I Don’t Care, So Let Me Go Home!
Chapter 5
The space that swallowed Lululea vanished at the tip of her nose, as if she were laughing at us after us desperately.
Before that fact, we had no choice but to stand up under heavy rain.
"Lie... no... why do you have to leah..."
You always smile and do what's right and what's not, Sarah.
She is sitting on the ground in front of me, crying and screaming.
All I could do was stroke his back to forgive him.... I can't think of anything I can do to relieve her pain.
The aristocratic manners that have been permeated in this world are also beaten away, and they accidentally bite their lips.
... what a reincarnation cheat. There's nothing helpless about it.
I remembered the death of the previous life with the feeling of heavy rain on my cheeks.
I am a reborn human being.
How magnificent you may seem, but the truth is true.
I remember my life as a different person and I know what kind of world I lived in.
The Duchess now has a luxurious life, but I used to be a common man.
I grew up relaxed in Shitamachi with the father of a Japanese confectionery artisan.
She lost her mother early and respected her unwavering back, even though she wanted a little smoke from her father, who had a unique artisanal stubbornness and silence.
One day, it was my dream to become a Japanese confectionery craftsman like my father.
I don't know my father!!
That's how I jumped out of the house.
An incredible rage of bewilderment and betrayal ran around his head, rushing impulsively.
"You can inherit the trail."
In just one word, you seem to have been denied all of yourself, suffering and unable to breathe.
I was scared of asking the answers to the questions about whether I was weak or not because I was a woman. I didn't want to be pushed into something more decisive, so I ran away.
Outside, it was raining as if it were perfect, and I was immersed in a tragic heroin mood.
As you squeal your shoes, your complaints and anger towards your father gradually turn into anxiety and doubt.
"... it's time to go home."
It's raining enough, it's wet all over, and it's very cold.
And above all, I'm hungry.... I'm not cool.
Hmm, it's okay, even heroin is hungry, so I brutally wipe my face with the hem of my uniform, which is so chaotic that it can't be caused by the rain.
Then, she cried too much, covering her painful eyes with both hands to calm her down.
---Dunh!
There is a loud noise in your ear and a shock to your whole body.
- Huh?
I don't know why, but I felt like everyone was slowly approaching the gray sky like slow motion.
When you talk, an unusual sound hits your body, leaving only a cool sensation on your cheeks.
Someone is shouting something in the distance, and if you want to respond, your fingers, face, feet, nowhere to move.
I don't know what's going on with my eyes, why...?
I touched something warm on my fingertips. A warm liquid that spreads gently.
... ah, is this my blood?
--- So, what am I going to do??
Blurred and uncoordinated thoughts begin to move quickly.
I tried to move my fingertips very hard, but my fingertips didn't move.... no.
Sometimes I felt something different from rain spreading slowly and flowing out from my skin.... no, no, no, no.
Even though I haven't given up on you yet.
I can no longer hear the voice of someone who was supposed to be screaming, and the only sound of heavy rain falls into my ears after bruising.
Rain is ruthlessly pushing my life away.
--Ah, please, please don't let it flow, please don't let it flow, please don't let it flow, please don't let it go, please don't let it go...
"I don't want to die,"
My scratched voice, squeezed out of my throat, was probably not heard by anybody -
----I woke up from the girl's scream.
It wasn't the rain or the asphalt that jumped into my eyes, but the lace cloth that surrounded me.
Her chest, which she gripped to catch her rough breath with fear, was slightly wet, and she hurriedly let go of her hands.
"Eileen!!!
A man jumped in through the door without putting a space between them.... who??
The man approached me with a very worrying look and gently hugged me.
I felt terribly relieved by the feeling of dry shirts with a smooth and pleasant feel and the temperature of my body.
"What's wrong? Did you have any scary dreams?
A soft, calm, low voice and gentle hand stroking her hair, her fearful, strong face loosened and tears spilled.
I suddenly burst into tears and my hands stopped for a moment, but my hair rubbed with a gentle feeling to support me.
... that's right. I'm Irene, and this is my father.
When she raised her eyes again, she saw her father's face lowering her eyebrows and buttocks in a distorted vision with tears.
... oh, I have to say something. By swallowing the holding throat, I forced myself to hold my pharynx.
I don't want to die.
The last word spilled out of the mouth that I opened to say, "Great, Father."
Even though I knew your father who opened his eyes, I knew I shouldn't have said it, but the fear that once overflowed could not be stopped like a turbulence.
"Eileen, what are you doing?" "No, I don't want to die. I don't want to die!!
Shriek at your father. I want to wipe out the cold terror that spreads all over my body.
It doesn't matter if my throat is ripped, but I just screamed.
I shouted at your halfway father, beating him, and leaning against him.
"--- I don't want to die!!
─ ─ That's unusual.
When the cold voice rose from the past, Master Percy stood in front of him.
The temperature and the lines froze me, but it didn't seem right.
Percius, who is supposed to be Wang's brother, has moved through the space without offering anything and seeing it from the remnants of magic.
