I Am Troubled That My Fiance Is a Villain

After two light knocks, a voice came right back telling me to get in.

I enter the room with a thick door with a waste of decoration. [M]

"What can I do for you?

He said he could have bothered to use his servant to tell him to come to the study after breakfast, but his father kept his gaze on the material at hand, not even raising his face from a desk a little too big.

By the way, I was never born to dine with my fathers outside of some kind of celebration.

"Find the right place out of this."

They give me a bunch that wasn't that thick that was at the top of the pile of paperwork, and I roll it all over. Characteristics of appearance, the composition of relatives and what status each was in were summarised in the name of the warrant. The years vary from six below to twenty-six above, but they are all aristocratic daughters who, in common, devour into the heart of the country.

I could see why my father called me in, and I couldn't help but notice a dry laugh. Of course, I don't really laugh or anything.

"This is..."

Pretend not to understand and ask what it means.

"Your new fiancée candidate."

My father still answered pale without raising his face.

"The Duke was going to give way to Katerina, but there is no next Duke but you than Katerina has officially decided to be Prince Edwin's fiancée"

Then give me something I wish I hadn't made Caterina my prince's fiancée.

I don't see anything really important to you, even though you're good at scavenging the country's money or collecting bribes.

This man does not doubt that his sister's favor is due to a cute love affair, nor does he know that his stepmother is almost brainwashed to educate her that you have been born to be the future queen. For better or worse, my honest sister herself believes that she wants to be queen because she likes princes, so the reality is still poor quality. The next aim of my stepmother, who placed my stunning sister in the fiancée of Prince Wang, was to kill me and welcome my own kin to his son, and to set him up in the next duke? Even such a thin plan is working so far, it makes me feel too crazy to laugh.

"But I have Lizia"

"That's because I wasn't willing to let you carry on the trail. Not now. I need you to get engaged for the better of the house. Look at the fold with Reetbelf's daughter and dissolve the engagement. She's a daughter who doesn't have the power of a home like that and doesn't look like one. It can be difficult."

Lizzie also seems to be badly told.

I lost my mind for a moment, but I pretended to think a lot with a face I didn't eat.

I have basically pretended to obey what my father says so far as not to be noticeable. My father must think of me as his husband. [M] You never dreamed of turning against yourself.

Nevertheless, I have trouble getting my engagement with Lizzie discarded. I've totally liked her since what happened at Thanksgiving.

It was predictable that my father would come out with his mouth about her, so there's no rush. He would shut up as soon as he poked at the words he had prepared and his weaknesses.

"I don't agree"

"What?"

My father looks up to me in a clear mood. It's a trick that everyone knows will look up if they stare at it with rugged blue eyes.

I have not lived in such a way as to be flattered by the intimidation of shiatsu, but flat out buying objection is not a good hand. It was a little rough, but I was freaked out by my father's sharp eyes. It stinks a lot.

"Our family was connected to the royal family by Katerina's engagement and now has the power to contend for one or two among the queens. Buy more jealousy from other houses. I hear in particular that the Chancellor, the Marquis of Freudenberg, was secretly aiming to become a relative of the royal family."

"Even I know that. That's why we need to join hands with other powerful houses."

"Is it? Other houses will fully understand that Lizzie and my engagement is not in our family's interest. Then wouldn't it be a good idea for Caterina to maintain her engagement until the moment she becomes the Crown Princess, and to identify and negotiate the most conditional house?"

"So you're trying to say it's premature to break up your engagement."

"Yes."

Another push?

"Marriage is at least six years away. No matter if you don't choose from this one, let's have a house that comes as close as it can get. Even the Marquis of Freudenberg by..."

Her father looked away with a slightly bitter look when she smiled and showed it with a face very similar to her dead real mother.

I don't know why, but my father seems to feel like a burden to my real mother. And that was also a weakness after Caterina for my father.

