How To Say I Love You

Chapter 131 It is useless to regret

Xiao Jiashu remembered that when he was very young, his father actually loved him very much. He would often take him out to play, and he would gently pat him in his arms to make him sleep peacefully.But all good memories came to an abrupt halt when he was ten years old. When he returned home, his father had never seen him, and after a while he sent him abroad.

Since then, he has only a mother and no father in his life, and all the trivial matters are resolved by the assistant, and the assistant will contact him only once, and he does not care about his status quo.He only needs to know that he is still alive.

Later, his brother also sent an assistant, and Xiao Jiashu's life gradually improved.He began to adapt to everything abroad, thinking that he must study hard, be admitted to a top school, and return to the country in a beautiful scenery, let his father take a good look at him. In fact, he can also be a proud son.

But what did he get in the end, and what did his mother get?

Xiao Jiashu seldom resents a person, but now, he can't suppress his negative feelings.He sent Xiao Dingbang out of the door, but he didn't even look at Xiao Qijie. "Brother, you are the elder brother of my life." He hugged each other hard and his eyes were wet.

"Well," Xiao Dingbang gently stroked his head, his voice low, "Xiao Shu, take good care of yourself, come back to see your elder brother when you are free. No matter how difficult it is, just come to me and have nothing to fear. I will have you and Aunt Xue in one day, and you will always be my loved ones."

Xiao Jiashu nodded again and again, buried his head on his elder brother's shoulder, and quietly wiped tears with his suit jacket.

Xiao Dingbang looked down at him, and finally he smiled briskly, his brother was still so cute.No one knows how complicated his mood was when Aunt Xue put him in his arms when he was born.Almost in an instant, he fell in love with this incredible and tender child, but he did not dare to get close to his dead mother.He tried to treat him as a stranger, but he always walked his fat short legs, trotting behind his buttocks, and sweetly called his brother with a milky, milky voice.

His heart was almost melted by him, and he wanted to hug him and kiss him, and let him show a carefree smile.But he couldn't, he couldn't forget his mother's pale face when she died, and even her eyes that she couldn't close anyway.So he almost lost him. When he was sent back by the police with bruises and bruises, only then did he know what regret is, but regret is precisely the most useless thing in the world. Missing is missing, and never found.

If time could go back, he would definitely grow up with him, pick him up, rub his black hair, kiss his blushing face, and tell him: "Brother is here, brother love you."

Time goes by, and in twenty years, his brother has grown up, but he no longer needs his protection.Xiao Dingbang sometimes even wondered whether it was because of his indifference and absence from his father that he was easily distracted by a man?He needs too much in his life to play the role of both brother and father.Isn't he the one who should be responsible for this step because he is his indifferent brother and hypocritical father?

Xiao Dingbang was regretful and painful, but he was not qualified to interfere with his brother's life.The younger brother needs such a person to fill in the past regrets and deficiencies, then fill it, as long as he feels happy.

"Don’t be sad, your brother will come to see you when you have time. Is pocket money enough? If you don’t have enough, I’ll give you another one. If you want to make a movie, just tell me, I’ll invest in you, and you can tell me what role you want. Let me help you. Although my brother didn’t get involved in the entertainment industry, there are still a lot of friends. Otherwise, my brother will help you start an entertainment company, and you are your own boss, OK?” Xiao Dingbang said in a hurry, and wished Compensate the younger brother for the missing love for two decades.

He hugged him tightly and rubbed his hair gently, unwilling to let go for a long time.Of all the people, Xiaoshu is the most innocent one, but has suffered the most unfair treatment. As long as he thinks about how he has lived in the past two decades, Xiao Dingbang is distressed.

Xiao Jiashu shook his head while dumbfounding, "Pocket money is enough. I live with Ji Ji. All expenses are paid by Ji Ge. I have no place to spend money. I didn’t have the 50 million you gave me last time. I’m running out of it, there’s 40 million left. I’m making a small-cost movie, I can’t spend a few dollars, and I can make a bonus for my big brother. In fact, Ji’s network in the entertainment industry is not bad. What role do I want to play? Just talk to him. It’s too tiring to start an entertainment company. I’m too lazy to manage it. Ji Ji also has several entertainment companies. The business is very good. I don’t want to grab business with him. Brother, you often come to see me to be true , Usually remember to call me more. When you are abroad, you come to see me once every two or three months, and I will always miss you especially."

Nine of ten brothers' sentences are inseparable from Ji Mian, which makes Xiao Dingbang's heart awkward.But he could also feel that his brother was very attached to and trusted with Ji Mian.If you can treat your brother a little better, care more about him and love him, don't always be busy with business, I am afraid that my brother will not be attracted by someone like Ji Mian?

The growth of children is closely related to the environment of life. This sentence Xiao Dingbang finally believed.Therefore, he is not qualified to blame his brother, and even less blame Ji Mian.

