"I think I'm still dreaming..."

Exhale in a fuzzy mood. The breath was much sweeter than I thought it would be.

◇ ◇ ◇

The night club of the debutante was over, and when I returned to the mansion, I dressed in my dreams and sat down on the couch.

"Welcome back, lady. You must be tired. Tea, please."

"Yes."

Luke the butler served me tea so I drink that.

Usually after a sip, I didn't feel the taste at all just today, even though I know what he brewed for me. But I don't care. Luke said he was drinking tea.

"... lady. That's a lot of sky up there. Today's tea is chamomile."

"Yes... that's delicious"

"You don't know what it tastes like. Should I have tried putting in some chili, too?

"Chili... that might be delicious too"

Luke, who heard my answer and threw a spoon that this was no good, sighed openly.

"Anyway, at the night club, I know you're talking about how things went well with Your Highness, but please come back to the real world. Your face is so loose."

"Yu, I can't believe it's loose! So, but Luke. You didn't say anything, but you know what happened with Al a lot."

I was told it was lame and I hurried to squeeze my face tight. I had a depressed consciousness, so I held Noel, a cat who was nearby to watch how it was to be deluded, and put him on his knees.

Luke, who saw me like that with such a frightened face, said, "I know," and brewed me a cup of tea. Even though it was night, the butler clothes he was wearing did not look good. Luke said as he stretched out his pissy back and baked my care worthwhile.

"Long after you get back, your face will be pounding. It's obvious that something good happened. And what's good for the lady is determined by her relationship with His Highness Alan. Looks like you made a confession. Did you and your Highness become lovers?

"... Yep"

I nod as I wonder what the hell Pois Pois is.

Yes. I was right about Luke, this country, the first prince of the kingdom of Roseblade, Alan-Al, and earlier officially! I became a lover.

I've always thought Al was being helped not to be a 'villain's warrant'. I've always believed that he and I are conveniently fiancées because we need him as part of our cooperation.

But before this, he told me it was all different.

He told me that he liked me and that he was going to marry me in the future.

In contrast, it was the debutante's night club just now that I was finally able to return the answer.

He held me tight when he tried so hard to tell me how he felt about 'I like Al', and that's how he mouthed me.

He gave me a gentle but sweet mouthful that my lips and lips touch, that I would never do unless I was a lover to each other.

I don't think it's real enough to think that it's too happy and I'm even dreaming about it, but he's not lying to me... oh, I don't know what I'm talking about anymore.

Anyway, Al gave me a ride to the carriage because it was too late, and he said, "I'll call you back."

"I was able to be a lover because of it. I want to talk to you a lot, and I want a date. Cute you and I want to hold hands like lovers and sometimes touch each other. You want me to go through that with you? Isn't that good?

When the carriage door closed, it was natural for me to be told that I would not be able to be normal, and since then, ever since, my heart has not been here, or I have just been thinking about Al.

"A, Al was lovely today. That... oh, I can't believe such a lovely person likes me..."

My face gets hot on its own when I remember what happened tonight. Unexpectedly, when he put his hands on his cheek, Luke said with a face that he was heartfelt tired.

"Good for you. Even this one, I'm so relieved that you're safe, both thoughts. Even if it wasn't, I was usually unconscious and flirtatious and depressed. Nobody will believe you when they tell you that you're not dating each other or your lovers. Oh, was that your fiancée? fiancée.... hah. It's buried in the outer moat, so I always thought you'd stick with me."

……

- Our butler is still in excellent shape tonight about the poisonous tongue.

My dedicated butler, with beautiful silver hair, who only looks outstanding, has a totally bad mouth against his husband. Well, it's good because I know you're forgiving me.

But I'm not convinced they say I'm flirting. Because I didn't do that.

"I'm not flirting. Oh, that can't be right."

During the night club, I complain because I don't know Luke, even though he remembers having a mouthful.

But Luke has been staring at me.

"What are you talking about, lady? Do you remember that I was giving His Highness a knee pillow as a recent story? As much as I want you to tell me what you would say if that wasn't a flirt."

……

Unfortunately, I couldn't say it back.

I remember giving him a knee pillow when Al came to the mansion for me. Oh, that was embarrassing. But... I think I was happier than that.

Luke slapped his hand a few times to finish the conversation with me, which turned redder than earlier.

"Let's not do this any more. I know it's just heartburn. - Well, I've said a lot, but good for you, young lady. And then there's nothing to say, if it's the carriage to marry His Highness."

"Well..."

Marry Al......

Imagine, I'm embarrassed.

In a few more years, will I wear my bridesmaid costume and marry him? What a happy thing that is.

"I want to be Al's daughter-in-law soon."

I lay down on my face and said, bored with shame, Luke took Noel from me and said:

"Please say that kind of dialogue directly to Your Highness. I don't care what you tell me."

"A, to Al..."

That's quite challenging.

But with that said, will Al be happy?

"Me, too. I'd like to make you my wife soon." What would you say?

I imagined. Yeah, I'm so happy.

……

"... lady. Ha... please don't immerse yourself in a world of paranoia.... Your Highness and I both thought, lady, is there some kind of pontification going on? Well, I guess it's far from the perfect warrant to target."

"Wow, I know!

They poked me where it hurt.

To Luke's particular point, I panicked and shook off my delusions.

Yes. Sure, I may no longer be a villain warrant lady. But it's far from perfect, and I don't know when I'm going back to being a villain warrant again.

Human beings, a little or softly, won't be able to change their sexual roots.

It can be enough that my old self will come out.

In order to avoid it as much as possible, instead of stopping the efforts we have made so far, we must continue to work harder and harder.

- Though that would be a very hard journey.

Though I don't even know if the day will come when I can be a 'perfect warrant lady', in a true sense.

"It's to be with Al. I'll do everything I can."

I don't want to leave him. I don't want to lose his feelings.

Not at all like before.

Now, not in return for Prince Wilfred.

This is perfectly for me. It's an effort to be the woman Al deserves.

Nod firmly and with determination.

Luke, who saw it, said with a very good smile, "I will continue to work with you, too, as we cross paths".