I Don’t Care, So Let Me Go Home!
[Nonsense] I aim to be a boy who doesn't care.
I see Miss Luluria, desperately trying to get away from Michelle.
There was no brave figure there, there was a normal girl.
Even though I've stood around for so long and cured that much.
... it's not normal when you're putting a dragon on your lap, but it feels normal.
- - - Why, what? What is different from me? [M]
... no matter how much you look at her, you may not know.
Yes, my mouth naturally relaxed.
I was born around here, next to the monster's danger.
I grew up here confronting dragons, surrounded by mighty men and women.
When I was little, there was little difference between me and everybody my age.... the color is a little white.
However, my back grows and my skin burns well, and everyone grows up.
----But I'm only white, thin and small... and still weak.
My mother was too weak to want my next child anymore.
That's why I'm the only one in the Border Uncle family who inherits this border.
However, "weak inheritance", "unreliable young man", "princess of the border"... and many others.
From the moment I got to the heart of things, I continued to be told in the shadow, and my confidence and reticence gradually withered away.
That's why I hate me. [M] I can't live up to everyone's expectations.
"... I'm here for me. So don't thank me so much?
On his way to King's Landing, he was unlucky enough to be attacked by a bandit and thrown into the valley by a wagon.
Miss Eileen showed up from nowhere to save her father, who was covering for her mother, from being hit by a rock.
She saved me from being scared, scared, depressed, and even physically immobilized. She's smaller than me.
For me, no matter how grateful you are, you've done nothing. [M]
------Miss Eileen said so with a faint voice that she could hear with a small voice, and smiled beautifully as if she were lonely.
It looked so beautiful, so delicate that I could not be touched, and I honestly admired it.
The atmosphere of her talented human being, not unlike me, is swallowed by the same age.
... oh, like her, humbly, but I want to be strong.
And if I could, I would like to stand next to Miss Irene, who is noble and untouchable, but has a shadow somewhere.
Then I tried to get a little closer to Miss Eileen and trained desperately.
Morning or evening, rain or sunshine, hot or cold.
"I'm proud to entrust you with this."
That's why my father gave me the 'hammer'. [M]
A "hammer" passed down from generation to generation to my frontier uncle's house, which the frontier uncle was allowed to have.
When I got it, the weight was terrible and pleasant.
With this, it must compensate for the dignity and confidence I have. [M]
... I'm still "Princess of the Border", so...
On that occasion, I succeeded my father, who was overwhelmed by the incident.
Some said it was still early, but if I gently shook the "hammer", I felt cheerful and gradually recognized as a lord by the soldiers and the people.
But I was a weak bug.
Every time they treat me politely as a border master. [M]
Aren't you supposed to be just a kid without a 'hammer' behind my laugh? [M]
I wonder if the face I lowered on my forehead would be mocking without my father. [M]
Isn't that right? Isn't that right? Isn't that right?
Because I can't grow forever because I don't depend on my figure, so I'm weak and mediocre, and I can't bind people or meet expectations.
... it's another dream to stand next to an extraordinary Miss Irene.
You have to do it, you have to respond... but you can't, you can't, you can't respond. Oh, yeah.
The rush made me unable to let go of the 'hammer'. [M]
Without the weight of this "hammer", I couldn't sleep or eat.
... I know I can't be like this, but...
Miss Luluria, who followed the dragon, appeared before me in such a hurry.
A woman with two brave names, "The Bride of the Dragon Knight" and "The Savior's Virgin", which is not similar to my name.
I thought there was going to be a woman like Miss Eileen, or a woman like Marshal Left, the right-hand marshal who heard rumors.
- - She wasn't either.
I couldn't feel the majesty or intimidation characteristic of the masterpiece from her at all, so I was thrilled.
Common hair colour, eyes, rustic appearance. A tired look on your long journey.
Such a normal girl, Miss Luluria.
... I wonder if Miss Luluria is the same as me just in advance of the rumors??
The people with her were quite different.
The red-haired Bezalel is burning with seeping extraordinary and rough beauty, the soft but well-dressed Renald, who is always surrounded by detection magic, and Michelle, who has a sharp beauty with precision defensive magic that dazzles silver hair.
Unlike poor, mediocre people like me, talented people.
Compared to such people, I felt very rude to her.
... but if that's not the case, you'll soon find out.
