I Came Back but the World is Still a Fantasy!?

Nakamura Sinyichi was as severely depressed as his squire had acclaimed.

I already know that worrying, regretting, it doesn't make sense.

No matter what you worry about, it doesn't change what you have to do, and no matter how you regret it, you can't change the past.

That's why it's good enough to split it up and just look ahead.

Dexterity or bright positivity on the bottom line equals nothing for this boy.

I can't help it. He is therefore depressed. I just have to be depressed.

………

Still not staying in one place is at least resistance?

Or out of fear that if you stop on your feet, you're going to really stop.

Walk aimlessly for a city that doesn't even know its name without even knowing it very well.

Sadness. Regret. Anxiety. Helplessness. Though he's trapped in various backward thoughts.

Only footprints are not lost, and bumping into each other in quite a crowd.

As if I knew where I was going, I was walking.

Is it just that there are few signs of people nearby because their surroundings feel the shade inside them?

I can hear some strange hustle and bustle, but I don't even get on with consciousness whether that's what the whole city is about.

Or your body is heavy somewhere so dragged by your mood that you don't care about something like that.

He also finds himself sick of the shady air he brews.

─ ─ ─ ─ ─

How long have you been in such a state?

Where we go and where we intend to go.

Even if you know they're completely out of consciousness and dangerous if you think calmly.

I leave it unconscious and in my head I think the same thing all the time and worry the same way.

How did this happen? What should I have done? What do I do now?

I can't conclude. There is no novel solution. It doesn't change what you do.

Even if waiting there is a confrontation with a friend or looking directly at the harm done by the friend.

Maybe that's why I can't do it if I'm not depressed.

"─ ─ Ru! Hey, hey!

Strange things happened.

I had unconsciously decided on my own. The other end turned to a fudge. Changed.

I feel like I'm being dragged. Is it called somewhere?

Have you been drawn to some factor? It is also common.

It's too stupid a rationale that at times like this, you can only stick your neck in a case.

By focusing on other things, you switch consciousness, which is normal.

It takes a pretty nasty case for this boy to do it.

I was stopped from trying for that reason, I was helped for that reason.

Oh, what an annoying story that would be.

"Huh!?!

It was when he thought about that.

Consciousness clears up with the shock of being beaten with something.

Were you made or did your body decide that you had to?

Either way, there was a sight there that I hadn't made predictable for him.

"Hey, somebody bring me a towel or something!

"Oh, okay!

A longitudinal space lined with a number of benches. A small altar placed in the deepest part.

A large cross and just a small piece of stained glass raised on the wall.

The portrayed smile of the Virgin Mary watches where cleanliness and cleanliness are combined (air).

The boy was standing at the entrance just in position to see the whole thing.

"Church, Church?

Its chapel, to be precise, but was almost equals in the boy.

Because after that incident, if I had no business, I wouldn't have intentionally stopped by more than anywhere else.

It was a tremendous shock to him to be in church when he realized it.

"What else does it look like?

And a woman's voice reaches from up close as if to strike that gap.

The voice itself is a beautiful thing playing a clear tone, but the emotions are frightening.

Sinichi sees a woman who was as follows from her own arm who was grabbed for some reason.

It looks like it's in its early twenties and is about one head taller than Sinichi.

The garment is trouser style with feathers woven in a casual jacket.

Hair color hidden in a deeply worn hat is representative of that race or pink.

It is brown with an exotic color fragrance that is completely different from the skin tone and sunburn.

Look at this one in the frigid. The look with emerald eyes is natural makeup.

but with a general sensibility, it is a substitute for everyone to rate as beautiful

The beauty they combine and enhance is eye-catching enough.

In particular, Sinichi's primary assessment is:

"There's nothing strange about it, except that it's indoors and I'm giving you an umbrella (...)"

Is there a faint or dull sensibility about the ugliness of the appearance, for better or worse, around being?

If some maid says so, it's just a low priority to be aware of.

It is a troublesome story for his predisposed women.

