How can I be the only one who sees so unreasonably?
I held my painful chest in an old, dark, small one-room apartment.
I can't help my hand gripping my chest.
The hand holding the yore yore tee shirt was thinner than before.
Lie down. The duvet was dirty with the blood I threw up.
"Why me?"
Physically painful, but spiritually painful with remorse and pity.
I see something that looks like a running lantern.
I can't even say I was a fine person to flatter.
But still, I've lived seriously.
If you've never had a hand in crime, you've lived seriously to the extent that it's said to be good in the public.
Get a job normally, get married normally - have kids, buy a house.
That's the day now when you carry debt and hang a part-time job.
I also pay monthly alimony, but I don't see my kids for years.
Because I'm finally in a good relationship with someone remarried - and I keep being denied access for that reason.
I keep paying less alimony and I don't even see my kids.
The job is fired because of an affair I don't remember, and I still have to earn money, so I hang a part time job and live.
There is nothing in the room.
I can't buy anything from the harsh takeover that comes with paying off my debts or the lack of room.
In the first place, I didn't even remember debt.
But it's a debt I've made, and I'm paying.
At first, I was paying to make sure the kid didn't have a hard time.
If you notice, you lose weight, you break your body, you can't move from the top of the futon.
"What the hell was wrong with you? I don't know why I'm looking at you like this."
At the same time, I was relieved somewhere that this would end.
That's the time.
It was the man in the swallow tail suit who showed up on the pillow.
Leather travel bags were placed on tatami tatami and stood on earth feet.
"Good evening. It's a really good night."
When I moved only my eyes, all I could see was the mouth greeting me with a silk hat in one hand.
The tall, skinny man was only somewhere uncomfortable.
The same goes for Swallow Tail Clothing, but I don't know anyone like this.
"What, are you even here to pick me up?
I couldn't even afford to run away scared.
To me like that, a man comes close to a bent face.
After all, I could only see my face in my mouth.
I'm laughing with my mouth up like a three-day moon.
It's like looking at me and laughing.
"Welcome? Surely it's not a mistake. But if you're going to be precise, you're going to be a" guide. "
The man rang his fingers when he named the conductor.
I open my eyes only slightly to the view I see in front of me.
- My chest hurts.
There, the dressed man and the dressed ex-wife were dining in a restaurant that looked expensive.
A very tasty looking meal and alcohol.
I haven't had a meal like this in years.
But that's not the problem.
'You're a bad woman, too. I hear you're letting your ex-husband carry the debt and even pay alimony to give it to you. That kid, he's not my ex-husband's kid, is he?
'It's okay. Legally, it's his child, and it's his duty to pay alimony.'
The conversation didn't come to my mind.
I wonder what my ex-wife is talking about?
My ex-wife, who used to be gentle and rustic, was dressed and flashy.
'After all, women want to leave an excellent gene behind. I don't need a kid like that. All you have to do is make me money. Instead, you could do that because you could have married me. He was a man to that extent. "
A man sitting across the street was laughing small.
"Woman's scared."
"You're not the one who made such a woman."
Seeing the two that seemed like fun, my chest was bitter and really hated me from the back of my belly.
I get angry with the conductor who shows me this sight.
"Whoa, don't be mad. I just wanted you to know the facts, so I showed you the sight now. Don't you remember yourself? This is not an illusion. It's happening right now."
In retrospect, it did seem like it.
But I've been trying not to look.
I thought you were thinking too much.
"You are good. I endure such a painful life and still continue to pay her alimony while paying off her debts. - I got you a present like that."
The man was happy to take the brochure out of the leather travel bag.
"You have been unhappy. I want you to be happy in your next life. What do you think? Why don't you reincarnate into a different world?
I hated him more than that, and he was going to regret it and go crazy.
It also makes my chest painful and makes me vomit blood.
"They enjoy their meals gracefully, even though you're dying after you forced them to keep working and breaking your body. You can't forgive me, can you?
Grab the futon with your left hand.
"Revenge - let it be. I will never forgive you."
I'm sorry and I'm crying.
Why do I have to go to this end?
Was I that bad?
I... I didn't move. I wept at my body.
I can't even get revenge in this state.
The conductor was laughing with his mouth even bigger.
My eyes were shadowed and I don't know, but I felt like I was laughing.
And the grin disappears from your mouth.
"Unfortunately, your life is about to run out. All I can do is give you the next happy life. You, who have been unhappy, have a happy second life ahead of you. Give up revenge."
"- I don't like it."
Deny it with a faint voice.
This way, no matter how unhappy you get - they wanted to make you unhappy, too.
I'll do anything for it.
Anything!
But the conductor shakes his head to the side.
"The only choice you have is what other world you will go to next. At least reincarnate into the world you want. Come on, your happy life awaits next time."
I weep.
The brochure offered by the conductor also looked as if the magician was offering to pick a tramp he liked.
One of the covers features robots and battleships.
My fingers touch.
"Well, you think you're interested in this other world? I recommend this one. Anyway, it's a fantasy world where science and magic have developed. An interstellar state exists and has become a very pleasant world. Life expectancy is multiplied, so you can enjoy it many times."
I reached out casually.
That's not what I found out about the next other world.
The only thing I've been thinking about at this time - is that everything seems stupid.
