I Said Make My Abilities Average!
01 Reincarnation 1
"This place..."
When I woke up, it was a room I didn't know.
White walls, thin pink curtains on windows, antique furniture such as desks and closets, handmade stuffed animals......
indoors as if it were a young girl's room. And I'm sleeping in bed, Kurihara Kairi, 18, Adele von Askham, 10.
... What, what? I, Marie Kurihara, ten years old, am the eldest daughter of the Askham family, hence, no, what is this, my head, my head hurts......
The next time the girl who had lost her mind as it was woke up, the headache was gone and she remembered everything.
"Oh, you mean..."
I was dead, ten years ago.
Kurihara Nairi (with Kuriharami) was born into a very ordinary family as the eldest daughter of two sisters. My parents were serious and gentle, and my younger sister, a little busy but bright and energetic, was a good kid. And the nautical mile was only a little more 'able child' than the ordinary.
That one scale had already been manifested since I was a baby.
It was also quick to learn the words: I got up with two legs and started walking, which was also considerably faster than the average infant.
To study. to sports. To art. To chess. For conversations with adults.
In kindergarten, and in elementary school, its "able child" gesture was demonstrated one after the other, with teachers and those around them all expecting disproportionately for the nautical mile. Too much.
The grandparents also rose up and made a scene that this child was a genius, that the future would surely be famous. And I sprinkled the seeds of kinship discord with my paternal grandparents and maternal grandparents, who never thought it would be hard for the nautical mile to start taking away the nautical mile, or comparing it with the other grandchildren, or with my sister.
Salvation was that my parents raised me very normally without any concern for that, and that my sister grew up to be a very honest good child, even though it would not be strange to twist me in seclusion if I were normal.
However, although I took a breath in the family, it was always noticed in school and was never harsh, but I couldn't even do something called close friends. Everyone treated the nautical miles as special people.
And the unhappy thing was that the nautical mile was never 'genius'.
It might have been a little easier if the nautical mileage had been a genius that had different sensibilities from people and produced more novel ideas by flashing. But the nautical mileage was' talented '.
Only a normal person with a normal way of thinking and sensibility. It was just a 'normal person with fairly high specs' who had a fast head spin, had been doing logical thinking from an early age, and had accumulated a lot of knowledge for reading lovers.
Because of this, everyone's over-expectations and special eyes were painful. I, too, wanted to have a stupid conversation with everyone and get excited about the boy topic.
Surrounded by people, but lonely days.
Even when I was in high school, that went on, and Nautical Mile, which has no friends to go out with, only played about studying except for the occasional breathtaking game, and I don't know if it was because of it, but the result was that, as those around me expected, I would fulfill my passing for a difficult university.
And the high school graduation day we welcomed. He also did the pressed answer without graduation, leaving high school behind. Would college allow me to live more freely? Are those who enroll in that college just people who have all felt like me? With that in mind......
The majority of those walking down the road are graduates overflowing from school. School students have not yet been dissolved.
From a sense of liberation, or high school students walking with jokes, no, those who were high school students until earlier. And one of them, a bag wielded by a girl twitching with a friend, hit the bike of a girl around the age of ten running down the driveway, and the girl who was thrilled by the shock fell to the side of the driveway.
Upcoming large cars. The brakes were unlikely to make it, whether you hadn't looked at them properly before or couldn't react properly.
When I realized, my body was already moving at sea miles. My body jumps out into the driveway and heads for the girl.
(Why me... If you were in a closer position, why didn't anyone move when you could afford to be helped enough? I can't make it...)
No one else tries to move, just look at the nautical mile.
Because that kid has good motor nerves.
Wouldn't she be able to help?
Shortly after the nautical mile softened the girl's body and threw it onto the sidewalk, the nautical mile's body was jumped by a large car whose brakes had finally just begun to work.
"Looks like you're awake, Kurihara Naili"
When the nautical mile regained consciousness, a young man around the age of twenty was looking down at himself lying on the ground.
"This is... I did get jumped by a car..."
To the nautical mile whining as he woke up his body, the young man looked sorry for him and said.
"Yeah. And you're dead"
"Huh..."
