I am a master of light novels in Japan

"Oops..."

Then she showed a bitter and embarrassed expression, lowered her head and looked at the very happy expression fixed on her phone. She always felt like an old customer who went to the Cowherd shop in Kabukicho for fun. , Even she herself felt that her approach was too rascal, how did she act on Li Yan...

"What the hell did I do... Kind of look down on myself..."

Gong Senkui felt quite embarrassed about his gaffe after being drunk, and thought silently.

However, in desperation, she continued to see what would happen in the next twenty minutes.

Sha Sha Sha...

The result happened to be the second sub-video, time: 12:41.

After finally placing Miyamori in the passenger seat, Li Yan took Miyamori's car key and started the car's engine.

[Miss Gong Mori, wake up, your home is there, do you have a friend's call?] Li Yan asked.

As a result, the camera turned over. As a result, Miya Senkui was already sitting in the passenger seat, sleeping unconsciously.

Immediately afterwards, the silent Li Yan seemed to think about Gong Senkui's direction for a while, silently explaining.

[...It's almost one o'clock now, and I can only send you to my friend's house temporarily.

In the quiet and brightly lit Tokyo streets, at 12:43, there were fewer vehicles on the highway than in the previous period. It started from the Meguro area, through the mountainous roads, and drove in a dense wooded passage for about 10 minutes.

parking……

Suddenly, while driving quietly, Miyamori Aoi's somewhat uncomfortable voice came from nearby.

[Hurry up... I always feel that something is going to come out...]

Then, Gong Senkui in the video said something that made Li Yan quite concerned.

[I will stop right away, so bear with it again, don't vomit in your own car!] Li Yan's voice seemed a little worried.

As a result, the vehicle gradually stopped at a gate similar to a forest park. As a result, the video camera seemed to quickly unfasten the seat belt, pushed the car door into the gutter of the mountain road, and vomited.

In the camera, Li Yan delivered her a bottle of mineral water by express delivery. After rinsing her mouth with mineral water with an uncomfortable expression, Li Yan helped her back into the car again.

"..."

Gong Senkui watched the video, and suddenly, the whole person fell silent.

I don’t know why, I saw a passage in which Li Yan was taking care of her in the camera, and my heart suddenly became warm...

For forty minutes of the video, it can be seen that Li Yan did not do any impolite behavior to her. On the contrary, she has always caused him troubles of one kind or another.

In the thirty-minute journey, she vomited a total of three times, and after the third time, she asked to sit slowly at the footbridge stairs under the streetlight...

Under the dim light, sitting on his knees, he put on Li Yan's coat in the cold winter.

[Uncomfortable...Why is it so uncomfortable...]

When she was drunk, she whispered and asked in a low voice.

[It's just the effect of alcohol, don't worry, wash your face with a hot towel after you go back, and just sleep for a while...]

Li Yan, who was sitting aside, said.

In the camera, under the lights of the vehicle hazard warning lights, in such a quiet night, Miyamori outside the camera does not know what the scene and mood were at that time, but she knows herself in the camera and does not It's not about the influence of alcohol.

Above the snow, there is a bright starry sky. In the video, I am in a low voice, his uncomfortable expression gradually quieted down, and said: [No, it is definitely not physical pain, I... what am I doing, why should I join the animation? The company, why is it doing busy work......]

[After graduating from a junior college...I didn't have any purpose, just to find a job for employment...Sure enough, this kind of unconscious mood...I can only achieve this level?

In the camera, she buried her face in her arms and asked sadly.

……what should I do?Just go on working aimlessly, get married, resign, be a housewife, and die until I die... Obviously I told my friends that I would make an animation together. As a result, not only was Essassin confused, but I was also confused... …The purpose of people’s work is to support themselves, right?

"..."

Seeing Gong Senkui here, it was the first time I realized that after being drunk, he didn't need a spiritual clone, so he could bluntly speak such painful, sad, and confused words.

When she was busy, she often felt frustrated. After getting in touch with work, she gradually understood the indifference and hardship of society. In this era, there is a long distance from her high school aspirations... The material source for survival comes forever. It's not easy, the social emotions are so distorted and complicated, covering too many gray figures...

At 12:51, she was sitting on the steps of the overpass, tears flowing, and she was still very strange to a young man who was a year younger than herself, confessing hardship and confusion.

These, even in front of friends and parents, cannot complain about things.

The self in the camera, after being drunk, is laughing and crying... Maybe this is the real self, this self is also a lot of other people in busy work...

However, Li Yan in the lens seemed to be listening. He kept exhaling the misty breath in the lens.

[... To make money and work for life is not a meaningless thing in itself.

Li Yan suddenly answered.

[Although the world economy has become much easier than at any time in history, food and clothing are no longer a problem, people have higher and more admired dreams... But no matter when and where, the most important thing is to support yourself, Miss Gong Sen , You are confused when you have no dreams or goals. In fact, whether in Tokyo or anywhere, there is still not enough to eat. You are busy running around just to survive and just to shelter from the wind and rain.

In the cold wind, Li Yan's voice was so cold, telling his sentiment.

In the camera, he was looking at each other in surprise, and his expression was exactly the same as that of Miyamori who was watching the video quietly in the meeting room at this moment.

The camera cannot see Li Yan's expression, but only from the somewhat sluggish and surprised expression in the camera, he seems to be able to imagine it.

[How to respond to this feeling after encountering a frustrating thing.People always have two ways. One is to look at someone worse than themselves, so as to prove that they are not alone.The other is to look at someone stronger than you, so that you can spur yourself that is so weak and weak...]

[...So, if it is something you can get at your fingertips, it is not a dream at all. The front of the dream will always be dark, and you will not be able to see it until you get to the nearest, but it does not mean that you are not moving forward. , Don't be fooled by the darkness in front of you, Miss Gong Sen.

The wind is so light and the words are so quiet.

During the period when someone was comforting, she did not remember...

In the road and street where there are only two of them, the video is basically coming to an end.That's how Li Yan sent her to Gabriel's room, and then the video officially ended at 1:09.

"..."

Gong Senkui was silent, and it took a long time to recover.

I originally watched this video just to ensure my own safety, but as a result, I saw everything that happened last night with a vague impression as if I was crossing a different world line. It was a magical feeling, just like watching a movie, but this is The reality is still the memory she has forgotten after experiencing it herself...

"...Really absolute, this gentleman."

Gong Senkui showed a slight smile, not sure if it was caused by the heating or the warmth in her heart. She felt a little warm on her cheeks and whispered.

"But what Mr. Li said really makes sense."

Suddenly, Ema Yasahara's voice came from behind Miyamori.