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And this astonishment seems to indicate something...

It seemed to herald that something miraculous happened...

"Offstage... after all... what's the matter..."

Following Miss Qiuzi, who still had doubts on her face, she couldn't help but raise her head and look down the stage because of the stunned expressions of the two friends next to her.

After seeing clearly what was happening in the audience, she was also stunned...

Chapter One Hundred Seventy Seven

How does the girl's mind look like?

Others may not be very clear, but for herself, the stupid girl named Huashanyuan Qiuzi still knows a little bit.

People~ As long as there are no special circumstances that have become precocious due to family reasons.

When I was young, I would have so many troubles and dreams.

Therefore, even when Ms. Qiuzi was young, she undoubtedly possessed the ideals that belonged to her.

But often many fanciful ideals will gradually disappear with age.

So there is no doubt that with age and maturity, ruthless reality has replaced the original dream.

Let this girl, who is in the same family background as the countless poor-born people in society, recognize the reality after several years or even more than a decade of growth.

Let her desire to improve the family environment and money overwhelmed her unrealistic illusions when she was a child, and lost her innocent look back then.

Becoming an idol can be said to be a 100% accident for Akiko Hanayamayuan, but for the sake of money, it was not an accident that he took his friends to be idols at the price of 100,000 yen per person.

When asked to become an idol, Ms. Qiuzi thought it was a trifle with a rich man named Hitomi Hoshino. She felt that only by cooperating with the other party, she could undoubtedly get a lot of money from the other party to subsidize it. My poor family.

However, it wasn't until this time when she came to power that she realized that the truth was not as simple as she thought.

Isn’t it just dancing? Isn’t it just singing~

Just jump~What's the difficulty?

But this moment when she stood on the stage, this moment when she saw the empty scene below the stage.

Only then did she know that the child-filled idea she had always reported was wrong.

Really wrong...

A huge sense of loss filled her heart, a feeling she had never experienced in more than ten years.

A feeling that I have never experienced even after taking a difference in an exam.

Why do you feel this way?

Why do you feel lost?

Obviously, it was only treated as a child's play at the beginning, why did the heart suffer such an inexplicable blow?

Before becoming an idol, she never thought that she would become an idol. After becoming an idol, she only used this job as a part-time job purely for making money and improving her family life.

However, it's just a part-time job. What's the matter with this sense of failure?

What about the sense of panic that accompanies this sense of failure?

Miss Qiuzi felt a panic in her heart, yes, very panic!

The corner of her eyes on the stage unconsciously looked towards the friends Kagura Reinon and Hasegawa Chiyuki on both sides. After seeing the faces of the two, after seeing the almost empty scene under the stage After the same disappointment that appeared, the panic in his heart was even worse than before.

This is something called a sense of responsibility, a thing called panic that after cheating a friend into the business, but failing to get the same result as he had promised before.

Along with this kind of thing came the disappointment that this nearly a month of hard work failed to get any results.

This kind of disappointment is like a huge cave that is vertically downward and bottomless in the dark world underground.

After she accidentally slipped and fell into the cave, she couldn't help but began to fantasize in her mind whether she would fall into an unimaginable horror abyss with this slip and fall.

Miss Qiuzi on the stage was frightened, her gaze couldn't help but look towards Hitomi Hoshino who led her on the stage.

There is also Watanabe Ikeko next to Hitomi Hoshino.

This man who was mistaken for a rich husband by her at first, and then confessed to her in a purely joking way like teasing her.

At this moment, how much she hopes that the man who deceived her pure and paper-like girl's heart in the lounge just now can give her a hint of encouragement even in his eyes.

It was like the last straw of encouragement handed to her who fell into the water.

However, neither did the other party, nor did Hoshino Hitomi. They were sitting in the audience like the judges of this performance, their eyes and eyes sharp as the director of the teaching department in the middle school she was studying.

They didn't help, they were saying mercilessly to her helpless drowning man with their eyes.

It's not about what I'm waiting for, it's your own business.

Ms. Akiko took a deep breath, and learned such an answer in the eyes of Hitomi Hoshino and Ieko Watanabe.

She clenched the microphone in her hand and regained her senses under the prompt of Kagura Lingyin beside her, and then began to introduce herself to the empty stage.

The moment when the last word of this self-introduction blurted out.

When the singing sounded, she began to dance with Kagura Reyon and Hasegawa Chiyuki.

As she dances, she wants to play a better level than usual training, but sometimes, the more you care about something, the more likely it will be messed up.

Too much attention was placed in the empty stage, and the attitudes of Hitomi Hoshino and Iakuro Watanabe and her movements on the bodies of the two friends who danced with them seemed extremely rigid.

There were also several obvious out-of-tunes in the singing.

She wanted to do well, knowing that she had messed up, and under the name of panic and other messy negative emotions, she was fused and intertwined in her heart, like a hot pot.

At the end of the song, this sense of loss after one thing was messed up made her feel a mental trance.

Seeing the disappointed look of the two friends in the audience and the two friends around him, and Hitomi Hoshino and the person sitting beside him, the girl who has been worried about the girl who has never had a love experience recently, Watanabe Jiaxing Stare.

She was at a loss, she was in a daze, and she wanted to escape in this daze and trance.

Escape from this stage.

but...

"Everyone! Please enjoy our next song!"

The microphone in her hand was handed to her mouth unconsciously, and she spoke so loudly without knowing what she was doing.