Beginning tomorrow, Mr. Bergerac will start more Hell Level Boot Camps than Estrella has received.
Laurent and I will take care of everything at his inn and Professor Romanov and I will return home.
In the forest leading to the Mansion, Dr. Romanov rubbed his jaw "nonetheless."
"Are you descended from the Wolverine clan?You're a really good drawer. "
I lean my neck toward words that impress me.
I wonder what it's worth to go out of your way to associate with the descendants of the Wolverine tribe.
The teacher also has a strong pull.
Dr. Romanov smiled loudly at you because you didn't understand me.
"The Wolf Tribe is a family of children born between the Wolf Beast and the God of the Old Wolf.High physical ability and abundant magic. It's just.... "
"Just?"
"The nature of the wolf seems to be strong."
Yeah? Yeah.
What kind of creature is a wolf?
It certainly seemed like a highly sociable creature acting in a flock...
When a lone wolf nests from a flock, it seems to be a word that can be made by judging whether a human has wandered out of the flock or is unfamiliar with the wolf when looking for a turn and acting alone.
Dr. Romanov nods as if he understood my confusion.
"A wolf is a monogamous, rigorous sequence that leads a group life.The sequence is simple: the strong wolf goes up, the weak goes down.However, reigning at the top requires not only strong powers, but also high intelligence and leadership that will lead to successful hunting in groups. "
Haha
"The strong quality of the wolf is attracted to strong and smart people, good and bad."
Really?
Hmm, there are some species like that.
The world is wide.
Thinking about such a thin and vague thing, Dr. Romanov makes a delicate face.
"You look like someone else....Bergerac, you said you were drunk. "
"... what?"
I heard a strange voice.
No, why?
Where is that part of that conversation?
I didn't understand what it meant, and I twisted my neck, and Professor Romanov said, "Oh?"raised one eyebrow.
"I thought I did the math, obviously?"
"Calculation? What are you talking about?"
"You were laughing at EarthGrimm's guild with a really bad face.That Gilmouth can't defy you anymore. "
You scared the hell out of me.
I see.
I'm afraid the Commercial Alliance staff of the Hundred Fights will be crying back.
I would have been terrified of that elegant and serene grandmother.
I'll apologize through Lara later.
When I thought so, my cheeks were pinched.
"I thought it looked thin, but you didn't realize it."
"What are you doing? If my bad face has the same effect as [intimidation]"
I understand.
In an attempt to answer that question, I kept my mouth shut.
Because Professor Romanov has a very serious face.
With that face, the teacher opened the lips that had been tied.
"... it certainly includes [intimidation], but such things are quite insignificant.Remember, did the Commercial Guild staff turn bright red in front of you smiling? "
"That's because... I'm embarrassed to cry because I'm afraid of children..."
"Hmm. So, how does Legulus react to Rabbits and Horns, Spinner and Angel?"
"Eh... with Leguls-kun's influence...?"
"Do you play as much of that as we do, Mr. Legles, and Mr. Rottenmayer?He said to you, "You look more and more like your grandmother."
Yes, it is.
That's what he said.
But I wonder what that is.
It is by no means strange that I resemble my grandmother.
I don't understand the teacher's sincerity, and I divert my attention from the green eyes.
Then the finger that was picking the cheeks was removed and the cheeks were wrapped in both hands.
Then, the gaze is fixed on the teacher's face.
"Your grandmother, as the portrait shows, was a very beautiful person, and she said that the real thing was even more beautiful.Not just the castle, but even the country. "
"I see...But that's my grandmother's story..... "
"People who know your grandmother say you and your grandmother are two melons.That's what my mother said. "
Words don't make sense when they understand what they're saying.
My heart is pounding.
The tip of my finger was cold and I grabbed my hand tightly. The teacher relaxed his expression slightly and looked like he was in trouble.
"It may be painful for you to admit it, but if you want to use it as a weapon in the future, you have to admit it as a fact."
"What are you...?"
Tingling and dryness in my mouth.
I am not distracted from anything.
No, I don't think so.
The teacher quietly relieved his lips.
"Look at the reality properly. You are no longer who you were. [M]You weren't as ugly as you thought. [M]You've polished yourself and become beautiful. "
Are you kidding me?
My throat is choking.
What do you mean beautiful?
Beautiful is different.
That's not the same ugly word for an ugly bastard born of an ugly fat white pig.
Sensei, you're such a joker...
You gotta be kidding me.
It wasn't a laugh that leaked out of a distorted mouth trying to laugh.
Only the sound of breathing came out, and Professor Romanov shook his head.
