I’m the Heroine, but I Want to Hand That Role Over

'Cause I'll make you turn around.'

I told her.

I wish I had told you, how can I turn her around......

I thought about it, but I can't think of a good idea.

I've never tried to be liked by anyone from myself before.

So I have no idea what to do.

I've been trying to get her to turn around, even though I'm worried.

But I didn't want to do this.

I didn't mean to hurt her.

Dressed in a costume as Princess of the Princess, she was so beautiful.

Really, she was like a princess in a picture book.

I got pompous for a moment, but I rush to fix my expression.

But I can't keep an eye on her, and I distract myself.

Oh, the beat is loud. Quickly stop ringing.

My wish was fulfilled by the advent of Yabuki.

Yabuki had turned brilliantly into something.

I just look like a woman no matter where I look from. For a moment I thought someone was.

Her childish arrow blow speaks to her familiarly.

They seem to be showing off that they're close, and their breasts squirm.

I know. This is jealousy. I'm jealous of Yabuki.

Ugly emotions. But I know it's love, including that.

I distracted myself from them so I wouldn't be possessed by the flames of jealousy.

During their turn, the costumer child takes care of me in a worthwhile way.

And he said he wanted to make my hair all-back.

Allback was lightly traumatized after his sister mocked him when he dressed as a butler before.

And I took an oath. No more all-backs, he said.

Yet losing the enthusiasm of the costume clerk's child, he began to make it all-back.

I tried not to see myself in the mirror.

Standing by, she came back from the stage.

And he's staring at me.

Oh, after all, don't you look good?

I couldn't resist, messing with my forehead, my forehead fell off a few times.

You set me up because of it, but I messed up.

I abandoned myself and said to reopen, "You don't look good, do you?" I asked her.

She was blurry.

Wouldn't it look so good? Oh, don't snap in plain sight...

You found me depressed, and she hastily said, "You look great".

Even though I don't need clear flattery.

That said, she has peeled and denied it.

"It's not a compliment, it's true. For the first time, I like Lotus Michi..."

So she blocked her mouth like a hack.

I harden into her words.

Now what?

If I'm not mistaken, I did say "look good" now, didn't I?

What should I do? Just one word. I can't believe that makes me feel so much better.

I'm so happy.

Anyway, it's the first time I've ever had her say "look good."

Never before has she complimented me on my appearance.

Maybe this look of mine isn't her taste, I was just beginning to wonder, I was just extra happy.

I felt my cheeks get hot, happy and embarrassed and whispered "thank you" all the best.

Now that I think about it, maybe I was on track with this.

I acted well and finally entered the scene of the Princess of Climax's awakening.

This scene is a long way from kissing.

Even though the dialogue itself is small, it is longer because of this fine trick.

Need this? Many don't even think about it.

Having survived such an act, I finally get to the Princess's bed.

It was a long time. All you have to do is say a kiss scene and a dialogue.

The kissing scene is inch tight and brings your face closer to the angle and position calculated to look really what you are doing from the audience.

I have her neat face right around the corner.

If you think so, Tong, your heart will make a sound.

Keep it up, my eyes are drawn to her little lips.

If, as it were, I could kiss her.

That was a bad idea.

I naturally layered my own lips on her lips as if I could attract them.

I don't know what.

Yes, it was already too late when she returned to me, and she opened her eyes and looked at me like she was confused.

After she blinked once, she smiled fluttered and said the dialogue.

"I've been waiting for you, long before you were born."

To the dialogue as scripted, the expression as practiced.

But my voice was shaking just a little.

"... I admired you. Long before I was born."

I make a smile too. And I played it exactly as I practiced.

As the curtain went down and everyone took a breath, we were the only ones who couldn't help but be nervous.

And she calls my name.

"Dear Lotus,"

I turn to her.

She looked like she was about to cry.

My chest ached when I thought I was the one who made her look like this.

And she slaps me all over the cheek.

Bread! and a dry sound, and pain runs on my left cheek.

I left my slapped cheek intact and stared at her.

Her eyes, they moisten.

"It sucks......!

That said, she turns around and runs away.

I was upset for a while, but rushed back to me to chase her.

- I have to apologize.

Even if you can't forgive me, I can't help it.

But I have to apologize.

'Cause you're pretty sure I hurt her.

I've completely lost track of her, and I look around for less popular places.

I felt like I was getting some attention, but I can't care less.

It's more important to me to apologize to her than that.

I searched for her and finally found her.

Looks like she's with Misaki and Natsuki.

