Legnatrics Kingdom Knights Lodging, Knights Chief's Office.

As the war with the Empire intensified, most members of the Knights were sent to the front line.

Some of them have been killed in battle.

Because of this, the dormitories that used to be full are still full.

In order to make the most of the wasted vacancies, those rooms were to be ceded to the Anima users who had transferred from different worlds.

Ivy was drinking with two summoners Planus, a friend of mine, the Kingdom Mage.

Ivy consumes alcohol at a faster pace than usual, whether there is tension in the signs of a lot of people overflowing the quarters, which I haven't felt in a long time.

I'm not drunk enough to be front and rear unconscious just because I'm a knight captain, but her cheeks were slightly red stained.

"So, how were those kids after all?

Planus asked about the transferees.

Ivy replies to the rap when she laughs less like she's capped.

"I still have low levels and little experience so I need to train, but my status is impeccable. There are many good kids with pointy arms and skills, and I think they will soon become a force of war. Especially a kid named Itsuki. That's a delicacy."

"You were so amazing"

"That's already, all of a sudden, the barrier value...... ah, was it HP for those kids? There's no such thing as an Anima with 10000 HP. Other stats are at the same level, putting them on the battlefield now would work too much."

"10000 is lower than Ivy's initial value,"

"I thought you said the other statuses were of a high standard. Because my Respectio is a defensive specialty, magic and mobility are clearly higher in his haylos"

"Do you mean universal? By the way, were there any other interesting kids?

"Uh... interesting, if there's nothing I can do about it."

"There's nothing I can do?

Ivy was laughing bitterly and remembering the bright white, up-and-coming anima.

Its name is Ultio.

The user is a former boy girl named Misaki Shirotsume.

"Look, there's a kid who was making a scene about being a woman or something, right?

"Oh, I have to apologize to that guy, because it's a metastatic magic glitch that changed my gender, not to mention how much I wore women's clothes"

"Even so, there's something about Anima. One thing has its advantages, right? But I've never seen an animal with no arms, no skills, no ability, and the lowest rank. Sharpening HP in hands-on training doesn't trigger skills."

"Nothing…"

Hearing that, Pranas overtly clouded his expression.

"What's wrong with you?

"Anima is what dwells in your soul, and if your soul is distorted, Anima will also be distorted"

"His anima is distorted, too," he said?

"I can't say anything because there is no precedent. As a result of the distortion, you may have lost both your arms and your skills -"

"You mean you need to watch out. Don't worry so much. I don't think he's going to be able to use it."

"Why do you think so?"

"If the loser's guts are stained, and he doesn't have the strength to fight, he'll only be able to use them as a toy."

"... Ivy"

"What's that face?"

"No... nothing"

Planus, speaking, drank up the cloudy liquor poured into the glass he had in his hand at once.

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The night is getting late.

Not a boy, not even a girl could accept me, and I was driven into a room like a quarterhouse locker.

There is only one small lamp in the light.

It's dim, and it's stifling.

The futon given is also slightly thin.

I was hoping for the Knights' quarters... when my classmates other than me would have been given a fuzzy bed in a large room by now?

Gu, my stomach rattled.

In the end, I couldn't have dinner.

I thought it was strange. By the time I headed to the dining room, dinner was already over.

I wasn't the only one who could tell you about the dinner system.

Well, no, because I'm used to being hungry.

Now I was desperate to relieve discomfort with my body.

Only once, I took off my clothes and stood in front of a mirror in my room.

A face that was neutral from the beginning, but completely turned into a woman.

Probably not a small breast, a lower body with nothing to be had.

I've really become a woman, and that's when I first realized it.

At the same time, I felt chilly.

That's when the crane looked at me. [M]

It was the one who made the idea that the head screws were loose from the beginning, but now that I'm a woman's body, I just imagine what kind of bullying I'm going to get. I feel chilly.

But it would be inevitable.

I can't believe I've come to another world because of this, but things change, rather worse.

Guh, and my tummy bug rang again.

I have nothing to do with it anyway, or go to bed early - when I tried to dive into the futon.

Concon.

The sound of knocking on the door twice echoed into the dim room.

To a bad feeling, my whole body pops.

"Cape, are you there?

The voice... belonged to colorful flowers.

"I'm here, what can I do for you?

It doesn't make any difference which I have a bad feeling about.

Anyway, in middle school, she's just a messenger for the cranes and their people now.

Her appearance means misfortune falls on me.

Hopefully, I didn't even want to hear your voice.

"I brought you some clothes."

"Leave it in front of the room"

"... shouldn't I come in?

"Leave me alone, I'm telling you."

"Who... no one but me is here"

From the voices I heard, I caught a glimpse of the desperation to see my face at all.

It's true that you don't want to get involved anymore.

But I think it hurts my conscience because she and I have been dating too long.

Colorful flowers and I are childhood friendly with neighbors.

My parents were close before we were born, especially since my father and mother of colorful flowers went to the same university.

Since I was born in April and she was born in March the following year, Colorful Flowers admired me like a real brother at a young age.

That relationship hasn't changed since I was bullied in elementary school.

Colorful flowers were stuck beside me all the time, even though my friendship with me made me abusive.

... Until I enrolled in high school.

I didn't feel like it, but slowly I open the door.

There was a figure of colorful flowers standing there with a seemingly sorry face.

Women's clothes and underwear are held in their hands.

I... I'm going to be dazzled if I wear that.

Nevertheless, I haven't seen the face of colorful flowers this close.

I stopped talking decently and it should be over six months now.

