How To Say I Love You

Chapter 99 Admit it, you love him

Ji Mian was in a meeting when Xiao Jiashu received a private message. Several new trainees were still waiting for him to develop a development route for them. Lin Leyang forced the patient to come to the company and asked to change the contract.That's right, he is ready to give up the A-level contract and start with a real newcomer. This decision is undoubtedly difficult for him, but it is also necessary.

"You go back to discuss with your agent and write a plan for me." Ji Mian said to several newcomers, "This year is a star who sells people, but I have to warn you, no matter who they are. , You all hold on to me before and after, don’t let the last person collapse and destroy yourself. If you want to be a singer, sing well, if you want to be an actor, don’t set up a perfect image for yourself, that’s Be a cocoon."

Several people quickly agreed to come down, and then went out with the agent.

Ji Mian looked at Lin Leyang who had been waiting for a long time. "The contract you signed before will expire in four years. It stands to reason that the company can't change it for you."

"Ji......General," Lin Leyang changed his title in time, "I am willing to give up all rights and interests, just ask to start from the beginning, please give me another chance. I didn't understand until now, with my current strength, even if you put A I can’t afford the level contract in my hands, because you have been helping me in the back..."

He didn't finish talking, the phone on the table rang, Ji Mian glanced casually, and then quickly picked it up to read, his expression gradually changed from pleasure to prudence.He raised his hand and motioned to Lin Leyang to stop talking, and finally began to reply.

Xiao Jiashu explained the script change in detail, and then asked the confusion in his heart: [...Mr. Li, as an actor, I should have followed the film and finished the show, but I am really confused now, I don’t know There is no point in my persistence.

Ji Mian: [I ask you, have you ever regretted taking this drama?

Xiao Jiashu thought about it and said truthfully: [I regret every day.

[So, after it's shot, can it meet your expectations?

[No, it's too far.

[Where is the difference?] Ji Mian continued to guide.

[The plot is poor, now it has been changed beyond recognition; the actors have poor acting skills and are not dedicated; the director also has problems, unable to integrate the entire crew, and cannot control all the actors. Many scenes because the actors are unwilling to shoot or can not recite a large line of speech, He simply deleted all of them; the use of funds was unreasonable, the big head was given to the actors, and the rest was used to make props and clothing, but did not hire a professional special effects team.You know, this is a fairy tale, at least half of the scenes have to be shot with special effects, but the director didn't care at all.I can almost imagine how rough it was and how perfunctory it was when the series was finished.Xiao Jiashu analyzed one by one.

Ji Mian smiled gently: [This is right.The plot, actors, directors, team, special effects, and operation methods. The problems you just mentioned should have been the core problems faced and resolved by a crew, and the key to making a good TV series.But now if you look at it, all the cores are out of order, but the director has done nothing, and just let it go, so what do you insist on?The spirit of contract is indeed important, but as an actor, shouldn’t his reputation, his style, his faith, his pursuit be more important?

He recalled for a moment and continued to write: [When I was young, I just made my debut and had little experience. I was tricked into making a crude film.I regretted it on the first day of entering the group, but because I couldn't pay the penalty, I had to keep shooting.After the movie was released in China, the ratings of various websites almost fell below the bottom line, and it has become the black history of my life.Now that I have money, I often think, how good should I pay the penalty if I cross back now?I think a good actor must have a style on the outside, a pursuit on the inside, and not film everything.No matter how good your acting is, if you receive too many bad movies, you will be crowned as "Box Office Poison". If you want to turn over, it will be difficult. If you lose your style, you will lose your bones and you can't stand up.The inner pursuit is an actor's respect and accomplishment of art. His aesthetics and his consciousness must be closer to artistry, rather than paying attention to film rewards.

[Let’s leave the film aside, I’m just asking you, what can this series bring you?Is it a flower offering and applause, or a stain that is hard to release?

Xiao Jiashu stared at the text, and suddenly Suddenly started. [Teacher, I think that following the practice of the crew, this drama will be destroyed.Maybe the audience will like it when it's broadcast, but I really can't agree with it, it can't meet my pursuit of performing arts.Teacher, I think about it, I decided not to shoot.

Ji Mian immediately replied, [Then you can let your agent handle the termination, don’t be discouraged, you should be more cautious next time you take the show.

[Okay, thank you teacher.] Xiao Jiashu sincerely laid this line down.

Ji Mian stared at the phone, satisfied and sour.Has Xiaoshu's most trusted person now changed from Ji Mian to Teacher Li?Fortunately, both of them...

Lin Leyang waited a long time, seeing Ji Mian not typing anymore, but was holding a cell phone for a long time, and then hesitated, "Mr. Ji, what I just said..."