"Whatever you think, you look very beautiful.No, it's not just about appearance.And he took the beloved brother, and fought, and turned his parents away, to be loved, and to protect his son, or to save a poor people.Not only that, but also the nobles who laid oppression and oppressed the weak, and brought wealth to them.When I look at your actions objectively, you are a truly merciful and brave prince. [M]If the two are touched, most people will like you for faith. [M]You are a beautiful, gentle saint that everyone loves.That's who you are. "
Who are you talking about?
The voice of Dr. Romanov, who was supposed to be speaking literally about the distance between his eyes and the tip of his nose, was unusually far away.
Everybody loves you?
That's a lie.
No, it's not. It's impossible.
Because the real me ─ ─
"... what is beautiful?"
Even I'm surprised, the bottom of my stomach is cold, but I can't help but get irritated.
I tried to rip off Dr. Romanov's hand, which covered his cheeks.
It was anger that boiled.
"The teacher must have heard that before.Even my cute brother makes me an instrument of vengeance.Even in the realm, you're barking at them!? "
"There are aspects to that."
"You don't know anything about me!My contents are so thick and dirty...!What the hell is that!? "
The burrs and ground are frozen, and white dust spreads around.
The moisture in the air must be frozen.
The green trees also seem to have started to freeze gradually, turning white with frost.
I can't control it.
The blizzard blows.
The teacher stood flat in it.
"I don't know, I don't understand, so the rest of us only see what you look like and do, and have dreams and hopes for you."
"It's not me! It's not me!"
"There is a terrible difference between what you think and what people think.No one who doesn't know you knows how much it hurts you.It's just that your very existence is too vivid to dream about you.And you smile like that. The smile carries your thoughts of "I want you to obey". [M]You won't be able to stay calm.Because I feel like my dream existence is going to smile and make me rely on myself.I call the smile that bothers people with such thoughts Charm . "
"─ ─ ─ ─!?"
A blow to the head, like a blow, stopped the blizzard.
What was I doing?
I was hoping you'd listen to me for a minute.
If you laugh, an adult will give me everything.
There was certainly such a conviction.
Someone who sees only my appearance and likes it, and me who takes advantage of it.
I...
I knew it ─ ─
"What an ugly..."
I still think it's a loose and zero word.
I use the favors of people like that to make me feel good while I get a tantrum about a habit that doesn't know anything about me.
What a...
"... filthy... ugly...!"
A lot of magic comes out of your body.
The stuff that was boiling around my stomach suddenly gushed out with it.
Disgusting, filthy, and all kinds of curses occupy your heart.
We have to get rid of this disgusting thing.
I thought my head was full of it, and I could see Dr. Romanov kneeling to the ground.
There is bright red blood on the fingertips that should be covered in the gloves.
Did I do it?
The teacher is distorting his face with pain.
The teacher was calm even when he took hold of Eunchan-sama's power.
Your body trembles.
I wonder what you're doing to hurt your teacher.
I don't know, it seems that my hands are on my cheeks and my skin is torn from where I raised my nails.
But this isn't enough.
Push your fingers into the swallowed area.
And yet, he grabbed his finger so hard that he pulled his arm and hugged him.
"Stop."
"Because...! I mean, it's filthy!"
"... but neither I nor Heidi nor Legulus, nor Vicha, nor Lara, nor Song-kun... nor the people of the Mansion, nor the gods who protect you, love you, saying that you hate and are filthy."
It's warm, but it hurts.
Because it's so ugly.
Legulus is cute.
But I'm using her to bury her loneliness.
You can't help someone without asking for something in return.
Because I don't know when it will be discarded when it becomes a burden on the other party without an equivalent exchange.
I can't believe the kindness of free.
There is nothing like abandoning even parents.
My contents are so ugly and filthy!
"That's good, ugly or filthy.'Cause we know.It's not enough if you're really big and scared, because you're popular, but I'm sorry for the trouble, and the boiling point is low enough to explode if you're forced to.There are stubborn things I don't listen to when I say it, there are places where I can spare no effort, and there are places where I try to weigh them down no matter how bad. It is very complicated, but I am a kind child who thinks of his brother and his friend.It's you, good and bad. [M]We love you so much. "
"But....!"
"There is no 'but' or 'because'.Our hearts are ours.Even if you hate yourself, you can't force us to hate you the same way.Of course, we can't force you to like you. [M]But you like us, don't you?You can't help but hope that we take care of you. [M]If you don't get in the way, we'll be sad.Can you understand that? "
I'm stuck in words.
Looking at it, Dr. Romanov smiled at the cuts on his beautiful face.
"You can't, can you? You're really a good boy...."
Squeaks and strokes her head, brushing her long hair.
"I don't mind your weaponization. [M]We can do away with indecent imitation.We will protect you.However, I want you to understand the possibility of hurting yourself as well as you do now.And if you're going to use it, I want you to use it in a way that doesn't scratch you. "
"Sensei, I...!"
I finally realized that I was crying.