"Originally I was going to die there.So when Alicia first asked me if I wanted to leave the poor village, I said no.I thought there was nothing I could do if I came back to this world. "
"... were you already sick at that time?"
My voice is slightly scattered.
Ji-chan was fine back then.... you still look fine.I don't feel any weakness.
Ji-chan turned his clothes around and turned his arm towards me. [M]I stopped thinking without thinking. [M]I can't think of anything, and nothing comes out.
... green spots.
The progress seen in his arm alone suggested that he would die soon.
Until now, I didn't realize that Ji-chan would die, but when I looked at his arm, I understood that his life was almost over for the first time.
"Spot disease?"
"Oh, yes, don't worry, it's not a contagious disease."
I can't be reassured. I swore to support Ji-chan, but that vow is about to break.My heart hurts and I can't do anything.
Why is the human mind so fragile?How can I be stronger?
I realize that death is not my own death, but the death of others.Even if I die, I don't have any trouble and I don't think anything.It's none of my business what happened after I died.
But what if Ji-chan dies?What happens to us?
"Why? Why did you do that?There should be few sick people in this country!Why does Ji-chan have the disease?This is too miserable. "
I endured not to cry, but I couldn't stop the overflowing tears.Why is it so painful and sad?Ji-chan is still alive.
Ji-chan looks at me with an unfortunate face.
I don't want you to look like that.I want you to laugh like you always do.
Family, relatives, friends, lovers, that death is the hardest part of our hearts.I'm sure I'm afraid to die.But I'm more afraid of the death of my beloved.
"This is my fault."
"I'll destroy that fate.I will make and show you the medicine with the same ingredients as Maddy.So please don't die!I'll give you my life, so don't die. "
I cry like a little child. [M]I feel more heartbroken than when my family dies.
"If the medicine were found, it would be too late for me now.It's pointless to get Maddie. "
"I haven't tried it yet, but you don't know!... Catherine Liz, maybe she can save Ji-chan! "
Jill, listen to me.
"I have to go now!"
That's how I forced myself out of the room.
I know it's rude, but I couldn't stay in that room any longer.If I'm denied all hope, I can't stand it anymore. [M]
At the same time that I opened the door vigorously, I almost ran into the king. [M]
I can see in his deep blue eyes. [M]I ran on the spot without saying hello. [M]
Is Jill here?
Luke entered Will's room and asked.Will answers with a bitter smile.
"Oh, I told you about the illness, but Jill still couldn't accept it."
"It was Jill who was in the hallway yesterday."
"Maybe it wasn't too soon for him."
"I really admire you, brother.Besides, he looks like an adult, but he's still a child.... I can't bear to lose my older brother again. "
"I love you."
Will smiles slightly.The smile tightened Luke's heart.
I was deprived of the joy of seeing my respected brother again in an instant.Luke's heart was so complicated that he thought it was time to save his brother.
"My role was already over.We must get Jill out of the village before this life burns out.That was the role I imposed on myself. "
Luke's eyes widened and hardened in Will's words.
I can't believe Jill spent his life for a boy.Neither being a good teacher in Alicia nor being a leader in a poor village.It was just one boy, Jill.
It must have been the only goal I found in a poor village.
"He's not as talented as he is.He without a family needed to be a teacher in that cruel world.Alicia showed up and she took Jill out.I knew I couldn't get him out on my own.But one day, Duke let me know that a lady was coming.It was to protect Alicia, but at the time it was just a chance to free Jill from the poor village.It was not long before Alicia came and Jill left the poor village.... she's really amazing. "
Will makes his face faint with joy.Luke didn't get a word out of his happy smile.
Maybe it was Will who loved Jill more than anyone.