I Heard I've Been Dead For Thousand Years

Ren Pingsheng's tone paused, and he saw Shen Mengzhou's expression becoming more lonely, and the guilt on his face became thicker.

The more he recalled the old things and recalled the past, Shen Mengzhou also remembered the original things, and the more he thought of the beautiful memories of himself and his confidant Ren Pingsheng, the more he felt guilty for Ren Pingsheng.

It was he who killed the most respected teacher of his confidant and friend, so what face does he have to meet Ren Pingsheng?What qualifications do you have to recall those beautiful memories?

At this time, Shen Mengzhou could not wait to run away, or dive into the ground and find a place where no one was there to hide. This feeling of guilt and self-blame has tortured him every day for these years, and it is getting worse at this time. stand up.

Ren Pingsheng naturally discovered this too. Instead of mentioning the old things that tortured Shen Mengzhou, he sighed slowly and said:

"Mengzhou, do you know that from then to now, I have never had a day to resent you for killing my teacher."

"My teacher is in the court, and the court has the rules of the court. Even if it is some improper rules, it is also in the court. The teacher chose this path. The teacher died in the rules of the court. This is where he belongs."

"And we are people of the rivers and lakes, and we abide by the rules of the rivers and lakes, our own rules. The rules of the court cannot be substituted into the courts, and the rules of the rivers and lakes cannot be substituted into the court. This is what my teacher taught mine."

"Before the teacher was alive, I abide by the teacher's teachings and divide the court and the rivers and lakes cleanly. The rules on both sides can only work within their own limits. This is why I have never told you my teacher's identity. "

"Even after the teacher's death, I abide by his teachings. Even if I am sad, I can't confuse the rules of the court and the world because I love him, respect him, and think his teachings are reasonable."

"This is also the reason why I have never resented you. This is the continuation of the teacher's will. Everything is the path of the teacher's choice. From his entry into the court as an official, from his openly appealing to the people, he opposed the emperor and several powerful families. At that time, the teacher had already thought of his end."

"So no matter whose hands the teacher died in the end, who received the bounty secret list issued by the court, I will not seek revenge, nor will I blame the other party, let alone you? Mengzhou, mine Confidant old friend!"

The more Ren Pingsheng said, the more emotional Shen Mengzhou became, but he remained silent, and the guilt and self-blame in his heart would soon torture him to madness, even his body trembled slightly.

Ren Pingsheng's words did not relieve Shen Mengzhou from the knot, but instead made him feel more guilty and self-blaming. He stretched out his hand to gently pull Shen Mengzhou's robe to wake Shen Mengzhou's mind.

"After so many years, it's time to let go, Mengzhou."

Ren Pingsheng's tone was still gentle like a spring breeze, but Shen Mengzhou's emotions suddenly broke out. He patted Ren Pingsheng's outstretched palm and roared at him:

"I know that your parents died young, and your feelings for your teacher are as deep as your master, but I killed him! It is precisely because you are my confidant and old friend that I am so! How can I let go , How can I face it, I can't..."

Shen Mengzhou roared, his voice gradually reduced, and finally he was speechless, covering his face with his hands and turning his head away.

It was not hiding his face and crying, but Shen Mengzhou's faceless seeing Ren Pingsheng. He didn't want Ren Pingsheng to see his face, he was running away.

It's not so much that Shen Mengzhou can't face it is his confidant and old friend Ren Pingsheng, it is better to say that what Shen Mengzhou has always been so stubborn that he can't face is his heart.

Under the world, the most important spiritual practitioners in the world, if the mind is not firm, they will inevitably achieve nothing, let alone reach the superb realm of Shen Mengzhou's instantaneous realm.

Starting from the earth travel state, the first state is unobstructed, the third state of freedom, and the third state of the heavenly wonderland is free, all of which have high requirements for the perception of the mind. If you can't realize it, even if the cultivation level reaches the standard, it is vain. .

There is no one who can be cultivated to the Happy Realm in the world, and there is no one whose heart is not firm and vacillating.

For example, Huquan would rather stand up to death than fall to the culprit. For example, Zuo Chenghuang would risk gambling on Lin Meng’s sage law and would not be willing to give in. For example, hell sword fairy Mu Qingqing is not far away. Wanli, even if it's just a formality, he must have a trick with Lin Meng to ask for a clear conscience.

These are people with a firm heart, and they will not violate their original intentions and rules in anything.

And Shen Mengzhou is one of the best, a genius, and now it is even more of a momentary achievement, and his firmness in his heart can be described as the best in the world.

However, the more determined the Dao Mind, the more likely it is to have obsessions due to some knots, the more difficult it is to dissolve it, and it may even become devilish.

Lin Meng was observing behind the tree, looking at Shen Mengzhou's state at this time, he couldn't help but think that after the Great Tribulation of the Sword Sect of the Five Mountains that day, Gu Anmin would sacrifice himself in order to die with the culprits.

When Yang Wulin rushed to Yangjiabao after the incident, he heard that Gu Anmin was dying, and he almost had a tendency to go crazy. He immediately violently killed an elder in Yangjiapu who had persuaded him to return.

That is the Dao Xin is too firm, so that it gives birth to obsessions and become crazy.

Yang Wulin, because Gu Anmin was a good friend in his youth, and his great kindness in Yangjiapu, can be called the grace of reconstruction.

This kindness was engraved on Yang Wulin’s Dao heart, making him remember all his life, he wanted to repay Gu Anmin and repay the Sword Sect of the Five Mountains, but in the end Gu Anmin died, and he was unable to repay so that he formed an obsession and almost went into trouble Enchanted.

From Lin Meng's eyes, Shen Mengzhou today is so similar to Yang Wulin of the day!

They are all in the heart of obsession, and they are on the verge of becoming devilish!

"I'm a good boy, how can Ren Pingsheng mess up things? If this makes Shen Mengzhou go crazy, he may not be able to stop it."

Lin Meng grumbled his teeth behind the tree, realizing that the situation was not good, and he planned to come out to the rescue.

Even if she can't succeed in letting Shen Mengzhou let go of his knots and reconcile the two, she can't let Shen Mengzhou go crazy.

But Lin Meng saw that at this time, Ren Pingsheng grabbed Shen Mengzhou's wrist and forcibly pulled away the palm of his face, forcing Shen Mengzhou to face him.

When was Ren Pingsheng so tough?

Lin Meng was taken aback for a moment. In his feeling, Ren Pingsheng was extremely gentle, he would never get angry. A gentle gentleman and gentleman would never force others to do anything.

But now Ren Pingsheng forced Shen Mengzhou to face him.

Although he used tough methods, the next moment he spoke, his tone was still gentle like a spring breeze.

"Mengzhou, you may wish to be the same as before, playing a song with me. Forget my wish."

This sentence not only stunned Shen Mengzhou, but also stunned Lin Meng.

Why didn't you ask for comfort instead of asking for ensemble?Looking at this posture, could it be that Ren Pingsheng intends to give up, and after one song he will no longer see Shen Mengzhou?

Lin Meng was puzzled, but saw that after this sentence, Shen Mengzhou's mood eased.