I am a master of light novels in Japan

Sawamura Sayuri’s black and beautiful hair suddenly became wet in the rain, and her delicate and smooth face was soon covered with drops of water. The delicate temperament added a sense of charm, and she showed a faint smile. , Watching Li Yan explained.

"..." Li Yan was stunned for a moment, unable to speak for a moment, and had to say that a sentence of sharing happiness and suffering is more shocking than a thousand words.

"By the way, since we are all getting wet, let's just take our lunch a little bit slower. I will ask my assistant to help us locate a wing room. Doesn’t this rain scene also be a kind of encounter? I want to Walk around this rainy scene, Uesugi-sensei, can you accompany me and talk about your thoughts?"

Standing in the rain, Sawamura Sayuri turned around and looked at the lush city park not far away, then turned her head, her bright and clear eyes looked at him, and she smiled as Xinghua back. Asked with a faint smile.

Chapter 179 Light Novel Master and Novel's Gamble

The sky was a little dim, and the raindrops were pattering on the green leaves of this quiet forest, the green trees and lawn leaves were hanging slightly, the stone steps were already wet, and the ticking sound sounded from the umbrella overhead.

Located in a wooded park in a city on the edge of Tokyo, it seems that there are few people in the park when it rains. Although the scale of this wooded park is not comparable to Jingu Park, it feels like entering a deep forest. Ethereal and tranquil.

"Yu Jing is so beautiful, there is no one..."

Sawamura Sayuri looked around. Her long black hair was a little wet, with crystal clear raindrops on the ends of her hair, and her transparent raincoat was also a little wet. Under the umbrella held up by Li Yan, she watched with great interest. Looking at the scenery, I found that there were not many tourists along the way, and said with some regret.

"It's raining after all, and it's a relatively remote area on the edge of the city. It's normal that tourists are scarce." Li Yan on the side had expected it and explained.

"Yeah...That's right. I have always been a freelance worker. No matter the working hours, the place of work, the work list... Basically, I took it over by myself. I don't really understand the kind of office worker working five days a week. The life experience of two days off sometimes feels very unstable, but freelancers also have their own unique benefits."

Sayuri Sawamura pondered for a while, then smiled, and sighed with Li Yan's emotion at the moment.

"..." Listening to Sayuri's emotion, Li Yan suddenly felt thoughtful.

Isn't the so-called light novel writer also a type of occupation defined as [freelance]?Sawamura Sayuri is active as an illustrator on various occasions like Yinglili, but from the perspective of experience and level, Sawamura Sayuri can not only be the predecessor of Yinglili, perhaps his own creative qualifications are also an example for her. Newcomer.

Originally Sayuri planned to take off her raincoat, but was finally stopped by Li Yan. She always felt that this young girl lived a very autonomous life, and also had a romantic atmosphere. In her mature heart, she had a sense of life and love. The passion of creation and the heart of love.

At this moment, Sawamura Sayuri, who is wearing a raincoat in a gorgeous kimono, raised her head slightly and looked at the dripping leaves. Her eyes seemed to be fascinated by all the beautiful scenery in front of her. Her skin was snowy, and her eyes looked like a puff of clear water. At this moment, he has a refined and elegant temperament, let others take it, ashamed of himself, and dare not profanity.However, that beautiful and agile posture is also fascinating, and I can't help but see the beauty of this beauty.

Li Yan silently observed this girl from the Zecun family a little bit, and to be honest, after a thousand people have seen it, until now Li Yan can't see how old this girl is.

"What are you looking at?"

Sayuri stood on the stone steps for a moment, then looked at Li Yan and asked with a smile.

"No, it's nothing." Li Yan immediately looked away and said under the guise.

"...Hehe, I always think you are a little weird today, I guess, have you encountered any disturbing things recently... and it's not a big deal, but it will make you very confused for a while, I am right. wrong?"

Sayuri Sawamura thought for a while, analyzed and reasoned, and finally asked with a smile.

In the patter of rain, Li Yan's expression suddenly became astonished, looked at Sayuri Sawamura, and asked, "This...how did you see it..."