I showed him that he was a father who had been completely disenfranchised, but would still be dignified. I guess the heart is not calm, rounded up by my son who thought it was his own utterance.

Nothing. I don't care what this guy thinks of himself. I'd most appreciate it if you were as indifferent as you've ever been.

And the important thing is that Lizia was my fiancée for the time being, and I don't have to worry about being taken by other guys.

"You can back off now."

"Excuse me."

I leave the room feeling my father's sharp gaze on my back.

He's a real father, but he's not going to get along for the rest of his life. But if we put up with it for a few years, we're also going to lose face to face.

Thinking about it, my father's bitter face is also slightly blurred.

My father is sensitive to his own interests, so from now on, he's going to put a lot of effort into my personal security, and he's not going to talk about Lizzie for a while.

Is the problem with my stepmother?

Go through the hallway early enough and head to the back entrance.

I was wrong with Caterina on the way.

Unlike her, who is busy educating the newly added queen, the education she needs ends a long time ago, and she is much different from me, who no one cares if she's in the mansion or not.

My sister seemed to have sensed signs that I was about to go out and turned to protest silently. You're going to Lygia's anyway to see that face! Even I want to go! Did I just say that?

Nevertheless, I don't particularly care because there are stepmother's eyes in the mansion, so they don't complain directly. I just want Katerina to work hard to get a paragraph in Queen's education as soon as possible because Lizzie wants to see me too.

With that meaning firmly in my mind, I kept my support for Caterina.

At the back entrance, when you get into the carriage you were arranging, the interior of the car is dim because of a tightly closed curtain. When I close the door, it gets dark inside as if it was night.

I felt darker than I actually felt because of the rapid darkening, but as my eyes get used to it, I gradually see clearly the outline of the shadow sitting in front of my oblique.

Hit the wall and signal your man to send out the carriage.

I usually travel on single horses, but I went out of my way to arrange a carriage to meet him today. I had exchanged letters, but wouldn't it be a few years before I actually met him?

"Thank you for taking the time to come. Uncle."

The shadow moves and laughs.

He must have guessed something just because I called him uncle. [M]

"Looks like you changed your mind a lot."

The curtains shake and a strip of light illuminates my uncle's face. The same kind of grin that ate people came up and sank into the dark again.

"So, what can I do for you?

My uncle decided to cut him out to go straight into the room without the need for abdominal arts.

"I'm going to stop being king"

"Heh. That's too bad"

His uncle let him flatter his shoulders, unfortunately not at all. If I were to be really sorry, I would be my grandfather, not my uncle.

I didn't really want to be king myself.

Life with no purpose is just boring, and you can finally let the folks who don't care drink boiled water. Yes, my grandfather held me up, and I just nodded.

"I've got something I want more. I'm sorry about your grandfather and uncle."

"Is that something you can't get when you're king?

"Right."

"Can you tell me, if you like?

My uncle doesn't have a very good personality when he tries to make me say that I would have a good idea.

"Normal happiness and doing it made me want it."

"Normal happiness, huh?... that it is not a king, but on the side of Ligia Leitbelf?

Even if I can't see it, I can easily imagine my uncle making fun of Niyaniya, and I'm just a little sick of it.

"... I think so"

You think people like you want normal happiness?

The other self laughs. Shut up. Shut up.

Waiting for his uncle to react with a grumpy thought, he suddenly gave him a laugh that he could play.

"Right, right! I'm so glad I found you sooner than I thought!

To an unexpected welcome, I eat it for a moment. Sometimes I feel like I can't keep up with his thought circuit. What the hell do you say you're so happy about...

Speaking of which, if you let Lizzie tell you, it's hard to understand my thinking circuit either. Extra-cardiac.

"What?

"Did you forget? The only love!

Speaking of which, did you say that back in the day?

I finally realized that it looked that way from the side, relieved by the unfamiliar word love.

That day Lizzie was attacked at Thanksgiving.

