I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love

Chu Yin had a dream, in which there was some dialogue.

"...Only you, have to be trapped by my side, it is mine to death."

"Be careful to die in my hands first..."

Lu Zhen smiled, leaning over and saying something in her ear.

Chu Yin could not hear clearly.

...

This is the afterimage of the last life before death, and now I suddenly recalled it in my dream.

What did Lu Zhen say at that time?...

Chu Yin was wandering in his dream, and for some reason, the voice in his ear suddenly became clear.

It turned out that on that day, Lu Zhen was in her ear, her voice suppressed the despair that no one knew, and she said:

——"My life, you can take it anytime."

The voice was low and mute, and overlapped with the voice of the young man in the fire scene many years later.

——"I will pay you back this life."

"!"

Chu Yin suddenly opened his eyes--

Lu Zhen was also reborn.

This was her first thought when she woke up.

Then her pupils gradually focused, and she slowly saw the pure white ceiling above her head.

The smell of disinfectant water that is unique to the hospital floats in the air. The curtains are closed, and the winter sun shines through and falls on her, warm.

The fire was probably Lu Linyuan's alternative plan.He knew that he might not be able to win Chu Yin, so if he failed, he could simply destroy Lu Zhen mad.

But the fire went so smoothly. From her trapped to Lu Zhen's rescue, Chu Yin seemed to be able to feel the traces of the plot.

It's like knowing that there is always such a thing.

Chu Yin opened his eyes for a while.

When Chu Shi came in from the outside, she realized that she was awake, and immediately ran to call the doctor excitedly.Then he lay down on Chu Yin's bed and asked softly, "How is Yin Yin? Is there any pain?"

Chu Yin curled his lips and shook his head.

Lu Zhen came in time, and later took her whole body in his arms. Chu Yin was not burned, but his throat was severely swollen and painful because of the heavy smoke inhaling.

She swallowed hard for a few times before asking softly, "Where is Lu Zhen?"

The last figure of Lu Zhen, the sound of a terrifying collapse in the fire, and the sound of broken bones are still unforgettable.

Chu Shi's expression froze for a moment, then got up and gave way to the doctor, lowered his head and said nothing.

When he learned that Chu Yin was trapped in the fire, his mentality collapsed.

Even if he wanted to rush to save people immediately, it was too late.Chu Shi left the company's affairs directly, and rushed over as he collapsed.

Two people were pulled out from the fire scene. Although Chu Yin's face was gray, when Chu Shi rushed to the side of the stretcher, she found that her breathing was steady and there were no major problems with her body, and a heart fell heavily to the ground.

And the other person rescued...

When he saw Lu Zhen, that person had completely lost consciousness.The entire back was bloody, and the bones showed an unnatural distortion.

Chu Shi heard someone say that the beams of the house collapsed. At the last moment, Lu Zhen pounced on Chu Yin, using himself as a wall to block everything for Chu Yin...

It took him a long time to digest this fact.

Lu Zhen, the future heir of the Lu family, the top chaebol, it is not too much to say that he is a daughter.To save his sister, he didn't want his life.

During the time that Chu Yin woke up, Chu Shi repeatedly recalled the dream he had had, and began to doubt deeply.Would such a person really hurt my sister?

The doctor performed a simple examination on Chu Yin, and there was nothing wrong with him. "Don't be afraid, it's all over. You can go home after two days of recuperation."

Chu Yin nodded: "Thank you."

Chu Shi didn't answer her question just now, which gave Chu Yin a bad feeling.She stretched out her hand, grabbed the hem of the doctor's clothes, and asked, "Where is the person who came out of the fire with me...?"

"Oh, that boy?" The doctor looked at her gently, and said, "It's okay, my life is saved-don't think too much, take care of yourself first."

It's so hard to think about it.

How serious is the injury to be "okay" even if "life is saved"?

Chu Yin now understands.

She thought in the wrong direction before, thinking that other special energy fluctuations would be someone who has special golden fingers like her.But now she suddenly realized that in addition to Goldfinger, she could be...reborn just like her.

Lu Zhen also remembered all of them.

"So, how is he?" Chu Yin spoke a little hard.

Chu Shi sighed and couldn't lie in her bright eyes: "Lu Zhen... the spinal cord was smashed and broken, causing serious nerve damage and paralysis all over the body..."

Chu Yin stared at him motionlessly.