I know, because that's why.

He judged it instantly though, which is why he was in confusion.

Then at this time Sinichi is so stunned that she wonders if her heart will pop out.

As a habit I had myself stained, it wasn't on my face at all.

Its chest is not calm. Anyway, she's grabbing his arm.

You might think that's something, but if you add this word,

You'll see the anomaly.

─ ─ I didn't realize that fact until this moment.

No matter how undeniable your mental state was, your body touched you.

It's impossible not to notice. It's also the circumstance that brought me here.

It's obvious that she was not only touched, but also her arm.

It means he was pulled. It was supposed to be an extra unlikely event.

"... who are you?

Then there was a voice that I really didn't know and didn't know and didn't have the temperature.

I mean, I feel like I saw it somewhere, but I was upset inside, and he took it.

I couldn't even remember. The rejective voice color that came out in that.

I know it's not a good attitude to meet a woman, but unfortunately...

Unstained Sin Yichi could hide the upset, but his vigilance was rounded out.

And the fact that they were grabbing my arm without realizing it.

Otherwise I wouldn't have even tried to speak up in this situation. So if,

If there's either childhood tame here: 'The people-friendly has deteriorated in an aggressive direction!

And I'm about to laugh or laugh. Or are you both surprised when you speak up?

"Behold, this me! I don't know!?

It's just that the woman showed more surprise in his inquiry than any more.

Sin Yichi puts his face to strange discomfort just to find out that it is a genuine reaction.

But even though I thought the reaction was strange, the back of my chest was deliberate.

Instinct feels hostile to the senses. An unexplained experience complains that this is an enemy.

What's stupid, I can't be more alert than I need to be, even though I'm overwhelmed inside.

…………

"Hey, what's the approximate eye!

against him, who was staring sharply at him unknowingly, as she stood

When I look back, I stare back from the front. Speaking of spark scattered gaze clashes.

I don't think you're willing to break the stare on either one of them.

It was an atmosphere that could have been a thousand days old if it had been bad. but.

"Look, sister, you're staring at me with a man!

"Really."

He said, "He's a snitch!

"Wow, my sister brought the otocho!

"Hey, Sister, are you going to Keckon?

"But it's a fuzzy one, isn't it?

From some unexpected direction, unexpected words were thrown in unison for a sudden end.

Unlike Sin Yichi, who turned his gaze to the voice without knowing very well, obviously “Shit.”

a woman who turned around with her arms apart in the face that I don't care what you two look at up ahead. Five or six.

A group of so many boys and girls were pulling the hand of an elderly woman dressed as a nun.

"Oh really, is spring finally here?

The nun showed her willingness to bless by loosening her wrinkled face frankly.

Not from Asian descent, but from Europe and America.

He had a calm expression that made him think, but his blue eyes were laughing a lot.

"Sister! You know what I'm saying!

I guess it's selfish. She's only angry, but that attitude, along with her anxiety,

I see the trust that the person doesn't feel uncomfortable to the extent. In fact, the nuns...

I groaned to say I was sorry with a laugh and urged the girl nearby to do something.

He came running over with Tokotoko, and he said that the child's footsteps were meant for him.

I noticed Sinichi was giving in more than half reflexively. And two women.

A voice and gaze poured out like he was impressed, but he pretends he didn't notice.

Because they have too high a sense of sight or consciousness from others,

It was a through skill that I naturally remembered not to react.

"Yes, brother towel!

That's how you're so energetic when you deliberately focus only on the girl in front of you.

I was offered a towel as I said with a smile on my face. It's just a size to look at.

large, and its fluffy hairs are not for hand or sweat wiping

It's like giving it to a bathing human, that is, only a bath towel.

It was an unpleasant substitute.

"Uh, why?

He tilted his neck as he received, but his vision shows droplets falling.

"No."

I got a towel saying you're such an idiot. If you look closely at both hands, you'll get a long wet sleeve.