He approached us with a horrible, faceless expression that had never been directed at me.
And I looked at Sarah with my frozen eyes. This is scary...
Sarah stares at Percius as she further engulfs her cold voice, her beautiful hands covered in mud, and her hands gripping the ground.
Even though tears and rain should make it impossible for ordinary people to see the second, Sarah was somehow more powerful than ordinary people.
However, it's like a rakusha trying to burn the world down like dust. Heeheheh...
Persias grasped Sarah's gaze, who had not stopped looking at everything standing in front of her, and laughed with his nose.
That's terrible. She's too worried about her best friend...!
Unexpectedly, when I opened my mouth to protest, Blizzard returned with fear and frozen gaze.
... uhh... it's just my gaze and I'm freezing to death!?!?
Sadly, I leaned on Sarah, who was trying to encourage me.
Instead of shaking me off, he blocked my sight with his back to protect me.
The back that I touched was trembling a little, and my pity doubled.
Percy continued, glancing at her like that and raising her frustration in a frozen gaze.
"Miserable and muddy, is that your choice? Is that your answer, just to cry and stare stupidly?
Without saying a word, Sarah doesn't move as if she were hit by rain.
Grabbing her shoulders in an unparalleled and brutal manner, Percy peered into her eyes so close that her lips could barely touch her.
Don't let me down.
After a moment of blanks, there is a slightly creepy sound. It sounded like Sarah's hand on her shoulder was shrugging off.
"I didn't know what you wanted."
Soon the tremors on her back stopped.
And in the next moment, I gracefully stood up as if I were dancing at a ball.
Her whole body was muddy and wet with rain, and her dress was wrinkled and her hair all - you - could - but she was beautiful.
"Who chose it? Who gave you the answer? There's a lot of speculation."
"... well, that's what I'll do for you."
Laughing at the enemy, Sarah is the usual person.
I stood up slowly with my chest aching when I couldn't do anything, but with my unnecessary hands closed.
"So? You must have put the system in place, Your Highness the King? You can't just tell me that, can you?
"You're not a cute guy in the book, are you?"
The two people who are discussing countermeasures with great momentum while exchanging their opinions early enough are left in the air.
... after all, I'm an ordinary person. If there was a previous life, I could use a little more magic than people, which is no match for a true genius. I can't help it.
"--Irene!"
Heh?
My thoughts, which were about to fall into the swamp of self-immolation, were raised by the voice of Solan.
The red eyes in front of her are worrying.... what, you're not crying.
If it were Solan, the usual weeping bug, I would have definitely cried.
... he seems to be chasing me too, and I'm as distracted as half a dozen.
"... are you okay?
"... even Solan."
You're not worried? And I realize it's a stupid question.
How did you get to be my friend before me?... it's not like you're stubborn. It's one of Luluria's big things.
... no, that's why, I guess. I don't know what to do.
"No, if I cry, I'll be furious with Leia again..."
Don't tell me you're illuminated.
Looks like you've been shown a lot to grow up without knowing it, so you can mislead yourself into not being happy with your friend's growth.... I don't want to do this.
"Aren't you worried?
"The moment I swallowed Leah, I put the wedge in. That's why the space was temporarily fixed."
"That's it!! Because Lululea-san is not safe!!
... you're already having a childish tantrum. I want to stop being embarrassed, but I can't stop it.
Laugh as if you forgive me, Solan.
I glanced back at Solan in front of me.... that? Are you getting taller or something?
He was scared enough to say no. The name of the country and his name are the same game, the scenario of his only death, the symbol of him. It was like a one-way ticket to that horrible death.
--But my dear childhood friend.
"Think about it, Eileen. That's Leia. Riding a dragon, wearing a dragon crest, confronting a corrupt hero, being chased by an unidentified object, signing a contract with the dragon, and transforming it even further, it was safe.
... when I say that, I wonder how safe I've been. And for some reason, the mysterious sense of security has spread.
Nothing has changed, but when I think of her neat face, I naturally feel it and smile on my lips.
This trauma is like slapping her shoulder flat and complaining about a dragon's stupidity, even though it's a previous life.
It's flat enough to make you look ridiculous.
Well yeah
"You're Luluria!
"It's Leah!
Unison voice without trying. Even at such a time, the two of us unexpectedly look at each other and blow out.
... ahh, I can't beat Mr. Lululea anymore...
Looking at Solan's soft smile, Luluria tried to deepen her smile.
----Your chest is twitching, and suddenly you're losing your temper. Oh, that? Why? Why?
When confused by suddenly rising emotions, he turns his face towards a feeling of confusion.
There was Sarah laughing invincibly.... let's just say I didn't see Percius with his head next door.
Come on, what do we do? The confused head and a slightly noisy chest subsided as she stared at her.
You can't help my precious friend.
--- I'll give it back to her who moves her mouth, of course.
"Alright! I'll do my best to help Luluria!!
Well, first of all, Eileen...
Starting next door, Solan begins a difficult little theoretical explanation to help Lululea.
... gu... but do your best...!!!