I'm still alive

The first thing that came into view was inside a messy convenience store. It was already a messy interior, as if it had been robbed, but that didn't mean it was all empty. After checking it out first, I rolled my eyes and looked elsewhere.

Then what appeared to be a boy who had been beaten for a long time was a swollen face, leaning against the wall. The dirty school uniform had blood on its face and did not move. Looking closely at the dead person, his chest rises and falls regularly. It was alive.

They never hit people. They're not so kind. Then it was evident that the same survivor was the one who made that student blood cake. The red emergency light is on my head. When we hurriedly changed our posture and looked at the other side, there were also more survivors. They were the cause of the noise they had ever heard.

The world I saw from the single-room window was ruined. The frame collapsed and human dignity was torn to shreds in front of their teeth. The law that used to control humans disappears, and the ethics that exist in unconsciousness collapse. Man goes back to the original days.

The law disappears, and the consciousness of crime becomes blurred. The weak are eaten, the strong survive. When an unspeakable monster appears, so does the talking monster.

The first scene I saw was a man trying to intimidate a woman. The woman was naturally defiant and weeping, and the man's eyes were filled with sexual desire. The woman's eyes were full of venom, but slowly turned into despairing eyes.

Strangely, my mind calms down. I was expecting the world to be like this. rape a woman in a convenience store in broad daylight There was a needless laugh. Was it the composure of those who saw the bottom? Or was it the cold anger I've been looking at them in a single room? There was no difference between that man and the monster in my eyes.

Gently opened the door and went inside. The man didn't know if he was busy with his work or I came in. The man uttered an incomprehensible yell and tried to strip the woman of her clothes, and the woman resisted desperately and shed tears and said: Don't do it! Don't do it!' But when the man's attitude did not change, the woman cried as she looked at the boy on one side. "Please...... please! Jinsu might die. Please...….’

The name of the boy who was hit and collapsed must be Jinsu. I locked the convenience store door quietly. Then I looked everywhere outside the convenience store, and turned around quietly. Locked the door and turned around, the man looked at me with a puzzled look on his face, and the woman, too, was looking at me with a dumbfounded.

Looking into the eyes, I felt cold. The man was trying to stand up, pulling up the buckle of his trousers, and the woman's eyes were complex faces. Why, didn't I look like a hero? The man shouted at me like this with a puzzled look on his face. 'You, what are you!'

I looked at the man with a calm face. His face with glasses and body were also ordinary. And ordinary face that can be seen everywhere in Korea. There was a lot of anxiety, as was the case with all survivors. The man looked at me anxiously, still holding the spear, and soon shouted abuse at me, as if he was about to start over.

What the hell are you!’

I was offended by the swearing. Not just because he was cursed, but because the man shouted loudly. Silence is essential to survive in this crazy world. I felt quite alien to a man who couldn't keep even those basic principles. The dysentery was a dirty feeling of looking at the garbage.

The man turned red when I didn't answer. And then came at me with a wild breath. He must have been an ordinary man living in South Korea. If a person who has witnessed himself committing a crime looks at himself with this calm face, there will be a mixture of guilt and shame.

And the confusion can be turned into two things. Shame that comes with recognition, or unprovoked anger that tries to justify itself. The man was expressing anger at being caught in his own disgrace.

The man rushed at me, but it felt so slow. If it were me before I left the room, I'd probably be on the floor with that guy in a panic. It has passed the critical point of death several times. I, who seemed never to change, was now changing.

Still, I was not confident of a close game, so I lifted the window with my hands and swung with clumsy movements. He didn't know I was gonna swing a spear. stopped with a look of And Ahhhh looked at his right hand with moan.

On the back of his right hand was a stream of bright red blood, as if his skin had cracked. Even if it is a factory-made cheap kitchen knife, cut the pork lightly. How much more is human flesh different? The window, which he wielded, just "Don't come," unexpectedly overpowered his opponent.

The man shot his buttocks with a dazed face. And he held on to his blood-flowing hand and looked at me. Perhaps it was confusing whether this was a dream or not. Looking at the flow of blood and opening his mouth seemed to have caused a moment of mental confusion.

I approached the man slowly, and he was about to scream with his mouth open to see if pain was finally coming. I held the sack upside down and slapped him in the back of the head before the man screamed. The man then slowly fell backwards, turning his eyes upside down.

I turned my head when I saw that the man had fainted. The woman was crying hugging the unconscious boy when she went there. I looked at her crying, calling her by her name, "Jinsuya" and "Jinsuya," and looked back at her bitter taste for a momentarily.

