"You're not going to tell Alicia?"
"... because Alicia is a smart kid, you may soon find out."
That said, Ji-chan looks out the window.
Everyone thinks of Alicia in Lovell.Everyone can't stop thinking about Alicia, even if they don't want to think about her.
Even Catherine Liz. In the end, Alicia was tied up all along.
"But she won't come back here for that reason."
"Why?"
"Because I know better than anyone that I don't want it."
Fufu gently narrowed her eyes and Ji-chan laughed.It's like a look for a lovely grandson.
"But that's Alicia. I can't believe she didn't come back."
He's not coming back.
That's what Micchan said to make me wear it. [M]
I don't know how Alicia could have noticed her weirdness and told her not to come back. [M]
She must have more respect for Haji-chan than anyone else.She is a family person.
Alicia will definitely come back to you.I mean, that's the kind of person.
Maybe she'll save Ji-chan.We may be able to cure this disease.
I have little hope. [M]Then you realized what I was thinking, and Ji-chan opened her mouth.
"Jill, Alicia may indeed be a saint.But just because you're a saint doesn't mean you can do anything.You can't save a dying man. "
"But..."
"Alicia knows what to do.It's not when you're turning to me.There's nothing more I can do for her. "
"That's not true! And me?There's still a lot I need you to tell me. "
"Jill doesn't need me anymore.Look around. Not just Alicia, but Duke, Henri, there's a lot of people you can trust. "
I felt like I was going to die soon.Sounds like a goodbye conversation with me.
... it's okay, I'm not dead yet. Ji-chan will never be able to finish her work.
I can tell myself that desperately. [M]
"But it was an interesting life."
I can see the morning sun rising high in Ji-chan's eyes.I listened to him in silence. [M]
"I could hardly imagine losing my magic, being stripped of both eyes, being sent to prison in a poor village, then meeting Alicia, raising a child named Jill, rebuilding a poor village, and returning to the original world.Thanks to meeting Alicia and Jill, I decided to try to live again. "
"Live?"
"The definition of living is extremely difficult.So if you can breathe and move your hands and feet, you're gonna live?Or does it mean that we live when we set goals and are obsessed with selflessness towards them?Interestingly, the definition of living differs from person to person.Some people may find the meaning of living in love, others may find the meaning of living in working. "
I think a little about Ji-chan's words. [M]
A man like me was dead in that poor village. [M]I was dead until I met Alicia.
I'm sure Ji-chan will too.I should have given up everything when I was deported to a poor village.That's where the human concept of "living" disappears.
Until a little while ago, we were all just waiting for death.