When I approached them, Misaki and Natsuki stood in front of her to hide her behind her back and stared at me.

Honestly, I was afraid, but I still have to apologize to her. Not if you are frightened.

I'm a step forward.

"Oh, Yasuyu. What can I do for you?

Misaki smiled, but her eyes were amazingly cold.

I felt the cold sweat tell me.

"Not for Misaki..."

I managed to say only one thing.

Misaki smiles softly on the surface but finds herself furious inside it.

I've known Misaki for a long time. That's about it, I know.

"If you hurt my dear friend, I will never forgive you."

That's what Misaki said and stared at me.

Such a look at Misaki showed that she was quite hurt.

Really, I've done a hell of a thing.

Write that regret will be regretted later, but exactly as the letter says.

I held my fist hard.

I want to talk to you.

Her voice got more and more in my ear when I was falling into self-loathing.

I didn't say that out loud, but her voice sounded well through.

Her voice was a little ravaged.

Misaki and Natsuki stare worried about her like that.

But she said it was okay, and after she told Misaki and Natsuki, she looked straight at me and said it again.

"I'll listen to you, Lotus."

Her eyes are red.

I guess I was crying until just now.

Still, I'm even more attracted to her strength as she behaves with her temperament and confronts me.

What are you going to do if you let him like it any more?

Enjoying the urge to say so, I apologize and thank you, and tell Misaki and I want to talk.

Misaki and the others moved away from us, reluctantly.

I calmed my heart and then I confronted her and apologized.

"... just now, I'm so sorry"

"If you apologize, do you think?

She distracted herself from me and said in a hard voice.

That's right. I don't think I just need to apologize.

"... why, really... did you?

She asked whispering.

I had no excuse, I didn't really want to, I'd say I wanted you to believe me, but naturally, she couldn't believe it.

Naturally, right? That being said, I was disappointed inside.

I realized I was expecting you to believe just a little bit, and I wanted to mock you.

There's no way there is.

"Because you're prettier than usual... I was really kissing you when I realized... I'm really, really sorry"

I honestly told him what was going on back then and bowed my head.

But no matter how long, she hasn't said anything.

I wondered what was wrong, but I kept bowing my head.

A little bit, I've told her to look up like she panicked.

I'm sorry, but if she asks, I'll have to give it to her.

I give you a reluctant face.

And when I glanced at her, she shook her eyes like she was upset, and set her point of view on my left cheek.

And her white hand touched my cheek.

"You're turning red..."

Her face distorts like it hurts. I'm not hurting myself.

"... oh"

"But I won't apologize. I don't think I did anything wrong."

"That's fine. I don't think I've done anything wrong either. I think that's about as natural as this."

When I say it out loud, she smiles.

Yeah, I knew she'd better be laughing. Yes. Again, I thought.

"If you're sorry, you can hit me as much as you want. That's what I did for granted."

"Dear Lotus Seeing... Then let me sweeten your words. Meditate your eyes."

I meditate on my eyes as they say. I was ready to be slapped.

But it wasn't her hands that touched her cheeks, it was something cold.

I opened my eyes. The object on my cheek was a cold pet bottle.

Why? Why, can you be nice?

I did the worst I could to you.

She looks a little troubled and says.

"I'm weak. My power alone is very much beyond my mind. So instead of hitting me, I'll charge you something different."

"Something different?

"Yeah. Give me the cake. Lord Lotus made his own cake, I'll charge you. I want to heal my broken heart with something sweet."

That's it, okay?

No, it's not good. But I'm sure this is her concession.

She's sweet. There had to have been as much to do more.

Yet she compromises with cake, all I can say is sweet.

No, you're not.

It's not “sweet," it's “kind."

Then I'll do my best to respond to her kindness.

Do what I can.

"... ok. I'll make a cake that'll make you roar."

I smile.

She looked at my face like she was upset, and took her gaze off.

I felt like her face looked a little red.

Did I say something to piss you off, me?

I tipped my neck secretly at how she looked like that.

Later, I took a cake that I could be proud of.

From appearance to flavour, this is a special focus.

I thought I should eat with everyone at the student council, and I made a size 6 thing, but she finished the size 6 cake by herself with peroli.

When I was embarrassed and looked at her, she looked a little embarrassed and said, "It was a treat. It was delicious," he said.

That's an anomaly, that look.

I accidentally put my hand on my face and hide my reddened face.

And then she said, "What's up? ♪ And he's been trying to peek into my face ♪

Instead of turning her around, she's more and more attracted to her on the contrary.

Can I turn her around in this state?

It's a long way to go.