It was sticking to my arm. If you look around, it's the same as anywhere else in the body.

I could see it right away. I mean, your whole body is soaking wet. So illusory that I even fell into the ocean.

"... ho ho?

Why? He doesn't put it on his face, either, in unexpected conditions, but it's slightly confusing.

I seriously wondered when I had even swimmed the ocean.

Though it itself represented his confusion.

"If you walk without an umbrella in this rain, it will be."

A woman who closed her own umbrella while turning to her scowling voice there again.

But from Sin Yichi's point of view, the statement was a staggering story.

"Rain? When the hell did it come down?

"Huh?

Something incredible, or even pathetic. After being seen with the kind of eyes you see.

She shuts up and points at the window. I honestly looked there. How about Sin-ichi no longer?

I cease to admire the sight of rain being pounded on the condition of whether I should look at it wrong.

It was raining heavily in its current form.

"………… when"

"When, about two hours after twelve o'clock, have you been?

"... reasonably, I've been stifling, chirping and disgusting..."

I made him snort so hard just to convince me that he'd let a woman and a Sister snort at him.

I was out of line through it, but the kids seemed to have different feelings.

"Are you stupid to be here?

"Haha, that's stupid!

"You can't, can you, you idiot? You're hitting on me..."

"Barcoverka, kihaha!

Honestly told, they were brutal pronouncements of foolishness coming from the innocence of children.

"Come on, you guys!

He stood up just blocking a woman from trying to lust him.

I don't know what to do - I'm not sure who I am either - but I'll say a word out loud, pointing somewhere.

"Yes, you're right!

"What?"

"Hide what! This brother is so stupid!!

of, uh, self-echoing continually pointing those fingers pointlessly at heaven.

I told him that face was backwards about the content of the words. I was satisfied with all of them.

Plus the end of bragging about how you feel with your hands on your hips.

"Pup, pup!

"I'm going for it!

"Haha, heh!

Unlike the adults whose eyes were dotted, the children said words that were not too thumpy and

Big laugh if the pose is ugly. Repeat similar words just now, literally.

Some kids made fools of themselves, but that had turned into something with some positive connotation.

"Kuck, and whoever bathed this stupid brother in water droplets is just as

You're going to be stupid! Ahaha, kids, eat it!

"Wow, run - you're going to be stupid!

"No, Ka!

"Hehe, who eats!

And when you stick out your voice about what hero show villain you are, you get the kids.

I chased him out. Some kids are screaming, but that sounds like fun.

He was amused to hang out with his rapidly begun droplet flying idiot brother Phantom.

"Oh, well, hey... that doesn't seem like a bad thing"

Sister with a blink of an eye at the sudden expansion, but quickly spills a grin.

Although the profound words whined in the second half did not reach anyone's ears, whether happy or unhappy.

On the other hand, can't a woman who was distracted be so ambitious because she is young?

I grip the towel she was getting too, shaking her temples.

"Oh, you guys, no! In the chapel, be quiet, don't!!

And I shook it wide, and threw it.

"Heh!?

"Wow, your sister's pretty! Seriously, run!!

"Kah!!

A voice scattering spider children?

This one screamed seriously scared. The children fled the chapel.

Except for Shin-ichi, whose thrown towel hit him directly in the face.

"... stupid... couldn't react, did you?

In his face hidden in a towel, he was kidding until a moment ago. Unbelievably, he

I was stunned by that fact. I was completely conscious of everything else, and it was raining.

It's not the same reason I didn't realize that I had been made wet. Nothing special.

She shouldn't have, but somehow she couldn't handle the towel she was thrown at.

It was an unlikely event in his experience combined with being grabbed by an arm.

If you lose your mind, you're weaker than anyone. You don't react to the person you've touched, etc.

I couldn't even turn my consciousness to objects flying towards me, etc.

"And how dare you..."

Is it that surprise or is it the same cause as those two?

Sin Yichi also reacted late to her as she approached him on a big strand walk.

Unlike someone else's experience, his own instinctive fear is evoked.