"Okay, Big Brother calls you every day and comes to see you when you have time." Patting his brother's head and wiping the tears off the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, Xiao Dingbang reluctantly let him go and put Ji Mian He called aside and said, "Since your business has agreed with Aunt Xue, I am not qualified to object. Xiaoshu is serious about you, how about you?"

"I am naturally serious." Ji Mian's tone was cautious.

"For Xiao Shu, feelings are a matter of a lifetime. Since you are with him, treat him well, otherwise I won't let you go." Xiao Dingbang stared at Ji Mian directly.

"Brother, don't worry, Xiaoshu and I are already married." Ji Mian raised his hand and showed his wedding ring.

Xiao Dingbang stared at the ring, and once wanted to chop off Ji Mian's hand, and felt relieved again.After a while of sourness, he finally nodded slowly. "You get married and live a good life. You and Xiaoshu are both actors. They often collaborate and usually take care of him."

"That is of course." Ji Mian looked at Xiao Shu and smiled softly. "Xiao Shu is the most important person in my life. I can't lose him."

Xiao Dingbang stared at him for a while, and then walked towards the younger brother who probed the brain, hugged him hard, and after a few minutes, let go of the person and hurried away.Xiao Qijie has been standing not far away and looking at the three people, showing thirst and guilt, but he dare not approach.He knew that there was no place for him to stand.

There were a lot of idlers in the studio. Originally thought that it would witness a torment of a giant, but Xiao Qijie and Xiao Dingbang went in with great force, but came out disgraced.Xiao Dingbang also embraced Xiao Jiashu for a long time. During this period, he touched his head and patted his back. His posture was more intimate than that of any brother.

"What's the matter, don't tear it?" a young actor asked in a low voice.

No one answered him. It’s better not to circulate these things on the set, otherwise some people will hear it and make a fuss, and they will be miserable.

Liu Yilei was hidden behind others, and carefully observed Xiao Dingbang and Ji Mian who were standing together and talking, with a somewhat surprised expression.He thought that even if they didn't fight, they would cross the sword, and Xiao Jiashu would be taken away under house arrest.But now nothing has happened, Xiao Dingbang is very friendly to Ji Mian, even with a hint of prayer in his eyes, what must have happened in the lounge just now, otherwise the situation will not be so strange.

Thinking of here, Liu Yilei went out and was ready to test the tone of Xiao and his son.But as soon as Xiao Qijie saw him, his pale face turned ashen, and he walked away with a cold glance. He didn't want to talk to him at all.

"Brother Xiao, are you free to have a meal together later?" Liu Yilei's expression was slightly embarrassed.

"No time." Xiao Dingbang was annoyed to see him even more, and hugged his brother again, and then he left reluctantly.

"What's wrong with Uncle Xiao and Brother Xiao?" Liu Yi Lei puzzled and smiled immediately, "Xiao Jiashu has always forgotten to tell you that my father was a very good friend with your father before he died. These years depend on Uncle Xiao. With the care of Brother Xiao, my mother and I only survived smoothly. Thank you so much."

"Really? I went abroad at the age of ten and I don't know much about these things." Xiao Jia bark pierced him with a smile. "But as far as I know, your mother's relationship with my father is better, right? If you were Then you want to be my dad's son, you go directly to him, what's the matter with the black mom?" The words dragged Ji Mian away.

It took a while for Liu Yilei to react, and immediately called her mother, "Mom, I just asked you to disclose the news that Xiao Jiashu is gay to Uncle Xiao, and did not let you put those black materials. Why did you do unnecessary things? Xiao Jiashu and Xue Miao seem to already know your relationship with Uncle Xiao!"

Chen Manni smiled casually, "What do you know? If the relationship is completely broken, Qi Jie can divorce Xue Miao? I don't deal with her now. When will you wait? You can rest assured that the Xiao family will not care about her broken things. ."

If Xue Miao hadn’t made a mistake, she and Xiao Qijie had already married.She hated Xue Miao for more than two decades, and would easily stop where she had the opportunity to step on her soles.She originally wanted to sell the news of Xiao Jiashu and Ji Mian to the media, but then she gave up after thinking carefully.Xiao Jiashu is different from Xue Miao. He is a descendant of the Xiao family. After all, he would have to say whether he would abandon him with such a scandal, but it is certain that he will suppress the news and thoroughly investigate the people.

Xiao Jiarong couldn't stand the scandal, but he also couldn't stand being attacked by outsiders.Like their big family, which still retains a strong heritage, it is very important to the descendants of the genealogy, and it will definitely not be ignored.Moreover, Liu Yilei also works in the same crew with Xiao Jiashu, and there is a competitive relationship. This is revealed by Chen Tian again. A shrewd man like the old man, can he still wonder who is making trouble afterwards?She hadn't entered the Xiao family's door yet, so she didn't dare to touch the descendants of the Xiao family, nor did she dare to defile the reputation of the Xiao family.

