I Became the First Prince
277. 76. Idrian Leonberger (4)
The fire slowly swells away, and within days it is completely shattered.
It was then that the prince who was standing and looking at the fire collapsed.
“Your Majesty!"
Adelia Bavarian receives a body that collapses white and tired.
Arwen Kirgayen quickly looked at the details of the prince.
The prince did not flutter with his eyes closed.
“Let's go inside! ”
At that time, Adelia Bavaria, who hugged the prince and wept in awe, stood up and headed toward the place.
“Dear Peha, tell me this, and you are right, no. I'll bring the fisherman myself! ”
Kars Ulrich hurriedly left the royal womb.
In the meantime, the knights of the prince who arrived at the residence were white and bored to the right.
“Fair enough! Fair enough! ”
The elongated knights shouted sharply.
“Ugh.”
Adelia Bavaria holds the prince and shed a tear.
Arwen Kirgayen watches everything with a stiff face.
A prince lying on a pale, dull bed, shouting and feeling the knights.
A nightmare came to her mind.
I put a sword in my chest, the face of a white smiling prince, a slowly tilting body, and a cold-rolled carcass. The knights who cried. They couldn't even get close and were dumb enough to see him.
Suddenly, Ping's head twirled.
My hands and feet began to tremble less.
Heart tightened.
It was hard to breathe.
“Whoo. Whoo."
She hides it and robs it of the nightmares of the day.
But no matter how much I tried, the horrible imagination didn't go away.
Reached out.
I took the prince's hand.
I've been reborn countless times.
The cold left in my hand is just the wind.
Khhhh.
I felt the power in my hands without even knowing it.
Flawless.
Surprised, she releases the power in her hand.
And he shook his hand again, being careful.
Bang!
The door was drastically opened.
Carrying a fisherman beyond the open door appeared court knight Carls Ulrich.
The face of the fisherman was hardened from the back of the court knight.
It seemed like an ominous imagination in the atmosphere of the unimaginable knights.
“What are you doing! Quickly, without looking at you! ”
I stood in the bed of a dancer, puzzled by the cries of the knights.
Light flocks gathered at the fingertips of the fisherman.
The cries of the knights who were wiping without rest were so frequent.
As the knights watched with a firm face, they reached out and stabbed the prince's body.
"Well..."
I raised my head as I looked at the prince's body.
“I..."
“Your Majesty! What about you? ”
“What's wrong with you? ”
“Oh, my lord, are you all right? ”
When he tried to open his mouth, the knights spilled their words.
“All right, all right, take it easy. ”
Such intentions gently tiled them.
But the knights were not ashamed to calm down.
"You just exhausted your mind so much that you just fell asleep for a moment! ”
I yelled at her with great fidelity and concern.
“Thank goodness, thank goodness. ”
Kars Ulrich, who closed his eyes, said the same thing several times and was relieved.
“Your Majesty...! Your Majesty...!”
Adelia Bavaria, who was feeling dizzy, started crying out loud.
“Ahhh..."
Arwen Kirgayen then hits the whale and presses her eyes with both hands.
My heart aches more and more as if I had a knife.
The arrogant thought that came to mind vanished like a lie.
My head is empty.
All I had left was the idea that I was just lucky.
When a sense of relief came to me, I felt strong and fell in love.
My eyes were damp.
I wiped the snowflake with dry water.
I opened my eyes.
I looked around.
Luckily, no one was looking at her.
Once again, he took a deep breath stealing his face.
Soon after she became as blunt as usual, she took off her mouth.
“Are you all right, then? ”
The fisherman looks at her and nods.
“I just fell asleep, so there's nothing to worry about."
She sighs of relief once again.
Bang!
Immediately, the door opens and a tired, white man enters.
“Your Majesty! ”
It was Vincent Ballerhard.
“You were married for a while, but nothing more. ”
“There's nothing else, but why would someone fall! Take another look at His Majesty! ”
I never dared to refute the smell of Sussex Furan, but I looked at the prince's body once again.
“No more. ”
“Thank you. Thank you. ”
Vincent Baleard sighs of relief, then pours out his gratitude to those who do not know who he is doing it in the air.
“I can't believe he fell! What the hell happened! ”
The King appeared with the court knights beyond the door that had not been closed.
“You're asleep now. After a little rest, you'll wake up magnificently, so don't be too stubborn. ”
“But why does a healthy child lose consciousness and get mixed up? ”
The same reaction as Vincent Baleard, the fisherman sighed and then gathered the light again at his fingertips.