"I am a professional illustrator, but a professional illustrator has a pair of eyes that can see through everything." Sayuri responded with confidence.

The painter’s eyes can observe every second change in the appearance and heart of the character. Although Eriri has once heard that this sentence is proud to say, but now Shiina is really white with amazing insight, and there is always mystery in front of him. Sawamura Sayuri, they seem to be really good at talking and acting, which has to convince Li Yan a little bit.

"So, although I can feel it, I don't know what you are worrying about. If you have troubles, do you need to talk to me? Although it may not be able to help you, the troubles in my heart are like wine. Over time, it will confuse your eyes."

After Sayuri Sawamura finished speaking, she smiled.

Li Yan was silent for a moment. After some simple thoughts, he finally said to Sayuri Sawamura, "Thank you, Miss Sawamura. Actually... I'm about writing and my future. doubt……"

As a result, the two stood under the eaves of an ancient-style building. Li Yan said in the rain that he was unable to write recently, and that some friends and younger generations around him were confused by his prompts after their progress.

The gray sky made a dull "Boom" sound, the gray clouds rolled, and the time was approaching 11:20. After listening to Li Yan quietly, Sayuri Sawamura's eyes were a little wandering at first, and then immediately Yes, but seemed to understand the direction of the other party's troubles, and smiled slightly.

Isn't such a gentle female smile also an intoxicating "wine"?

"I understand, that's how it is. Your troubles are similar to those of mine before, but it's very positive, Uesugi-sensei."

Sawamura Sayuri raised her head slightly and looked at the falling raindrops. Her voice was a little lower, as if she was recalling her past. After a moment of silence, she went on to say, "This is the creator's bottleneck."

"Bottle... bottleneck?!"

Li Yan was taken aback for a moment, and his heart suddenly became cold, and asked.

"Yes, this is the so-called level of creation that has progressed to a certain point, and suddenly stagnated, or even regressed. We call it the bottleneck period. Just like a wine bottle, the air always wants to get out of the bottle. , But the more you go up, the smaller the bottle, and in the end, the cork on it will block your further ascent."

Sawamura Sayuri looked at Li Yan and joked: "Your writing ability is very good. I originally thought you would only feel it when you graduated from college, but you deserve to be an old thief. So soon you noticed that you are in front of you. There are still shortcomings that need improvement."

"...The old thief's name is forgive me, but isn't the bottleneck period the Cavan? The Cavan phenomenon in my writing has always been there. Recently, Cavan has become more and more powerful. Is this the bottleneck period everyone calls it? "

Li Yan shivered as soon as he heard the old thief. At first, he sounded like the endorsement of the reader’s complex emotions for me, but since he was surrounded by them the last time, he knew that this word was. Full of resentment.However, Li Yan didn't quite understand the bottleneck period in Sayuri's words, and unexpectedly predicted that he would have such a distressed feeling when he graduated from college. The phenomenon of Calvin almost always exists.

Sayuri Sawamura smiled gently, lowered her head and thought for a while, and said, "Wrong, maybe some people call Karvin the bottleneck period, but the lack of inspiration does not affect your own creative level. Uesugi, the creator is actually In many cases, writing, painting, and music cannot be cultivated at all. In fact, many people are not suitable for training in these fields, because their emotions may not be so strong and they do not like to express themselves. This is the so-called talent difference The essence of art is human emotions. All art integrates the emotions of the author into a carrier and displays the knowledge that resonates with others. This is art."

She pointed to the drops of water in front of her, and said, "For example, like these scenes in front of you, everyone would think that the rain scene is beautiful, but in my eyes, the rain scene is indeed beautiful, but in my heart It is a kind of sentimental beauty, and it is also a kind of natural bleak beauty. Many emotions are rich in this scenery. If you want to use a brush to integrate this mood into the painting, how do you express it... …This is the question of level determination. When you write a novel, it is not just the different expressions of a story, the expression of the text, the setting of the story theme, the purpose of writing, etc., all because your consciousness is constantly changing, it is progress in the end It’s still unclear if you regress, but if one day you are not satisfied with the work you have written, if you want to write a work that is more representative of your heart, but there are great risks and obstructions, this is what I mentioned. Bottleneck."