I thought for a moment whether I should say something of consolation to the woman, but I decided not to do it soon. And once I looked around, I started looking for what I had to take care of. First of all, I filled my hiking bag half full in search of water. Then they began to look for food, all canned and long-preserved foods were gone. It seemed to have been robbed early on.

I went to the convenience store warehouse just in case, but the situation was the same there. I began to put small cookies and chocolate in my regret. Ramen caught my eye, but soon shook my head and turned away.

Then she put in a small amount of gum and candy that Chae-yeon might like, and finally started looking for a hot pack, which was her original purpose. Hot packs were piled up in the convenience store warehouse. It is a company product that I used to see often, so I put enough hot packs in my bag without any doubt, and hid them in a corner of the warehouse. I'm thinking of coming to pick it up again when I run out of hot packs.

I hid all the stuff that I couldn't take because it was too heavy with a hot pack, and I thought about it for a long time. Eventually, I hid the ramen in a box. I'm thinking of bringing it when I pass by here later. And I looked for blankets and blankets, but I couldn't see anything.

Now there was nothing to see here. When I got up and went out carrying a heavy bag, the woman who had been crying and still talked to me. 'Excuse me!' 'Help me.' I stared at you in surprise, and the woman was still crying.

I slowly looked at the boy. His face was swollen, and he looked unconscious. My lips were torn or bleeding. Fortunately, his nose was not broken, but he seemed unable to recover his senses for the time being.

I didn't say nothing. And he didn't help. The reason I overpowered the man was just to deal with the risk. If the man had a weapon or was a threat, I wouldn't have been able to help. Because I'm that kind of person.

If you see criminals as well as rape, you automatically reject them. So I took actions to help her as much as possible, and got good results. But that's it. As I said repeatedly, I had neither the power nor the duty to help her.

I came out carrying my bag. The bag is heavy because there are many things in it. My heart was supposed to be light, but strangely my heart is heavy, too. Slowly, I started walking along the wall again in the direction where they weren't there. Now it's time to go to the nest where Chae-yeon is. I'm crawling around so slowly, and I hear a little groan behind me.

Looking back, I sighed. She was following me, whining to help the boy. Go! Go! I wanted to shout and grab him by the collar, but I couldn't because I was afraid they'

Every time I walked, a guilty conscience caught my foot. Can I help you? No, no, you idiot. Don't think like that. Over and over again conflicting thoughts bothered my head. I walked for such a long time without thinking, and then I stopped walking. And he quickly hid himself in the corner and looked straight ahead.

I was walking the same way I came. But when I came, I ran into a group of people I couldn't find. They seemed to be the kind who walked aimlessly in search of prey. And luckily, I'm accidentally blocking the way I'm trying to pass.

I hid behind a parked car once. And sat down quietly and took a deep breath. Shall we avoid it? No, this is the only way they come, but there is no way out. After all, I had to sit here and wait for them all to pass.

And at the sound of the moment, I turned my eyes to it. The woman who is following me hard must have found it, too. The woman was shivering at her wits' end. I felt anxious with annoyance. The place where she stands is in the same direction as me. If they get caught doing anything, I'll be dead.

I winked at the woman, and she ran at once and took a pose as if she were running away and found me hiding behind the car. As soon as I made eye contact with her, I made a gesture to be quiet, pointing to me. Then the woman gently nodded and helped the boy and carefully came to my side and sat down. Then he hid himself and exhaled a rough breath.

Fortunately, as time went by, they were getting out of the way. I thought I'd arrive by today, but I ruined my plan because of a variable. I tore my nails in a hurry, thinking about Chae-yeon who would be nervous. The sun was already setting because of the already short sun, as if a lot of time had passed.

That means dinner is coming soon. Night is a dangerous time for me because they're active, so I'll spend the night nearby and leave in the morning. I checked that they were all gone and got up slowly. As soon as I got up from my seat, the woman watched me out and helped the boy.

I didn't say anything. Whether it was a change of mood or because I was relaxed, I walked at a speed that allowed women and boys to follow me and entered the construction site that I remembered in the middle.

As I checked earlier, the construction site was also quiet. As soon as I entered the construction site, I looked around quickly and found a container box house that looked like a workers' lounge. When I approached it carefully and looked through the window, the inside was empty. I'm going to spend the night here today.

I glanced back and found two pieces of luggage stuck behind me.