How To Say I Love You
Chapter 11 Memory
Xiao Jiashu once had a very good friend, that is He Yi.Their family backgrounds are quite similar and they share similar interests. They grew up in a community and studied in a school. They also vowed to break out of the world together.But at the age of ten, Xiao Jiashu encountered some accidents, so he was sent abroad, and He Yi stayed at home.But their relationship is not estranged, but as usual.At the age of sixteen, He Yi suddenly sent a smug WeChat and told Xiao Jiashu that he was having a birthday feast in a hotel today, and he accidentally met a thin girl who was rescued.He took the girl back to her suite to take a shower, change clothes, and send her home.
This message is the beginning of all nightmares.He Yi soon discovered that the girls were originally their own alumni. Because of their beautiful appearance and good temper, they were often bullied by boys.The girl was grateful that he saved himself. Every day he made a lunch box and stuffed it into his desk. As soon as he came and went, the classmates began to spread rumors about the two.He Yi doesn't care about this. He is a very dedicated and very determined person who is never moved by foreign objects.But he never expected that after forty days after the girl was rescued, he would be taken away from the classroom by the police. The crime was rape, and the fetus in the girl's belly was the evidence.
He didn't do anything wrong, and he didn't admit it, but his father decided to be private and gave the girl a million dollars in mental damage.Although He Yi did not go to jail, the charges were fulfilled. His family thought he was ashamed, and he was quickly sent to the United States. Then came the tragic car accident...
I just reunited with my friends who haven't been around for a few days. From then on, how can we accept Xiao Jiashu?He remembers running into the scene of the accident like he was crazy, crying like he was hugging his friend's body like crazy.He never believed those unjustifiable charges, he knew his friends must be wronged.
It turns out that his guess is correct.He found that his friend called before the car accident and recorded a voice, and a female voice with a metallic texture sneered, "He Yi, who asked you to save me? I didn't take advantage of anyone at first, we drank too much together Let’s play! If it weren’t for you, I didn’t know how happy I was that night... The kids in my stomach didn’t know who they were, and they called those bastards, they didn’t dare to recognize them, and my parents must ask me Say it, or kill me, what can I do... I am the stupid and richest of the people I know, I don’t want to find you? The surveillance video that helped me back to the hotel room that night is the best Evidence... Do you hate me? Hahahaha, say you are stupid, you don’t admit it! Your mom must ask me to keep my belly up to four months old, so that I can test my DNA in the future to prove your innocence. Let me give birth to a baby, and gave me a million to let our family move away, don't be found by your mother... He knows you didn't rape me, but he just wants you to lose your reputation... Your own dad wants to die you, You still came to scold me as the culprit, He Yi, you are so pitiful..."
The conversation ended here, and then there was a shocking sound.He Yi couldn't stand the stimulus. He stepped on the accelerator accidentally when he lost his mind and slammed hard on the pier... He finally found Li Jiaer's contact information. But my father always knew he was innocent...
Xiao Jiashu copied the recording and listened to it all night without tears.He didn't understand why some people could be so bad that they could start with the kind-hearted people who rescued themselves, and even hurt their blood.
When He Yi’s relatives came to the United States to handle the funeral, he secretly sent the recording to He Mu. He thought that this would make his friends look away. Unexpectedly, He Mu suffered a heart attack and passed out. She was sent in before he woke up. I went to a nursing home and said I had depression.Since then, Mother He has disappeared, leaving only He Yi's tomb alone on the land of a foreign country, and has not even been able to move back to the motherland.
It was only a few years before Xiao Jiashu heard through his mother’s contacts that He had immigrated to Australia. He had a family there, and his second son was only a few months younger than He Yi...
The more you know, the less reconciled Xiao Jiashu is.In these years, he always wanted to find Li Jiaer and let her pay for what happened.Seeing her use her victim's identity to win sympathy from those around her; seeing her portray herself as a strong, optimistic, and positive new-age woman, he felt sick and angry.
However, his upbringing did not allow him to retaliate against women with excessive means, so he only blocked Li Jiaer's future and took no further action.At the same time, he didn't want to find out the unbearable past, so that his dead friends were judged by outsiders.He was worthy of conscience during his lifetime, and he should have eternal peace after his death.
This matter ends here... ends here... a rock finally ended, replaced by a soothing drumbeat, Xiao Jiashu pressed his heart full of sigh and slowly stood up.But as soon as he took a step, the tired male singer began to sing. The lyrics were both vicissitudes and sadness, and aroused many memories in a flash, both good and bad, but the bad gradually faded, leaving only good forever. Treasure in my heart.Two little boys go to school together hand in hand; hiding in a tall tree, you think about the future one by one; the tall boy rides a bicycle every day to take the short boy home. When he accidentally falls, he will put The little boy hugged him and gently stroked the dark hair behind him... they were not brothers, but they were better than brothers.
