I have died 5000 times

Zhao Xiaolin nodded silently, and stepped over her position. At this moment, she looked at her father who was lying half-lying with complicated eyes. After a long time of silence, she slowly squatted down. The whole person was quietly and carefully hugged Chao. Ji Zhe's chest was covered in blood, his hair was covering his cheeks, and he bit his lip to try to prevent himself from crying.

Yao Yu noticed this, and she turned her back wittily, leaving the limited time for them... herself, looking around the dust gradually disappearing, recalling the decisions made along the way, as well as emotionally never The weird waves, a little helplessness, indifferently looking forward to "Qi Yue, do you think everything I did is right or wrong?"

In her mind, Qi Yue, who had been silent for a long time, responded directly, "My setting is not to interfere with any of your thoughts. You have a reason to do so.

It has nothing to do with right or wrong."

reason?

Yao Yu smiled softly and shook his head slightly, "Qi Yue, you know me, for a long time...I don't have the urge to do anything.

Sometimes, I really wonder what the purpose of my life is.

You and the'general' gave me strength that I couldn't reach for a lifetime, but also deprived me of all my emotions." When I thought of this, my heart remained calm and said, "How much blood are on my hands?Such a life should have been tortured by nightmare, but I...not a little bit guilty.

I defeated the empire's highest combat power sage, and I was not a bit excited... as if it should be like this, I don't need any reason.

With these achievements, shouldn't I be swollen, contented, and excited? Once upon a time, when I held the Loya dropout notice, I felt confused, unwilling, regretful, and genuine emotions.

No more,

It's all gone.

Gradually, I didn't even have such a suspicion anymore... Qi Yue, can you tell me, now I am alive... for what?

Live without pursuit.

To die without worry.

What's the difference!

Maybe... I died long ago in the so-called trial of reincarnation."

"I can't answer this question" Qiyue rarely paused, and said very aptly "'General' asked me to come back, and I chose you.

Even if you are not a person who can really accomplish the goal, but from the statistics of probability and statistics, you at that time are the best candidate who can take on the important tasks in the future.

Indeed, I don’t have better or more options,

That means you are the best choice.

Strictly speaking, I did not find you.

It's you,

Met me.

Perhaps, you are alive just for...that line of life"

Qiyue's way of comforting people is still the same as before. Yao Yu didn't mind, but silently looked at his hands, which seemed very clean, but in fact, they were a pair of butcher's hands. What is terrible is... ...I know this is the case, but so far, I don't know what the error is. The lack of emotion has been accompanied by the loss of reason.

If it is said that the ruling fighters and holy judges of the Holy Bunia Empire are puppets controlled by machines, then Yao Yu, without mechanical constraints, is more like a ruthless killing machine than anyone.

Ah.

With a light smile, Yao Yu retracted his hands and said indifferently, "It is better to have a clear goal than to go blindly without a goal."

I don’t know when, Yao Yu’s initial attitude has gradually disappeared over time. The longer the'general' mask is worn on the cheek, the more it is forcibly penetrated by an unchangeable force, silent and silent. Interest, changing my original intention.

Today, Yao Yu desperately wants to sever contact with the'general', but he does not know that the shackles and shackles of the mask are deeply imprinted in the depths of his heart, unable to extricate himself.

Correct,

wrong.

It really doesn't matter anymore.

Or keep going,

Or just give up everything.

It wasn't a difficult multiple choice question at first, but Yao Yu... but couldn't make a choice.

'General',

It’s Yao Yu’s curse. I can’t get rid of it, struggles fearlessly, missed the best opportunity to escape, and wants to save it again. It is now that I have truly lost everything, so ~ This question is actually before quietly, there is no answer, because no matter How to choose, there is only one answer.

It has nothing to do with right or wrong.

Keep going!

...

"Father, I'm sorry, I'm late." Chao Xiaolin leaned on her familiar chest, silently feeling the warmth that was about to pass, and choked with guilt.

"No..." Zhao Jizhe held his last breath for the present, but his strength was cut off, and his speech was already very reluctant. The arm that tried his best was like a thousand pounds, but between the extreme thoughts, painful forgetting, miracles He lifted it up slowly and gently stroked the sweat-stained and blood-stained hairline.

Chao Xiaolin hurriedly supported the heavy arm and pressed it tightly on her head. At this moment, she finally knew what the pain of losing the most important thing was, the suffering, the heart-piercing pain , I can’t say "Father...sorry...sorry..."

At this moment, Chao Xiaolin, apart from apology and guilt, couldn't say anything to her heart. She just wanted to accompany him silently to finish the last journey.

It's just that Chao Jizhe's chest gradually rises and falls, knowing that it is impossible, but still wants to sit up, his dry lips hesitate to say something.

Chao Xiaolin felt this obsession at close range, and leaned forward without even thinking about it, and said anxiously, "Slow down, you say slowly, I'm here, I'm here... I won't Go"

At the same time, the dust around was slowly dissipated in the breeze, and finally you could see...the pit where the'General' fell, and the farewell of Chao Xiaolin and Chao Jizhe's father and daughter, of course, more What people care about is not this, but the status quo of the'general'.

It seemed unexpected, and it seemed like it should have been.

Although the clothes of the'general' that many people expect is stained with ashes and looks unusually embarrassed, the attitude of standing proudly standing aside and holding hands is telling the world all the time...I am still alive, this kind of attack, but in this way!It is still arrogant and rude, but this time, no one will taunt.

After this battle, the'general' conquered more people, no longer stuck to ordinary people, humble and poor, but rose to a person's vigor, choice, and even the military had to recognize the peerless power...' The general' can afford it and deserves the name of a'hero'!

However, everything is adjacent, good and bad accompanied.

The'general' is not dead, it is indeed exciting, but...the yoke of the'general' is restricted, but the predicament is not decreasing but increasing, and it is still worrying.

If it is said that Zhao Jizhe was already very reluctant to save Zhao Jizhe, now, Zhao Jizhe is dying, and his daughter, Chao Xiaolin, is in purgatory again... It is far-fetched to take away one person, but now it is The burden has doubled, and it is even more difficult to let go. Although not many people blame this woman in a feminine look, there is a saying that she did not only make the situation better, but also made the original anxious and incomprehensible. The situation got worse.

It was also at this moment, Chao Xiaolin tried hard to get close to his unstable father, frowning anxiously, and finally vaguely heard the words that Chao Jizhe would have to say if he left early, not a warning, not a teaching, nor an admonition. , But a plea from his father.

"...Rin... I beg... you... leave... him, be sure to... stay away from him... the better..."