Hunter of the Perished World

[153] Failure is not worthless (6)

The penis was still a smiling face.

“Everything you have to believe is a lie. How can you be so true? ”

“Oh, how... ”

The truth that the Twilight Bridge itself was a deception was passed down only to Oracle for generations to come. Nothing like a revelation from the twilight in the first place, and Sulin, the early Oracle, just founded religion to lead people to their ideals.

It may be great in its own way, but when people who have believed in it all their lives find out, they feel betrayed.

The Twilight Bridge miracle is real, but doctrines, miracles, and temples are all made.

The Duchess know that the Twilight Bridge is running a gospel army. But it's absurd to have to endure.

It is the kind of heresy that we accept we have no choice but to do this. In the future, I believe we should build a little more faith for complete harmony. So people comfort themselves.

But this is a little different.

It is natural to feel wronged all the time. The fork smiles. The fork is confused because she doesn't know how she found out.

“I've been in the airlock before. That's when I knew. ”

Smiling as if the curiosity had been resolved was like a teacher teaching a child.

“How disgusting, Oracle. ”

He looked around. Even though the word disgusting and the elegant old man in front of him did not fit at all, he did not stop speaking cheerfully.

“So many people's faith is a worthless lie, that there is no sunset or sunrise to answer the prayers of so many people. And we call it what it is. ”

He bit his lip slightly.

“Disgusting and disgusting. ”

In front of the former chancellor who spewed betrayal, young Oracle had nothing to say.

“So, of course, this false religion should disappear. ”

So what she chose was to stop the Venflower, the material that created the cult, from growing any longer. Rather, Oracle, who was about to be interrogated, is being interrogated.

“And the Apostle of Dusk, of course, knows this. Didn't the Apostle founded the Twilight Bridge with the invited Oracle? ”

“That's right."

Gene nods.

“Do you think this is right? ”

Gin smiled at the question of the penis.

“Why would I think that? ”

“You're deceiving everyone on this earth. ”

“Is that the Deception section? In these miserable times, a little fantasy can be called a blessing, whether it's true or not. ”

The words narrowed down his eyebrows. But Gene didn't stop.

“In fact, you weren't happy until you realized your faith was a lie. And didn't he have hope? If you live that life without knowing the truth, let's say you die. ”

Gene was confident, but he was aiming as if his eyes could pierce his own limbs.

“Then your life would have been just happy. ”

I would have been just happy because I didn't know. Deception disappears without realizing it and just lives a happy life and dies.

“In fact, in the Twilight Bridge, people live with hope, pray with hope, and die with hope without knowing that this faith is deception. Gospels also suffer from betrayal of doctrines, but are armed with even more powerful beliefs because of them. Some may be unhappy, but some are unhappy. Isn't that right?"

“It's an ulcer.”

“Yes, it's an ulcer. ”

Gene admits his nonsense.

“A world that does not hide the truth, that does not deceive, that does not treat people falsely, that does not lie, that is the right world. ”

Gene smiles, looking at his penis. It was not a laugh, but a taunt about yourself knowing what you were thinking, and therefore having to say this.

“But it's a miserable world to say that, isn't it? ”

“ ……. ”

“Even if it's false happiness and hope, it's a world worth dying in. ”

Jinn didn't know that Jinn was thinking that, so he stared at the apostle at dusk. I didn't answer the question. The apostle of twilight before his eyes was a mysterious creature who did not know how long he had lived.

No one knows the world that well. And his words were blatantly telling the truth.

“When monsters eat people, demons kill people, nature swallows people, and even people eat people. It's not a metaphor. It's actually a world where you slice people up and put them in a boiling pot, fry them, bake them, and chew their meat. ”

It is a world where morality and ethics have become meaningless, not metaphors. Self had never been outside the Twilight Cult's domain before, and had never actually seen it. This forest is too harsh for slatters to run into, so you don't have to watch humans being slaughtered naturally.

“A code of conduct was created that disguised the temple, an ethics that disguised doctrines, and an ethics that disguised sermons. ”

What does that mean?

“So this place is at least not barbaric. ”

A world unlike any other. A society isolated from the outside thanks to the vast walls of the jungle. That's why you don't have to experience the great savagery of the outside world. In the jungle, the law, ethics, and morality were created under the name Religion and Faith.

“And you think it's just deception and lies and disgust? ”

What's the point of being denied life?

You can eat if you are not satisfied, and you do not worry about being eaten by someone if you are not peaceful, and you can live with the idea that there is no real hope.

Isn't that enough?

What more do you want, in this miserable time.

It was the word of a man who had finally fallen into defeatism in a series of defeats.

He who realized that if he could not win, he had to know how to settle down in this defeat.

Jin said that the Twilight Cult failed.

However, it is merely to say that there are clear limits to what Sulin intends to accomplish through the Twilight Cult.

Jin never said the Twilight Cult was worthless.

In fact, there is no need for further interrogation after admitting sin. All Oracle has to do is decide on a disposition, and he won't be able to save his life unless it's a felony like this.

