I Don’t Care, So Let Me Go Home!
Episode 10
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When you close heavy eyelids, tears overflow.
Desolate Sarah, lonely Solan, desperate Eileen, and madly corrupt Knight Commander.
They were shown running around in their heads.... this is...
No choice. The future.
The words I couldn't find were shaped by the voice of Tennoku-sama.
A voice whispers from the corner of your head - this is the future I didn't choose, and this is the world.
While still feeling the warmth of the tears flowing, I was relieved that I didn't have to choose this future that I had been shown.
I'm glad we're not all dead, but we've made the right choice so far.
Even though it is.
The whisper was, "Are you sure you were right?" asked me with a clear voice.
- Anyone but them? What country? Can you say that you really made the right choice for this world?
Don't judge lightly without looking at it in a wide field of view, with such a calm voice.
It was such a cold, inorganic, noisy voice.
While holding two conflicting thoughts inside, I looked at Tenryu-sama.
In my gaze, Tenryu-sama laid her eyes down and continued her words.
It was the future of those terrible past that I didn't choose.
Half of the world will perish, but later a unified state will emerge, and there will be no war and glory will prevail.
A rift with the sorcerer will occur, and the world will turn to science, and humanity will prosper further.
The people will rise, royalty will be abolished, and history will be remembered as the world's first democracy.
The bloody war will dramatically reduce the monsters, and it will be an era of peace for mankind from now on.
Around the words of Tennoku-sama, the vortex of information about the future that should befall me.
― ― ― A vibrant country where various nationalities and races interact equally.
--- A wave of surprisingly many people in a tall building that reaches heaven.
― ― ― A vibrant expression of people's opinions.
----A city where people with thin clothes and beautiful music can constantly hear laughter on low castle walls.
... the future I didn't choose.
"Look, you don't understand anymore, do you? What was right?" I heard a mocking voice right next to my ear.
I couldn't deny it any more.
I wanted to say it out loud, "I'm glad everyone's okay."
I think desperately while keeping myself together with the enormous amount of information that I am surrounded by.
Did I make the wrong choice?
I wonder if you made such a bad choice.
Choice is neither good nor evil, it is only a crossroads to determine the future
Even if Tenryu-sama tells me so, I can't wipe out my fear- Oh, no, I'm not even afraid anymore.
I am.
I didn't know you made such a choice.
I didn't know I had such a future.
Oh, my God.
- Why me?
When I think of the question, I hear a laugh that ridicules my goodness and ignorance.
When I looked up at Norori and Ten-eye Ryu-sama, I returned with such pitiful and merciful eyes.
- The world is like a flowing river. But if it stays flowing for nothing, it will only become a force of desolation. Therefore, whoever chooses the branch is chosen.
... I wonder if that's me.
I knew I needed the Choice.
In this world, I was the one who chose the flow.... but...
--- Why?
"--I guess it's me?
I can hear voices that aren't whispering anymore.
I (...) shouldn't have spoken out.
This is me, but what about me in the future who wasn't chosen?
"Come on, what do you say?" replied the voice in my place. As if it were me.
Leaving me bewildered, I kept asking Mr. Tengu.
"Could you tell me why you had to be me?"
As if you knew the answer, Tenryu-sama opened her mouth.
The moment I was born, the moment the stars split, the moment I was born.
At that moment, it was inevitable that the flow would settle for me.
... it's like that.
"Seems like a coincidence?
Is it just a chance, just a coincidence, that it was me?
In the corner of my heart, I threw up a terrible little voice saying, "You didn't have to be me."
I don't want to lend an ear to the sounds of your selfishness.
... and his own 'path of choice'
From the words of Heavenly Dragon, the surroundings were stirred up and swirled.
----I blinked.
He reached out to Dodra, who was wrapped in black.
I don't want you to leave. I want you to come home.
From the tip of the stretch, a terrifying amount of power drifted and flowed, and I - I didn't want to die - lowered my hand.
Two, my strength stays in my body. I looked up at the sky, feeling a backlash of relief.
... nothing, empty.
Noticing that the thinly connected feeling of Dodra was disappearing, he looked at the expanding sky and shouted in surprise.
And I was looking at the familiar ceiling.... it's my room.
Looking around, everyone I saw was surrounding me.
--Some people kill their faces, some people weep without hesitation, and some people distort their faces with remorse.
It was such a sad air that I was somehow satisfied and calm. I'm glad to hear that.
Looking around with a slow motion by squeezing out the slightest remaining force. Um, I can't see the light blue.
It seems cold, but it's really warm, and he always helped me.
Unfortunately, when I exhaled, I lost my last life. I can't open my eyelids anymore - I'm sorry, I'm just going to sleep.
Someone called my name from the darkening side of my vision.
I don't know much about words anymore, but it seems painful and sad.
----Slowly open your eyes.
The last tears were extruded and vanished.
Then, only the dry eyes that seemed to have no tears remained.
Though he was the son of man, the choice was only his own.
Ask Tengu Ryu-sama in return. --Was this the end of me?
Ah, I was able to play a role and get a rest in peace.... but I chose that one. It was a small road, but this way.
Understand the back of the word from a distant perspective like other HR.
It seems that the sight I just saw was the best end of my life, the choice.
In the corner of your head, a question arises as to who to care about, and then disappears.
---That kind of thing depends on the world.
Trace and see the many overlapping, chosen futures and unselected past as the waves of the surrounding world.
Throwing into a vast vortex of information, I feel something coming out of me little by little.
It could be emotion, heart, or perhaps human.
Regardless, it dazzles as you keep looking.
Still, I pinched out the necessary information and found out that my conclusion was correct.
--I should have chosen a quiet end instead of saving Dodra.
But that's a choice I've already made. That's why we have to think about the next move.
Your brain starts thinking badly and calmly. And the conclusion came straight away.
----I shouldn't go back.
If I go back, I have to choose something again. Because that's what I am.
And it creates a new turning point, and my existence is consumed as a price - and it will die.
There is probably no hope for a calm and peaceful death.
----Because I didn't choose it.
Furthermore, it is read from the flowing information.
If I stay here, there is a connection between me as a human being and Tennoku as a dragon.
It flows into this world, and magic will develop dramatically.
If you don't stay, the ruined earth of the world emerges as a branch. It's a world where science has developed.
Of course, there are branches that do not. A vehicle that runs terribly fast on a beautifully maintained road. A peaceful world without contention.
But...
Looking at it, there are many branches of the devastated world. I whisper, "Why don't you think rationally?".
You don't have to tell me that. The results are clear.
----To make the world a little better, I'd better not go back.
In conclusion, he raised his face, and there stood Tenryu, who was not a dragon but a human figure.
A smile appeared in the face of the sad boy, and he gave me his sparkle and hand.
Then, come with me. If that's your choice. "
As you try to take that stretched hand, you gently tilt it.
----There was a crack in the world.
Soundless vibrations echo through space, tearing apart the surrounding world while kicking it away.
From the cracked gap, the black shadow passed by at an incredible speed, and fell to the ground with a momentum to crack.
I focus on him when he stood up loosely.
--- Bloody, knight-captain.