When she shook my hand, trembling scared but dirty with blood, and cried at me thinking about the life I had lived, I felt I had been rewarded for doing something I had never been able to chest up, but desperately lived. I felt forgiven that you could live.

It was as if I looked out of the water where I had been diving for a long time and breathed in a lot of dizzy air.

Then Lizzie became a special girl to me.

I laugh at the crap and casually talk about the future, I find it fun to be with. Reach out and a warm hand will shake you back.

Even though she knew I was not worthy of such normal happiness, she gave them to me.

It seems really silly that at one time I was terrified that I would change or that she would hate me, and that I was trying to be scared to notice and get away with it.

When they just bring up a word like affection or something, they twist their necks wondering if it is.

Because I never even thought about love.

"Does Miss Lizia know what you've done?

I nodded that it was a good one, and my uncle said casually. But his eyes looked at this one seriously. No way, as if to say I didn't forget what I've done.

Something to forget.

It stains the back of the brain with white snow to revive the colour of frozen blood.

I fully understood that the act was never acceptable, and I chose to do so to live. I have no regrets. Instead, if I have to keep doing this, I will not hesitate to get my hands dirty.

The next thing that came to mind after that was Lizzie's prayer with her hands wrapped in my hand with blood.

I'm sure every time she finds out about the sins I've committed and what I've taken from her, she'll get hurt again and again.

I don't think I want to grieve her. On the other hand, I have myself to be glad she gets hurt for me. I suck. If I were a normal person, I'd be determined not to like it any time soon.

But she's not.

I'm sure Lizzie doesn't hate me until the end of the day, even though she shuts me up.

Essentially, she's not just me. She can't hate people. It is both kindness and her weakness. We're gonna stick it in there, so I'm the worst.

I open my mouth to self-loathing. [M]

"... I know. And forgive me, you scolded me. I just don't know how far she'll accept me yet. I'm trying not to be hated."

Lately, she has told me that I should not do anything against ethics or morality, so I intend to do so for her claims whenever I can. Why, it's a matter of life and death for me to hate her.

I'm just going to do anything if I have to, like I said, if I'm going to get attacked or harm her.

"It's superimposed.... By the way, you didn't call me to tell me you didn't want a throne, did you?

"Of course."

Finally, to the point.

It's doubtful if you can see it from the other person, but correct your residence.

"Even though the assassins from the queen stopped coming on the occasion of the side queen's pregnancy, it doesn't make any difference that I'm drawing royal blood. Soon there will be inheritance issues and I will be involved. My stepmother will come after my exclusion if there are gaps. [M] So I'm going to die once."

The hang-up was a word that I wish I could stop being a nobleman to Lizzie.

I returned that it would be difficult, but there's nothing I can't do if I want to. But that would force Lizzie, who has lived as an aristocratic daughter, to live inconvenient lives. That wasn't much of a whim.

I don't have the option of pulling myself back because it's already a condition in me that I can't just give up marrying her.

Is there any way to escape all kinds of troubles while remaining aristocratic?

The solution was out of the question. I immediately came up with it. He said we just had to stop Bernhardt, not nobility.

In other words, Bernhardt decided he was dead, and all he had to do was adopt a proper aristocrat and put him in the Leitbergh family for a son-in-law. Fortunately, I'm liked by Mr. and Mrs. Leetberg, and there's nothing I wouldn't be able to do if I told him what was going on and convinced him.

"But then there will be the question of the Duke's inheritance. My father wouldn't want that."

"Caterina will be forced to destroy her engagement to Prince Wang."

"Are you going to persuade me?

"You won't need that. Whether the son of the concubine is a man or a woman, the Venor family should always move. Wouldn't it be so hard to let Prince Edwin lose his legs if the Werners cut off the Queens than your grandfather keeps the heads of the Freudenbergs under control? Then my father would have Katerina destroy her engagement."

"Likely, but then it depends too much on Count Werner's way out. Sure enough, that house is full of ambition and I can count on it."