Chu Shi also said very hard as if his throat was swollen: "In simple terms, he has become a vegetable..."

Chu Yin closed his eyes.

Breathing is a bit hot, as if still in the fire.

... to lose her life, who the hell made you use this tragic way?

They finally opened the corner of the truth.

Chu Shi held Chu Yin's hand and said warmly: "Listen to the doctor, don't think too much. What status of the Lu family, famous doctors from all over the world will be transferred to treat Lu Zhen, don't worry."

Chu Yin closed his eyes and nodded, putting his chin into the quilt, looking good.

But her slender eyelashes were trembling, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

...

The Lu Family experienced unprecedented turmoil.

First, the two parties seized power and fought each other at night, then one went to prison and the other went to the hospital.

The heir became a vegetative, lying on a hospital bed to continue his life on equipment.

Mr. Lu's "serious illness" was originally pretended, but suddenly, he was really about to fall ill.

He didn't know if God was punishing his bad old man by asking his son to go first, and now he dragged his only grandson to the gate of Guimen.Seeing Lu Zhen lying in the icu with the tube in, Father Lu's hair turned white.

The secretary next to him supported the trembling old man: "Lu Dong, the more this is the time, the more you have to hold on! Master, he will definitely wake up!"

Elder Lu's face was old, as if he had been tens of years old overnight.

When Lu Zhen talked to him about his plan, he also hesitated.The reason is that Lu Linyuan's performance over the past few decades has been too dripping, and his ambitions have been moderate.But the facts proved that everything Lu Zhen had told him was fulfilled one by one, and even he was shocked at how deep his young son took advantage of Lu's limelight.

Lu Zhen had a fierce wrist and single-handedly chopped down obstacles to his future.

But if Father Lu knew that the price of all this would be the present, then he would rather let Lu Linyuan take over the company so that his grandson can grow up in peace.

The girl Lu Zhen rescued...

He has nothing to say.The biggest restraint is not to trouble the Chu family, but that's all.

Elder Lu sighed and committed evil, his son and grandson would eventually be folded on the woman.

Guilty...

"Are the experts from the United States not here yet?"

"Land tonight."

"Well, I will pick you up directly and arrange the best hotel for them."

"Yes!"

...

Lu Zhen's ward gathered all the top doctors that could be found using the Lu family's forces.

Everyone studied his CT film for a day and night, but the situation is still not optimistic.

When there were few people, Chu Yin went downstairs and walked from his ward to the critically ill side.

Lu Zhen's ward was surrounded by layers of bodyguards, and she couldn't make it through.

Learn Ji Youyou online: "All of this is really familiar..."

Chu Yin asked, "Seems you have known each other? Have you been like this before?"

Learning Ji expressed such a specious attitude, and then stopped speaking.

Chu Yin didn't bother to pay attention to it, and slowly stepped forward, and the bodyguard immediately stopped her.

"Little sister, you can't go there."

Chu Yin pursed his lips: "I am his... classmate."

"Classmates are not allowed, Master is not allowed to visit."

The bodyguard next to her recognized her, "You were the one that day..."

The young master was only to save the young girl in front of him, and his spine was broken by the beam of the room, and he was now lying on the hospital bed.but……

The bodyguard looked at the girl in front of him.

She was wearing a hospital gown, and her clothes were loose. Her slender neck stretched out from the neckline, and she had a fragile beauty.This face is very delicate, the skin is as delicate as porcelain, the eyes are beautiful, it is that kind of very pure look, and it has a little indescribable beauty.

He could suddenly understand why the young master would be like that.

This kind of girl does make people crazy.

I don't know why, although the old young master was excellent and mature, the people below always felt that he was like an accurate machine.The young master who rushed into the sea of ​​flames desperately just to save his sweetheart... only really made them admire.

The bodyguard sighed: "Let me tell you more, the young master is not very well, the experts have been consulting all day and night, and there is no result, so little sister, you..."

"Wait and wait, if you don't want to, no one can accuse you of this."

In fact, he overheard the conversation between the dean of the hospital and the head nurse. If the young master's situation can be improved, it would be a medical miracle.

Chu Yin paused for a few seconds, then nodded and thanked him, then turned and left.

It's ok.

The expert can't, she can.

Lu Zhen was seriously injured and turned into a vegetative person and was covered to death at first.

