I Kinda Came to Another World, but Where’s the Way Home?

Her name is Ashime Ali, a very normal woman who will later be called the strongest.

Before coming to the other world, she was a so-called unemployed home guard, albeit unintentionally. I am 25 years older and single than the Orange Sounds. She was smart, passed a prestigious college, and achieved quite a bit.

However, when I hit the wall of employment, I received several recruitment interviews from the major players to the middle class, but was not hired by any company. From his tiny pride in himself, who came this far so brilliantly, he went brilliantly down the freelancer's path as a result of his firmness that he did not want to join a small company.

Days like working part-time and occasionally attending drinks where you hear about the stupidity, successes, and failures of your contemporaries friends in the company.

Everything doesn't work out - her pride was shattered and she finally hunted herself down enough to be depressed.

She was a bright, and gentle woman in her life up to college.

He didn't look bad, he was clumsy about dating, but he still had a good friend who understood. My parents were also kind, giving me as much assistance and affection as I could for my tricks and hard working daughter.

Even if I try to make a lover to get some peace, her desperate appearance always keeps them away. I also ran into nerd hobbies such as 2D trying to escape into the world of stories, but instead I am reminded that I am trying to escape from reality. If I interacted with my friends, I fell into the feeling that I was being poked at my reality.

That also scared me to go outside. When I was seen by others, I felt terrified and became irritated by nausea and headaches.

The days I blame myself for not eating through my throat, not sleeping, and not supposed to be like this. At the end of the day, he was also seeing less self-inflicted acts and hallucinations.

And when the surroundings noticed her like that, their voices and encouragement, worried about her, were out of reach.

In that routine, at one point, she was getting smaller in the futon and blurry just staring into the void. Poop, squeal.

"I don't know if I'm gonna die..."

If you whine, the words fit softly in your chest.

And she laughed powerlessly, ready to hang herself pale. Having handily prepared herself without hesitation, she hung herself like nothing had ever happened. Leave a note of apology for your parents and friends.

- Oh... it's finally easier.

In agony, relieved. The days of finally being free from suffering and blaming oneself are over.

That alone made her think everything was better. I even thought all my misfortunes in my life had been resolved.

There was no guilt.

◇ ◇ ◇

... Is that it? And when she woke up, she understood that it had been a long time since she had felt the light of the sun.

The next thing I knew, someone was holding my body, and before I thought about why, the warmth that was wrapped around my arms made me feel better. Raising her gaze, a woman with an unknown face smiling happily as she peeks into her own face.

He strokes his own head, making his eyes squeeze like he was distracted, and calls to himself a name he doesn't know.

Getting that far, she finally understood that she was a baby and that this unknown woman was her own mother. I understood in the corner of my head that I was reincarnated.

But more than that, there were clear tears about why.

She couldn't stop crying, even thinking she was already dead, listening to a woman fool herself like she panicked.

I don't know why. But not my head, my heart understood.

She feels loved now.

I kept blaming myself, I couldn't accept the love and worry from others, and I also lost my life forgetting that there were people who thought of me at the end of the day.

Ahead, I was reborn as a baby for whatever cause - given free love.

I felt like I could be here, I felt like I was being told it was worth it, I felt admitted, I just couldn't get over it.

Then she was named Iri, just like in her previous life, and was raised with no freedom whatsoever.

I wasn't a particularly wealthy family, but I was raised with unbeatable love for my parents in my previous life.

At first, of course, I dragged on about my previous life. I was about to be crushed by regret that I did something very sorry to my parents and friends in my previous life. But his new parents noticed Sole and accepted her crying and revealing about her reincarnation, hugging her with warmth no different from the first time she woke up.

Therefore, it was in this life that she decided to survive and recover from her shameless way of life for her parents in her previous life as a person in this world.

But in the future, she becomes the strongest adventurer known as the strongest. And there could be no ordinary life available to her with the souls of other worlds.

"Oh, you're a pretty lady. Hello."

He appeared before her not long after she was five years old.

A woman dressed in a beautiful and strange atmosphere. He was wearing a black dress and had a presence that would float in the rural town on the edge of her birth.

He crouches in front of her as she plays outside, matching the height of his gaze. Soft expression, long but somewhat gentle voice that I wonder if I like children.

I have never had an exchange of life in my previous life, and that was enough to favor the woman in front of me for her, who has had a peaceful routine even in this life.

"Hey, who are you?

"Oh, man, what a hard word you know so well. Your daughter is smart, she's amazing... her sister's name is Euaria, she's a traveler."

"Tabi?

"Yes, I travel freely everywhere."

Her name is Euaria, she seems to be a traveler.

When she gently strokes Iri's head, she stands up and looks over the sight of the town.

"Nice place, lots of nature... so idyllic that I feel the flow of time slowly. Does your daughter like this town?

"Iri, it is. I love this town."

"Oh, Aili...... good name. Perfect for you... your sister loved this town too"

We laughed naturally at each other.