My uncle's narrative sounds fun for what he denies this opinion. Do you have any thoughts...

"The Count of Danitz has an astrologer of beauty with a view to the future"

Asked what he had heard, he shook his head to the side.

I don't believe in divination.

"I don't know it because I'm not very shabby."

Then don't ask.

"They also prophesied the birth of the concubine of everything, pinched in her ear, and she let her men dive in because it was interesting. Then came a report that now a certain Viscount's maid prophesied that she was the future queen. I don't believe in divination at all, but don't you feel any pleasant signs that it might cause a disturbance?

Fun or not, I suffer from understanding, but you mean my uncle and grandfather already had a new plan?

The recoil that came to try to attach cooperation somehow, or just a few weaknesses, strikes me. No, now you should be happy that he's on board regarding the story of me pretending to be dead to see how my uncle is doing.

Then while discussing some of the bases of the plan with my uncle, the carriage arrived at its destination.

"As far as I'm concerned, I really want you to do whatever you want, okay? If he were to die, instead of the king, he would not obtain the status of Duke either. You're going to throw away all the possibilities. Besides, just because Bernhardt's dead, you won't lose the fire powder that comes down on you yourself. Still, are you sure?

The carriage door opens and the dazzling light pushes over like a flood.

Dazzling and eye-catching, the Reetbelf Mansion is still slightly blurred.

It reminds me of Lizzie, who used to say this blur was good, and her mouth unwittingly looses.

I am not interested in status or honor from the beginning.

If there's any firepowder to come down on, you can just chop it off.

I'd rather choose a future for two people a little less liberal than a possible future for one.

Can I go back to being alone now? Will you come back?

Emotions similar to the two and the fighting spirit gush.

Yeah, I'm not gonna let Lizzie go anymore.

"Is that more important than the only love and do?

I said it was the first time in years that my uncle's face had been clearly visible, but it had not changed at all. I'm more of a decent dresser. Yeah, enough to feel rejuvenated.

While I was there, I felt exhilarated and said something disgusting.

My uncle laughed a moment at my response and then laughed a lot that he was my nephew. We're not connected to a drop of blood... Well, okay.

"I can't help but be told that much. I'll tell my father."

My uncle is the youngest of the men and brothers, but he's probably the most vocal person in the child. My uncle says to my grandfather, so my hopes will come true. I may have to work with my grandfather on some of his plans, but that's the one called Oiko.

Until a while ago, I wouldn't have thought of talking to my uncle.

But lately, I was able to honestly accept that my uncle cared about me as an uncle.

Maybe this is also because of Lizzie.

"Thank you"

When I conveyed my thanks as I stepped down, they returned the wink.

Obviously they're making fun of me.

Foreword withdrawn. This guy must think of me as an interesting free time.

When I asked the lady who welcomed me where Lizzie was, she told me she was in the courtyard.

To her that she's Lizzie's milk sisters, today is your chance to hug her because it's cold! I got some advice that I'm not sure about, but I'll flush it out properly.

I knew what I was going to do. My legs gradually got quicker and quicker, and I ran small, and I was running when I realized.

My heart hurries my legs if I want to see Lizzie soon.

When I went out into the corridor, my sight opened at once. Against the backdrop of the beautifully mowed grass, I can see the white objects that hadn't come down earlier.

Lizzie was looking up at the snow for the first time this year with her thin clothes on. A white breath arises from the half-opened mouth and is misty in the cold air.

"Lizzie!"

Lizzie laughed at the weather when she noticed me.

My nose is turning bright red because it's something I don't deserve on a snowy day. I think you're an idiot, but around I think that's Lizzie's cute spot, I'm probably pretty stupid, too.

I don't really know what love is. [M]

But if the day comes to become aware of them, I'm sure the other person is her.

Well, I don't care about that now.

In the meantime, I ran straight to her to take advantage of someone's advice and hug her.