Seeing her behave with dignity towards her father and her dragon vividly nostalgic, she feels terribly dark.
- Oh, she wasn't a mortal like me.
I felt like eating heavily into my shoulders, and I grabbed the pattern of the "hammer" very hard.
"Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Miss Luluria's dragon screams and releases a dragon brace.
I quickly roll out the barrier and get over the heat.
Still, the black belt is coming our way.
... a black object that has not responded at all to a perimeter survey team that has been approaching for months.
Probably reacting to Miss Luluria or that dragon.
I can't move with the fear of black objects that move unexpectedly. I'm really, really weak.
She wants to see what she does, even though she feels disgusted.
- - She had a light burn on her arm.
I was deeply surprised.... the burn meant that the barrier could not be deployed.
The fact that you still have a burn means you can't cure it with magic.
- And Miss Luluria is weaker than me??
When I was stunned by such an idea, the black belt came again.
In front of the darkness of its bottom, you are instantly deprived of consciousness.
Come on, let's get out of here.
That's what I hear, Miss Lululea pulling, but I can't move my legs. [M]
Because that black belt is like a space cut, and it feels more scary than dying if it's inhaled, and it doesn't have the power to resist.
At the moment, the black belt was approaching, and I thought I was going to die. [M]
I should have used the "hammer" as a shield, but I could only shake and grip it.
----That's it.
Miss Luluria stood in front of me to protect me.
When I saw it in my eyes, after a moment of blankness, I was attacked by a burning embarrassment.
What a pathetic man I am, protected by a weak woman, Miss Luluria.
Drop Miss Luluria off on the back of a dragon and fly away.
I saw a black object chasing after it.... you should go to help, but your body still doesn't move.
Your body trembles with shame. Oh, I really want to disappear right now.
"Hey, Borderbell."
Someday, I was approached by Lord Bezarrell, the magician leader, but I'm not even qualified to respond. [M]
... it's blasphemy for me to name a frontier master.
Oh, tell your father to disown me.
Ii!???!??
"Don't think about it.... oh, my God, I remember someone."
Bezalel, who shook his fist down on my head, looked at me with such a gloomy face. [M]
... is it true that I'm even depressed by my presence, or perhaps even... gogga.
Ugh!!???
I'm sorry.
I get two intense shots, and my head aches and turns completely white.
"For now, I want you to think only of saving your daughter."
"... OK, can you rub it??
Me? Because I'm a pathetic guy protected by a weaker woman than myself...
"With those numbers, the dragons and the ladies will get caught by the black guys... so we have to stop them."
"Stop it?? You know, black belts? Me too?
Instead of confidence, the significance of existence is going to disappear, to me???
... Bezalel shook his fist again, so he stopped thinking in a hurry.
I wonder how you're reading my thoughts...
"That 'hammer' that I have, I can't fight it. So beat it and either reduce it or divert it."
"Eh?" "Yes, right??? Ahhhhh????" "Ah, yes!!???
Bezalel's powerful reply came as no surprise.
Having heard the reply, Lord Bezalel seems very satisfied.
... this is not a threat... no!!
As Lord Bezarrell told me, deploy your formation to the Black Belt.
An incredible number of bands are heading towards the dragon with Miss Luluria.... I take a big breath.
I was just about to disappear.
It's the same thing where they sucked me into that black belt.
Shake the 'hammer' and slap the one you were about to head for.
The impact echoes from the hammer, and the black belt twists and bends.
... huh? Bent????
I also tap a lot of other black belts to make sure.... does not disappear, but bends. It all bends.
I look up at the sky with incredible thoughts.
------There's a dragon flying around in the sky that's a little wider than before.
Oh, I see.... here's what I can do.
I'm not a soldier, I'm not a father, I'm weak, I'm pathetic.
Tap the black belt that advances toward them in front of you and grasp the 'hammer'.
- - I will never let you go back to them.
Large magical formations overlap and the impact runs around.
- Oh, that's it.
... I wonder if I could protect her, protect them a little.
Strange and light body. Does this mean I grew up? To... to.
In her bedroom, where she fell afterwards, Lord Bezalel, Renald and Michelle surrounded Miss Luluria and were playing happily with each other.
I'm really, really glad Miss Luluria is safe...
"Speaking of which, Master Frontier. What about the hammer in the back? It seems to have only a pattern..."
"What????