After all, she is different from Xue Miao. She is an internationally well-known artist. She is well-known and well-positioned. She is just as good as Xiao Qijie. She has great hopes of marrying the Xiao family.

"But Xiao Dingbang won't check what happened then? If he knew, we would be finished!" Liu Yilei was always worried.

"No? He hates Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu so much, can he believe them? Xue Miao is the culprit of death and fucking!"

"Oh, after more than 20 years of self-hypnosis, did you stupidly hypnotize yourself? Do you really think Xue Miao is the third party?" Liu Yi smiled sullenly.

Chen Manni panicked, but quickly calmed down, "Son, you can rest assured that my uncle Xiao and I have done a very good job in confidentiality. We only meet abroad and no one will find it. Even if they want to check, can it still be Go abroad to get evidence? It's okay, don't think about it."

"How can I not think about it? You don't know how much Xiao Dingbang valued Xiao Jiashu!" Liu Yilei was too lazy to talk to her mother, and directly pressed her phone off.He always thought that Xiao Dingbang didn't care about Xiao Jiashu, so he threw him abroad for ten years, but just now, when he saw him hugging Xiao Jiashu three times and four times and could not let go for a long time, he suddenly overthrew all the previous pictures. guess.

Xiao Dingbang sent Weibo several times to support Xiao Jiashu not for the face of the Xiao family, but for the love of his brother.Otherwise, he would not show such a reluctant expression, nor would he compromise with Ji Mian.If it is not to the extreme, he is only thinking of Xiao Jiashu's happiness, can he violate the traditional education he has long received and agree to two men together?

Liu Yilei wanted to panic more and more, always feeling that this matter would not end easily.He turned on his mobile phone and found that the navy purchased by his mother had completely brought the rhythm up, and some people continued to report that Xiao Qijie and Xiao Dingbang had rushed to Datong Studios to meet Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu overnight.

Who doesn't like to watch the big show?The sensational titles such as "Actress Stealing People and Going Out of the House", and "Rabbits and Married Children" are exactly what the audience likes most.They want to dig deep into all the details to satisfy their voyeurism and hatred for the rich.

Originally, Chen Manni only wanted to destroy Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu, but now the situation has been completely out of control, and almost all the people are caught in this ethical drama. They can't get out of it, and every breaking news will attract huge clicks.The major domestic and international news can't hide the heat of these news. It can be said that Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu were pushed to the top of the storm in one fell swoop, and they will soon be drowned by the saliva of the people of the whole country.

Liu Yi Lei opened the bulletin. The following are all comments that insulted Xue Miao and Xiao Jiashu, but he didn't feel pleased at all, but was rather afraid.If things are reversed, how strong will the public's anger be...he shook his head, even daring to think about the consequences.

In the galloping car, Xiao Dingbang said in a deep voice, "My grandfather and I will take action against Chen Manni, you can do it yourself."

"I won't control them." Xiao Qijie's tone was dismal, "I chose Miaomiao and Xiaoshu this time."

He was wrong, he should choose to protect them from the beginning, rather than let her do whatever she wants to appease Chen Manni.But Miao Miao fell in love with the devoted man who missed his deceased wife, not the real Xiao Qijie. How dare he let her discover her true face?Over the years, he has been trying to act as a man who loves Miao and Miao, while panicking behind his back, for fear of revealing a flaw.He has such a preference for Dingbang, why not have the element of acting?Every time he saw Chen Manni, his heart was like a thorn, but this thorn could not be pulled out, because the other party had so much evidence in his hand.If she was completely removed, he could not guarantee whether she would go to Miaomiao and say something.

No one knows how tired he lived, this fatigue reached its peak on the day that Xiao Shu was kidnapped.He was attending Chen Manni's concert at that time, his mobile phone was muted, and Miao Miao was never accepted by Xiao's family, and he could not grasp the right to speak at all.When the kidnapper extorted 100 million ransom from her, she could not find her husband or step-son, so she ran to the old house for help.

But the old man hadn't spoken yet, and the few brothers under him broke out, because the big house didn't have so many deposits, and to redeem people, they could only borrow from other houses, or withdraw the company's working capital.Who wants to eat this loss?The quarrel lasted for several hours, and the unresponsive kidnappers pulled out Xiao Shu's ten toenails and sent them back to the old house.

When he got home, he saw Miao Miao fainted on the ground, pulling the opened bloody box tightly in his hand.He was crazy at the time, but he could not recover anything. His wife and son seemed to be away from him overnight.