“I can check a few times. He just fell asleep. ”
“Ah, thank goodness. Thank goodness.”
A relieved king repeated the words a few times and thankfully.
“Your Majesty has fallen! ”
At that time an old marquis entered.
“What the hell is going on! ”
The statue appeared one step late, opening the door.
“Brother! Brother! ”
When I heard the news, the two princes ran white and bored.
“Your Majesty is fine. ”
Each time, he had to prove the prince's innocence so that his mouth would dry up and all the energy in his body would be exhausted.
* * *
“What the hell happened to this kid? He's out of his mind and he's in a state of confusion. ”
In response to the King's question, court knight Carls Ulrich stepped forward.
He then set fire to the smokestacks and explained in detail the process to burn the sculptures he had made in the past month.
“He seemed to be mourning and reverent, as if he were burying a close friend. ”
In fact, the King closed his eyes in Karls Ulrich's words that he also said goodbye to someone.
Then he opened his eyes and exclaimed.
“The boy is ignorant. I don't even know what's in me and how to untie the tangles in me. As far as swords and wars were concerned, the child who was so cruel was ignorant and ignorant of myself. ”
The king's face was filled with guilt.
“This is because I was isolated at an age when I needed humility as a child and lost the opportunity to learn about people. I didn't know anyone, so I didn't even know about myself. ”
The king continued to say that everything was his responsibility.
“That child fought the battlefield for seven years. In the meantime, how many deaths do you see? How few deaths do you need to remember? A child who didn't even know how to unravel my insides held death in his heart. He probably didn't know. Even my insides are starving and rotting. If I had known, I would not have found the dead in nightmares every day. ”
In the words of the king, knights, except Adelia Bavaria, opened their eyes.
"What does that mean..."
“I didn't know. No matter how much you say, it's not like you're sleeping in one room with this kid, but it's obvious you don't. ”
The king told me what he saw the night the queen died, the day the prince became ill.
“Ah, Lord Adelia. Is your word true? ”
Adelia Bavaria burst into tears again, answering Vincent Ballerhard's question.
“Actually, Your Majesty...”
Through her mouth the knights found out.
In the meantime, I wonder what nightmares the prince has had every night.
“Wow, it's gotten worse since the Queen was drawn, so there are no days when you don't groan. ”
The knights closed their eyes.
“I couldn't even make a proper remembrance and mourning, so I lost it. He suffered from groaning and groaning all night, even though he didn't know it. When I woke up, I held the sword again, and my heart was rotten. ”
When they heard the circumstances of the prince, who had suffered so much alone, the king was silent again.
He said, "The boy has now evacuated those who have left. How can he not be allowed to do so, for he has taken seven years at a time? How could you have consumed so much of your mind by turning it on and forcibly removing the depressed emotions and burning them in the fire? ”
The king declared.
I believe that what the prince has carved in the past month is not a piece of wood, but part of my mind, and that what he burned in the fire today is not a statue, but my heart.
“Did you say goodbye with a bright smile? I would have. I didn't learn to cry, so I wouldn't have even shed a tear. ”
The king stopped talking.
Then suddenly, he bowed his head to the knights.
“Lungs, Your Majesty. ”
“Why are you bowing your head! ”
The knights shouted aloud.
But the king did not raise his head.
I just asked.
“Lead and help this child to live a life he did not know because he had been ripped and cut open. ”
You are the only ones who can comfort the emptiness of the prince.
The king faces the knights one by one.
“It is not just the sword that I have dedicated to you, but I will do it for you with all my heart. ”
“Some people pretend they don't know their bloody brothers. What else can I tell you? ”
“There are no niggers to lead in front of, but there are bright eyes and strong legs, so I just look behind and chase them. ”
Eye-catching Arwen KirGayen, Vincent Ballhardt, and Kars Ulrich each answered solemnly, amicably, or resolutely.
Adelia Bavaria said nothing. I only shed tears without tears, holding the prince's hand.
But just because she didn't answer, there was no one who didn't know her calmness to take care of the prince night and day.
The king looked at the prince with a calm face.
“Good dreams, please. ”
* *
I had a dream.
I was a little boy in a dream.
There are no extraordinary corners, no accidents, but an ordinary child who can be seen everywhere.
Unfortunately, however, the child was a person who should not be ordinary.
The world has forced ordinary people to become sinful and extraordinary, and people have always demanded something beyond their ability.