But the bloody storm of the Lu family's seizure of power has just ended. Lu Linyuan was put to jail under the flash of the reporters, but the heir Lu Zhen, who won the war, has been unable to show up.Reporters across the city scratched their hearts and squatted for several days, and finally got news from the nurse who had leaked the mouth.

Furthermore, the paper couldn't hold the fire, and the news that Lu Zhen was hospitalized spread like wildfire.

Although I don't know the specific situation, the injury is so serious that I can't show up.

The whole school of Huiwen soon learned of the news.

[My brother Zhen ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

[Although I did not vote for you this year, you are still my ex-husband!!!]

[Brother Zhen, don't be okay oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

The rich family knew more about it. The Liang family had plans to marry the Lu family, and they paid a lot of attention to Lu Zhen.After several days of infiltration, they finally got the real news of Lu Zhen, but they didn't expect it to be so serious.

Liang Yueqi feels very complicated.

Although she has never been able to get this person, now that he is destroyed, Liang Yueqi still feels regretful.

Fu Mingxuan and other wealthy daughters who had the same ambitions against Lu Zhen came to see her, but this is a big deal. She was mentioned by her grandfather, so she can’t hold back because she is about to offend the Lu family. Talk to anyone.

Song Zhaolin also knew more than others through his brother.He even knew...Chu Yin was there that night, and Lu Zhen had his spine broken in order to block Chu Yin.

After Chu Yin returned to school, the classmates thought that she was on vacation. She didn't explain too much.As he was sorting out his notes, he heard Song Zhaolin next to him burst into tears.

Chu Yin looked over.

Song Zhaolin cried: "Sister Yin, Brother Zhen, he is very serious."

Although he knew he couldn't elaborate, he couldn't help but feel sad.

Chu Yin sighed, didn't say anything, rolled out the papers and started to do the questions.

There are still a few days left for the final exam, she must hurry up.

......Get permission.

Song Zhaolin looked at her in shock, Chu Yin didn't seem to be affected at all, even if Lu Zhen was trying to save her...

He has always known that Chu Yin is a very ruthless person, this kind of ruthlessness is indeed very handsome and cool, and he also knows that it is not Chu Yin asking Brother Zhen to save her, she has no obligation to do anything.But maybe, he is too sentimental, he is very sad when he thinks of the once incomparably beautiful young man now lying in bed with a tube full of pipes.

Chu Yin stopped writing, sighed, turned his head and looked at Song Zhaolin: "I'm praying."

Song Zhaolin sniffed: "Huh?"

Chu Yin said: "I asked people, the high school seniors who are about to take the college entrance examination are very spiritual, as long as they study hard, the Buddha will hear."

Song Zhaolin's eyes lit up: "Really!!"

--fake.

But Hanbi will believe it.

Chu Yin touched his head: "So study."

In the next few days, Song Zhaolin actually started to study hard.

The speed of Chu Yin's questions is comparable to that of the devil.

...

The final exam is over, and it's finally time to return to school to get the results.

During this period of time, Lu Zhen's actual situation was dug up bit by bit, and there was a lot of noise everywhere.

It is reported that the only heir of the Lu family suddenly discovered cancer and is receiving treatment recently.

There is also gossip that the sole heir was unable to show up because of stress and mental problems.

There are all kinds of sayings, each with its own tragic method.

After the results were announced, Chu Yin's individual subjects were still very good.Although there have been several large and small incidents this semester, fortunately, she has a solid foundation, and she has worked hard enough in normal times, and her grades are still top-notch.

After all the results of English, Mathematics, and Liberal Arts were announced, Chu Yin was already firmly ranked first.

But her expression couldn't relax, because the learning task released by the system this time was not the first place in the exam, but over 700 points.

The final exam for senior three is in line with the college entrance examination, and the degree of difficulty is not low.Chu Yin currently scored 561 points in three major subjects, and the last remaining Chinese is the one she is least good at.

She needs to pass 139...

When the Chinese results were announced, Jiang Yan ran over excitedly: "Yin Yin! You are a perfect essay!"

Chu Yin raised his eyes, "Where is the total score?"

Jiang Yan: "One hundred and four! That's amazing!!"

Chu Yin suddenly let out a sigh of relief, and then he felt exhausted.

She knows that her language is weak, and she has only written half a copy of her composition materials in the past few days, which seems to be useful.

"Dip-[Final Exam 700+] The task is completed, congratulations to the host for obtaining the permission to [Change Sentence]~"

"Host, what are you going to use for~"

Chu Yin: "Return things."

