After he had also finished treating the injured man who had suddenly rushed over, thanking him and dropping off two men who were leaving, Noah also said it was time to go home and assist him with dinner.

I tried to suggest I send it, but Mr. Noah left when I told him it was okay.

Not even before the evening. I was worried about leaving the woman alone... Noah was a demon in the first place and half a vampire... even replenishing the blood seemed so strong that she couldn't compare to me, so I didn't need to worry...

As it was, I could have gone home, too, but since it was a corner, I thought I'd visit the church that I hadn't looked closely at and go home, and Dr. Feer was happy to acknowledge that.

The vast number of crosses decorated on one side of the wall is like a planetarium star, and that is also the part where this church is slightly changed.

I've never been directly to church either, but I've seen it on TV, etc., and I know it to some extent... at least it wasn't so full of crucifixes.

"... it's beautiful, but it's a slightly different image from the church I know"

"Oh, that's right. Because this isn't a church."

"... to?

When I kept my mouth shut with the questions that came to mind, Dr. Feer gave me an answer to the shock.

Huh? Not a church? In this interior?

Seeing me stunned, Dr. Feer opens his mouth as he touches the wooden bench that was nearby, smiling softly.

"... This is where I originally made it personally, and as far as I'm concerned, I didn't mean to be a church... someone who got me wrong, just like Miyama-kun, told me to pray. Then add a chair or an altar or something, and it feels like you made it look like a church?

"The journey. So that's why Dr. Fia, who was a doctor, is also a priest."

"... yes, no - I didn't do anything priestly, and as far as I'm concerned, a doctor is enough... well, does that happen in public perception?

Teacher Fia's face was beautiful when she said that and smiled bitterly, and her priestly clothes went hand in hand to really look like a Virgin.

"Speaking of which, why, did Dr. Feer become a doctor?

"To? Me?

"Oh, no, if you can't ask..."

When I realized it, I accidentally had such questions in my mouth.

I think Dr. Feer is a fine person, and I know exactly how it feels to be conveyed by sensitive magic that he's really sweet.

It just felt strange somewhere...... in the gentleness of serenity, I always felt the dark emotions slightly confused, and even when the men returned earlier to thank me, for some reason Dr. Fier was sending me spicy emotions.

I asked the question because I wanted to know the answer, but of course there would be some circumstances and I'm not going to force myself to ask.

Telling him so, Dr. Fier smiles and sets his index finger after a little silence.

"... then the problem before you answer! Why am I a doctor in the Kingdom of Symphonia?

"... uh... uh-huh. Because the food is delicious?

"Surely the Kingdom of Symphonia is good for food culture to go on, isn't it? But too bad. Off the hook."

To be honest, for me, the difference between other countries and the Kingdom of Symphonia is that Alice has taught me to develop a food culture... only about.

However, Dr. Feer's dictation seems to suggest that there is some reason why he is based in the Kingdom of Symphonia.

"The answer is... there aren't many doctors in the Kingdom of Symphonia."

"Huh? Really?

"Yeah. The reason for that is simple. Because there is a temple in this country called The Goddess of Health."

"... oh well! Blessings."

I remember hearing that in this world there is a culture of going to the temple and receiving blessings in the New Year, and that receiving blessings from the goddess of health will stop me from getting sick.

Cheng Cheng, if no one is definitely going to get sick, it will mean that there is not much work for doctors.

"Correct... but what Miyama is thinking right now is probably wrong"

"... Huh?

"... Blessings. Other than what the goddess does directly, it only has a degree of rest... and only a handful of blessings can be received directly from the goddess..."

Happy with Dr. Feer's words. With that said, the blessing by God is one gold coin at a time… one million yen in Japanese yen.

Regardless of the aristocracy, the wealthy will be the only ones who can prepare 2 million gold coins for their families each year and more than 3 million for couples and some children.

This means that the majority of people in the Kingdom of Symphonia are not directly blessed by God and suffer from disease.

"... so doctors are really an unpopular profession in this country. People in the upper echelons who have money don't get sick and get hurt too often...... here's another problem"

"Huh?"

"If there was a child with a mermaid and a harpy mixed blood to his mother and a half elf to his father, and the child got sick... what hospital would he take him to? Of the Mermaids? Of the Harpy tribe? Of the Elves? Or human?

"... ah"

"Yes, there's a lot of mixed blood in this world, and the body makes different things. Doctors are really hard... I've been a doctor for a long time too, but it took 200 years for me to get to see them with so much confidence, and I'm still going to have patients with the first symptoms I've seen."

This world is full of inter-ethnic exchanges, and mixed blood is not uncommon.

In fact, whether you know me or Mr. Lunamaria just listens to me, there are four different kinds of mixed blood... then I guess the difficulty of healthcare will jump.

What's more, the Demons are more varied, and I think the treatment of the Demons living in the world is as if they were different from humans, and such diseases will change.

"... Well, I tend to lack doctors for that reason, so do I feel like I've become a doctor? I'm still studying, but I want to be a doctor who can cure as many races as possible."

"Is that to help a lot of people...?

"... yeah. I want a lot of people to be fine. I want you to laugh... if only you could help me with a happy life."

I think this guy is really bottomless friendly...... but again. It also conveys some bitter, hard feelings.

This... I feel similar to the emotions I felt from Lilia during the Treasure Tree Festival. I mean, regret...... would it?

But I don't think this is a good circumstance to step in at ease, and you can't ask.

"Really, thank you for letting me know. After all, Dr. Feer is a fine doctor. Respect."

"Huh!?

I told you to finish the story... but hearing my words distorted Dr. Feer's expression. I can't help it, it looks spicy...