Aili is also glad that she liked this town where she was born, and it also raises her fondness for women that praised the name given to her by her separate parents in her previous life and in this life.

Apparently she decided to stay in this town for a while after that.

She said it depended on her mood how long she would stay, but that period was longer than Iri expected and she sat well on the bench in the square where she met Iri.

When we got along, she had a good greeting from someone who would go out with her, and the kids started to get together around her better if she had her too.

Beautiful, gentle, strange, but somewhat cozy together, Euaria had become a favorite presence for the whole town.

Either way, Eiri thought well of her, and she liked to go to Euaria every day and sit down and talk about her without any other love.

The events that were on the journey, the experiences that were interesting, the stories of people we met on our journey, Euaria tells us all sorts of stories. For Iri, who lived longer in the world of his previous life, Euaria's story was as interesting as a fantasy story.

"Iri really looks like she's going to enjoy listening to you, so we're kind of going to have a chat."

"I do! I especially like the story of adventurers! I've never had one, but you fight warcraft and demons, right? Wow."

"Oh, Iri, you admire adventurers."

"Yeah, it's not like I want to be scared... but I'd like to see you once or so"

"Hehe, whenever you get a chance to grow up and go to a big city, you can go see him"

Days of having such conversations.

Aili was kind of happy to see more and more people greeting Euaria with one person, again. Of course I know one day she'll be leaving here too, but still, I wish these days continued every day, so much so.

But one day.

"Oh, Iri. You're here today... Welcome"

"Yeah, hello!... You're not well today, what's wrong?

Going to the square bench as usual, Euaria was there as usual.

But unlike usual, my expression was kind of dark. Such a look, like you have troubles. It was the first time I had seen such a look since Aili spent time with Euaria in this city.

"... you know, it's time for me to get out of this town and get back on my journey"

"What..."

What Euaria told me was that it would be a shock to Iri.

It's already been a month and a half since she came to this city, if you think about it. It is also understandable that you will return to your journey for a long enough stay.

But it is very sad that she will be gone for Iri, who already likes Euaria so much that she can cherish it.

But I can't hold it back. She's a traveler in the first place, and she doesn't live in this town. If you're going on a journey, you couldn't hold it back with your own endeavors. She is a child, but she is also a discerning adult.

"When will you say it?

"Right... maybe about tomorrow's time. I packed my bags yesterday, so say hello to everyone in this town today... tomorrow."

"... I miss you"

"Me too, what I like about this town. I stayed longer than usual on that evidence... and I enjoyed talking to Iri."

Euaria gave me a gentle hug and stroked my head as I leaned down and dropped my shoulder Aili.

The temperature was originally low, it was a little cold in her chest, but it smelled kind of reassuring. It's not the same warmth my mother would do. Just a little bit, I felt like I could take the loneliness too.

"So let's talk a lot today after we say hello to everyone, shall we? If Iri is good, though."

"! Yeah!

That's how she took Iri around this town and greeted her as many people were lonely. Some said to have a farewell feast, but said no to it because I'm with Aili all day today on leaving tomorrow.

The fact that I greeted and went around almost all the houses, and all those people spared their goodbyes, some of them men making confessions of love, the children were all together crying and hugged by Euaria. Seeing such a sight, Iri realizes once again that Euaria is loved by this town.

Loved all over town, Euaria was more than an adventurer's yearning for Iri, who had refused to love and died, a woman who I could sincerely desire to be like this.

Then Iri and Euaria talked a lot, as usual.

We usually talked a lot about where we were traveling, but we talked a lot about each other today. Girls talk whilst rapidly thrilled that they liked this stuff, something they didn't like, and no one liked it.

With a hint of loneliness seeping in, Iri and Euaria broke up late than usual, promising that they would definitely go and drop him off.

The look on Euaria's face I saw when I broke up was a smile as usual.

◇ ◇ ◇

The next day, Iri woke up earlier than usual.

I say good morning to my parents who greet me with a smile as usual and have breakfast as usual. After a soothing morning's time, Iri went outside a little early.

It's your parting day with Euaria. I wanted to meet her soon and stay with her for a little longer.

That's how he rushes all over town without looking back and hurries to the hall.

- Without realizing the sight behind her running through was different than usual.

And when Iri arrived in the hall, Euaria was there as usual. I'm glad she came here a little early, just like herself.

Euaria notices this way. I smiled as usual and stepped closer to Aili from her as well.

Moment after moment, the hurried Iri falls with a grunt.

"Wanna... Huh?

"Oh, you're here today... hehe, there you are, lady"

You should say you were lucky.

Thanks to the fall, she picked up her life. I saw it just before Iri fell, because it was the look of Euaria swinging through a small knife at herself.

"... what... eh..."

"I didn't want to make you sad, so I wanted you to end without knowing..."

It is the voice of Euaria as usual, overflowing with the same kindness.

But only those eyes were different.

He usually had clear, beautiful black eyes, but now he's got eyes like he wrote and beat the crap out of him with a ballpoint pen.

Aili had her first feelings of fear for Euaria. The person I cared about suddenly became a leopard without emotion.

