How To Say I Love You

Xiao Jiashu has no face to meet people, he is really wrong!What the hell is the empress in the palace?It’s really shameful to be in front of the people of the whole country!He groaned while covering his face, and pushed Ji Mian, begging, "Brother Ji, you can take care of them."

Ji Mianren laughed, "Okay, don't make trouble, Xiaoshu is shy."

"Poof! The king's strength loves the lady, I can only retire!" The little crowns flirted with each other again, and then they retreated one after another, making the audience almost laughed.Today's Ji Mian really opened their eyes, they can talk about any topic, they can pick up any stalk, and they can open up any joke, which has subverted everyone's usual impression of him.But it is indisputable that he likes it more because it is true.

Lin Leyang looked at the joyful interaction between the two, and the whole heart was bleeding. Finally, the host said goodbye, and then he stood up in a trance.

Chen Pengxin rushed up to help him, his expression very anxious.The ratings of this episode set a historical record for many reasons, but after the analysis of the guide, he said to him: Every time Xiao Jiashu interacts with Ji Mian, the ratings will rise a little, showing that the audience loves the two very much.However, Lin Leyang's performance on the show was extremely bad, his expression was stiff, he chatted all the way, and there was no communication with other guests.Even the blind man could see that he was isolated, which further confirmed the rumor that he was incompatible with Miao Muqing and Xiao Jiashu.

"Smile, the camera is still shooting." Chen Pengxin pressed Lin Leyang's shoulder hard.

"I can't laugh." Lin Leyang choked with sobs, but there was a smile in the corner of his mouth.He can't hold it anymore.

"Go to the dressing room first." The two went backstage together.

At the same time, Xiao Jiashu was also very upset.He followed Ji Mian like a small tail, and wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to speak.He wanted to tell Ji Mian that he did not intend to spy on his privacy. He just liked him too much, so he would unconsciously pay attention to his bits and pieces, and then quietly keep in mind.He can't control his thinking, but he can control his actions. He will never be entangled with him, and will not make excessive demands based on this like.

He just wanted to support Brother Ji silently, and gave him a place to entertain himself.

He was thinking about it all over his head, not realizing that he had been turning around Ji Mian for a long time, and left and right, and he almost dizzy Ji Mian's life assistant.

When the assistant was squeezed by him with nowhere to go, Ji Mian finally said, "Aren't you going back to remove makeup and change clothes?"

"Eh?" Xiao Jiashu looked up and found that he followed the door of Ji Ge's dressing room, and said, "I want to send you, then I will go first." He did not dare to say it in the end, but he would use Action said-I will never become the trouble of Ji brother, I am not a brain fan, but a true love fan + reason fan.

"Okay, go back to rest early." Ji Mian looked down at him, his eyes shimmering.

Xiao Jiashu waved his hand away, and when he walked to the corner, he suddenly heard a "poof" laugh from behind. When he looked back, he found Ji Ji's expression very tired. He rubbed his eyebrows at once. "

"Hmm." Ji Mian nodded slightly, and chuckled when someone walked away.

"Mr. Ji, do you say that Xiao Jiashu really admires you or wants to borrow your enthusiasm?" The assistant was worried.

"Depending on his connections, do I still need to borrow my popularity?" Ji Mian pushed the door in and said lightly, "Although the entertainment industry is messy, there are really clean people."

The assistant saw that his expression was wrong and he dared not speak.Fang Kun walked in from the outside while calling, and cursed after hanging up, "Damn, the audit department did not pass the investment plan of "Centennial Dream" and "Prince Ruthless", why did I blame me! If not Lin Leyang’s dead boy..."

He stopped this topic in time, and was powerless. "Brother Ji, didn't you mean investing in your own name? Why didn't you invest?"

"I don't want to vote. One person can eat enough to eat a cake. Two people divided, one of them has to go hungry. Besides, even without me, these two dramas were filmed, and they were filmed very well." Ji Mian lay on the sofa On sleep, the makeup artist is removing makeup for him.

Fang Kun pinched his fingers and could not help but sigh his wrists.You know, at the beginning, Ji Ge planned to spend 40 million yuan to invest in two dramas. If it is divided in proportion, it has already made three or four times!Regret!

He dared not mention this matter again, silently turned on the phone to chase the drama, halfway to the chase, the door was knocked, and Lin Leyang's voice came from outside, "Are you Ji Ji?"

"No!" Fang Kun shouted impatiently.

It was quiet outside for a while and knocked perseverely, "Brother Ji, I want to talk to you."

Fang Kun is trying to shove people, Ji Mian said softly, "Let him come in. You go out first."

Several mermaids came out, leaving space for them both.