What have you seriously lived for?
Is that the result?
Don't joke - don't joke!
Live seriously. If this is it, you should enjoy life more.
I should have asked only for my happiness, not cared about others.
- Beautiful things like a good man being rewarded.
Then I want to live as I please. - I want to be a bad guy.
"Hmm, in this world - the powerful will be noble, won't they? That's funny. Even though civilization has developed, the feudal system is being revived. This is really funny."
The conductor continued.
"Let us make sure that we are born in the house of power. You are born with the next life - everything. You're a natural winner."
Sole looks really fun.
Let us step on others and do all that is evil.
"Aristocrats - that would also be good for the Counts"
They told me, my mouth laughed.
That's good.
Bad agent. - No, you're a bad lord because you're a lord?
Try to keep me entertained.
"Are you ready? Now, next time, have a good life."
Oh, let's do that.
Let's enjoy the next life.
- As a bad lord.
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The guide looked down at the breathless man.
I'm laughing at myself looking funny.
There was madness in its appearance.
"An unfortunate life? You're a real idiot! I can't believe you're so unhappy with this world! You're the only one unhappy? Congratulations."
The giggling conductor projects footage of his ex-wife and man into the air when he rings his finger.
And he was grinning with the Guerraggera up his mouth.
"In the first place, I'm the one who made you unhappy! Hey, I just wanted to see how many happy good people fall."
The Conductor was not a good being.
You can call it a chunk of malice.
"Well, let's just get rid of the hors d 'oeuvres and the like before Mayne"
Reaching out and touching the video produces black smoke from the conductor.
The two of you are having a pleasant conversation.
But a man smiles and says goodbye to a woman.
'Well, you've had enough fun, haven't you? Let's end each other here. "
"- Huh?"
My ex-wife dropped the knife she had while she was stunned.
"What are you talking about?
'Cause I've had enough fun. The couple with you is over. "
He had the face that his ex-wife didn't know what she was being told.
The man continues with a smile.
'All you have to do is resist. But remember, the lawyer who helped you get a divorce is someone I know, right? If you make a scene, you're at a disadvantage. "
"Ah, I have your child!
"Legally, you're my ex-husband's kid, right? You got alimony, too."
A man put his divorce papers on the table.
"Write it down by tomorrow."
A trembling ex-wife.
'I told you I love you!
'Oh, I loved you. But I'm no longer interested. Isn't that all? We enjoyed each other. That's all right. "
The man leaves the restaurant, peeling off his tenacious ex-wife.
'Don't touch it. I'm not interested in you right now. "
"Wait. Wait a minute!
The man laughed small.
'You're an idiot. Did you really think I was gonna marry a woman like you cheating on me? You, how far are you congratulating him? You can't laugh at your ex-husband.'
My ex-wife squeezed her bowing hand.
I abandoned my husband for you.
"Ex, right? You're the one who threw it away, and you enjoyed it. Don't be a victim."
The conductor was laughing.
I read your ex-wife's thoughts.
"Oh, that's amazing. In my head, I'm thinking about him already dead. It's really hard to be a woman! But too bad! - The man who loved you died, and the last thing I wished for was revenge on you!
Guerraggera laughed and the guide opened the door to the other world to enjoy the future.
"Are you looking for an ex-husband or a new guy - I look forward to it ~"
Any result is laughing knowing that everything is going to be unhappy.
"Now, if I don't lead his soul - to a“ happy for me ”world where people's lives are consumed cheaply, hey!
I thought of the world he was going to go to, and the conductor couldn't stop laughing.
"It's too late when he realizes. I'm sure it'll be fun. Repentance, anger, sadness - I'm sure you resent me! Hate, and that feeds me!
The conductor, who loved people's such emotions, was thrilled to open his hands.
"You can wield misfortune in another world! You can be unhappy and hate me! This is a great time to come!
No matter how you fall, there's a happy development waiting for you.
The conductor was on top of the sky.
"Whoa, it's time to go. This way, let's say we come even after we have guided his soul. Nevertheless - just fools who would love to hear of reincarnation. It's been a good time. Say a little sweet dialogue and we'll all be easily fooled"
Take the cane and the bag.
The guide, who deceived him into reincarnating him, was trying to knock through the doors of the other world.
There is one little light asking such a guide in the corner of the room.
The bongy light was hiding and watching.
The shape looks like an animal.
He looked like a dog.
The conductor doesn't notice that.
"You're worried about how to enjoy it. First, we have to decide where to reincarnate him. It would be nice to throw it into a happy family and make it unhappy, but I enjoyed that before - would it feel good to be made here?
Poke a gap in the guide who seems to think fun.
A small light went through the door with me without the conductor noticing.
The conductor pounds his hand.
"I've decided! Just climb up and slap him down! You must have great negative emotions and bump into me! Ahhh, I'm looking forward to it now ~. Shall we gather him and those of different nature and make him rise in revolt as well? It's about him going for bad nobility. There will surely be a grand execution. Or torture? I can't help but have fun now!
The conductor embraces himself and turns away.
The joy was unusual.
"The next life is a long one. I'm sure you'll live a longer and more painful life! For my happiness, suffer exquisitely!
When the door leading to the other world closed, it disappeared from the room.
All that was left in the room was the body of one man who was breathless.