In front of me perplexed by that change, Dr. Feea slowly walks up to the altar and whines small without turning this one around.

"... I'm not respectable. Yeah, I'd rather... think you're the stupidest fool in this world."

"... Huh?

"... the cross we have here, right?" The number of lives I took "..."

"Huh!?

The words spoken in a sad voice could not be understood immediately.

You took the same number of lives as this little cross on one side? Because a cross... 100 or 1000 is not enough, surprised...

"... uh, does that mean that... people who couldn't be helped as doctors?

"... yeah. No... of course I'm not omnipotent, so there are plenty of people who couldn't help me. In the back room of the infirmary, I leave the names of people I couldn't help... but this is completely different."

"Nothing?

"... I used to take a lot of people's lives. The unreasonable taking away of the noble lives of those who have no sin whatsoever... the cross in this room is a symbol of the sins I have committed, as well as a punishment I have to carry on my whole life..."

Dr. Feer's voice doesn't feel like he's lying. Above all, the more painful sensational magic was conveying to me Dr. Feer's regrets.

"... I don't think that saving one's life would allow me to take one's life. Yeah, rather, no matter how many lives you save, or even if you save people all over the world, my sins will never be forgiven... they shouldn't be."

……

"I am not the Almighty God. No matter how repentant you are, no matter how much you weep to wither, no matter how much you keep apologizing here as you do every day... your disappeared life won't come back"

When I brought Mr. Noah here, Dr. Fier was in a prayer position in front of the altar.

But apparently I kept apologizing for the lives I took in this place, which is not a prayer but a symbol of my sins.

"... even if it's painful and about to cry, it doesn't distract me from my sins and I keep carrying it until my life runs out. And keep saving many lives even one… I think that's probably the only redemption I can make"

"... Dr. Feer"

"I'm sorry. I'm not the kind of person you can respect."

……

Oh, my God, what can I say? Honestly, I can't think of a word.

Dr. Fier said his sins would never be forgiven, but perhaps more than anyone else, Dr. Fier himself can't forgive himself.

So, no matter what I say here, I could be sure that Dr. Feer would continue to carry that sin for the rest of his life.

But what is it? I really felt like I had to say something.

"... I honestly don't know. I don't know how Dr. Fier used to be, what sins he committed... I can't say anything."

"... yeah. That's fine... you'd better despise me about a big sinner like me..."

"But I still respect Dr. Feer."

"........................... Huh?

I don't know about Dr. Feer's past, and I don't think I'm a party to it where I found out, I only get the feeling that I'm shaped.

So I decided not to think about it.

"I don't know how the past was, and I'm not going to ask. It's just that the person I've known and dealt with all day today... for me, is a kind person who can reach out to someone who's hurt, someone I can respect with all my heart."

"... Miyama, kun..."

"'Cause it was at least 200 years ago, right? I don't have the means to be sure of what happened at the time... and knowing Dr. Feer's past sins won't make me respect you now."

"... Miyama-kun... don't they often say you're a woman?

"Heh? What is it, suddenly!?

I suddenly started saying things that I didn't understand more than just now... women are good things to say when they catch me as a virgin.

Seeing me confused, Dr. Feea gives me a pleasant look for some reason.

"Haha, you're hot, aren't you?

"Yes, no, nothing like that..."

"I guess - well, good... Miyama, thank you"

"To? Huh? Oh, yes. Well, you're welcome?

I don't know what it is, but apparently Dr. Feer is feeling better, goofing his hands and holding them in front of his chest.

"I did, and I'm motivated! Better than ever today, you're going to bury yourself!

"Oh, uh, yes"

"Well, then it's time for a good time, and I'll drop off Miyama-kun and clean up..."

"Ah!? Dr. Feer, at your feet! Step!!"

"Huh? - Yikes!?

"Huh!?

Dr. Fia's feet, who has stepped out energetically, are a step higher than the ground altar… I immediately wonder what will happen next, and I reach out in a great panic.

And somehow, I was able to take Dr. Fier, who was about to step off my feet.

"... are you okay?

"Ugh, yeah...... oh, thanks"

Good...... thanks to Dr. Feea being slender, even I managed to be taken by the powerless.

If we can't support this and we're down together, we're in a really pitiful situation... yeah, I figured we'd work out some more. Let's do that.

Wake up Dr. Feer's body, make sure he stood firm before leaving.

I still have the feeling in my hand when I took it earlier, and it's getting a little exciting now.

Dr. Feer is slender... but quite swollen... what are you thinking I am!?

"... Hey, Miyama-kun"

"Heh? Oh, yes!

"... come see me again. Besides Noah's treatment... we'll treat her to tea or something."

"Yes. Okay. We will definitely come again."

I wonder if Dr. Feer would even call it a healing system, because it feels calm and gentle, and I'm horrified when I'm talking, so it was a thankful offer for me, too.

To the extent that I am not in the way of my job as a doctor, I will continue to take my feet.

And the time was completely in the evening, so I would leave the church and hospital behind while Dr. Feer dropped me off.

When I turned my back after waving my hand back to Dr. Feer, too... I felt like I heard a small voice.

"... Master Chrome will like it..."

"Huh? Did I say something?

"Yeah. It's nothing... see you later!

"Oh, yes."

Once I looked back and checked, Dr. Feer shook his neck to the side and smiled with a full face.

I was healed by that bright look and waved again before heading back home again.

Dear Mother, Father - Dr. Fia seems to have had a lot going on in the past and regretted it very much. I can't do anything about that regret, and I probably shouldn't step into darkness... but I don't think Dr. Fier has anything to do with that - he's a respectable person.