I, A Soldier in the Field, A Ghost in the Smoke!

"Ah... you know."

"Yes, because everyone is very kind, so it's easy to recognize."

"That... this lady just heard you sing."

The silver-haired girl smiled embarrassedly.

"This is just to live."

"Just to live..." Chen Yan murmured. This sentence came out of the mouth of a child who was only about ten years old. For some reason, Chen Yan always had chest tightness and had a little sympathy, "Am I... Still alive?"

Chen Yan took two steps forward and squatted down, trying to make his height and the silver-haired girl in line.

The silver-haired girl seemed to have noticed Chen Yan's movements and turned her head in confusion.

"What's wrong with your eyes?"

Chen Yan's somewhat hoarse voice came into the ears of the silver-haired girl. After a brief moment of confusion, she untied the cloth strap on her head with a smile, and replied as she untied it:

"Lead, I filled it with lead, because the mother who abandoned me hated my red eyes, so I filled my eyes with lead at that time."

Looking at the faintly black, but also a bit crimson silver solid, Chen Yan opened his mouth slightly.

"This……"

What does it feel like to pour lead into your eyes?Chen Yan didn't know, because he hadn't experienced it personally, but he knew very well that hot lead was poured into his eyes, and the pain was absolutely no less than being hit by a fire bomb on his face...

A trace of unbearable flashed in Chen Yan's eyes. He didn't know how such a small child could withstand the pain, and it was the blood-red eyes that caused this girl to be so impulsive.

He clenched his fists.

Not only Chen Yan, but even the Yanzhu trio were dumbfounded.

The silver-haired girl seemed to be able to guess the expressions of Chen Yan and others, and the smile on the corners of her mouth remained unchanged.

"It was very hot and hot at first, and I passed out a few times, but soon I didn't feel the pain anymore. It was amazing."

Chen Yan lowered his head, reached out and took the little girl's hand, and asked under the astonishment of the silver-haired girl, "Do you want to see this world again? I can..."

"No, but thank you anyway, kind brother."

The child's voice is still so clear and sweet.

"But your behavior was caused by impulse and despair!"

"Because even if I open my eyes, what I see is the same world as it did at that time. In that case, it makes no difference whether I have eyes or not.

"..."

Chen Yan was speechless, because even if he had acquired a seven-orifice exquisite tongue, he still couldn't refute the silver-haired girl's words.

"brother……"

Xia Shi called out a gloomy Chen Yan worriedly.

The silver-haired girl stretched out her hand and also touched Chen Yan's shoulder and Chen Yan's face, as if she was remembering his appearance.

Facing this dirty little hand, Chen Yan did not show the slightest resistance, but the child still stroked his face.

"You are very kind, big brother, I remember your appearance, thank you for your tolerance."

"This can be regarded as tolerance at any time. Tolerance would be too cheap in this case..."

Chen Yan glanced over his head bitterly.

ps: Update early in the morning, didn't you expect it?Hahaha

Chapter 79: Crisp Bells and Unexpected Cause and Effect

He couldn't bear to look at this child again, as if the smile on her face was a sea of ​​dead mountains and blood, as if her faint and delicate voice was an aerial bomb exploding in her ears, and the little hand she gently stroked on her face was more like A saber stirring in his own heart.

He really feels so uncomfortable...

As a man who dared to face the steel torrent and the barrier of flesh and blood, he could even look directly at the broken organs. At this time, he actually felt that he didn't even have the courage to see a child.

He always remembered his words-as long as I have not returned home, there will be battlefields everywhere.

But everyone on the battlefield cannot be a meaningless existence. What is his existence?What is the existence of these children?

What is it exactly.

"Hey." The silver-haired girl called to him with a smile. After he raised his head questioningly, he felt the girl's thumb rubbing lightly on his cheek, "Big brother, do you believe in karma?"

"karma……?"

"Well, for example, if you simply do good things, you will get good retribution, and if you do bad things, you will get bad retribution."

Chen Yan immediately lowered his eyes after listening, and muttered, "Then I guess I have to go to hell to experience all the punishments."

I don't know if I didn't hear Chen Yan's murmur, the little silver-haired girl whispered: "I remember your appearance, I wish you all the best, I should go back, my sister is still at home waiting for me. "

The little silver-haired girl returned Chen Yan with a sweet smile. She squatted down and took out a few small coins from the iron bowl in front of her. There were also some tin can rings put by some wicked people in it. The little girl naturally separated the buckle from the coin and put them in different pockets on the left and right.

Seeing that the little girl was about to leave, Chen Yan stood up and exhorted:

"Be careful, the world is not peaceful."

"Well, goodbye, big brother."

With a faint smile, the silver-haired little girl walked slowly with a blind cane. Chen Yan behind her took out some coins from her pocket and carefully put them in the little girl’s pocket, without causing her. Attention, Chen Yan still has some experience when it comes to hiding his breath.

The four of them watched her leave the commercial plaza step by step. Chen Yan touched the depressed little head of Yanzhu beside her, and said calmly:

"Everyone is trying to live in their own way."

However, Yanzhu hugged Chen Yan's waist, a cry of cry in her voice.

"Obviously everyone is very innocent, very innocent!"

Chen Yan was also helpless, so he had to stroke Yanzhu's back lightly, comforting:

"I believe that one day in the future, the cursed children will be able to walk on the street with integrity and live like everyone else. I swear."

Comforting the sad Yanzhu, Chen Yan seems to have found another thing that needs to be done by himself.Probably another goal of my own.

Do your best to fulfill your promise.

He is not a person who likes to promise, but as long as he promises, he will definitely do it. No matter what the final result is, he will do it...