I wanted to say what a fool, but I don't think I'm safe in that situation. Besides, if you calm down and take a good look around, it's kind of white. The ground, the surroundings, and the clothes of the youth. What the hell is this about......
To the confused nautical mile, the young man politely explained to me.
"This is like 'heaven' if you explain it in your concepts, and am I in a position equivalent to 'God'? Actually, it's not..."
According to the youth story, apparently this is what happened.
The world follows the law of entropy enlargement.
Entropy is a quantitative state amount defined in thermodynamics, statistical mechanics and information theory, etc. A measure of messiness, may I say...
In the closed system, if left unattended, the entropy goes in the direction of enlargement.
If the cup filled with hot water and the cup filled with water are stuck together, then the temperature will be the same. Conversely, even if a glass of warm water at the same temperature is stuck together, it will not become hot water and water. Technically, you shouldn't be so sure in theory, but you can usually think of it that way.
Most of the world's natural phenomena, life activities, etc. are made up because matter and energy are uneven. A world where everything mixes evenly and there is no energy difference. That is, a still world of death, where nothing changes.
The world is all about death.
Not by the work of the devil or anything, but by the absolute hand of God in the name of the laws of physics.
But there were those who went against it.
Life.
Separate mixed objects and create objects with regularity.
That activity that appears to be decreasing entropy even though it is.
The truth is, even that would be an increase in entropy from a broader closure system. Because it is necessary to consume energy even in the separation of substances, in the manufacture of objects and in the life activities themselves.
But that desperate activity was something to watch and smile at. For those predecessors who have survived that stage a long time ago.
And activities by life, when they reach a certain level of civilization, are often ruined. For some reason, the probability of greatly exceeding the theoretical probability value.
It's as if something called 'The Law of the World' has the will.
And while it's not a leisure time crush, it seems to be the custom of 'em' to find a civilization that has reached a dangerous stage and do just a little help.
Not much obvious assistance, tipping certain individuals in the form of "dreams" or sneaking knowledge into their sleep to keep them in shape that they have only gotten over on their own......
But for some reason, individuals who have given knowledge are susceptible to death. Obviously over probability values. The cause of this is not even known to 'them'. No matter how much you analyze, you don't know what caused it.
Does life balance subtly fall apart, or is there really something called 'The Will of the World' etc......
"Well, then, my suffering and death are all your fault..."
"Not"
"Huh?
"What I was supporting was that girl you helped. I'm not involved in you at all. Your suffering and your actions are all your own."
………
Disappointed nautical miles with both hands on the ground.
Apparently, the fate of the nautical mile was originally like this.
"Actually, I'm here to thank you."
"Huh..."
"That girl, she was supposed to die over there.
Even though I was paying full attention to accidents and illnesses, for some reason there was a sudden fall, and a car of drivers accidentally distracted by my phone. It wasn't in the short-term future forecast, the occurrence of such an event! Really, I don't know what's going on...
So anyway, to cover it right away, I searched for something that could be used instantly, but again for some reason there is nothing at all available...
The humans nearby didn't respond at all, either, for some reason. As if that girl's death had been decided from the beginning.
Yes, as if it were 'planned harmony' where you say in your world...
And you showed up when you gave up the hardships you'd put on this girl.
Distance you should never make. Position where you shouldn't feel the need to move because there are others nearer you. presence outside the scope of my search or short-term future forecasts.
It's just you, a normal human being, who broke the world's scheduled harmony, even slipped through my short-term future predictions, and saved that girl at the expense of yourself...
You know what? That girl is going to create the basic theory of the technology that humanity needs to go to other star systems in the future... "
(Right... Even if I couldn't accomplish anything myself, could I have helped? So did my existence, my life, make sense too...)
"So I want to give you a new life with my sincere thanks. It's called reincarnation with memories."
"Oh, yeah!
The nautical mileage surprised me.
(It's like, I tried a little to catch my breath of study, that game...
But if it's a game, after this...)
"So I would like to add something superior to your ability to live in a world where civilization lags behind your world, and what kind of ability would you like?
(Ya, I knew I was here!
The nautical miles, I answered instantly.
"Ability, on average, please!