Around me, it's only made of sparkling, beautiful things.
Yes, I realized it when I was only five years old.
Hugo Beltran. This is my name, born as the second son of the Duke of Beltran family.
I loved beautiful things.
Of course I look like myself, my brother to my parents, and my sister. The whole family was beautiful and their appearance filled my heart.
I started getting interested in beautiful things, and I started collecting all sorts of beautiful things. Beautiful clothes, beautiful shoes. Beautiful carpet, beautiful dishes.
Surrounded by beautiful things calms me down.
I love beautiful things more and more. [M]
Conversely, I grew more and more obnoxious to the filthy, the less beautiful.
I don't want it in my eyes. There must be no such thing as beautiful around me. [M]
I started to think so more and more.
There's nothing around me that would make me look good.
I guess you don't want to blame or blame a powerful Duke's house for the breath. Follow me, use my teat on me, and they will like it.
That's the easiest thing to do, so everyone was wearing a smile mask and treating me.
Nothing, that's good.
Because I didn't want to see anything dirty or anything. Even if they pointed it out, it was just trouble.
I was right, I kept letting only those who laughed with me be around me.
My father and mother say nothing. You don't want to overinterfere with your kids, just say you should do it on your own.
And my brother throws a scornful gaze at me for some reason.
My brother is also a beautiful man. Because of this, as far as I'm concerned, I want to get along, but my brother doesn't even try to keep an eye on me. Eventually, I gave up having a conversation with my brother.
But only my sister in the family admired me.
My sister loves beautiful things with me. I loved my sister, who was a little troubled, but could share a similar feeling.
Every day, I call only my favorites, in my favorite garden, arrange newly acquired dishes and enjoy beautiful treats.
- Oh, how beautiful the world is.
I wish I could live in this complete world. [M] He's my second son anyway. Especially since nothing is expected, if you live lazily like this and die while you're beautiful, that's good enough already.
It was my sister who was supposed to have lived in the same world that collapsed that world.
Sister - Lili, one day, suddenly changed.
Until then, he had improved his relationship with a dedicated butler who could not even be flattered and, not long after surprise, began to make contact with my brother, whom I continued to avoid.
My brother, like me, no, hates my sister more than that.
I thought I'd stop because I'd just get a contempt gaze when I talked to him, but my sister wouldn't... and when I realized it, it was kind of completely different from before.
One time, my brother called my sister.
"I hear you're going to an orphanage," my brother asked his sister, thinking it was something unusual.
- Orphanage!
Place with dirty children, less recommended for hygiene.
Are you saying that my sweet Lili is going to such a place?
There's no such thing as a dirty place for a beautiful lili.
I thought so. After my brother left, I went to advise Lili.
There's no such thing as an orphanage.
With that said, Lili frowned uncomfortably when she thought she would understand, and I ran out of ideas.
And I've been asking you not to talk to me for a while.
I was shocked.
By the way, I was so shocked that Lili, who thought she was closest to me in the family, rejected me.
I don't know what Lili is talking about.
The world needs nothing but beautiful things, and dirty things should be eliminated.
That shouldn't be wrong, but Lili rejects me.
Very, very confused.
I didn't have to ask you to stay away from me, and I didn't want to get close to Lili.
I'm with my brother. I'm not strong enough to get close enough to know I'll be rejected.
One day, my sister picked up a dirty, scrupulous cat.
And then, horribly, he complained to his parents that he wanted to keep it.
The white cat had a crushed nose, big ears in disguise and a long tail.
Unlike regular cats, they have terribly short legs and long torso.
This creepy cat, it's something I shouldn't have in my world.
I'm sure my parents disagree.
Even my parents wouldn't like a scrupulous cat. That's what I thought, but my parents were persuaded by Lili to allow me to keep it.
I couldn't believe it.
- Keep this scrupulous work? In my house?
Impossible. I thought so.
But Lili won't leave no matter how much I've done. [M] On the contrary, he turned me down even more.
- More so, I hate it, etc., with the word.
The words shocked me unexpectedly.
I hate being what I prefer. It was an interminable fear.
I ran away from Lili. [M] I didn't know what to do.
It was not natural for her to come after me, but Lili caught the cat every day after that.
- I'm sure you'll wake up one of these days.
Now, I might be emotional about that cat. But it's so frivolous. Soon, my sister will wake up and make the decision to dump that skinny cat.
Yes, it must be.
That's what I thought. I snuck up on my sister.
Sneaking up on my sister so she wouldn't notice. There was no usual tea party, only to follow the trend of my sister and her cat.
In doing so, I realized something. [M]
- I wonder what. There are times when that scrupulous work looks cute.
It's like a joke. Even though it was about me, I couldn't believe I looked that way.
But I didn't think so, and then it happens again and again.
Where you chase after your sister, moving your short legs so hard. Where he eats the bait he's given looking delicious while standing his tail all the time.
The fact that I narrow my eyes satisfactorily and rather than.
I wonder what. I thought it was so frivolous, but no, I still think it's frivolous, and yet it looks cute for some reason.
Crafty cat. By my standards, I should throw it away. [M] And yet, from time to time, it touches my aesthetics. I don't know what that means.
My values were about to collapse.
……
After thinking about it, I asked the chef to make a cat favorite before visiting my sister's room.
Maybe he looks cute because he's looking at it from a distance. So I went nearby thoughtfully, and I knew it was frivolous. I just wanted to be sure that it was a distraction to look cute.
But...
The operation failed brilliantly.
Even close by, the look of the cat enjoying the meal was still adorable. She was cute, I think.
I thought I was going crazy.
But my sister calls it "cute."
I would have cut it off before. I would not have tried to admit that opinion.
But I know that sometimes this cat looks cute.
My sister maybe always looks at this cat like this.
Then - I can also nod to say she's cute.
- Depending on people, values are different. It looks different.
It depends on the person what you think is cute, and it's wrong to push your opinion.
That's the first time I've noticed the obvious.
- Right. I may have refused even what might have been beautiful.
If it's scrupulous, there are a number of things that I have slightly rejected as not beautiful. But those, too, if we knew better, might have come out beautiful or cute.
For example, I'm in front of you right now, like this skinny cat.
- That was a shame.
Very naturally, I thought so.
And from now on, when it was ugly, instead of rejecting it first when it was dirty, I thought about knowing it well and then trying to judge it.
That way, something sparkling and not beautiful, as if it were a kaleidoscope, might be able to stand the moment it looks beautiful.
I thought that was such a great thing.
I'm sure there will be more beautiful things around me.
The world will be more beautiful and prettier.
Yeah, I was a terrible waste.
The world must have been bigger and more beautiful than I thought.
I don't want to miss it now, but I want to see it all.