I’m the Heroine, but I Want to Hand That Role Over

"As early as January after my sister and Lotus Mi went out with her.

Me and my sisters are in a hurry to spend the day.

My sister, who went to college, seemed to have a lot of fun every day, and she was prettier than before.

I'm sure Mr. Lotus will cause it. Sometimes it's so beautiful, sparkling, dazzling and invisible.

The truth is, I wanted my sister to be like that.

It's painful to swirl through your chest when such thoughts go around.

I know. The fact that this is a thought you shouldn't, or that it's a thought that never pays off.

I have a tight feeling that what I know with my head can't be helped is emotion.

Love it, sister. I liked her as one woman, not as a sister.

No, it wasn't “it was”. Even now, I like it.

All this time, I was the one next to your sister. Next to my sister was my privileged seat.

Yet that seat is no longer mine anymore.

Looking at my current sister is hard. Painful.

It's uncut, painful, and miserable to deal with a sister who normally treats me like I always do.

So I stick with you, and I treat you like crap. Then my sister laughs so lonely.

Don't look like that, sister.

I don't want my sister to look like that.

After work at the student council, I go home and walk down the hallway to my room. I heard a small cry from my sister's room as she passed in front of her.

The door to my sister's room was slightly open and her sister was crying as she peered softly inside through that gap.

I couldn't stop, I walked into my sister's room.

Sister, what's wrong?

"Ah... Yudo. Welcome home."

Sister turns around, with her bright red eyes, laughs.

Why not? Why are you laughing?

I walk over to my sister, remembering my irrational anger.

"Why are you crying, sister"

"It's nothing. I'm fine, never mind. Right?"

My sister laughs as she strengthens, even though it's not her face that it's nothing.

I know. My sister wants to be a good sister in front of me. So strengthens.

But I'm not happy about that. I want my sister to be sweet.

"You're determined to care!

"Yudo..."

My sister stares at me like she's in trouble. There were tears in those eyes, and their eyes were moist.

"Whose fault is it? Mr. Lotus? Caused by Mr. Lotus?

"No. Yasuyu-san is not bad. I'm sorry..."

Standing up, my sister stops me from trying to complain to Mr. Lotus. And claim it's your fault.

I am irritated by how my sister is doing.

Why are you sheltering? Even though it doesn't change what made my sister cry.

If it were me.

If I were you, I would never make you cry.

I have that thought, and it comes out of my mouth zero.

"... don't do anything about Mr. Lotus anymore"

"Yudo...?

"Don't do it to anyone else, sister"

Yeah, with me, for example.

"But..."

My sister rocks her eyes like she's in trouble.

I was desperate to see my sister like that.

I was reminded again that no matter how much she made me cry, my sister still likes Lotus.

Why not? Why not? Why can't I, sister?

Cut with such anger and despair, I grab my sister's arms abusively.

"I would never make my sister cry."

"Yodo... what did you say..."

"Hey, sister. Don't do that to me, Lotus."

"Yudo...?

I'm the only one in your sister's eyes. [M]

No matter how bewildered that look may have been, I'm the only one in my sister's eyes right now. I'm so happy about that.

"I like you, sister."

"I have Yudo too..."

"It's not, sister. I don't like you as a" sister ”. As a single woman, I like my sister. I'm in love with my sister."

"Yudo..."

My sister opens her eyes wide.

I don't care about my sister or brother, I've already broken it.

If it's painful and painful and you can't help it, let's just get it over with.

All my bonds as a sister and brother and all the relationships I've noticed so far.

"So don't do it to me, sister -"

"... Misaki?

And when he lifted up his face, his face was nearby.

I hide the screen of the smartphone in my hand against my chest and look sorry for it.

"I'm sorry. I didn't realize you were concentrating."

"... I thought so. I know it's funny, but enough, right?

That said, he smiled bitterly.

I am thrilled by the words of the devil.

Is it possible that he knows? This hobby of mine.

You had that feeling on your face, and Xu chuckles and says, "I know."

"Misaki must be reading an online novel written by the children of the Literature and Arts Department. The kids at the Literature and Arts Department secretly created a homepage," Membership. "

"... did you know?

"Sort of. I guess it was Misaki who helped you create that homepage?

"I knew that, too."

I was honestly shocked by the words. I didn't mean to find out.

Last year, I found a book with a dangerous story about Sister Kaguraki on it by Tsukiyu and Yudo, and then the book was secretly disposed of by those three.

But the data in the book was still there. In the medium of the book, the three of them were eye-catching, making it harder to make that story.

So I made a home page for the Literature and Arts Department and gave them a place to write a novel so the three of them wouldn't find out.

Of course I wanted to read more about that story, and besides me, there were a lot of kids looking forward to it. That is why I have decided to cooperate with the Ministry of Literature and the Arts. Sneaky, though.

The homepage was made membership so that it could not be viewed except by members.

It is easy to become a member, but I made it mandatory to enter the student number when registering so that Yudo and, above all, Yudo would not become a member. And at the time the application for registration came, the three of us should have never found out before, thoroughly examining the student with that student number, making sure there were no three involved, and then entering the registration process.

"Oh... don't worry. Neither Yasuyu nor Yudo know about this website, because I have no membership either. So I don't even know what it is.... Well, I can imagine."

"Yes... good..."

Exhale with relief. If those two found out, I'd be off all day.

Ano, I would have come to erase the homepage with my hand. That's all I want to spare.

"- But, hey, Misaki"

"Oh, my God."

"Leave me alone, you won't be obsessed with the novel."

"Ah..."

I thought, Shit.

I was in the middle of a meal with a squirrel right now. In the middle of it, a telephone call was made, and the maid took her seat. Dinner was over, so I had nothing to do. I decided to sneak out my smartphone and read a novel.

And I was obsessed with the novel, and I didn't realize that it was back.

"... I'm sorry,"

"Well, that's fine... don't be jealous of that story that makes Misaki more obsessed than I am"

That's what I said. I blinked and looked seriously.

Getting jealous of the story?

"You're narrow, aren't you?"

"That's right. I'm a narrow man. You don't like me like this?

I shook my neck to the side to say so slightly.

"I don't hate it.... so glad"

"Yes... good. I wondered what I would do if they told me I didn't like narrow men."

I smile back like I'm relieved to say so, I'm stupid.

"How many years do you think it's been a one-sided thought? I'm not gonna hate you anymore."

"Oh well... you did"

Yes, when I say, I laugh like I'm in trouble.

And I said with a serious face.

"I'll always think of me like this and take good care of Misaki so I can respond, and I won't let you go"

"Phew..."

"So just look at me."

Staring at me with a feverish look.

Besides, I'm still not used to it.

I feel happy, embarrassed, tickled, and very happy.

I smile and say all the best as I feel my cheeks get hot.

"Yeah, I've been watching."

- Once upon a time, always will be, just you.