Ji Mian waved his hand, "You go to the Legal Department, they will help you deal with the contract. Lin Leyang, if I strongly disagree with you to change the low-level contract, what should you face in the next four years, should you be clear?"

"I know." For Lin Leyang, an A-level contract is equivalent to Xuezang. After four years of appointment, where will the forgetful audience remember him?Although the four-year period is not long, it is the most precious period for a young artist in his early twenties, and it is definitely not to be missed.

"So I have done my best to you, we don't owe anyone, do you agree?" Ji Mian stared at each other straightly.

Lin Leyang gritted his teeth and said, "I agree."

"That's good, you can go." Ji Mian waved his hand lightly.

Lin Leyang stumbled out of the office, and a thought came to his mind very clearly: everything is over, and the years that have been dependent on each other have been replaced by the next four years.Brother Ji never owed him. He gave him the past, present and future. Now think about it, it is indeed that he is too greedy...

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At the same time, Huang Meixuan, who hurried to the studio, was negotiating with the director, "Director Wang, isn't it unreasonable for you to engage us like this?"

"We can talk about the issue of the script." Wang An said with a smile.

Qiu Du, who was sitting aside, spoke slowly, "Is Xiao Jiashu not very satisfied with the ending? I just changed it back."

Huang Meixuan glanced at him and sneered, "Don't think I don't know what tricks you are playing. You are deliberately changing the ending of the small tree to that. If he expresses his dissatisfaction, you can use this to deal with us so that Do we have the illusion that you have made major concessions? Qiu Du, you think everyone is a fool and can be manipulated by you at will? If the ending does not change, we don’t care."

She stared at Wang An, saying one by one, "I am not here to talk to you about the script, but to talk about the termination of the contract. Call your lawyer directly."

Wang Dao’s face immediately changed, “Cancel the contract? Are you overkill? Which actor does not change the script, and you can change it if you are not satisfied. Let’s talk about it.” To be honest, in this crew, he is the best The favorite actor is none other than Xiao Jiashu. He has superb acting skills, gentle temperament, politeness, and dedication. As long as he plays, he will surely shoot to perfection according to the director's concept, which is simply no worry.

He preferred that the person forced to go was Qiu Du, rather than Xiao Jiashu leaving the crew.He actually knew that Xiao Jiashu was the only conscience left in the crew. If he was gone, the situation would be completely messed up.So he thought about it and threatened, "Half of the scene has been filmed. You have left your hands and left. The penalty for compensation is very high."

"Who are you fooling? You can shoot half of it in less than a month?" Huang Meixuan opened the contract and analyzed one by one. "Now there are not many conscientious crews. As soon as I heard that the male and female members of this drama were Qiu Du and female, One is Jiang Bingjie, and this is expected to happen. You see clearly. When signing the contract, we have clear regulations on Xiaoshu’s rights and obligations. First, you can’t cut down his part; second, you can’t. Damage his image; third, you must not change the script without permission. You must be strictly loyal to the original. If you make changes on the basis of respecting the original, you can also notify us in writing... Which of these terms have you done? It is your breach of contract In the first place, we naturally have the right to cancel the contract."

Wang Dao was forced to retreat by Huang Meixuan and had to find a lawyer to talk to them.

While waiting for the lawyer to arrive at the studio, Huang Meixuan pulled Xiaoshu aside and asked, "You really decided not to shoot? In fact, as long as you want, we can change the script back, but if you break the contract halfway, there may be a right Your unfavorable rumors spread and affect your reputation."

Xiao Jiashu shook his head, "Sister Meixuan, it's not a matter of changing the script now, but these people have never thought of making a good film. I've been here for almost a month, I have only seen Jiang Bingjie twice, and Qiu Du's substitutes are seven or eight. He didn’t stop adding or changing dramas for himself. The second woman couldn’t recite a large line of speech, and crossed out the original line directly. He summed up two sentences himself, and went up casually. The director also let it go. There is a female actor who is even more absolute, and directly replaces the lines with numbers. I still have to pick up her words at the right time. I almost lost my mind. Do you know? In this crew, my biggest achievement is that I learned to play a one-man show. Normally, serious efforts have turned into aliens, which really subverted my three views."

He wiped his face and said decadently, "Sister Meixuan, I really don't plan to shoot again."

"Xing Xing Xing," Huang Meixuan rubbed his head, comforting, "If you don't want us, we won't shoot."

