The day after I finished reading my mother's diary.
I invited Lucas to my mother's grave for the first time.
Now that I have read the diary, I feel once again that I am an uncle with no blood ties, and I feel honestly complicated.But now that I know the truth about my mother, Lizzie insists that if we go to the grave together, there will be no one but Lucas.If she hadn't told me, I wouldn't have stepped on my uncle. [M]At that time, Lizzie didn't tell us that she would go after herself, and she was still in the carriage.
What kind of wind is it to want to go to the grave from you?
There are two tombs of my mother.
The mausoleum of the Brunsmeyer family and the cemetery of the Letgers for generations.
The mausoleum was with all the ancestors, so if it was an individual tomb, it would be the Letgers.
We were heading individually to the cemetery of House Retgar. [M]
Nearly a hundred tombs line the small hills.All of them were similar in shape, but Lucas did not hesitate to go to his mother's grave.
"Emilia is here."
Pointing at it, which feels new, my uncle gently narrows his eyes.
"That said, I don't have her body here."It must have been my father's concern for me.Even though it's tough, I'll show kindness where it matters most.I really don't like him. "
It seems that the Duke of Retgar has been told quite a bit too.
I won't deny my uncle's opinion either. [M]
It's a cemetery, a place with a nice view.
The wind blew through the hill and we were stroked silently for a while.
"Lizzie found my mother's diary."
Emilia's?
As he nodded, his uncle opened his eyes so wide that his eyeballs were about to pop.
"Where the hell...!"
"In the piano."
"In that place, all the time..."
Knowing that the treasure had been sleeping near him, his uncle revealed an unusual colour of agitation.He puts his hand on his forehead and seems confused about what to ask about his diary.
"It was all about my uncle."
”... that's it!”
What's that tone of voice? I heard it for the first time.
"At the end of the day, there was something like a letter to me."
"... I see. How could she?"
The letter from my mother to me was also the last page of the diary. [M]
I think that my apologies and worries that will come from now on account for most of the content.
I can't do anything to you because I'm going to die.Lucas will raise you strong and tough.Maybe that's how the Letgers grow up.You won't be able to experience what it's like to be a normal child.
Still, I believe that there will always be someone who can save you.Lucas, of course, but maybe the Retgar family, Lila, or someone I don't know will help you or save you.
Please resent me if I can only say this.Don't forgive me. If you don't even like it, you can forget about it.
I still hope that someday you will love and be loved by someone with all your heart.
"Wow, that's awesome..."
“How do you feel about that?”
"No, no, it's really messy." For her. "
I wonder what my uncle thinks of my mother.
"Well, as soon as I knew that, I was glad that Lizia married you."I guess Emilia wasn't expecting such a future. "
Yeah, yeah, I nodded alone, and it was nice to repeat that the figure was somewhere old.
This is what this person always does.
I'm always serious about being stubborn and lying.
"... didn't your uncle hate me?"
Why?
The face that I really don't know makes me buckle.
"I'm the son of the man who took Emilia from you, and without me,"
"Emilia didn't die?Maybe we could have lived a little longer.But that wasn't what she wanted.That's the part of me that's already solved.Even though you don't know how people feel, I hate to think too much about that kind of thing. "
If Lizzie were here, it would be a violent line.
If Lizzie were here, I'd be in a mess by now.
You know very well, don't you?
The sun tilts and the shadow stretches.
The wind carried the smell of dark grass, and the sky lasted forever, and the houses were small.
Suddenly I remembered my mother's dream.
"My mother's dream was also written in the diary.They say they work at the Royal Palace to save up money and buy a house with an atelier in the countryside. I'm sure..... "
The house was for Emilia and Lucas to live in.
It was a dream house for both of us to live happily ever after.
For some reason, my uncle replied kindly to me without words.
Unexpectedly, his sideways look at the distance was somewhat satisfying, while he looked lonely.
"Bernhard, it's time to call Lizia.I'll be waiting here. "
My uncle smiles when he doesn't tell me whether he is or not.
There was no reason to go against it, so I went down the hill a few steps to pick up Lizzy, as I was told, and looked back.
"Lucas"
He blinks at me with his rarely called name. [M]
"I'm not going to like my mother after all."But I admire you, and I'm a little unsure about you, but I'm also sincerely grateful.I think it was you who loved Emilia.I fell in love with Lizzie because you taught me that there is only one love in the world.... that's why, thank you. "
I was aware that I was saying things that weren't my own, but I'm glad I did.
Lucas grunted and laughed.
You're welcome.
It was an unusual and dazzling voice for him.
Bern!
There is a voice from down the hill.
Lizzie waved her hand wide to see if she was worried that she would never call.
I wave back to her and smile that I'm okay.
Even if we are here as a result of Emilia's mistake, I will smile that it is okay.