Later, Xiaoshu was rescued by the police, and when he saw him with bruises and bruises, he would remember the hours when he disappeared, Miao Miao's heartbroken face, and the box full of toenails... so he was afraid However, the huge sense of guilt made him afraid to look at the child's eyes, because looking at him, he would think of his own embarrassment and default.

He sent him away, hoping that he would get better, but he didn't know that this would only push his wife and children farther, to the extent that they could not be reached anyway.Because of this kidnapping, he had another handle on Chen Manni, so he was afraid to leave her easily, so when Kouki had a high fever, he had to celebrate the birthday of Chen Manni's son... and then it became With a handle, there are countless handles...

He just took the wrong step, but slipped inch by inch towards the abyss. The so-called step by step, step by step, probably so?Thinking of this, Xiao Qijie slowly leaned back on the back of the chair, and two lines of bitter tears came out of the corners of his eyes.

Xiao Dingbang just glanced at his painful father, not much.Who has not made a mistake in this world?But if you make a mistake but you can’t afford it, it’s a shame.

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After sending away his elder brother and father, Xiao Jiashu returned to the lounge to continue comforting his mother. Ji Mian wanted to accompany him well, but received several emails.After reading all the scandals he once did through Liu Yilei's thoughts, Ji Mian immediately asked the genius to investigate.The time, place, and characters are all clear, and you can touch the melon just by following the vines. This kind of thing is not too easy for professionals.The black material they got was not only video, but also photos, testimonies, recordings, etc., one by one.

It was determined that Xiaoshu and Xue Miao were in a stable mood, and there was Shuxiu taking care of them. Ji Mian went to talk to Liu Yilei.

"I know there are black materials about Aunt Xue on the Internet that you and Manni Chen broke out. I won't interfere in this matter, because Aunt Xue can handle it myself, and Xiao Dingbang and Hong's family won't let you off easily. "I want to make sure of one thing," Ji Mian sat down opposite Liu Yilei, and said slowly, "You won't get a dog under the wall to get a knife."

"Mr. Ji, what are you talking about, how can I not understand?" Liu Yilei breathed slightly, but smiled gently on the face.Did Xue Miao and Xiao Dingbang know?Even the Hong family will also shoot?How could it be so big?Damn, who can find him and his mother in such a short time?Who would doubt a normal person who has never dealt with Xiao Qijie in private?

"You will understand after reading this." Ji Mian put the mobile phone on the table and clicked on the video. "This is a feast of land and sea. It was banned the year before. You should be familiar with it."

How can Liu Yilei be unfamiliar?After his debut, he attended this banquet every year.In the video, a swimming pool body is being held. Many women in exposed clothes are twisting their bodies in front of the camera, and he is sitting closest to the camera, taking drugs intoxicated.A woman in a bikini threw himself on his back, he turned his head to kiss the man, and unfastened his belt with both hands expertly...

Many people gathered around to applaud and scream, so he was madly urged by drugs and the scene was unsightly.

Liu Yilei finally could not maintain the gentle mask, and asked with cold sweat, "Teacher Ji, what do you want?" These videos have been erased by some big figures, how could it fall into Ji Mian's hands?But he didn't think hard at all, just wanted to hurry up on this matter.

Due to policy changes, high-level supervision of the entertainment industry has become increasingly strict, and the slogan of "zero tolerance" has been proposed, and drug use is precisely the most.If the video burst out, he would be finished.

"Drug addiction is hard to get rid of. If I guessed right, are you still smoking? Once the video burst out, would you say the police will take you to a urine test?" Ji Mian's tone was leisurely, like chatting with Liu Yilei Homely, "Aunt Xue will respond quickly. You and your mother may be in disrepute this time. Guess my relationship with Xiaoshu. If you are forced to a desperate situation, you will probably release me. The news of the two has shifted the public’s attention. To tell you the truth, Xiaoshu and I have not concealed our life’s ideas. Sooner or later we have to come out, but our relationship can only be announced by ourselves and cannot be used by an outsider. If you don’t want to In a worse situation, you should know what you can say and what you cannot say?"

One by one, the hammers made Liu Yilei dizzy.He licked his lips and said awkwardly, "You said Xue Miao is going to deal with me and my mother, how to deal with it?"

"Your mom and Xiao Qijie really thought that others could not find out?" Ji Mian smiled ironically, "Your scandal is more than this, I still have a lot of black material in my hand, and the public wants to know how much I can How much you put, you weigh yourself." Then the phone closed and turned away.

Liu Yilei wanted to catch up and ask a question clearly. As soon as he left the lounge, he found that there were many people around him and could only stand stiffly.He was in a state of confusion and sweat, and he didn't know what to do for a while.The comments on the Internet have been heated to the extreme by his mother. Once the situation is reversed, the impact on his mother is almost devastating.But he still has room to turn over, as long as the black material in Ji Mian's hands is not exploded...

In just a moment, Liu Yilei made the decision to abandon his mother.