There was a gap between the two, and the lawyer came. After several rounds of negotiations, they finally lost to the experienced Huang Meixuan. As a result, Xiao Jiashu didn't have to pay a penny, and he easily left the crew.But three days later, a vague video appeared on the Internet. A slightly famous actress took Xiao Jiashu and asked him why the contract was broken, and he said coldly, "This kind of script can't be filmed at all, I won't film it. "

At the top of the video is the actress’s explanation that Xiao Jiashu was dissatisfied with the fact that she had too few plays and wanted to change the script but was rejected by the director. So she threatened with a strike. She did not expect the director to be used to him at all. He terminated the contract, and finally lamented that the rich second generation had a bad temper and was hard to wait for. He often played big names in the crew.

She was talking about completely unfounded things, except for the video that was cut out of sight, there was no real hammer, but after the news that Xiao Jiashu broke the contract and left the crew was slightly released by the official of Shuanglong Legend, the netizens who believed Actually more and more.

Suddenly, Xiao Jiashu was pushed to the cusp of the storm, and the original fans jumped out and scolded him, letting him have the ability to write a book by himself, so as not to spoil the work of others.Others are fortunate that he has gone well, otherwise this series will never be watched.Fans of Xiao Jiashu naturally counterattacked, but in the end they were not as powerful as the original fan, and soon retreated.

Although some people appreciate Xiao Jiashu's face value and think that his appearance is completely in line with the setting of Li Yuanhao in the original book, if he can't respect the original author and screenwriter, it is also a good thing to leave.In the entertainment industry, there are many beautiful people. No one can't be replaced. If you have fewer plays, you can change the script, and if you don't change, you will ruin the contract.

The good reputation that Xiao Jiashu had originally established collapsed after this incident, but none of the crew stood up to clarify for him.Perhaps this matter was originally planned by them, otherwise they will not let gossips first, and then use official information to be honest, this is obviously a planned and premeditated act.

What is meant by turning black and white upside down and hitting a rake, Xiao Jiashu finally realized it.His eyes were red with anger, and he immediately took out his phone and edited a text, bursting all the strange things he encountered in the crew. Although he did not name the surname, if you read the details carefully, netizens can easily get the right seats.

As soon as Weibo was posted, fans of Jiang Bingjie, Qiu Du and others exploded, quickly joined the ranks of the original fans, spoke out to Xiao Jiashu, and threatened him to get out of the entertainment circle.

This is not the first time Xiao Jiashu has faced this kind of crusade across the net, but the last time he could come up with a lot of evidence, this time, he has nothing to prove himself.He stared at Weibo, which had been captured by the malicious comments of netizens. His heart was full of confusion and pain.

He just wanted to make a good film, why is it so difficult?

Just when he was about to shake his beliefs, the Weibo that caused the uproar was deleted, and the netizens were immediately very happy, saying that Xiao Jiashu had confessed to it, and was scolded for daring to show his head, deserve it, get out, etc. Wait.

He clearly told the truth, but under the influence of the navy and the black powder, no one was willing to believe him, and even had doubts about his character, and his initiative to delete Weibo was his guilty conscience. irrefutable evidence.

Xiao Jiashu immediately called Huang Meixuan and asked, "Sister Meixuan, did you delete my Weibo, why?"

"Where are you, Xiaoshu? Calm down, let's talk back to the company. Don't you say anything in front of the media in the near future and leave it to us to handle it?"

"Does your so-called treatment just keep me silent?" Xiao Jiashu asked the car with red eyes when he parked the car by the roadside.

"We just kept silent for a while. You are too impulsive, Xiaoshu, your temperament should be changed. The perfectionists cannot survive in this circle. You must make compromises when appropriate."

Xiao Jiashu slowly shook his head, "Sister Meixuan, I will not compromise!" The words dropped the call.When he wanted to drive away, a tall man came and knocked on the window of his car, sinking, "Small tree, open the door, let's talk about it."

Xiao Jiashu was surprised, "Ji Ji? How did you find me?"

"Sister Xue locates your mobile phone in order to prevent you from having an accident." So Ji Mian who received the message took the initiative to find someone.

Xiao Jiashu stared at the phone, his expression struggling.He wanted to throw things off, and wanted to blame his mother on why he was interfering with his freedom, but he also knew that his mother was too worried about the repetition of old things.Her love for him is far above everything.

In the end, he put away his phone properly, and Tang Tang said, "Brother Ji, do you think I did something wrong?"

Ji Mian put his hands on the car window and said with a heavy heart, "Small tree, a person's power is too small, so you can't change the world, you can only change yourself..."