The male singer is still singing, but Xiao Jiashu can't even stand up.He shrunk in the corner, buried his head in his knees, and cried like a child, crying so hard to stop...
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Fang Kun found that Ji Mian was frowning all the time, and his face was very unsightly. He couldn't help asking, "Is it a headache? Do I call a doctor to see it?"
"No, it's not." Ji Mian waved his hand and denied.
After another ten minutes, Ji Mian began to rub the temples frequently, and finally could not bear to say, "You go to the stairwell to see, I seem to hear..." But he stopped after only half of the words, and then leaned on the pillow, and slightly Unexpectedly, he was relieved.
"What did you hear?" Fang Kun looked around, inexplicably, "The ward is very quiet, shouldn't you have tinnitus?"
"It should be tinnitus, but now it's okay." Ji Mian waved his hand tiredly, not knowing what to expect, and his expression became ugly.
At the same time, Slender Yu who came later pushed open the door of the stairwell and stunned, "It's really a small tree. Why are you crying like this?"
"Xiu, Shuxiu, hiccups..." Xiao Jiashu didn't want to cry anymore, but couldn't control himself. He burped while talking, his eyes full of tears and his nose.
Slender Changyu was taken aback, quickly pulled out a tissue to wipe his face, and said in a deep voice, "What the hell happened? Say Uncle Xiu to help you solve it."
"No, it's okay, I just listened to the song and cried." Xiao Jiashu quickly removed the headphones and wiped his face indiscriminately.He was now embarrassed and ashamed, and he wished to dig a hole in it.
"What song is so tearful?" Slender Chang Yu was still a little unbelieving. He picked up the headphones and laughed. "It was this song, no wonder." As one of the "listeners who have also cried", Slender Chang Yu was really It's hard to say anything, only to bring the miserable boy into the public toilet to take care of his appearance.
"It's so big and I'm crying in the stairwell. Fortunately, I saw it, otherwise people would have to laugh to death. Xiaoshu, you and your mother were really like you when you were young. Your mother's face is very strong when you encounter difficulties. Calmly, I often hid in my back and cried, sometimes on the rooftop, sometimes in the car, I was found dead and refused to admit... "Thinking of the past, Slender Chang Yu smiled lowly, but his eyes were full of sourness.
"My mother loves to cry too?" Xiao Jiashu paused, and then quickly changed his tongue. "No, why should I use the word, I don't cry. I am in a special situation today."
"Okay, you don't like crying. You and your mother are really like you, they are hard-mouthed." Slender Yuyu Renjun couldn't help it.
Xiao Jiashu, "..."
After washing his face, his eyes were still red and swollen. Xiao Jiashu had to take out a pair of sunglasses and put it on. This followed Shou Changyu to visit Ji Mian.Several visitors came from the ward, all of them are movie emperors and post-film masters.Seeing Xiu Changyu, they quickly stood up and greeted each other with a very enthusiastic attitude.Xiao Jiashu's voice was crying and his mood was very low, so he didn't want to talk, let alone entertain, and walked to the bed, silently nodded to Ji Guan.
"You're here, sit." Ji Mianding will look at him.
"Well." Xiao Jiashu sat down next to the bed, opened Kugou, and played the song just now.This behavior was almost self-abuse, making him feel pain and regret, but there was no way to stop.If it weren't for him to be careless and send the video to He Mu privately, it would not cause her emotional breakdown.He controlled his facial expression, but he cried like a child in his heart.Some things can't be forgotten, and can't be forgotten...
Ji Mian gently rubbed his temples and said in an unprecedented gentle voice, "Want to eat an apple? Can I help you cut one?"
Xiao Jiashu looked at him through the sunglasses and then waved his hand. The lower half of his face, which was stiff like a stone, made him look cool and tugging, and he was extremely flat.Fang Kun secretly scolded the dead boy.
Ji Mian seemed to fail to understand and refused, and still cut an apple and handed it over.Xiao Jiashu had to take it, and in the process of biting the apple in a bite bite, the sadness at the bottom of my heart was unconsciously diluted.He turned off the Kugou, took off his headphones, threw the bare apple core into the trash can, and then sat back to his original position, continuing to watch Ji Mian through his sunglasses.The man didn't seem to have been seriously injured, just a concussion, which is good.
"What's your plan recently? If you have nothing to do, go back to the company? I dismissed you last time, and I apologize to you." Ji Mian said after a moment of silence.
Why should I apologize to me?I interfered with the normal operation of the studio, and I am the one who should apologize.If you blindly see people, it is a question of IQ, not about right or wrong.Thinking this way, Xiao Jiashu shook his head and refused.
Ji Mian, "..."