Even if I don't know the reason, this woman slips through her consciousness and comes close.

That means she can easily kill Shin-ichi when it comes to extremes.

If she had the murder weapon when they grabbed her arm.

If it was the bomb that was thrown.

He's also aware that it's a painful paranoia, but he's being targeted both on the surface and behind it.

It was also a cowardice that could be taken for granted. Although in his case he is born.

"─ Wipe your body properly! I don't even know if you have a cold!

"Whoa, whoa, whoa!?

Especially not even that fright has been able to react properly to her.

Wiped to shake and stir his head with a towel without any resistance.

But it's a familiar gesture, except it's a slightly abusive behavior

Truth I was wiping his head tight that was becoming a dripping man of rain.

Oddly enough, somewhere, to treat him like he was reminiscent of the sight of his childhood bath.

Fear could calm me down thanks to a strange sense of relief.

"Hmm, this isn't something I can handle to the point where I wiped it."

Especially though it is a story close to water to the burning stone even if only wiping the head of a wet man all over his body.

"It's just clothes I'm thirsty for being a 'hairdryer' of skills...

Hey, Sister, can I have this kid bathed?

"Fine, because you can use the washing machine.

Although it doesn't instantly wash and dry like the latest equipment "

"Enough, thank you, Sister...... So, you do too, don't you?

"Uh... oh, thank you for your help"

Why did this happen? to a development that has been decided with no room to pinch opinions

Though he thinks so, he honestly bows his head because of the fact that it puts a lot of effort into it.

Especially when he says, "Do you want to come in with me? Something like that didn't even come to his mind.

It was a story that no one in this room could understand, such as the fact that it showed bad health.

"I'm not convinced of anything."

"Heh heh heh heh heh heh heh"

It is the young woman who is dissatisfied with the sight in front of her.

It was a truly adult Sister who embarrassed herself with the inclusion of a grin.

They were sitting on their back on the floor pinching each other against a small desk for young children.

The sisters have cushions, but the young women stay put.

That said, it's not about the treatment otherwise that she's grumpy.

This is the usual thing, or more importantly, the Sister is decent.

She even has a desire to sit back or rest in the back in a chair she did.

But I don't know if outsiders are the only ones watching the kids.

"Even when!

"Five Blade Finish!"

"Guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

"It's too much!

That's why they're watching kids playing around in spaces like halls.

Precisely everyone told me about a boy who was being molested like a toy.

"Mmmm..."

A look that seems to be swinging by the kids and is transparent to them that they are enjoying.

Above all, the kids themselves find themselves happy with the advent of new players.

It just leaks roaring. I don't like it.

"Ugh, I wonder if it would be useful to see you like that."

"Sister, that again..."

"'Cause we can't all see Monica's (...) mumbling face, can we?

You're usually a cool singing princess, and if Sister makes a tea,

As for its singing princess Monica, she has a frown root but just has to shut up.

I don't feel like I can win with my mouth on her opponent, who's been taking care of me for years.

"Yes, it's just Sister..."

"Hehe, I wonder how long that's been going on too... is that really not who he's dealing with?

So this is it if you admit that you are honestly so while not accepting it.

Like a mother trying to stick her neck in her daughter's romantic circumstances with a good vibe.

monica unwilling to deny in terms of parental substitution, but since he was bathing

As for her, who has been shaken up on this topic for a long time, I make it easy.

"So no.

I've said it many times, but I've never seen her before... maybe. "

"Maybe?"

"I just realized that I remember hearing only my voice somewhere..."

But I can't remember.

That said, Sister surprised me that it was unusual, and she thought so herself.

I was confident in discerning and remembering sounds, whether it was a work pattern or a native one, but something happened.

I can't catch my memory pinning like it took. But that's...

They just inspired Sister's prank.

"It's dramatic to meet someone in the rain who only knows their voice.

Grandma, I'm thrilled you're not old enough. Wow. "

"Sister! Because he's not such a rude guy!

