I am in Dongying mixed society

After more than three years of rooting and sprouting of this kind of child, the ending between Shenmu Yao and her master today was reached.

After turning over the diary, Hitomi Hoshino, who had been paying attention to the contents of the diary, noticed that this diary should not be called a diary, it should probably be called an essay on the journey of a girl’s growth. .

Yes, the dates marked on almost every page of the diary are not consecutive, but what is written on each page is the most precious and important thing in the life of the owner of the diary over the years.

With mixed feelings, Hitomi Hoshino continued to flip back the diary in her hand. In fact, she did not know the contents of the diary. On the day when she discovered the diary, she considered it was a girl’s secret, so she did not I haven't read much, or that the content of the entire diary that she had read at the time was actually less than one-third of the entire diary that she had read now.

After reading less than one-third of the diary, the reason why she still agreed to Shen Muyao's confession was probably because of her sympathy for Shen Muyao as the owner of the diary.

Three years have allowed her to regard Shenmuyao as most of her relatives in this world.

In the case that Shenmuyao is pursuing her publicly recently, she has learned that the person who pursued her has a family history like the one written in this diary, how can she not evoke the compassion of the owner of this diary in her heart?

X Month X, 20XX

After a period of getting along, my work and life at Hoshino’s have gradually stabilized.

Ever since the night that I met with Yuri Kawakihara for the first time with my eldest lady, I have found that I have become more interested in the eldest lady herself.

I seem to be... curious?

I am curious about what kind of existence the master I am serving now is like, staying by her side, she always makes me feel her weird and mysterious.

Undoubtedly, she who exists as the leader of the Mafia is powerful. I can't imagine how a child of seven or eight years old can be like her and be calm in front of countless adults who are eager for quick success.

The character and courage she showed to me far surpassed many adults.

It is impossible to imagine what terrible things are inside her.

It is said that a person with a secret is the easiest to attract others' desire for discovery and exploration.

Has the desire to explore the unknown in my heart been successfully evoked by her?

I don’t know if this is good or bad, but I seem to be entangled in my heart. I want to continue to live at Hoshino’s and occasionally stimulate, but in general, it’s still a peaceful life. The daily life that I hold, or rather, the naive and a little stupid person I am showing to the eldest lady to continue...

X Month X, 20XX

After a trip to Russia and another flight to the sky, the eldest lady regained her power when she returned.

Almost all the movements of the traitor named Imai Shibumi during the period when the eldest was abroad were completely accounted for by the eldest.

The adults around me who seemed to be scheming and calculating on weekdays seemed to be turned into rubbish. After Imai Shibami was liquidated by the eldest lady, they could only worship the scheming white young girl I served, whether they wanted it or not. ...

In other words, it was not that they were wasteful, but because they encountered a monster in the skin of a young girl?

But these conspiracy fights seem to be something that a little maid like me can intervene.

I am just faintly worried about Missy killing too many people this time...

Somehow, it may be because the time we get along is getting longer and longer. I gradually started to worry about whether after this time, the lady will continue to blacken because of too many killings...

I don’t want my eldest lady to become the kind of person whose life is like a horrible life. Perhaps it was the gentle appearance that the eldest lady showed when I first met under the overpass with Yuri Kakihara. Too deep, or maybe, I really started slowly, thinking of myself as a member of Hoshino's family?

Now every time I see my eldest lady, or be summoned by her, my heart beats very fast...

This feeling made me wonder if I already liked her a little bit.

Heh~ I always feel a little ridiculous~

As a victim at the beginning, after a good period of time, he actually fell in love with the perpetrator who was violent to him...

Is this the legendary Stockholm syndrome?

20XX year X month X day, sunny

The summer has passed. Three months ago, I was palpitated by the experience of Mizuzuki's Maki's ski resort in Miss Mizutsu.

My heart for Miss Hitomi has been confirmed by me at this time, and I can be sure that I really seem to like myself, Miss Hitomi.

In the past few months, the whole group of three, including me, has experienced many shocking and exciting things like a roller coaster ride.

However, I still feel very happy after getting the result that Missy succeeded in becoming the prime minister.

I said before that I have been worried about whether the eldest lady will become blackened because of killing too many people, but from now on, my worry seems to be a bit too redundant.

After two years of observation, I found that the eldest lady has always known what she should do.

She gave me the impression that she was like an indifferent divine residence living in the sky, and she did not do anything out of personal feelings.

For her, on the road to accomplish her goal, it seems that everything is only necessary and unnecessary.

It would never happen that a lot of negative emotions would appear due to too many killings and eventually lead to her blackening.

But seeing the success of the eldest lady, while happy for her, there are still some worries and worries in my heart that seem to be inevitable.

Maybe my worry is selfish because I am afraid.

I am afraid that the eldest lady who exists as a divine residence in front of me will one day sacrifice me as a chess piece in her country-based chess game because of the need.

Although I might be the same as those stupid women in the seven o'clock stalls in the TV series, for a so-called "like" and "love", I am willing to give my life for the person I love...

I may also be a little selfish. Whenever I look at the eldest lady who is step by step towards success like this, I can’t help but think of the ten-year agreement between me and the eldest lady.

I'm worried, afraid that if this agreement between me and Missy, or if I lose the bet at the end, if I were to pursue Missy again, would she accept me? This one that has been hidden in my heart for a long time, this one is full of love for her...

I think I should do some self-warning, telling myself that liking someone does not necessarily make her like you...

I should stay by her side silently and turn this love into motivation to help her reach the'end'.

This sounds a bit self-deceiving, but indeed, I am really just deceiving myself...

I was thinking, maybe I should watch more anime?Trying hard to make yourself into an authentic second-degree disease that you can even cheat?

For example, regard the eldest lady as the Hades in Saint Seiya?And I am Pandora, a very sad woman in mythology or in anime?

Okay~ It stands to reason, in fact, I have always thought about seeing the eldest lady as the Athena in the anime who brings hope and light to the world...

But the eldest lady who has so many lives in her hand and started from the mafia boss, she doesn’t seem to be like Athena in the anime.

Perhaps in my cognition, Her Royal Highness Hades is more suitable for her, right?

Actually, if you think about it carefully, it seems pretty good to be the Pandora in the hands of His Royal Highness?

At least he is much more handsome than a Saint Seiya who shouts shameful slogans like love and justice without starting to move!

Isn't it?

Pandora, the sister of Hades...