Guangyou opened his mouth again and spit out the only syllable, but failed again.

He couldn't help but doubted himself: "Is it really because I haven't really said this title for too long?"

Indeed, he hasn't really called people this name for a long time.

It seems that he hasn't been called since he left normal society.

"Humph."

Guangyou snorted in his heart and laughed at himself, "I don't seem to even remember that picture."

He was mocking his ruthlessness, it was just that he hadn't called for a long time, and he even forgot the last time he called out.

"Guangyou, what's wrong with you?"

Elena could see that Guangyou seemed to be distressed, and she could also see that he wanted to call that name out, but it seemed that he had encountered a little difficulty.

"I haven't called for a long time, and suddenly I feel strange in my heart."

Guangyou furrowed her eyebrows, stretched out her hand to cover her chest and said truthfully, "I can't tell, I don't know, I feel tight in my chest, I don't know what's wrong."

Elena turned her head and glanced at Kouji Miyano, who shook her head and gave her a helpless look.

"Or, don't force yourself."

Although Elena's expression was a bit lost, she didn't want to see Guangyou troubled by this incident, but felt a little pity. After all, if she couldn't hear her this time, she would have no chance afterwards.

Guangyou didn't say anything, but the lightly shaking his head already showed his attitude.

give up?

How can I give up!

Whether it was a dream he had imagined, or a supernatural event like Tuomeng, it was a rare opportunity.

The online paragraph says that I dreamed of being beaten by other people when I slept, and then I woke up. After a while, I continued to fall asleep, but as soon as I fell asleep, I picked it up. The group of people who beat him up grabbed the baseball bat and faced him. Said: "Boy, you dare to come back."

But Guangyou had never encountered this kind of dream catching thing, and he didn't think he would catch it this time.

Wouldn't it be a pity if I didn't say it now?

That would not be worth the loss, even if he wakes up, he will worry about it for a long time.

The Miyano couple in front of them are illusory anyway, what are they afraid of?

"Oh…"

Guangyou stopped again, this time it was not that he could not read it, but he realized the key.

It has been a long time since he had experienced any interaction with him by the person he was called so.

Simply put, he just couldn't bring his emotions into it.

It may sound exaggerated, but it is true. Guangyou really wants to treat this experience that may not exist at all.

This is the first time in his life, the first time from the previous life to the present, and he also hopes this will be the last time.

No, no hope, Guangyou is still confident about this.

This time was the first time in his life, and it was also the last time.

So he wanted to treat this time well. He didn't want to leave regrets this time, so he didn't follow Elena's persuasion, but continued to work hard to overcome his inner feelings.

But for now, it seems a bit difficult.

Sometimes Guangyou feels that he is quite useless. It is obviously such simple syllables.

Even if it is changed to Chinese, it is a word composed of two pinyin.

Is it complicated?

Simple enough, this term is spoken by most people within a few months of their birth.

He did it before, to be precise, he did it before he had this dream.

Put it on your lips as a meaningless word, so that he can say it without any reaction.

However, now is not before, the word to be said at this time is the same word as before, but the meaning is completely different.

Guangyou also caused some fluctuations in his heart because of the meaning contained in the latter.

"It's probably because I haven't really called this name to others for a long time, so I can't say it."

Guangyou raised his head and told Elena of the problem he realized.

"sincere…"

Elena repeated these two words with a hint of doubt on her face, but then she understood, looked at Guangyou, and comforted, "Guangyou, are you thinking of your parents?"

"I don't think so."

Guangyou nodded and then shook his head. He couldn't tell what kind of attitude he had about this matter in his tone. He said, "It's been a long time, and I didn't start thinking like that."

He felt that he was really ruthless, obviously the parents who gave birth to him, but after so long, there were only sporadic picture fragments left in his mind for the couple.

Gradually, Guangyou remembered the appearance of his parents.

The scenes of the man are not good, each scene is the scene of that man violently angered by drinking.

The clearest scene was the one where the man shot the woman.

Guangyou still remembered the specific details clearly. It was obviously a man's problem, but after hitting a woman, he still cried out how hard he was.

That night was the first time Kwangwoo fought his biological father...

It seems to be off topic, but Guangyou doesn't know why he thinks of these memories that have been hidden deep in his heart.

Guangyou only knew that he used to call out that man's name very sincerely, but that man never put him in his eyes.

There are many fragments of memories like this, and Guangyou doesn't bother to remember.

That woman once brought him warmth, but because of the man, that period of time became very short.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this memory that he has some resistance to these two titles.

"It's been so long, why can't I let it go."

Guangyou shook his head and couldn't bear his own thoughts.

But there was indeed some reaction in his heart. As soon as he was about to say it, that scene appeared in his mind, and then he was embarrassed.

It felt like a lump appeared in his heart, which he hadn't realized before.

"Gan, the other one is almost ready, but another one will come."

Guangyou was completely speechless, but after a while, the feeling of stuffiness in his chest was already much better.

In the final analysis, it is actually one reason. He takes the emotional aspect very seriously. As for money, the principle he has always believed in is that it is enough.

Money, enough food and drink, can support him occasionally to travel, and can accompany Xiao Ai to buy the latest style bag is enough.

Only the emotional aspect is more important to him, which is also the main reason for his anger most of the time.

Although on the whole, emphasizing feelings is not a particularly bad thing, but it also brings a lot of trouble.

"Guangyou, how about it?"

Elena once again persuaded her, "Don't force yourself, I already understand your intentions."

Guangyouxin felt a little bit, but there was nothing strange on his face. He raised his head to look at Elena and said, "Let me try again. Actually, I really want to experience that feeling.

From the very beginning, neither of them directly said who that identity was, but everyone present knew what they were talking about.

This is also the advantage of talking to smart people. It is not necessary to say too much.

Elena naturally understood what kind of feeling Guangyou was talking about. Seeing him understatement in front of him, her heart hurt slightly.

She could understand this feeling a little bit, because Xiao Ai would also have this feeling.

Thinking of this, Elena moved...