"Yeah, I didn't feel like that earlier?

And then there's the proper bathing time, not so much as a long bath, not so much as a sea urchin.

spent and came out, he showed shortly after coming here that the vigilance went too rude

As the attitude was a lie, I politely expressed that apology and the gratitude for protecting me.

─ ─ Thank you for being so generous to strangers

─ ─ This thank you must come someday

- And I'm sorry for being rude to you.

He didn't even have an umbrella in the dust, the one who protected me from the suspicious.

It was not an attitude to. I apologize deeply and thank you for your concern

─ Uh, oh, yeah, sticky.

If they come out here, I'm gonna try to complain about one of them.

I thought Monica would be totally jerked off nose instead of being shredded too.

If this gratitude and apology had a slight acting odor, I'd have given it to him.

From her eyes it was serious and serious. Even tear it up.

The more she can't, the more she can't say anything. Sister's in that condition.

I was just laughing funny. And after that, I tried to get him home right away.

The children who came back caught them and they are in this state. Thanks to you, we introduced ourselves to each other.

It remained elusive.

"'Cause that's why I don't care about him, we're all more than that!

I miss this one over there even though I'm here because of it, Ugh!

"Do you regret being taken?

"What, what, what. Are toys and brothers good for new ones after all?

"Hehe, don't be obstinate... and I think that's because he's too good"

"Ugh."

Roaring is undeniable in that regard. I'm angry because I can't.

From earlier on he has been very active from his deceptive father role to his exorcised Phantom role.

The boy gave her the first sharp glance, with soft eyes.

Successfully attacked children, even by staff accustomed to looking around

On top of being bulky, they also lure kids who are difficult to get into those rings.

So I spoke to one kid who likes to play. All I have to do is watch.

For kids who try to get out of the hall on their own again, or who go into violent behavior.

He had a tone that he didn't deny without a headache while paying close attention.

I don't care what you think. He's like he's just a late teenager.

Illusion that you are a veteran childcare worker.

"... could you keep working here?

She is not even roaring at Sister, who groans with a genuine voice.

I couldn't complain about his response by being the so-called graduate girlfriend here.

And as far as I know the officials mourn that we're constantly understaffed.

There's no way I can come up with a dissent or anything.

"After all, it's still tough?

"I have some foot-length sister, so it's less about money.

We don't have enough people... and it's good for old people to have more kids. "

"In all times, the number of parents who are not Rokuro will not decrease."

This place was determined by some circumstance to have no parents or not to be raised in paternity.

It was a child care facility where the children gathered. Because she's from here herself.

There is animosity in the root part of something called irresponsible parents. At an age you can call me an adult.

that you can't forgive it in the emotional part, even if you don't think you have any choice since

Strong will. That's why Sister, the parent of substantial upbringing, is struggling

If so, it was superfluous.

"It hurts my ears as one of my parents, not so much."

"Oh, be, I didn't say anything about Sister!

Shit, when I thought about it, the words were already out of my mouth.

Sister just laughs because she knows, but that's where it is.

Is it the illusion of guilt caused by silence that seems to be a sad thing?

- I abandoned my real daughter.

She said she became a nun after a rather different special process than usual.

After that, I became the head of the church and the facility here, including the original concurrent duties.

Both are unlikely personnel, and there's some circumstance going on in this place.

She doesn't even know the details of what she said before that she was pushed in.

It's just that I seem to have "received it comfortably because it's convenient" to be here.

He said he didn't regret the dust, but in the end, all the people here know is that much.

No one knows much about Sister's past, her family, but Monica did one day.

I know some of it.

It was five years ago one day.

Sister has long bothered to pick up newspapers from other provinces and subscribe.

Monica is still visiting here that day, and that's why she encounters the scene.

Sister, who had been reading newspapers in other provinces, suddenly screamed and lost her mind.

I've never had one illness while I was old, and with her down, the facility went up and down.

All this fuss, Monica named it her nurse, and that's where Sister came in.

