"Congratulations! I'm a healthy boy."

I felt like I was told that the moment I could see it. What? Oh, what? Check the surroundings while getting a little distraught…. Shadowless lighting above the head, green linoleum floor. A woman in a surgical gown ... Is the hospital or the operating room an operating room? Is it still in a vegetable state?

Did you first wake up after the accident? Why am I being lifted? Is this woman strong enough to wait for an adult man? No ... no way ...

I imagined the worst thing in me.

No way ... lost his limbs due to the accident? Well, you should lose a lot of weight, but no way ...! I've been there for a while! Baba! ! Why are you hitting someone's ass? I can beat you!

"Teacher, I won't raise my voice!"

A woman who seems to be a nurse (middle age from the voice) constantly beats my ass. This isn't a hobby that happily raises my voice when hit by Baba! A woman who seems to be a female doctor next to her is also giving instructions while staring at this place.

what is it! What is it! I'm busy checking the situation right now!

Finally, the female doctor started beating my ass. Oh, let's wake up to something ... No, calm down, I'm super calm down. No, it's not. Meanwhile, the ass is being beaten. I see ... I see ...

"Ogyaa! Ogyaa! (I guess I understood !!!!)"

Possibly because it was too unscientific and could not reach a conclusion in that slumber. A fairy tale who thought that it was only in a novel because it was too ridiculous.

I'm like reincarnation.

"Yes, mother. Give me a break."

She was held by a woman doctor to a woman who seems to be my mother. Hey! Gently hold! It's like touching a newborn chick! Don't put that power in. Should be fine! Hmmm ... this guy ... is this my mother? It is an ordinary woman who is not a beautiful woman by far. He just looks kind. Or maybe, because I'm the child of this person, no woman would hold her child and look like a demon. Mm? Did you look so troubled? Ah, I was worried because I did n’t respond at all,

I don't really know what to do in such a case. Smile for the time being ...

"Kii, kii"

Oh, laughed! Mom laughed! Okay, apparently this was the correct answer. But what are we going to do? It is understandable that there is no help for it, but it is an adult mentally, so I always think. Anyway, my ass hurts and I'm tired of crying.

Let's observe more around next time ...

"~~~ ♪ ~~~ ♪"

Suddenly, I heard my voice and woke up. It is warm and comfortable. This is the feeling of being in slumber, yeah! Is that in my mother's stomach… I see. Because it's my own space. Hmm? I still couldn't hear my voice Opening my eyes, my mother hugged me and sang a song with a smile. Is this ... German? Pronunciation is bad but audible. A lullaby or something similar. Did you know the song from the beginning or did you learn it for me as I was born? I can't thank you and I can't applause. Do you laugh here anyway?

"Kii ♪ Kii ♪"

Alright! I laughed happily! How is it? Mom's face looks happy. For now, let's laugh if there is anything. Most things can be managed by showing a human smile! ...... should be!

While listening to her mother's song for a while, I heard a knocking sound. Hmmm ... it looks like a private room. Putting a newborn child and mother in a private room would take a lot of time. It's like an environment where you're not financially lame. It's better if there isn't a problem with the world money.

And who is this uncle? I touched me nervously, but it hurt a little. painful. Is it foolish? It's not the power to put on a newborn child! Mom is angry. Hey ... don't get so small. How shocked my mother was to get angry. As far as I can tell what I'm talking about, it's like a father. I just came, but I was sleeping. It was a bad old man. I couldn't help but hugged me so I rubbed my face around my tie as a service. Oh, I'm hugging with a happy face. painful. painful. Mom hurts! help me!

"Ogyaa! Ogyaa !!!"

I cried a bit painfully. The poor father gets angry with his mother again. Zama Miro! However, my body is not strong ... I cried a little and became sleepy again ... Next was a little more up ...

----- Miki Arakawa's viewpoint -----

I have been worried since I knew I was pregnant. It was not about becoming a mother, but about being able to give birth safely. Originally, I couldn't expect pregnancy. It was probably impossible until about 30 years ago, but it was not impossible with today's medical technology. I consulted with my husband Shuichi many times. Shuichi told me she didn't need any children, just wanted me to be with her ... I was so happy that I could tears, but I still wanted the crystal of love.

I told myself selfishly and received state-of-the-art medical treatment, and my life died. I'm very happy. I was so delicious that I stroked my stomach many times a day as I became bigger. And today, this child is finally born. The moment when Kouki was born with the pain of labor. I was frozen.

"Teacher, I won't raise my voice!"

Nurse Takigawa desperately beats Koki's ass, but Koki does not speak out. I knew that the air in the operating room was tight.

"Teacher! Please, please help the child with Koki !!!!"

Did my voice sound properly? Isn't it afraid of losing voice and fear of losing Koki? When Mr. hit the ass while hugging Koki, he made a voice for the first time. I felt relieved and tired, but I couldn't do that until I hugged my child.

"Yes, mother. Give me a break."

I hugged Kouki for the first time ………… It was frozen.

What, these eyes are not children's eyes ... Eyes as if they had a black round hole. Emotionless eyes, as if you were observing the subject.

Goose bumps on my skin. Unpleasant feelings that grab my heart filled me. The moment I lost fear and about to throw Kouki away.

"Kii, kii"

Koki laughed. A laugh as if innocently recognized me as a mother. I was relieved and at the same time self-hatred. Just a few moments ago, how emotional I was with this child! She was born so hard that she is still desperately trying to live, and felt the feeling that her beloved child was uncomfortable. Koki fell asleep in my arm, as if I was laughing with an awkward smile. I decided at this time. Even if this world denies Kouki, I will continue to protect Kouki. Never let this child be sad as a mother.

Sing a song while hugging the sleeping Koki. It is a lullaby with gentle lyrics that I learned desperately for this child. Koki's breathing in his arm has changed ... apparently it has happened. Was the voice loud? If you look into your face

"Kii ♪ Kii ♪"

Just sing more! It was a laughter like , I couldn't understand the lyrics of German in this newborn child ... I sang more wholeheartedly.