I am a master of light novels in Japan

Li Yan was taken aback for a moment. He looked at the beer cans in this place. In the end, he chose to sit in the old position he had sat in a few years ago.

After a few years, things are different...

Two people who were pursuing their dreams sat here again, under this sky.

"Cough cough cough!"

Sawamura Yinglili took a sip of beer, and was immediately stimulated by the pungent malt alcohol. Her face was as white and smooth as an egg crust and blushed slightly. She looked at the beer in her hand with disgust, and said, " Sure enough... No matter how many times I drink it, I still can't stand the smell..."

The girl next to her can't drink beer yet.

"So, drink less..." Li Yan looked at her and persuaded her.

"Stupid... If you can drink less, if there are other ways to forget the pressure and forget the failure, I would have tried it a long time ago...Isn't it, otaku Lee?"

Sawamura Ying Riri looked at Li Yan with beautiful eyes that were as beautiful as stars, and asked with a grin.

"..."

Li Yan looked at her, always feeling like she had been by his side for several years.

"Do you have any troubles, can you tell me?"

Li Yan thought for a long time, but still had no other words that dared to ask, he just asked this one.

However, this sentence is wrong, it hurts the girl hiding here.After she heard it, she looked at Li Yan.This young man sitting in the dark, carrying her on his back, has been walking in danger, whether it is the hard work, predicament that she can see, or the very understandable resident who is eager to move behind her back... Until now, Li Yan has not I complained to someone, just like a wandering knight, I only know how to ask one question after another [I'll help you].

"Worries... there are some."

Ying Riri shrank her body, wrapped her hands around her knees, buried her face in her hands, and said sadly.

"Sorry, otaku Lee... I'm sorry..."

Suddenly, Ying Lili quietly said to Li Yan.

"?" Li Yan was taken aback.

"You did a lot of things that were too forceful for me..."

Ying Lili faced the moonlight, closed her eyes, and said softly.

"So, after thinking about everything, I always... always can't forgive myself."

Ying Lili, who had been holding her hands around her knees, raised her face high in melancholy, and Li Yan beside her could not see Ying Lili's look at this moment.

Ying Lili looked up at the starry sky and said to Li Yan: "Why, when I feel the weakest, I always rely on the otaku Li, time after time, time after time..."

"Even when I want to escape, I always think of this place, the bitterness of beer, and this mood, as if the otaku Li is by my side and I can be saved. I... The strength of Li, an otaku, I hate myself like this..."

In Li Yan's silence, he looked at Ying Lili, who turned his face and raised his head, and stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Ying Lili.

But staying in the air, he did not move anymore.

Does he think he is qualified to understand her at this time?

However, when Li Yan was in a complicated mood, Ying Lili's hands had already grabbed his collar.

"but……"

"But ah!"

Ying Lili finally looked at Li Yan's face. She looked at Li Yan's eyes. Gradually, those still calm eyes gradually burst into tears of fear.

"Stupid?"

She stretched out her hands, grabbed Li Yan's collar, and leaned her head on Li Yan's chest, as if her soul had been torn apart, she cried and asked.

Li Yan couldn't say a word, he was scolded by Ying Lili with a complicated expression.

"Finally... you almost sacrificed yourself... If one day, I woke up and the otaku Li was not there, I don’t know anything, I don’t know how to live my life, I shouldn’t forget the experience, even if it’s a ghost. , I will remember sooner or later, at that time, how should I find you, otaku Li..."

"How many times have you said it, no matter what it is, it doesn't matter if you tell me!"

"Otaku Lee, in the end... you don't understand anything..."

Ying Lili clutched Li Yan's clothes tightly, and shouted: "Otaku Li, you stupid, aided dating maniac, idiot!!"

Ying Lili tried to understand him countless times, but Li Yan never tried to implicate Ying Lili. This time, Li Yan felt Ying Lili's anger and low self-esteem, and remembered that she had asked him again and again. At last, he opened his hand again, wanting to put it on Ying Lili's shoulder like this.

But, once again, Li Yan hesitated again.

Scene after scene. When I was a child, I grew up alone, was bullied, and was abandoned. I called myself to live hard. I cherished the meaning of life all the time. I really have the right to express myself to Ying Lili. Wish.

In the end, he hugged Ying Riri.

Ying Lili did not move, just so quiet.

"So, otaku Li, in the future, I will always be your number one...I will work hard for this goal."

Ying Lili released Li Yan, with tears, looked at Li Yan in the moonlight, smiled and promised Li Yan.

She stood under a starry sky, in the fierce gust of wind, opened her hands, smiled at the sky and the earth, and said: "In this world, I will always be with you, otaku Li."

"..."

Li Yan looked at Ying Lili and her usual expression. Finally, Li Yan also began to speak.

"Yinglili."

Li Yan said: "I have been thinking about whether my soul is dark, cold..."

"Can I find another person who will change my destiny."

"All the time, I don't want others to be lonely and alone like me, so cold all over the body. I long for warmth. Although I have suffered a lot, I have never regretted it... From now on, I will not give up. "

Standing in the dark and under the stars, Li Yan looked at her quietly and asked: "If possible, can I like you?"

This sentence, asked simply, seemed a bit sad.

Li Yan, never asked this before, even for the woman who used to be, never tried that.

"..."

Ying Lili was suddenly stunned.

She didn't seem to expect Li Yan to say this. For a while, her face flushed red, and she grabbed the corners of her clothes with both hands, and stammered nervously.

Li Yan's attitude and tone were many times faster than her previous attempts.