I am a master of light novels in Japan

"Yes, what's the matter?"

Li Yan asked with some doubts.

"You are not a high school student or a college student anymore. Have you considered finding a suitable girl to accompany you?"

Xiaolin smiled faintly, and asked Li Yan suggestively.

"Cough cough cough!!"

With this question, he swallowed all the ramen in Li Yan's mouth into the trachea, causing him to cough immediately.

"What, what?" Li Yan looked at Xiaolin in astonishment and asked.

Kobayashi looked at him suspiciously, and said, "What are you surprised about? You are not young anymore, and now you have a job, although you don't need a job here in Japan and you won't delay your relationship..."

"..." Li Yan was silent for a moment.

The night breeze shook the lantern above his head.Li Yan was thinking about something quietly, his expression was a bit complicated, he seemed a little interested, but also a little jealous, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he seemed to be troubled by such topics.

"After all, do you have a girl you like now?" Xiao Lin asked.

"This...this..." Li Yan hesitated and didn't seem to deny it.

Xiaolin smiled, took a sip of wine, and said, "You look on your face."

Before the night without stars, Kobayashi said: "What are you worrying about? I always think that you are enjoying your work recently and putting your mind on the students. However, this is not a good thing for you. It is waiting for you. It’s not a good thing for your people."

"..."

Li Yan's sullen eyes became even more apathetic.

As long as he is a man, why not long for an ideal heterosexual partner around him? Li Yan does not deny that he does not have such expectations.

It's just that he didn't know some things at first, but now he knows them all.

When he fell into the depths of the deep sea, Li Yan saw not only the life of the little girl, but also the details and insights that he could not know and saw that he should not see. Careful emotional insider.

No matter what he did, he couldn't make up for this situation, and it was bound to be a dilemma that couldn't be turned back.

He did not pursue such a result. It should be said that he is not emotionally savvy, and there is not much warmth that can be found in the vast world. He did not feel warm at the beginning, and he did not have the salary they said. , But only after meeting them did he gather enough flames of hope. Along the way, he has said several times that it is not easy to maintain the status quo, and he no longer desires a deeper future and emotions.

He may be able to tell himself rationally, as long as he truly likes the person he likes.But until now, Li Yan was confused. He didn't know, didn't understand, didn't understand, and was even afraid of such emotions. Now he has thought about it seriously, but there is still no answer.

After a while of silence, Li Yan finally drank.

The bitterness comes from the mouth, but it starts from the heart.

"I will seriously...think about my heart."

Li Yan seemed to be talking to Xiaolin, and as if to himself.

The night was like ink, like stirring clean water. After taking a bath, the young man after a tiring work originally planned to lean against the wall for a while and let his hair dry before going to sleep, but he waited until he closed his eyes. , The tiredness and tiredness swept over, and in the dark room, the figure who was basking in a campfire gradually dropped his head, and his whole body was tilted to the side.

When I fell asleep, I didn't know the years, I didn't know the outside world, and I was groggy and dreamed of many things.

From when I was young, I realized that my parents were not around. I dreamed of my grandfather’s face, the face of the teacher who encouraged him to become stronger, and dreamed of the way back home every day, and dreamed of seeing my parents in the rain. In that scene, I dreamed of Sanhe Bunku, angels and demons, monsters and boys, the fate of hell girls, and the figure of a group of girls who are related to him...

——Li Yan.

Suddenly, the girl who couldn't see clearly turned her head and said his name to him.

"!"

Li Yan was shocked and woke up.

He leaned against the wall in a daze, and when he opened his eyes, he was already able to see the bright moon in the night of Tokyo that was late enough for this person.

The night wind was blowing Li Yan's hair, and he was sitting under the moon, alone.

Suddenly, a voice asked slowly: "What's the matter, look at your melancholy?"

"!?"

Li Yan was startled. Before he could react, a girl's figure sat beside him, still sitting in a cross-legged posture. She showed her white teeth, her hands were shining on her face. Looks full of energy, and said: "General, long time no see, my heir."

"Wang..." Li Yan asked dumbly.

"Just call me Cranberry, or Master Cranberry, Senior Cranberry, Sister Cranberry, too." This agent who is still sitting in the gods is out of sight, but sees her again a few years later. But she found that she hadn't changed at all, still that kind of optimism.

"Senior Cranberry." Li Yan hesitated and chose the most satisfactory one.

"It's been a long time since I saw you. I thought you were already asleep." Li Yan said to her.

Cranberry nodded and said: "It's indeed been a nap for a few years. After all, most of the danger has been relieved. I'm still developing. The developing girl needs to sleep more."

"So, so, what are you worrying about?" Cranberry grabbed Li Yan's shoulder and kept asking enthusiastically while asking.

"...It's not a happy thing." Li Yan always felt that this agent was also a gossip girl. Seeing her with such an excited expression, he looked at her with disgust and said.

This lovely Chinese girl saw that he didn't intend to speak out, she was taken aback for a moment, then she thought for a while, smiled and covered his ears with her hands, and then whispered in his ear: "Don't forget that I am monitoring this world. As for the current agent of, are you shaken, haha, you guys have been so confused that they don’t know how to respond to cherish you, girls who have been tempted by you, right?"

"Slow, slow..."

Li Yan's expression was stunned. He opened his eyes wide and looked at the cranberries on the side, and his thoughts hidden deep enough were actually spoken out.

This girl has been smiling, looking at him, and jokingly said: "Is that idiot? The simple reason is not clear. You find that everything you encounter is no longer a replaceable feeling, but an experience Through the joys, sorrows, sorrows, and the years, you have constantly honed the burning gem-like emotions, so you owe every girl who puts so much emotion in you. You can't avoid any emotion."

I didn't notice it at first, but once I knew it, it was another problem.

Li Yan listened to the explanation of this ancestor girl. He did not refute anything. In the end, he asked, "So, what should I do better?"

"Don't you like her intently?"

Wang Hongmei smiled faintly, and explained: "But, it's a pity that the ending to greet you is... the other girls will be alone until they grow old by themselves, and they won't hate you forever..."

"what!?"

Li Yan's face turned blue when he heard it, and he was so shocked that he wanted to ask something, but he couldn't say anything.

The future predicted by the rulers of the past will never change.

"A certain girl will always travel, always protect the world with her own wisdom and talents, leaving behind a legendary story, but also leaving behind an unfinished famous painting and dies. There is also a girl who will not be hurt in the end. She inherited the family business, and when she finally grew old, she made the family business a charity, and the only property left to her was Van Gogh's "Sunflower." There was also a novel female writer who finally rejected the suitor in hesitation. , While writing silently, while silently searching for the boy who has never appeared again in the rain..."

At the end of the month, this agent told Li Yan about the future of some women.

"Enough, senior!"