"..."

Li Yan listened quietly, what was said by Sayuri Sawamura, and it was true.

"Therefore, creators should not be lost, nor should they lose the motivation to make progress. If you lose the purpose of creating and still have enthusiasm, then no matter how high creative talent you are, you can only be exhausted. Remember, don't let you forget the mood of your creation." Sayuri Sawamura looked directly into Li Yan's eyes with a reminder.

"...I understand, Miss Zecun." Li Yan realized the most important thing in this sentence from Zecun's eyes, and after a moment of silence, he agreed to say.

"So, how should I break through this dilemma... I still didn't want to pass." Li Yan sighed, looking at the umbrella with drops of water in his hand, and said.

"Well, everyone has their own different predicaments. It cannot be generalized... When I was a child, I was born in a very strict family. I was originally a traditional Japanese family, but I was deeply attracted by Japanese manga. At that time, I was still feeling [It's really Japan], I gave up the training of ink painting, almost secretly learning animation painting by myself under the pressure of my family’s opposition, and even planned to go to the Tezuka Award, but because I watch it occasionally After the interaction between the male classmates, by mistake, I took another path..."

Sayuri Sawamura said with a smile while recalling, but when it came to another road, she suddenly reacted, coughing a few times to cover up her wrong words, but Li Yan recalled Sayuri in his mind. The scene of the child BL was painted in front of him, making him stare at the corrupt girl with a speechless expression.

"I have encountered a lot of setbacks and failures in my painting skills. The most difficult bottleneck for me is...At one time, I realized that animation is no longer realistic and doesn't look so interesting anymore...Suddenly Some of them couldn’t hold the paintbrush. It was very painful at that time. I obviously didn’t want to give up, but my heart was so tired. As a result, I rekindled it after finding the moving things in reality again. You can use the passion for illustrations and comics as a reference."

When Sayuri Sawamura was speaking, she closed her eyes and was immersed in her own experience. Then she opened her eyes and said with a smile.

With the ticking rain, Li Yan kept thinking about Sayuri Sawamura’s words, which is indeed the case. After experiencing too many things, his illusions and the current situation are slowly affecting his heart. .

Moreover, from the beginning of writing to the present, he can only rely on the editing system to help grade, write commercial works, more than a year, he can only get the best grades of A+, after careful thinking, he Really ordinary level, perhaps many of them can only be written to the B level. The editing system is a very helpful system, but when I think about it seriously, it is a fig leaf that blinds his eyes, so that he can't improve half a point... …

The closer he got to the truth, the more it made Li Yan's heart tumbling, and this time his discovery made his inner conflicts aggravated.

Li Yan looked at his hand silently, the five fingers that were aching because of the writing and the codewords, the quiet eyes became a little uneasy, and said: "I understand, thank you for your reminder, Miss Zecun, today I have something to say to me. It helped a lot. I probably understand why I got into a bottleneck, and why... I'm lost."

"That's good."

Sayuri Sawamura said with a faint smile: "But, I can't decide your future. You still have time to think about it. I think if you don't have enough time, it doesn't matter if you write slowly. Writing and work are not necessarily true. It’s the enemy, and sometimes it may also be your assistant."

The rain in front of me was gradually getting smaller, and Sayuri Sawamura looked in her eyes, knowing that the time was almost up, he hesitated for a while, and said, "Let's go back, Mr. Uesugi."

"Okay." Li Yan looked at Sawamura Sayuri. He opened the umbrella again and placed it on Sayuri.

"By the way... I asked you to come out on Saturday, will it bother you to write the seventh volume?" Sawamura Sayuri remembered something, turned her face to look at him, and asked.

"Nothing, the draft was almost finished. Tomorrow, I will also go to the junior high school garden festival. I have to send the draft to the editor before Tuesday, so I still have a lot of time." Li Yan said.