I Don’t Want to Break off my Engagement…

And I was coming back to the Kingdom of Howlfa.

That day, Will wanted to say he had forced Maria to fly to Howlfa's dungeon, so I tried to tell him if I could go home with it, too, and he said, 'Forced metastasis makes me very sick, so you should stop it'.

I say it's worse than when you turn right fifty times if you ask how sick it is. Imagine that and I stopped. Will was laughing a little too.

If I thought that when I came back to Howlfa, I would get my usual life back...... that would not have happened. What's going on? Will got so sweet. Will needs a report to go anywhere and do anything, so I can't even easily go under the castle.

When I got home - she cried and said, 'The lady is loved,' but that's more of a bondage than love. I feel something similar to my obsession not to let them get away with it anymore.

I reluctantly wear the necklace Will gave me at Talia every day because she told me to keep it on. I think the necklace with Will's eye-colored gems on it is just a jewelry item and it is so beautiful. But I do know that the contents come with the magic of knowing where I am. If I don't put it on or lose it, I'm afraid of the rest. What are you afraid of, I'm afraid it's going to make Will worry so much.

I've always wondered about that fold.

That's about 'Fern'.

I was still drawing attention to Fern, and I still dream about that time.

"Run! Go, go, go! Take the kids, get out of here! You'll be able to use some more magic!? Do something about the watch yourself...............! And run away!

My brain remembers everything I said, my voice, even the smell. The smell of burning, Fern's voice.

Sleepless days ensued, and I was devastated by sleep deprivation and guilt that day, and my lip bite relapsed. I haven't done much lately. Happy days are back and I remember more.

"Tia, you're hiding something from me, right?

"Oh, that's"

"What? If it's just a secret... because you're human. I think there is one or two. That's okay. I want to know everything Tia's hiding, but it's not all I'm forced to reveal."

My body was unwittingly stiffened by the horrible words I was told to rush. It's tea party day with Will. But unfortunately, in the weather, I was enjoying a tea party in Will's private room. Of course we're not alone. In the corner of the room stands the story Romaj, and beside it is Marie, my samurai.

The story became natural and everyday in Talia, and all of a sudden Will told me. You're hiding something, right?

I couldn't react suddenly. I'm hiding it, if you say so, it's nothing more than Fern. But how? Where did they find out?

"Tia, you're not sleeping, are you?

"............ eh"

"A bear under my eyes. I hide it well with makeup, but I can't delude you.... What's up, Tia? What are you so worried about? What afflicts you?

"Will, Will"

"And those lips.... What the hell is going on, Tia"

"Oh, that, uh,"

With that said, Will moved next to me. Marie and Kevin both look and pretend not to because certain skinships don't say anything. Honestly so embarrassing..............................!!!

"Will, chi, close......"

"So tell me why? Why is Tia so bitter?... can't you talk to me?

Will grabbed me gently. I am horrified by the familiar temperature. I accidentally put my hand on Will's chest and dropped my gaze.

Trouble, if you say so. But say that and Will won't despise you or condemn you...... that's all I'm afraid of. I was going to take that secret to the graveyard. If Will condemns me. If they say he's the worst. I'm sure I can't get back on my feet.

Because I know best. He said I was the one who put Fern away and ran away. I abandoned her, saying I was the one who killed her... I know best.

"... Tia, don't you want to talk?

…………

"You don't have to. But if Tia is suffering, I want to do something about that suffering. Hey, Tia? Talk to me, too? Don't take that pain alone."

"Will..........................."

I was even more self-loathed for what I had made Will say so far, and I said to Will in a small, truly small voice.

"................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

"Huh?"

"Even if I think it sucks............ won't you tell me?

Asked in a small, really fine voice, Will gently stroked his back to reassure me when he shut up to think only a little. And say.

"Don't worry. I would never tell Tia that. [M] I'm not gonna tell you what Tia was doing."

Is that okay?

I went back a little sane with Will's overly drowning. Whatever, depending on the case here, I don't think I could talk about it, no matter what they say.

I told Will small.

He wants me to pay for it.