I, A Soldier in the Field, A Ghost in the Smoke!

The cool breeze blew slowly, blowing a strand of hair on Chen Yan's forehead, he sneezed, and came to the stone where he often sits alone.

Squat down slowly, slowly hit the ground, and finally sit on it slowly.

In the night, this figure on the cold stone slab looked so lonely and desolate.

Chen Yan's breathing was a little quick, he hugged his head and dropped, his body trembled slightly, and he kept this movement silently for a long time.

He has been plagued by nightmares recently, and I don’t know if it’s his illusion. He always feels that he hears some strange sounds from time to time, but no matter how hard he listens, he can’t understand what these sounds are saying. , But will feel inexplicably irritable and disappointed.

After the cold wind blew for a long time, Chen Yan felt that it was time for him to go back. Just as he was planning to get up on the ground, he saw a small figure standing a few meters in front of him.

"Huh? Why did you come up? It's too cold here at night, let's go, let's go back together."

Chen Yan swept away the haze on his face, and gently held Xia Shi's little hand with a smile, and planned to return to the sewer together. But something surprised Chen Yan, and Xia Shi stood still on the spot.

"Xia Shi?"

"Brother, what are you afraid of?" Qianshou Xia Shi said to Chen Yan blankly. She looked down at Chen Yan's hand, "Why is it shaking?"

"Uh-it may be a bit cold. After all, it will be winter in more than a month. Even if it doesn't snow, it will be cold. By the way, have the gifts been distributed?"

As if being hit by Xia Shi, the smile on Chen Yan's face suddenly became unnatural, but he still wanted to change the subject.

However, Xia Shi did not eat this set, she pouted.

"It's a clumsy change of topic."

"I……"

"Brother squat down." Xia Shi gently pulled Chen Yan's hand and motioned Chen Yan to squat down. Chen Yan knew what Xia Shi was going to do with his feet, but he still squatted down obediently.

"pinch--"

The soft hands gently pinched the flesh on Chen Yan's side face, but this time it seemed to be different. Normally Xia Shi likes to pinch his face, but he always squeezed and let go, and this time Xia Shi has been Holding Chen Yan's face, he didn't mean to let go.

"Xia Shi, you..."

"Hush - my brother's face soft, squeeze very comfortable."

"Hey, I'm too dignified like this?" Chen Yan said jokingly.

Xia Shi didn't answer Chen Yan's words, so she gently pinched Chen Yan's cheek, and said under Chen Yan's surprised expression:

"Is brother missing home?"

"!!!"

Chapter 32 Let me help you go home

There are many ways that humans can express their emotions. Rich facial expressions can well express a person’s thoughts at this moment, but some people who are good at hiding and acting can easily change their facial expressions to achieve The purpose of confusing others.

With a happy smile when sad, and a serious face when happy, these people have been able to control the facial muscles anytime and anywhere, and their true emotions are only known to them.

So is there nothing to tell the true emotions of a person who is good at controlling facial expressions?Of course there is. There is a saying called “eyes are the windows of the soul”. Eyes are soul-rich objects. They pass directly through a person’s soul. No matter how delicate your facial expressions are controlled, your eyes will show more or less. Your true psychology.

If a person smiles but doesn't smile, then the smile is the state of the muscles, not the person's true psychological state.

A real smile is the best true emotion that can be expressed when the mind and body resonate.

Chen Yan, who was half-squatting on the ground, had a complex expression. With a cool breeze blowing from behind Xia Shi, Chen Yan smelled a faint vanilla scent from the tip of his nose, feeling a little relieved...

Looking at the silent Chen Yan, Xia Shi's hands were like a bridge connecting the hearts of the two, with a gentle tone.

"My brother is not like us abandoned monsters. Our home is the same. In these no one’s places, we live together and eat and drink together. We do not have a separate home, only a common home, but my brother does not The same, my brother is not a cursed son. My brother is very powerful and capable. I feel that I am lucky to meet you. And you seem to be silent about your family, but I have heard about it."

"Have you heard?"

"Yeah!" Xia Shi nodded lightly, and slowly loosened the hand holding Chen Yan's cheek, and pressed it tightly, "Brother, have you ever talked in sleep."

Xia Shi couldn't help covering his mouth and laughed as soon as he talked about his dream, and his expression faded again after a few seconds.

"Brother, you slept too honestly. It's rare to hear me a dream."

Chen Yan touched his face awkwardly, and the feeling of talking in his dreams was a bit strange, especially when his dreams were heard by others, and it was even more uncomfortable if he was a little girl.

"Did I... have anything to say?"

"You said the names of two people, but the ones behind you can't understand what they are talking about." Xia Shi raised his head and looked at Chen Yan blankly. "You called out'Chen Yue' and what else's Yingying? Ying'? Well, that's it."

"is it……"

Chen Yan breathed a sigh of relief. After all, he didn't say anything strange. He was still worried about the collapse of his image in the eyes of this child. Since he didn't say anything strange, it really couldn't be better.

Xia Shi's little hand gently pressed on Chen Yan's face, feeling the warm temperature on his palm, Xia Shi tilted his head.

"Are these two brothers' family members?"

It’s not something that can’t be said anyway, it doesn’t really matter to tell this child, right?

Chen Yan thought this way, a smile on his face couldn't help but slowly said:

"That's my younger sister, 5 years younger than me. She is a very clingy little girl. She used to like to run around behind my ass. She fell and cried for a long time without moving, huh..."

"So my brother has a sister, what about the other one?"

"..."

Chen Yan was silent for a while, his mouth opened but he didn't say a word. He didn't know how to explain this to the kid.

"Uh... if there hadn't been that accident, it should be my future family..."

Xia Shi thought for a while, then suddenly realized:

"Oh! I see, is it brother's girlfriend?"

"Ahem..." Chen Yan was almost choked by his saliva, reached out and rubbed Xia Shi's hair vigorously, vomiting, "Where did you learn so much strange knowledge?"

"Huh? Yanzhu has a lot of weird books. It's boring to have nothing to do, so I borrowed a lot from her, and now I have read them all."

Chen Yan: "..."

"That Yingying is really brother's girlfriend?"

"Ah-yes, at least it used to be, now... I don't know."

Chen Yan laughed bitterly, the wrinkles on the corners of his eyes made him feel a lot of vicissitudes of life, and his helpless and worried look looked very distressing.

"I don't even know what I should do now. I can only say that I take one step at a time. But if one day I can't even move, there is really no hope.