"Thanks for taking the time to bring it to me"

"I'm sorry, I'm late to bring it. You were already in bed, weren't you?

"Well yes..."

"... really, you've become a girl"

"It's not very acceptable, but it seems so."

"You look like your sister, I knew it"

"… yes, I guess"

I don't know how to react to people saying that.

Because I haven't completely broken up with my sister yet.

"By the way, colorful flowers, are you feeling bad?

"Oh, why?

"I'm sweating, I thought it was also a fever"

"What... oh, yeah... maybe. Yeah, I guess I'm not feeling well. I feel a little sick in my stomach."

"Then go back, you better get some sleep. All of a sudden, I'm mentally tired."

"Yeah......"

"That's why can I get you dressed?

That's what I say, reaching for the women's bedding and Knights uniform that Colorful Flowers holds.

My fingertips touched the clap slightly on the back of her hand.

"No!

Colorful flowers then shouted out loud, throwing the change of clothes and lagging behind.

It's not normal to look into your eyes and repeat rough breaths.

Oh, my God, in the end - so did colorful flowers.

You think I don't like it when my fingertips touch just a little bit?

If you hate me so much, I wish I didn't have to force you to be childhood friendly.

"Oh, no, no!

Did you notice the change in my expression? The colorful flowers turned pale on my face.

Got it. Not this way.

When I quickly picked up the change of clothes that fell to the floor, I shut the door silently and locked it.

Don't, and colorful flowers repeatedly knock on the door.

"Wait, open it, Cape! Please, that's a misunderstanding!

"What a misunderstanding, colorful flowers are just like the rest of us."

"Oh no! Trust me...!

"I often say that I will follow the orders of the Sazan cranes and the Isogans. At the end of the sentence, it's because of the colorful flower uniform that I became this body!

I know, Colorful Flowers is a victim in a way, right?

That's why I was forced to offer a uniform.

But that's not all.

I don't mean to fight it.

But you can ignore it. There's no need to be a part of this.

Yet Colorful Flowers, in the end, at their will, made me, about me -!

"Please, Cape..."

"Go away, I don't want to hear your voice again!

"Huh...! Uhh, uhh, uhh..."

I heard the cries of colorful flowers.

I'm the one who wants to cry.

After a while of silence, the cry moved away from the room one by one, eventually deafening.

I was on the spot, pulling myself out of my body and looking out the window.

Don't even think about it, bluff.

Tips, tricks, tricks.

Footsteps.

Someone approaches the room.

"Terrible, white pack"

It was a crane.

I thought he'd come into the room, and he'd talk to me with a half laugh from the other side of the door.

"Colorful flower, you were crying, aren't you, girl in that condition, you're going to hold her as soon as you comfort her?

I can't hear you.

I don't know.

If you're not coming into the room, you don't have to fit in.

"Well, I don't have to hold it, Colorful Flower. Mizuki and I are screwing each other."

The crane said it was obvious.

"... what?

Unexpectedly voiced.

I've been meaning to do this in silence for a long time, but I've heard so many ridiculous words, it looks like my brain misjudged me.

Now, what did the crane say?

"I'm so overreacting, of virginity...... oh, are you a virgin now? Well, no. Didn't the inexperienced Misaki know that? Colorful Flowers and Mizuki Sensei are having sex. Even before I came to this room. Didn't you notice? Were you sweating or something?

There it is.

She was sweating and when I asked her if she was sick, she said she was sick.

Say, stay.

"Could you be too shocked to shut up? Did you like Colorful Flowers? Ha ha, people like you used to like others, you're too familiar with them!

Like, was it?

I'm talking about colorful flowers.

Sure, it was childhood friendly, and I didn't suspect we'd be together forever and ever.

Is that what you liked?

"Too much pure, even a woman. She said it would be easy for me to open my crotch if I chose someone. Koto said Colorflower had that talent. Mizuki said she was feeling better and better while she was wearing her hips, and her mouth swallowed faster, and she said she was going to develop a hole in the back."

……

"Shit, I'm not responding or anything."

I couldn't even speak up.

I can't help my whole body, 'cause of course it's in my throat.

I had lost all my strength, all my energy.

"Fair enough, I'm out of time anyway. If you don't respond, I'll go home. Bye."

Tips, tricks, tricks.

Footsteps of the crane walk away from the room.

The moment I stopped hearing footsteps, I fell from my knees to the floor.

Well, I don't know.

There's so much I don't know.

About coming to this world, about being a woman, about colorful flowers, about Dr. Mizuki.

When I mention it, everything I'm being bullied.

I don't know, I don't know - tears spilled out of nature and eyes.

A lukewarm liquid propagates through his cheeks and drips from his jaw to the ground.

"Ugh... oh..."

And my voice spilled.

Sorrow, anger, hatred, stray and all negative emotions mix together to overflow tears and groans as they spit them out.

"Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!

Punch the floor with your fists many times and rub your forehead.

Whimpering similar to unstoppable nausea.

I don't know.

Why am I crying, why is my chest hurting so much?

I may have liked the colorful flowers, as the crane said. [M]

The fact that I didn't realize that meant a long time ago, that's probably why I've naturally fallen in love with her since I was about kindergarten.

But in every sense, knowing it's a love that doesn't come true anymore, so I wonder if it's so painful, painful.

I already meant empty. [M]

I didn't expect anything, I had no dreams, no hope, I thought I'd been abandoned everything.

But I still had the last one left.

If you throw that away.

If only I could spit out these tears, now it's time for me - to be genuine, empty.

Prisoned by nothing, free, pointless.

I'm sure that's an easier life than dying.