Unexpectedly, this sentence exploded Xiao Jiashu on the verge of collapse.He suddenly raised his head, saying one by one, "Brother Ji, I will never change. Maybe I am too impulsive, too selfish, too perfect for perfection, which hinders the interests of some people, but I am at least worthy of myself, worthy of fans. , Worthy of the audience. Jiang Bingjie and Qiu Du fooled their work, and their fans are willing to pay for them, willing to accept this imperfection, but my fans are not. Since they like me so much, support me, I will Be responsible for them. My work may not be the best, but I will do my best to do it well, I don’t want to let them down, I don’t want them to spend so much likes, but I get a defective product ."

While closing the window, he said slowly, "The fans are willing to pay for the idols, which is very touching, but when I accept their contributions, shouldn't I try my best to repay them? I am not God, I can just harvest the fans. Faith, I am just an ordinary person, I will be sincere and fearful, I will be flattered, I will always respect my work, fans and audience, is this not an actor's basic professional ethics? Ji brother, I am doing the right thing , My faith and pursuit will never change."

He gave Ji Mian a deep look and then accelerated away from the place.He finally wanted to understand why Ji Ge would choose to withdraw in the heyday, and why he would gradually walk from the front to the back of the scene. Because he could not change the world, he gradually compromised in reality.

His choice may be right, but Xiao Jiashu still feels very disappointed.He originally thought that Ji Ge was the only one who could understand himself, but that was not the case...

Just when he drove away, Ji Mian finally heard his strong voice, and he silently said in his heart: Brother Ji, I am very disappointed with you.

Ji Mian was suddenly stunned, and waited for the car to go far away before struggling to catch up, shouting, "Xiao Jiashu, you come back to me, you stop..." But the car was already far away, and soon even the tail lights I can't see it.

Ji Mian untied his tie and shaved his hair, full of indescribable anxiety.He never knew that the sentence "I am very disappointed with you" caused lethality, which was as good as "I hate you".How could he ask Xiaoshu to exchange the worldly dirt with his naked heart?How can he be willing?

He just wanted to tell him: maybe you should change the way you handle things, don’t always say something that is easily misinterpreted, and don’t always neglect people.You can be naive or self-willed, but you can't make others aware of your innocence and self-will, because these personality weaknesses will just become their means of attacking you.

However, all his advice and comfort were too late to speak, and he was blocked by Xiao Jiashu.He can imagine that his image in Xiao Jiashu's heart will be subverted. He once admired himself much, and now he is just as disappointed.But damn, what he couldn't stand was his disappointment!

Ji Mian would rather Xiao Jiashu ignore himself in this life, or would not be imperfect in his heart.He took out his mobile phone and made a call to Xue Miao and Shu Xiu respectively. Then he returned to the car and smashed the steering wheel twice.

Fang Kun sat in the co-pilot's seat and said happily, "Why, Xiao Jiashu doesn't even want to hear your words? Have you and him recently broke up?"

Ji Mian sighed tiredly, "I'm not sure what my feelings are for him, and what should I do with him. We have never been together, where is the trouble?"

"Are you unsure of your feelings for him?" Fang Kun was about to laugh to death and spread his applause. "Give me your phone and unlock it."

Ji Mian is unclear, but he did as he was upset.

Fang Kun opened his photo album and sneered, "Look, there are more than two hundred photos, of which at least one hundred and ninety are Xiao Jiashu's." , He didn’t reply to you in a single sentence, but you can send him dozens of messages every day, where do you come from with patience? If you want to post a news related to him, you also said that you are not sure about your feelings for him? If you Ji Mian didn’t love someone and loved to die, would you do the most boring things that you originally thought? Have you ever done this?"

"I won't talk about these things," Fang Kun continued. "Who are the two albums that you treasured on the top shelf of the bookshelf? Who and who are printed on the cover of the custom magazine of the Chan Yue Hotel stacked on your coffee table? Group photo? Do you read it many times every day? The impurity page on the top is curled, you can’t see it when I see it? Needless to say, the emoticons and clip videos you stored on your computer. Look at you Recently sent me a message, "He took out his phone and opened WeChat. "I'll count it for you. You used a few Xiao Jiashu's emoticons, one, two, three, four... all in your life He, nine of the ten sentences are related to him; he is by your side, you smile like a sun flower; he is gone, you have lost your soul. Come, come, tell me, you treat him What is the emotion?"

Ji Mian froze for a while, and it took about half a minute before he mutely said, "But there is a secret in my heart that I can't tell him, it's not fair to him."

"Then never let him know that you have a secret, just try your best to treat him well. Everyone has a secret, which is normal." Fang Kun asked innocently, sighing, "Love will love, fear what?" ?When you lose him, you know what regret is."

This sentence made Ji Mian's heart tremble fiercely, and immediately started the car to catch up.In fact, he regretted it long ago, but he dared not admit it.