Xueji puzzled: "What is it?"

Chu Yin: "Fate."

Lu Zhen returned her, she didn't want it.She would rather Lu Zhen wake up and explain everything clearly.

Xue Ji looked on with cold eyes, and suddenly said, "Host, haven't you always wanted the hero to die?"

Chu Yin: "But this time Lu Zhen saved me to death, okay?"

Xue Ji: "Then what if he died accidentally by himself?"

Chu Yin: "Shut up."

Don't want to think, don't want to answer.

...And don't want him to die.

She looked at the script and wrote, [The experts finally gave up regretfully and expressed that they could not do anything].

Chu Yin drew a long line and crossed out all these words.

She wrote: [Lu Zhen is cured. This is a medical miracle.

"God" is so unreasonable.

Because she has super powers.

...

Old man Lu lost a lot of his hair from worry.

People from all walks of life are watching Lu's future.

If Lu Zhen really fell, even if Mr. Lu is in good health, then the Lu family will have no successors, and it will inevitably end in a diminishing manner.

Various wealthy families are watching silently, and the Song family is one of them.

Nothing else was special, but Song Yanchuan felt a little surprised seeing Song Zhaolin's unusually diligent learning state these days.

However, he observed for a while and found that Song Zhaolin would hold the pen to his chest when writing for ten minutes, closing his eyes and muttering words with a pious expression on his face.

Song Yanchuan simply suspected that he had entered a cult.

I walked over and listened in secret and found that he was saying: "God, God, Buddha, bless Brother Zhen through the storm, at least he can regain consciousness, Amen, Hallelujah, Amitabha!"

Song Yanchuan: "..."

You fucking pray that your intelligence will reach a normal level.

Song Yanchuan went to the balcony and lit a cigarette.

He didn't expect the situation before him. He never expected that "The Chosen Son" would end up like this in the end.

Because Song Yanchuan was on Lu Zhen's side and had a thorough friendship with the Lu family, he knew more details.Judging from the current medical level, Lu Zhen is basically abolished.

Even if he could regain consciousness, he would be half-paralyzed.

Yeah, it’s impossible to choose heaven all the time...

At the same moment.

Outside Lu Zhen's ward, the bodyguard rushed out excitedly: "Master is awake! Tell the master, Master is awake!"

...

Lu Zhen opened his eyes.

The muscles of the whole body are very stiff, it should be because of lying too long.

It took him a few seconds to sort out the situation and realized that this was a hospital ward.

Before losing consciousness, the pain of being cut off by Shengsheng disappeared.

He felt it slowly and found that his whole body was normal.As if never died once.

...The boiling sea of ​​fire, the girl in his arms, the cold kiss, the tearing pain, whizzed past my mind.

Lu Zhen was quiet for a moment.

Then suddenly began to laugh.

Laughing uncontrollably, shaking all over.

It's Chu Yin.

...She didn't let him die.

This is a miracle, which came by her own hands.

...

The news of Lu Zhen's recovery was more tightly covered than the news of severe injuries and paralysis.

After Elder Lu was ecstatic, he gave a stern seal. No one was allowed to tell Lu Zhen's situation, otherwise he would be dragged into the laboratory for anatomical observation.

With such a heavy rasp and damage to the whole body, he stood up intact.

Father Lu had experienced strong winds and waves in his life, but at this time he almost shed tears when he watched him.

"Grandpa, I'm fine." Lu Zhen handed the old man a tissue.

He did not think about other consequences, but Chu Yin's fate was tied to his own, and he would definitely choose the former without hesitation.

Elder Lu didn't dare to blame him at all. Lu Zhen was already blessed by the Bodhisattva when he got better.He has decided to allocate a large sum of money to invest in the construction of the temple, in return for God's kindness to the Lu family.

"Then since it's all right, don't stay in the unlucky place like the hospital. The conditions for going home are the same. Grandpa has made arrangements."

Lu Zhen smiled.

"No hurry, wait."

He still has very important things.

VIP ward late at night.

The corridor was very quiet, and everyone was emptied, as if waiting for someone to come.

In the early morning, the door was silently pushed open, and a slender figure wearing a large hood walked in.

Lu Zhen sat leaning on the head of the bed with a book on his lap.

He has re-care, his black hair is clean and supple, his cheeks are cold and white, and the tails of his eyes are dotted with brown red tears.He restrained himself coldly, like a quiet gentleman.Lu Zhen turned slightly to watch her approach, then threw the book aside.