The child tried, but the fruits people wished for him were always at a height beyond his reach.
I tried, though.
And it shrunk.
“This country, founded by ancestors with blood and sweat, is in danger of windmill equalization. You will have to try harder with all your heart. ”
I need a warm word. The only thing that came out of my father's mouth that I found was rebuke, not consolation.
“Ian, I'm sorry. My mother is busy right now, so I'll talk to you later. ”
The mother, who found loneliness in her daily bread, said, "Let us always pray for the latter."
Everywhere in the world, there was no place for a child to rest, and there was not a single child among the many and many.
Then it blew up.
“Yes, why are you! ”
My father was furious with fire.
The child, who did not know the English language, was just terrified and waited for his father's anger to sink.
But my father's anger did not subside after a while.
“You don't deserve to lead this country! ”
In front of the fury that was rising every day, the child was driven and stood at the end of the thunder.
“Ian.”
My mother came to me late and reached out her hand, but the frightened child ran away without even intending to hold her hand.
The place that ran away and reached the end of the run was somewhere in the shadows.
“Your Majesty. He's a difficult man to save, and this one makes the world a flower field. The hardships of the world and the clouds disappear far away."
The child was so swamped that he could not sow his cunning whispers.
And I put my hands on something I shouldn't touch.
I was intoxicated by something and endured the day in a blurred spirit.
“It's not your fault. The wrong thing is the world. ”
I endured every day with an evil whisper that comes in the midst of a nightmare.
In the meantime, more contempt and ridicule began to fill the child's world than ever before.
It was then that a loner who didn't even remember his face came.
“The Beast cannot be king of man. ”
When he saw a child drunken and bruised on something, he left the palace angry like a fire.
After he left, the king also took dozens of spherical heads on the plains outside.
It was the head of a herd that provided the only comfort for the child.
“That's it, that's it. Earl Balahard once again announced that he would cut off his hands and feet and open his eyes and turn them into crow food. ”
I wandered the back alley looking for a new pack, but I couldn't get what I wanted.
Only the wrong poison came into my hands.
The child sent poison to the north with hatred and resentment.
The confusion that dominated the child's mind went on over time.
And in front of the facing reality, the child grabbed the sauce.
Hate, contempt, contempt, anger.
That's what a child can do in the face of evil like suffocation.
“How dare you look at me like that! ”
It was just yelling, wiggling my hands and treating me equally maliciously.
So I curled up like a wounded beast and hid my weakness and turned away from fear.
But I already knew.
You know that you are greatly mistaken.
The frightened shout became a habit of defeating the ruthless, and the hand that screamed to hide weakness and fear became violence against the weak.
By the time he realized it, he was unfortunately too far away.
You can go back, irreversibly.
“Do you want to turn everything around now? ”
Then the Empire ambassador came to me and teased me with a cunning mouth.
“Get the Dragon Slayer. ”
The child did not turn away from saying that everything would go back to its original form if only the King of the Founding Fathers' autopsy were obtained.
And finally, I took the royal sword.
I think I can get everything back now. I think I can make things right with the past.
That's what he believed and that's how he died.
He walks through the endless void of death and is consumed by darkness.
All that remains is the thought that is imprinted before we forget our existence.
[I didn't want to live like this.]
Repentance and despair.
[I want to live. But I don't want to live.]
Foolishness and fear.
[You're better than me.]
Timing and chanting.
[If I were you.]
Jealous.
[If you were me.]
Desire.
[If you can't.]
Determination.
[Through you.]
Hope.
[I'll live in the world.]
Expectations.
[Please.]
Eagerness.
[Idrian Leonberger.]
Thoughts were overflowing.
[Live well.]
I finally went back to nothing.
Another thought blossomed there.
[You have chosen one from the past and present, at the end of that ambiguous boundary.]
A greeting from a magician who sacrificed the source of my life for me at the last moment.
[Even the long and deep dream is over.]
[There's not enough, there's a lot to learn, there's a lot to take back, but you can do well.]
It's nice to hear a voice full of love and concern, just like it was before life.
[It can be confusing.]
I wanted her words to be long.
[But think easy.]
[I was just reborn.]
But, sadly, Ophelia's notion quickly faded.
[Happy Birthday. Ian.]
And finally, when her voice was no longer heard.
Lightning.
I woke up from a dream.
Heh heh.
I heard something splitting into my ears.
And at that moment,
Pot.
A light burst from my body.
Left chest, where the heart is.