I want you to forgive me.This feeling won't go away. "

"... yeah, I got it."

I couldn't say it well at all.

I cried.

Still, I was told.

I could apologize.

For now, I think that's enough.

Afterwards, we slowly let go of our bodies, then joined hands and returned to the hotel.

As I was walking in the lobby, I was just finishing my recreation and people were coming out.

We didn't let go.

I heard a lot of gaze and a lot of talk.

I was called by my name many times and found that my sighs were increasing.

It was a very different way of spreading than I had expected.

But this is fine.

I'm sure this is better.

Lihua?

"Yes"

"... so am I."

"... eh?"

"I want to... have Lihua all to myself.I love it that much. "

"Hoa."

Face to face, make a shitty smile at each other, we've been holding hands.

The day I first got my hands together, Mr. Leung said.

This way we can see each other's strides.

Sure, maybe.

Because if you do this, you'll think you can walk with us from here on out.