But Euaria wasn't the only one who was different.

"Hih......!?

The square, which was always the way it was just now, suddenly changed its appearance.

There were many red colors there. Children who had been playing with me for a long time, grandparents and grandmothers who had taken good walks, uncles who had worked, men and women on dates and people who had always watched were dying with a lot of blood.

If you look over, there was a lot of blood stuck on the walls of the houses, and a lot of bodies were rolling down the road Iri had been running.

I had no idea what had happened, but for now I only found out that Euaria had done something.

"Hey, what did you do!?

"Hehe, I just had you look at your happy memories"

"... memory?

Euaria says, grinning with couscous.

"Though I think it's been about a month and a half since some of your daughters... actually your daughters just met me"

"Huh..."

"Your daughter has been following happy memories here ever since she met me."

"Follow your memories...?

"Yes, that's why the days your daughter spent with me are illusory memories... you seem to have been loved a lot just now"

Aili couldn't believe it. A month and a half I've had to this day has been an illusory memory, etc.

This means that Euaria in front of us was actually Euaria as it was the day we met, and Iri and Euaria were not even friends after a month and a half. And while I was looking at that memory, it meant killing people from this town that Iri loved from one end to the other.

Confusion, anger, sadness and all sorts of emotions mixed together and words didn't come out well.

"Why... this..."

Euaria replies with a smile to those words, which she squeezed out painfully.

"If they say why, I don't know. I thought it was a lovely town, and I met my daughter, and I thought she was a lovely girl, and then I thought," How is this young lady going to die? "

"What... are you saying...?

I didn't know what that meant.

Somehow, I don't know what that means. That means he killed it not as an action, but as an impulse, an impulse.

Besides, I didn't know why I could be so rational when I said I did that. Aili weeps with fear.

"Oh... well, I thought you were a nice girl when I first met you, and I don't want your daughter to die either... so I won't kill you"

"... I don't know what that means...!

"Well, I'm sure I thought so too if it was your lady's position... why did you kill her? But I like this town, Sole is true. There were all kinds of people, but they were so sweet... and I feel like I could see a kid like your daughter growing up."

"What are you talking about...!?

"Well, he's dead,"

I don't know if you killed him, but I couldn't talk to him.

I don't know what it means to be able to talk about it like it was such a sad case. I had no idea what was going on in the head of the person in front of me.

"Then I'll go now, ma'am, but what's your name?

……

"Oh, they hated me...... did I do something? Sorry, I hope to see you again when we meet."

Saying so and stroking Aili's head, she walks away in the middle of a loose blood.

The leftover Iri looked behind with a glimpse - unable to move the scene until she was gone.

And after a while, she walked around the whole city.

I went around visiting one house at a time, as I did with Euaria in my memory. In all of that, people were dead. The neighbors who would make it better, the children of their friends, and the people in the shops who looked after them were all dead.

And, of course, my parents, who should have prepared dinner this morning and greeted me as usual.

………… ……

Iri's tears were dead by the time she saw her parents' bodies. Seeing several corpses and many deaths, her heart was shattered as early as possible.

She was biting the irrationality of the world into this sight she had never seen or experienced in her previous life.

And after a few hours of sleep at home,

When she woke up, she shrugged with her blurred eyes. The figure was the same as when he decided to commit suicide in his previous life.

- Let's kill him.

The moment I put it into words, her expression distorted into hatred for the first time.

"Let's kill, let's kill, let's kill, let's kill..."

He completes his journey with a bump and a grunt, pale. Gathering the tools necessary for the journey around town, he put the sole in a large bag. It's dead, so if you don't have to buy it, you don't have someone else to give you permission to take it.

She lifts her luggage with one hand so heavy that she can't hold it with her slender arm.

I cut my beautifully stretched orange hair with the scissors I had at home and shortened my long hair. I also threw away the beautiful clothes my parents bought me and put on a simple shirt and easy-to-move pants.

And after all the support, she burned the whole town. I lit every house and burned the bodies together as well.

"... Goodbye"

Her eyes did not copy any emotions at the earliest.

Just hiding her hatred deep in her eyes, she walked out untouched with her sleepy eyes. With a large package, he walked towards Euaria's departure.

"... let's kill"

I can kill myself now - because I got the strength to do it.

She met when she got a few hours of sleep, in the person of Teng, who reincarnated her into this world. To that paranormal being that orange noise called out as a cuss.

And I wished. He told me to give him the strongest power that I could kill Euaria with this hand.

The wish was fulfilled.

Speaking of reincarnators, it would be classic to have reincarnation benefits. How dare you say that, that paranormal being literally gave her the strongest power. Just the power to beat Euaria to death with that hand.

In consideration, she abandoned her name and wasted emotions. I abandoned the precious name my two parents gave me and emotions other than those about struggle and revenge.

That's how she ceased to be Iri and became someone with the strongest power.

The next time we meet, she will kill Euaria. Whatever she wanted,

"Come on..."

That is how she took the first step, called the strongest.