Miss Luluria pointed it out with a strange face.
... only the pattern of a hammer,??? Eh, that's why...
I tried to take the hammer with my hands behind my back, but... it's true, it's just a pattern.
"Eh!? Didn't you notice?
"... uh, you didn't use it to tell me."
"Hmm? Was it broken?
Apparently, the adult troupe also noticed. No, only one, Lord Bezarel, did not notice.
Holding the "hammer" with only a pattern in his hand, he stared at it stunnedly.
... I didn't notice at all.
Even though I used the "hammer" as a base of mind, I was dependent and tied up.
I can't believe I forgot the weight, even the existence.
Fuzzy laughter is coming up.
"... fufufu... ahahaha!!
"... eh, that's that, right? You broke something important and you broke yourself, right?
"That's important, Lululea. What do we do?
"Well, you can't do anything about it. Has it fallen any further??" "Micheloo!!!
"No, he said," Shut up, Commander. "What the..."
They're next to me, and I'll talk to them about that and this and the countermeasures.
I really want you to stop laughing.
"Ok! Find the fragments and attach them with this' Magic Adhesive '!!! So it's settled!! Come on! Dodra, wake up! I need your nose!!
"Hey hey!! Don't wake the sleeping dragon!!!
"... eh? Dragons have good noses??
"... eh? Fragments smell unique???
"Kukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!
Until then, my quiet father laughed loudly, as if he couldn't stand it.
"They feel so good!! Miss Luluria, can't you fix the hammer with glue?
"Eh... I see... I thought the adhesive was all-purpose..."
Miss Luluria, who for some reason was removing the adhesive from the storage stone.
... I wonder why they bring such things on their journey.
"And the debris is gone?
"Nhhhhh!!! - Michelle, shut up.
Fasten your father's neck with great momentum, Michelle.... that's a shame.
When I saw them, Miss Luluria approached me.
"Well, after all, it's because I slapped the black gnaw... I'm sorry. But thank you very much."
Oh, my God, Miss Lulurea, who apologizes to me and even says thank you.
No, even if I apologize for not being able to protect you at that time, there's no place for Miss Luluria to apologize.
... and thanking me for not being able to move until Lord Bezalel told me.
And then I remembered Miss Irene's words.
"I just did it for me. So don't apologize or thank me."
Really, you were right.... because I shake the hammer to be me, and I broke the hammer.
Now I feel like I understand Miss Irene's feelings a little bit.
"What? Really? Then I will."
"To??
... No, I told you not to.
To be honest, I feel a little subtle. I guess I don't have enough training.
"But, no matter what Mr. Siegbelt thinks or acts, it's not Uncle Border Boy."
Look at me straight, Miss Luluria, looking only at me.
"Thank you for letting me fly with Dodra until something important breaks down."
My cheeks get fever when I squeeze.
Such a straight line, I couldn't reply right away with pleasure because I wasn't a frontier master.
But Miss Luluria waited for me.
"... well, it's cumming, and..."
I felt something clinging in me. [M]
"Are you sure?
"... yes, that's good."
Answer your father while looking at the noisy people.
Explore your shoulders with your usual habits and feel the feeling of unfamiliar leather.
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I didn't feel the weight on my shoulders, but I never felt anxious as before. [M]
"I don't need to weigh anymore."
"... I see."
I gradually realize that. Yeah, I wanted to be somebody else.
I wanted to be everybody with something I didn't have.
Big tall, confident, and strong spirit with great skill and reliance... because with it, I won't be the one you hate. I'll be what everyone wants me to be.
Reminds me of a dragon dancing in the blue and wide sky.
It was me I hated who created that beautiful view. [M] I was just about to escape, weakling.
... honestly, I still don't like me. [M] But...
Father looked at me with his deep eyes to see for sure. [M]
Looking straight at his father's eyes.
"I won't run away from me anymore. I will protect this border myself and my people."
"Nh!! Oh, I'm counting on you!
Father disfigured by my words. [M] I'm really glad.
... because I've been worried so far.
When I look at Miss Lululea, who seems to be having fun, I feel her mind lighten.
Why do you think I'm weak enough to be here?
- Oh, she's a really strange person.
Mediocre, extraordinary, weak, strong.... I don't think it applies to her at all.
Will you get a little closer to her like that?
- - - Even if you know you're invincible, you can take a step forward for someone like her.