It's not Max's fault. I think he's a really cute little angel brother.
"And yet, I wonder what it feels like to be mojito..."
I explore the true nature of my feelings as I play with him.
This feeling has been felt by Alicia before... Unlike love, I'm jealous.
To be jealous of a little boy like this would be disqualified as a sister.
Slowly stroking Max's head, he suddenly remembered the enchanted magic.
If I thought this, I'd use my magic again without realizing it.
I really didn't think I was using enchanting magic. I was using enchanted magic unconsciously to protect myself...... I'm not the worst at all.
...... Still, using magic, I wanted to be loved by Duke.
The opponent who wanted me to turn around the most did not turn around. Well, then, it doesn't mean enchanted magic.
I unintentionally smile bitterly.
"Max, I'm sorry. Onee-chan, I just remembered something."
Saying that in a slightly weak voice, I put Max on the enclosed bed and I left the place.
This house has no place of its own anymore. But that's fine, isn't it?
I will never come back to this house again.
I sneaked into the warehouse where I always sneaked in when I was young. I made a giggle and opened the door.
It hasn't been used for a while. I guess I was the only one using it after all.
Open the door and step into a small warehouse.
It's dusty, but it's not the same as it used to be.
Ripped books, unused dishes, cheap accessories I don't know where I bought them, and soundless orgasms.
A place full of junk. Still, when I was still young, I thought everything here was a treasure.
"I miss you."
My voice leaked out unexpectedly.
I close the door completely while making a noise again. Looking up at the ceiling, there is a light bulb that is about to fall.
With the light streaming in through the square windows high on the wall, there's no need to turn on the lights yet.
... I want you to stay here forever.
I found something small and glowing on the dusty shelf.
"Ah, this glass..."
It was just a piece of glass, but it was special to me.
When I first used the magic of light, the window in my room broke. "The windowpane couldn't stand it because it was too magical..."
Fortunately, no one was injured.
I gently touched the pieces of glass and remembered what had happened.
I have troubled many people so far. The best is Alicia-chan.
I know it has caused trouble, but I feel like I will do the same again when the time returns.
That was the best I could do at that time. If you don't push through your own justice, you're going to lose to her... I've never been able to beat Alicia in the first place.
If I'm strong enough, it's just magic power.
I inadvertently ridicule myself for my stupidity.
"I want to create a peaceful world without violence....... it's really easy to say, right?"
I really wanted to create a world where everyone could smile.
But the reality was too harsh. Knowing the existence of a poor village, I didn't have the courage to go to that place.
I can go now, but five years ago, I couldn't bear the responsibility of being a saint. There was nothing but fear in the impoverished village.
I wanted to help the villagers someday, but before that "someday" came, Alicia solved everything.
... I can't beat you anywhere.
I've been thinking about equality, peace, smiles, a world without violence, to make it happen. But I think I may have turned my back on reality too much.
To be taught by a girl five years younger than me...
I can see Duke falling in love with her.
...... I wanted to be like her too.