* Hidden confusion of the captain
My memories are flying by the way until I get back to my room.
Still, I was able to get home, perhaps because I would go back and forth every three days, from Orvée's place to my room, Lucien thought.
Next to the room is the office. I guess there were still people there. A door connected to the next door was knocked.
"Master Lucien, are you back?
"Oh. I'm resting now, you stay back, too"
Apparently he was in the next room, Eval calling. But if I can, I want to be alone.
"… I understand"
Is it because Lucien's voice was exhausted? Eval didn't hear anything in particular and pulled me back early.
Take a deep sigh and sit on the couch.
That's how I crush it.
"It was a necessary measure…"
If you are waiting to heal naturally, without knowing how much magic is missing, there is also the possibility that something might go wrong later.
But I don't think I can help it.
I spoke to Yura, who came to me feeling defenseless and lonely, unnecessarily.
"You could have done it with your hands."
It's about Lucien's own grandmother that I think about and remember why I did that.
When I was just a toddler, I was flabbergasted like that.
That's why I think when Yura missed me like a child, all she could remember was that kind of response...
When I picked her up in the first place, I thought I had to take care of her because her voice calling my grandmother caught my heart.
Since seeing her cry in love with her grandmother, the amount of sympathy increased.
Lucien also had a grandmother. My grandmother was the only one who protected me the whole time. I think that's why I recognized Yura as an empathetic opponent.
The Yura was so energetic that it was okay to leave the plain alone that she was also put to sleep with tea using special abilities.
Lucien also reflected somewhat on that one. I felt like talking about what my child had made without thinking about it.
On the other hand, Yura herself didn't seem to know what had happened.
Yura can strangely create a new flavor of tea and magic into it.
On the contrary, he said that the Spirit could see and understand the Word.
I think I should find a person who sees the Spirit just like me and be happy if it were supposed to be.
But... Lucien got anxious.
Because seeing the Spirit could mean that Lucien would give her a terrible sight.
That's killing spirits.
We can make it disappear, or even take its power and suffer.
I wonder if she hates Lucien when she sees it, when she is sure she can see the Spirit.
Or maybe overawe Lucien like a church person.
That's what I thought.
Spirit of confusion possessed by the Deputy Commander.
I really had to kill to create an item that would get rid of the Spirit of this.
Yura thought she would cry. Because he looked worried about the spirits who became fluffy and drunk.
At that time, I didn't want them to hate me. She says she's fine with it usually.
But there was only one alternative. If the Spirit hadn't spoken to this, he wouldn't have noticed.
But it's not going to be a difficult choice.
But she didn't even show how to get lost.
I'm surprised that I've made the decision that I can carry the burden.
... you just have to let me disappear. For Lucien, who has been told it's easiest because there are no more crumbs, it was very rare to say that much.
At the same time, Lucien is relieved.
I don't want to kill the Spirit with him. But there's just no other way.
At the same time, I thought Yura might be very strong.
Anyway, from Yura, it was decided to draw the magic of the Spirit.
After you take away your magic, you need to rest. So I moved to her room.
When I entered the room, I regretted what I had just said.
Though I thought and directed like the other knights, Yura is a woman. I was oblivious that I was going into that room.
Still, I can't even hesitate, more than I have work to do.
Step into Yura's room with a slightly sweet scent, pushing the tension away.
The restraint of the Spirit was done easily.
And when I drew my magic from Yura... Apparently, she was fully integrated with the Spirit, and she falls asleep drawn to the memory of the Spirit.
The magicians, too, were supposed to draw more out than they thought, and Lucien was a little bit more.
Her hair has not been shorter than planned.
Yet there was too much magic gathering in Lucien's hands. I gave it to you, went back to the appearance of the complete original plant.
The Spirit is made of magic. I also have memories as spirits because they merged, and I guess that's why they remained resilient.
Though my heart was extinguished, so I could not seem to return to the figure of the Spirit.
It is dangerous to keep Yura in the chair as she is, so carry her to the bedroom.
But when I held him up, I guess he wasn't completely out of his mind.
I woke up nagging. But things are not right.
Saying lonely, lonely, her feelings seem to have been pulled by the memory of the Spirit that she expressed when she drew out her magic.
I managed to get it back, trying to restore my magic to her while nagging her.
At first, I wondered if I should do it to be a spirit. But because her body belongs to a human, it doesn't work.
So what I remembered was what the Spirit taught Lucien in the past.
He said that people dissipate the magic in them from their hands and mouths, along with magic words.
That's why I said it.
But if you would, you could have tried it on your hands.
Yet I couldn't get my gaze off Yura's face.
Why did you say that to his forehead, whispering excuses?
Though I could safely transfer my magic, the smell of a tree smells thin from Yura's body as to whether that spiritual magic emerges on the surface.
I rushed away to the aroma that caught my heart. If you stay on your side for even a second, it's going to be a big deal. I'm glad Yura didn't recognize that, I thought.
Yura says she felt Lucien's feelings at the same time she gained magic.
So I feel just a little breathless to her smiling at me as relieved.
It was Yura who reassured Lucien first.
It gave Lucien, who had always had to kill the Spirit, perhaps for the first time, a way to get it done without killing the Spirit.
It was also used in the art of spiritual fusion, something that could not have been done without Yura.
Moreover, she had no idea whether it was dangerous or not.
I think that's why I said it. In a spirit of giving back.
"I will always protect you if you forget. Until you pick someone to protect you one day..."
After I say it, just a little bit of regret blurs the edge of my heart.
I don't know why that is.
When confronted with Yura, Lucien sometimes doesn't know how he feels.
I wanted to treat you like a lonely child, I thought that was all. But my actions betray it.
In the meantime, tomorrow, I just have to calm down to deal with normal, I thought.