I want to protect you in this hand.

"Uh, guests, this inn, there's no room for three."

I thought it was an opportunity for my uncle at Inn to say something.

I wanted to go far. Always. Don't even know what it is to say it's far away. Maybe he just wanted to get away from the status quo. Arsh says Merrill is a sweet town. But Merrill wasn't the nicest town for me until Arsh got here.

When Will, Mal and I split into churches, all I thought about was being "kicked out". Nothing. I just happened to be with the other orphans, and that's all I meant was that it's more convenient to stay together. Now that I thought about it, I wasn't even trying to get close to myself, and he wanted me to take care of it personally and as a companion. Even the biggest Zash was only 11 then.

Grown-ups didn't even deal with me more.

It was Will and I who felt like salvation. It was with my brothers and sisters who weren't interested in people, but I still used to look at my sister with them, and I was well into my eyes. When I was with them, I thought I was one of three people, not one of them.

But there's nothing to hug in the straw. I was always empty.

So when you came little, Arsh, I definitely wanted to get it, even if I knew it would be painful with more people.

How adorable of you to chew on in the straw. [M] I thought if I didn't let go of this mud, I'd work for as much as I wanted.

The next morning, I went to the demolition station with Will, who looked back over and over worried about Mal, and when I realized it, it was only been a day. Don't worry about Mal. We could work. We were both making 1,200 gills. Now you can also buy bread for Arsh! And three per person, I thought. The two of them were picking me up at the demolition station. Pick me up! Just for me! No, Will was there, too. But Arsh said two pieces of bread. Leave a little money.

And the church was full of tears. I didn't think I could use a fire without a demon stone stove. That's crazy, even though we can use magic from a little place, and even flames can come out. I never thought I'd use it to eat it.

Hot water is warm. If bread is with hot water, don't eat it in the first place.

We slept warm and slept well, and we could wake up a little earlier than usual. To us like that, Arsh made us mow the grass and pick up the twigs. If you can drink hot water every day with this, it's not a big hassle. And he stops us trying to eat a whole loaf of bread and tells us to have half lunch. Even when I have one a day, I should eat it when I can. I'm always patient for lunch.

But when it was lunch and Will and I were next door for bread, oh, it was the first time I'd ever found out that my stomach ached because I meant I was hungry. So half the bread wasn't enough, of course, but I think I could work without blurring in the afternoon. That's how Arsh made me soup that night. Ash told me what it meant to be flavorful, warm, and full of stomach. Then every day got better and better.

I eat full every day and have a laughable companion. I'm not empty in this arm anymore. We can think not only of tomorrow, but also of a month or two later.

Me and Will are done, but they were taller. When Ash made me look cleaned up, it seemed Will's gold and my silver hues were noticeable and I could get someone to take me everyday as a luggage holder. It's funny to knock out little demons, and it's funny to train. Eat and train and your body will move. And if you give Arsh the money you earn, it's magical, it's good rice and it's clothes.

That's how I find out while I live. I started out to eat. I have luggage, but being an adventurer seemed real to me. Adventurers are heavily replaced. Some people are like sword masters who settle in Merrill and hang in there, but the young guys usually go to other towns after a while. The dungeon has its own personality depending on the town, and if you get tired of it, you go to another town. I mean, being an adventurer means you can go far.

I can go far. I couldn't get out of this town even if I wanted to, just two years of hard work and I'll be free. Take my Arsh, the four of us.

But it wasn't. Arsh is.

"I want to do an inn"

That's making me blind. Doing the inn means Arsh won't follow. I'm confused. Go outside. But if I go outside, what about this muddy arm? Will you go far and live with the emptiness again? No, but I want to go far!

The confusion turned to Arsh. Why should I bother? I just need Arsh to do what I say!

Arsh told me he was coming with me. It's a relief.

But I wasn't the only one who needed Arsh.

Arsh has power. Is it because my parents raised me with care? I have knowledge of living. That wasn't something we could just keep for the four of us.

Gradually, the adults around them began to use the power of Arsh. Of course Arsh won't say no. Just like you said you'd follow me.

Well, then, what about me, who wants to do what I say about Arsh? Aren't you with the adults around you?

As I watched Arsh every day like that, like I wanted to go far, like Will wanted to be strong, and Mal wanted to do the sword, I thought Arsh should do whatever he wanted.

But Arsh let go of the inn. That was to keep the promise I made, but I feel like it wasn't something Arsh really wanted to do. I don't care about myself, Arsh.

I can't even give up my dreams, I can't let go of Arsh, what am I supposed to do.