But the figure remained silent as if the fork was waiting for something to say.

“Maybe so. ”

After a long silence, he opened his mouth. Jean was quite right. Clearly, to some extent, it was right. Although not perfect justice, Jean's words were clearly compelling.

But unlike him, he couldn't agree with Jean in the end.

He said with his eyes closed, spontaneously.

“If I had regretted my entire life in the Church, then I would be crying at Oracle's feet right now. ”

In the eyes of the man who raised his head, there was something else beyond repentance for religion. It was embedded in the look on his face.

“I was against Oracle sitting where he is today. ”

“I did.”

The monk, godmother and successor, was fiercely opposed to the spectacular new Oracle. When he returned from the jungle, the fork took care of the splendid mark like a child. I taught him, listened to him when he had concerns, and prayed for him all the time.

It was not because I was concerned about being too powerful for a young child, or because I wanted to be an Oracle.

“I thought I was Oracle's mother. ”

“… I think so, godmother. ”

The look on your face was painful. Self was also saying, overcoming the pain that seemed to end the child.

“Oracle is deadly. ”

“ ……. ”

“Other priests also don't live long, especially Oracle, who has to use Venpowders much more often. ”

It was a fact that I knew.

“Which parent would agree to appoint their child on the path of redemption? ”

The look of love, compassion, and sadness was on his face toward Oracle.

“Especially if he was a child who was not even an adult yet. ”

However, Oracle's deterioration was not tolerated, and he became Oracle when he was not ready and trained only on what he must know.

The more uncertain the young Oracle became, the more miserable his heart became. It was the same for everyone to run for a certain death, but it was too small and too young to decide and bear it.

So she searched the church's airlock. to somehow relieve the anger, sadness, and grief that had been lost.

But all she faced was deception that her lifelong religion had been a lie from the beginning.

“What is the blessing of twilight? Why should our reality be called grace, our reality of having to raise a small, pitiful, good child like you to seek the well-being of this city? ”

He calmly expressing his anger.

“So I tried to break it. ”

“ ……. ”

“It won't end with you. Once you're dead, there's always next, and then there's always next. If the religion that precedes the sacrificial lamb by the name of Oracle and devours his life and takes glory is the twilight religion, and even realizes that it is a lie, why should we worship that twilight? ”

There was dew on the dry eye of the slime.

With only a good name attached to it, they always sacrificed my life to make the miracle of Twilight City possible. Their noble sacrifice and death brought the twilight bridge here.

The faint figure sat quietly, as if chewing the words of the fork.

“Godmother, I am a child. ”

“No man, no belief, no doctrine shall command a child like you to die. ”

“But I don't know what I'm doing. ”

The tone was resolute, and the stubbornness made him forget the words.

“I'm not here because someone forced me to. ”

“ ……. ”

“I am here by my will, by my choice, not by faith, but by my mission. ”

He vomited blood and was not hesitant to use his strength. Even though he realized that his faith was a lie, he accepted his fate and chose it. And I did not fear death.

“The Church ordered me to die. But I accepted that. ”

The order was a chore, but I accepted it.

“Godmother.”

“ ……. ”

“You knew the twilight bridge was a lie, right? ”

“Yes."

“As an individual, I am complete. ”

The leader of the Twilight Bridge, who knows that religion is a lie, is therefore not the same as any god. Because of the job of Oracle, the language spoken by the fancy was unlike any other of his peers.

“As a complete individual, I chose the direction of life. ”

Knowing that dusk religion is a sham, my choice does not include any religious beliefs or doctrines. That's why Oracle said it was my choice.

After a moment of breathlessness, I looked at the penis with my big, shiny eyes.

“So don't worry about me. ”

It meant that you didn't have to worry about my life, and the look on your face made me bow my head.

“… I will make you…. You didn't know.”

In the thought of the penis, the faint was a poor child who was burdened with a burden. That's why I was angry and sad that such a child was carrying that burden. I thought this situation had to be absurd and wrong.

But Oracle, who was considered a child, was growing steadily. I continued to grow, and I was becoming an adult by fixing my mind every day.

I was just being selfish.

I felt betrayed by the Twilight Bridge for the rest of my life. But I didn't want my beloved faggot to die like a child.

When the dusk bridge collapses, the fabulous thing doesn't have to die. If the Twilight Bridge loses its real miracle, Oracle thinks it's okay to step down. However, his heart was just doing what he could not help but lose his anger and sorrow where to go. It was not done under rational judgment.

Who did the childish thing and who's the grown-up?

Everyone knew the answer to that without asking, without answering, or yelling.

“Oracle.... ”

He couldn't overcome the grief, so he shed tears and shook his head. What was he so anxious about?

“I have committed a great sin against the Church. ”

He was staring at himself with a complicated look that he could not even imagine was looking at criminals.

She was still not foolish enough to turn the last moment into a frivolous self-defense.

“I will accept any punishment. ”

That was something I had to hear. But I couldn't say anything to please her.