Chu Yin pulled a chair over, sat down, took off his hood, and looked at him with his arms folded.

Lu Zhen lowered his eyes gently.

The two people's eyes crossed, like a silent confrontation.

After a lifetime of temptation and speculation, I finally understand...We are all the same.

"Chu Yin." Lu Zhen called her.

With a soft sound, after two lifetimes.

Chu Yin gently squeezed the corner of his clothes.

"Declare first," she said, "I saved you because the matter is not over, it's nothing else. Don't think too much."

Lu Zhen's gaze fell on her face without blinking, "Which way?"

He paused, and said: "I think, maybe it's all about the more."

Chu Yin: "...You are so shameless."

Lu Zhen laughed: "No more."

Life is picked back, what's more important about the face.

The most important thing in this life is the person in front of me.

only you.

Chu Yin turned his face aside.

The ward is very quiet, with only slight noises from the operation of medical equipment.

After a long time, Chu Yin turned his face back, suddenly feeling a little excited.

She endured it for too long.

"So you kept me by your side because Lu Linyuan wanted to take me down? But can't you tell me? You are still getting worse and worse, like crazy, doubting this, doubting that, I really want to kill you. Lu Zhen."

Lu Zhen was still smiling, but his eyes gradually became scarlet.

The one he loves accused him of his grievances, and these grievances were caused by him.

There is nothing more cruel than this.

"Do you know that you are really hateful? After so many things have happened, do you think you are strong? Or do you think I don't deserve to know? I only deserve to stay by your side? Lu Zhen, my fucking..."

There was obviously no wound on his back, but Lu Zhen still felt the pain of being torn.

He wanted to say, because I...

"Can't say it."

Lu Zhen was suddenly startled.

As soon as the words fell, Chu Yin seemed to be irritated, and suddenly stood up, trembling fingertips towards him, venting his two-life grievances regardless.

"Can't say it? You find it hard to tell? Are you nasty than Lu Linyuan, why can't you say it? Say you can die? Do you think this is like a qualified reason? Will I believe it after I've been wronged for so long? Lu Zhen , Did you fucking prevaricate me?!"

At the end, she was crying.

I always cared about it.

That night that year, when she saw Lu Zhen, she was...so happy.Even secretly regretted that he did not have makeup.After college, Lu Zhen always came to her, and then suddenly disappeared for a while. She suddenly appeared that day. She wanted to scold him and then asked him to eat ice.

But from that day on, for the next few years, they all got along day and night.

She never saw the young man she had touched again.

You can die.But who will pay her?

Lu Zhen's eyes were red, crawling with bloodshot eyes, and then hoarsely said: "Because of the rules of this world...I can't explain."

But now, he can say it.

Lu Zhen clearly realized something, and the hand hanging on the quilt began to tremble.

"My consciousness and...'personal settings' continue to merge, and when you can't control it, it will get out of control. And I...can't explain because this is the rule."

This world is a book, and Lu Zhen's personality is... he fell in love with Bai Yueguang at first sight, and he could not ask for it, blackening the imprisoned paranoid hero.According to the plot, he and Bai Yueguang are destined to be upset and sad, and the desolation ends.

But his self-consciousness awakened, and when he tried to resist the collision, the possessiveness, jealousy, and control desire in the character set exponentially increased, and the self in the body could only be suppressed.

Chu Yin rubbed his eyes, with a little nasal voice: "What about a lie? Then why can you explain it now?"

……Yes.why.

Lu Zhen laughed suddenly, his eyes slightly bent, and a drop of tears gently slid down the corner of his eyes.

Because the prohibition disappeared...

Lu Zhen understood the reason almost instantly, and he smiled so much that he wanted to cry.

He wanted to break away from the rules of the world by death.

But the "god" who escaped from the rules personally rewritten the story and gave him new life.

——So from then on, she became his rule.

Chu Yin took him and jumped out of that circle.

Lu Zhen suddenly held Chu Yin's hand and pulled it gently, and she fell on him unexpectedly.

"What are you doing?!"

Lu Zhen's hands trembled, holding her small face, and then kissing her forehead gently and religiously.

The suffering of a lifetime was redeemed by her personally.

From now on, you are my world.

"I won't lose control anymore," Lu Zhen hugged the person in his arms and kissed her on the cheek lightly, "It's just that... I still like you so crazy."