I, A Soldier in the Field, A Ghost in the Smoke!

"That's fine, go back to your room and take a good rest. In the days and even weeks from tomorrow, we won't have such good accommodation conditions anymore."

"Sorry commander."

G36 suddenly apologized, making Chen Yan a little startled.

"Why apologize?"

"I hope you can forgive me for violating your order one last time. I hope to see you sleep before I go back."

"..."

G36's tone is very serious, there is a feeling that he will not stop until he reaches his goal, but he has to be watched by his adjutant sleeping... Chen Yan still feels a little weird.

"Can you tell me the reason?" Chen Yan asked.

G36 nodded, looking at the pen in Chen Yan's hand and a piece of paper on the table full of words he couldn't understand, and said seriously:

"Because I don't think you will rest on time, are you writing a letter?"

"Ah... this... I will really take a good rest, after all, I have already written it."

"Is it Chinese characters?"

"Huh? Do you understand?"

"No, I just know that they are Chinese characters. I didn't install the corresponding modules if they mean, and I don't know the meaning of these words." G36 shook his head and explained.

Chen Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and stuffed this piece of paper into the drawer on the lower right, his expression very complicated.

"This is just maintaining my obsession with home, nothing more."

Lifting his head, Chen Yan's eyes were filled with confusion.

"Maybe I can go back soon, maybe... I will never go back... right..."

"Is it far from here?"

"It's far, too far, so far that I can only think about it in my heart. The intangible marginal line is full of illusion. I don't know how long I can hold on. One year? Two years? Oh, maybe that. Isn’t that crazy?"

Chen Yan's expression was full of bitterness. According to his increasingly chaotic mental state, perhaps going crazy has become something that will happen sooner or later.

But before he completely collapses, he still wants to work hard, at least...you have to show him the way home.

In order to go home, he is willing to abandon everything.

This is not unfeeling, but an ordinary veteran's only wish to survive.

He lay on the bed and fell asleep.

The dream is exactly the same as usual, it is still the scene of the war, the battlefield with broken walls, and the admonition of the veteran who would pull him from the ground and encourage him to charge forward.

'stand up!Do you want to die here?!'

'There are all enemies behind us. If you don't want to die, pick up your weapon for me and kill all the enemies blocking your way back!'

'Behind you is death, and your stopping is also death. Only in front of you is the only way to survive!'

'Boy, what's the use of crying?Hurry up and kill these damn Germans with guns, or you and I won't survive!'

'The enemy's offensive in front has weakened. You rush with me. Maybe our reinforcements are here. Don't die here. I want to drink with you in the barracks.'

"Damn sniper... brat, I'm going out to attract firepower, you can find that sniper for me, do you know?'

'what?Is this the letter you want to give home?Eh?What text is this?Forget it, try to kill the enemy for me, otherwise I don't want to put my letter to the family in your shirt.'

'Hey, brat, do you remember my address?Give the letter to my wife well!I originally said that my daughter is about the same age as you. When I go back, I will introduce you to each other. It seems that I have no chance to go back...'

'roll!Get out!!Didn't you say you still want to go back alive?Then try your best to run out of the circle for Lao Tzu!!'

His eyes seemed to be covered by silt, his vision seemed to be blurred, and the veteran yelled from his ears. He dragged his broken legs and crawled on the ground, swearing swear words while crawling, and all the firepower of all enemies Attracted the past.

One shot...the enemy fell...a knife...the enemy fell...

Covered in blood, he lost his way in the dense forest and was rescued by reinforcements. But what awaits him is not honor, but...

'No. 5213, Chen Yan, a third-class soldier, you are accused of abandoning the battlefield and fleeing alone, and all the evidence proves that you are guilty. This is the most serious betrayal of the soldiers against your colleagues and the motherland. You will accept the firing squad here. Shooting.'

boom!

The crisp gunfire echoed in Chen Yan's mind, and a touch of blood dyed the dropped letters red...

Chen Yan suddenly sat up from the bed, panting heavily, with sweat on his forehead and tears in his eyes.

Feeling the soft bed underneath, Chen Yan clenched his fists, feeling very complicated.

...

There was a gentle knocking outside the door, and then the sound of G36.

"Commander, everyone has assembled."

"Ah...really? Go and move the box in the corner of my office, and I will come later."

"Yes."

The maid's voice drifted away, Chen Yan touched his left chest, which seemed to contain a bullet, a bullet that made him betray his oath.

Probably since then, Chen Yan has understood this. On the battlefield, all vows are a piece of fragile glass. This is just comfort, in fact, it is worthless.

After quickly finishing his appearance, Chen Yan came to the command post. The military stationed here had already left. As soon as his front foot arrived, the maid came carrying the box.

Chen Yanqiang endured the uncomfortable heart with a smile on his face.

"We will go out in the afternoon, and before going out, I want to give you something. Next, I will come up to the person who says the name to get something, c-ms!"

"Hi~"

The little ancestor jumped to Chen Yan's face. Chen Yan handed her a small pendant, which was a small salted fish.

"Vector!"

"Ok."

Chen Yan gave her an incendiary bomb, but this incendiary bomb was not the same as the incendiary bomb used by vector. It was Chen Yan's own incendiary bomb.

"MDR!"

"Come on~!"