I saw one of her past as I connected what I spilled like a saying.

We got married and had kids in each other's house situations, but then again in our house and work situations.

I got divorced and had to leave my birth daughter at their house.

I knew that would make it hard for that daughter to walk down the road.

If I wanted to, I could have taken my daughter to live with me.

He said he didn't do it.

After listening to that story, it stayed open. If you read the paper carefully.

An article caught my eye. of the province, an article about a tragic traffic accident.

The contents that three members of the family, parents and daughters, were all killed in a runaway car roll.

The last name of the victim that was written was the name of the other side of the house Sister spoke of.

Given the circumstances and age, I guess the mother of this family was the daughter.

Ask the awakened Sister if he is a goodbye, and those words will return,

As one of the people who grew up here, Monica became more complicated than that.

It was everything to her to be raised lovingly, strange emotions.

I never was born. But nothing more, between the two of us.

It was like an implicit understanding not to talk about nature.

"Oh, that Sister I..."

"Speaking of which, hehe, you're still gonna pick up everything."

Do you see Monica in a hurry to see what to say?

Sister says as she spills her usual grin. You're at the end of that gaze.

It is the figure of a boy being mocked and crushed by his children.

I sensed what I wanted to say. She had a slight bitter laugh as she rode the care.

"Well, have you picked that up?

"Not only were there dogs and cats, but there were hamsters, turtles and beetles."

"Ugh."

If you said you didn't feel like picking up bears or foxes back then.

To see, Monica blushes and sinks. On the side where he was left alone.

I can't leave a forsaken creature alone because there was.

She was holding it against every creature.

Childhood is especially strong, and now it is too embarrassing a memory to think back.

"Occasionally, some children strayed from their parents or lost their way, so no.

It was hard to say...... so you picked that boy up too, didn't you?

"Huh."

"'Cause that kid, he's the type of stray (...) you can't help worrying about, right?

I showed an instant patrol to that accusation, but do you realize that the eyes of the raising parents cannot be deluded?

I admitted it so that I nodded small.

".................. yeah"

Monica was certainly surprised to see the boy all over the city.

I'm just walking around the city in the rain without an umbrella or a rush.

I immediately suspected it was some kind of shooting, but there was no such thing, and the surroundings were astonished.

It was far-fetched to see even the creepy stuff. She wondered, too.

An adult who is a stranger to others and now has a position. When I was a kid.

I decided there was no way I could pull it off without telling the church whether or not to.

Until I saw that face that got wet and my emotions fell out.

It's there. It's like a kid who doesn't know where to go,

He's like a frightened child when he's more afraid of stopping his legs moving on without hesitation,

You know, when you think that, you don't have to speak up to be angry and say whether or not you do.

He grabbed his arm and pulled it to this church.

"I deal well with the kids, but my eyes are lost on the pretend.

Clever or clumsy, I can't believe you're distracting your children. "

I laughed with a funny kid, Sister, but I can't even see the grin.

I've been watching a lot of kids here. I'm sure Monica's in her eyes.

I guess I see more nanicas than I've ever felt.

"I'm sorry, Sister. Trouble every time."

For once, there's no connection or itch with this place, but there's a boy with some kind of translation.

There was an emotion in my face that I was sorry because I brought him in all of a sudden.

But.

"Oh, if that's what you think, I wish you'd come more.

That's what happens because you only come here when there's something, right?

Increase the number of times (denominators) she came out immediately. She has eyes for remarks.

"Ha ha ha..."

Sister said it was this soon.

Not at all. I still have to be hostile. I wave the white flag inside.

I almost cry at the word "annoy me as much as you want" behind it.

Guess how that feels. Is it because the consciousness of the children is focused on the boy?

Sister's voice dropped somewhat there, asking small questions.

"... so what's your problem this time?

She was a little silent about the out-of-the-box allegations.

But tell the kids running around to make sure they don't sound pompous.

"It's me, Tomorrow... I could be killed."