"What do you want to say?" Ji Mian washed her face and was slowly wiping the water drops on the forehead with a towel.He seemed so calm that he couldn't see the love he once had, nor the gaunt after breaking up.

Lin Leyang swallowed secretly, trembling, "Brother Ji, are you with Xiao Jiashu, or he won't understand you that much. You broke up with me because of him?"

"I'm just an ordinary friend relationship with him. You still don't understand why I want to break up with you?" Ji Mian put down the towel, his expression calm.

"I don't understand. I have been in love for a few years, we have never quarreled, and have never had too much conflict. You said to break up and break up. How can I figure it out?" Lin Leyang summoned the courage to ask. These words.No one knows that when he saw Ji Ge and Xiao Jiashu getting so happy, his heart seemed to be cut with a blunt knife, and the pain was unstoppable!

Ji Mian decided to look at him, and finally sighed, "Are you unable to think or dare to think about it? What do you think is the most pleasant way of getting along with us?"

Lin Leyang froze for a long time before saying, "I think we have always been very happy."

"When I interfere with you more and more, do you feel happy? No, you have never been happy, you are just patient. Do you understand what you want from me to be satisfied? You need me to support you unconditionally, Tolerate you unconditionally, understand and even concession unconditionally, so that you can get the greatest sense of security. I will prick all over you if I control you a little bit, I think I restrict your freedom, I don’t treat you as equal The individual looks at it. But is this really the case? I paid so much for you, you can accept it with peace of mind as long as the sentence "I am really loving Ji Ge", and then stay on the spot, never thinking of being close to me, why? You don’t like men. You changed my sexuality for me. This is the biggest sacrifice and effort, so you will never be satisfied, and you will never feel that you should do something for me."

If Lin Leyang was struck by lightning, it was hard to tell.

Ji Mian lit a cigarette and continued, "You said that our status is not equal, which is true, but the person who is above is never me, but you. No matter how much I pay, it is not enough for you, Because you were bent by me, you changed from a straight man to a disgusting homosexuality, this is my original sin, I owe you all my life."

"No, no, I never thought about that." Lin Leyang shook his head weakly.

"If you think that way, you may not know it in your heart, but it is clearly expressed in action." Ji Mian spit out a smoke and said slowly, "When I forced Chen Pengxin and Chen Pengyu to write down the debt, did you ever complain? I?"

Lin Leyang wanted to shake his head but couldn't move.In Ji Mian's gaze, he felt that he had nothing to hide.

"If those photos and chat records are burst out, do you think I am the most affected, or you? To say an unsatisfactory word, I have already mixed up with my current status. What black material can break me and leave the entertainment circle. Can live. You never thought about who I really want to protect when I treat Chen Pengxin and Chen Pengyu as harshly as I do? Who is the biggest beneficiary? Whenever I encounter difficulties, I will subconsciously treat You are included in the wings, but you are completely the opposite, and you will immediately stand on the opposite of me. You and Chen Pengxin are one country, and I have become a bad person. You can forgive Chen Pengyu’s betrayal, but you cannot understand my mood, Is it really fair for you to treat me like this? What qualifications do you have to resent me like they do? Even if I am sorry for all the people in the world, but I am not sorry for you. Our love is free, I did not force you to respond, You must change your sexual orientation. This is your own choice. If you are reluctant, you should tell me that you are a straight man."

Lin Leyang unknowingly left two lines of tears, and could not say anything to refute.

Ji Mian pestle extinguished cigarettes and sighed, "Do you know why Xiao Jiashu knows me better than you? Because he used his heart, and you are my lover, have you been working for me for so many years with us? True, I don’t know what you really like, but I tried hard to understand you because you closed my heart to me and hid my true self, so I think it’s just you It’s just an illusion created for me. What I hate and hate, as long as you observe carefully, you can also find that I have prevented you from entering my heart? No, on the contrary, I have been dragging you into my heart , And you have resisted."

"You cut off the channel where we approached each other first, but in turn asked me why I wanted to break up with you. Do you think that in this situation, we can really go down for a long time? One keeps trying to approach, the other People are hiding and watching in a transparent cover. Can they hold their hands together? Lin Leyang, you overestimate my perseverance. I may be able to hold on for two or three years, but I can't hold on for a lifetime."

He put on his coat, opened the door, and confessed in a deep voice, "I won't look back, you have to keep going, let's go our own way."

The door closed gently, Lin Leyang looked at the makeup mirror, and then found herself in tears.If he didn't come to this trip, he might still be able to deceive himself, and he could vow to say that Brother Ji still loves himself, they can continue to walk, and they can be as happy as before.But it turned out that he had never been happy, he had been struggling with contradictions and uneasiness, and Ji Ge had already seen him through.