I Was Caught up in a Hero Summoning, but That World Is at Peace
First Anniversary Outside "Beginning Visitors Part II ① - In the Midst of Yang"
- Come to think of it, I... may have been wrong from the beginning.
Coming to this world, I admit that my heart was shattered and became a shard of fantasy. Die fulfilling the wishes of Illis, just to a contemplative being......
I wanted to reform the demonic world, and I kept increasing my distribution... all for myself, not for anyone.
I really only thought about myself these days. No, you must be right to say, 'I didn't even think about myself properly'.
If you look at it now, you'll see. I was about to fall in love to die fulfilling the wishes of Illis. I was trying to do the task of 'dying in love' instead of 'falling in love with someone'.
... There is no way I can afford to fall in love with a heart that has only such a desire for ruin. At the time, I didn't even realize it was that simple. However, you were just getting more anxious and impatient every day.
In the first place, I probably didn't forgive anyone my heart. I didn't always try to build a wall in my heart to give anyone a peek into the depths...... it was something that also had terrible drawbacks. Hundreds of thousands of years and a bereavement can be a lot of bad things.
Reasons why my purpose could not be achieved...... recognising them again it was really miraculous to meet Mr. Kite.
To tell the truth, at first, for me, Mr. Kate was not the subject of romance. The reason I came into contact with Mr. Kite was not for myself, but for 'giving back to Mr. Crowe'.
I have always felt a burden against Mr Crowe. Even though I didn't know it at the time, my choices took the form of interrupting Mr. Crowe's wishes.
Mr. Crowe owes me a favor for picking it up, and I've been looking for an opportunity to reward it.
That's why I missed Mr. Crowe's rare wagamama. And I made contact with Mr. Kite in order to help him get the best results for Mr. Crowe. Involve the role of Alice......
Ms. Kate meets many people in this world to strengthen her heart, to have a friendship with the Six Kings, to overcome the tragedy of being betrayed by the other person she thought was a friend… gaining further strength before challenging the depths of Ms. Crowe's heart.
That was the scenario I wrote… not for myself, but for Mr. Crowe.
... When I confessed, about a third of the people Kate knew by the time I challenged Mr. Crowe's depth, I planted it so that I would.
Because I knew Mr. Isis' magic was coming up...... I made a "time adjustment" to encounter him on his way home.
Needless to say, with regard to Mr. Megid and Mr. Magnawell...... I was also the one who told you about Mr. Kite so as to tickle Mr. Faith's interest.
Everything is to thank Mr. Crowe......
Yes, I moved, thought and met Mr. Kite for Mr. Crowe, not just for myself at this time. Now that I think about it, that might have been the best key point.
Normally I had a rush to fall in love and die early, but I didn't consider myself a paedophile against Mr. Kite... and until one of Mr. Crowe's cases was resolved, I was well engaged.
... Yes, when I first met Mr. Kite... I think there was only a little room in my mind.
That's why... Mr. Kite looked overlapping on Illis.
At that time, I felt really strange.
Talking to Mr. Kite, he's smiling naturally instead of trying to laugh... oh, this is what smiling was all about? That made me feel nostalgic.
We had a chat without other love, laughed at each other for trivial things, scolded for crap...... I kept losing track of myself.
Just an actor appearing in a scenario to fulfill Mr. Crowe's wish...... I felt the name Alice was getting bigger and bigger in me.
At the same time, little by little... really little by little, but it's like my broken heart is being repaired... and I was about to remember 'Feeling Like Someone Matters'.
And in the kind of confusion that reminds me of something I was supposed to have forgotten... something decisive happened.
"Mr. Kate, resentment is a mistake. This is just work. Besides, you and I are just friends... not family or lovers at all. Because we're dating to that extent."
"... oh yeah..."
That's it. Alice, who betrayed Mr. Kite, makes her disappear. There have been a few developments since, but you may prepare a fake corpse as Phantom King if Mr. Kite wants.
Yes, this was a set scenario from the beginning. Mr. Kite is greatly shocked here by his heart and is comforted gently by Mr. Crowe.
And by making my thoughts about Mr. Crowe stronger and at the same time getting over it grows a lot...... I have been prepared for that. In case Mr. Kite gets hurt, we also have subordinates lurking around.
Nothing wrong...... it's supposed to...... why is it so painful...... What is this discomfort that should have done something more out-of-town so far?
I have a hard breath, I don't want to see Mr. Kate's face any more......
"Well, I'm going home."
Desperately containing an upsetting mind, I bid Mr. Kite farewell in the lightest tone possible.
Now, okay... me and Kate are just friends... nothing more or less. Because that's supposed to be the setting......
"... Alice"
"Something?
Why, am I stopping my leg? Already 'Alice' disappears from before Mr. Kite. From now on, it will be 'Phantom King No Face' to deal with Mr. Kite, so I wish I ignored it......
"... Now, don't waste it"
"... I'll think about it"
... Why are you saying that? Stop, don't confuse me any more... I betrayed your trust, didn't I?
I opened the door to the room, wrapped in unspeakable emotions, and saw only a little bit of Mr. Kate's face the moment I closed it.
Mr. Kate had a... troubled, yet very gentle smile. I always said it was the one I couldn't help...
I finally understood my feelings as I brought them to the door I had just closed.
Oh, well, I finally get it...... I, 'I want to be Alice', don't I? Sore, who was supposed to be the character to leave on the way ready, was' the new me 'sometime, wasn't he?
And Mr. Kite... you want that too... don't you? I know... I know it's been a long, long time, but this is what you've been looking for.
By the time I realized it, I had destroyed the door I had closed myself and entered the room.
"So I keep saying... I'm here to help! Mr. Kite!"
"... what?
Fine, if that's what you want, I'll be Alice. You just have to adjust the scenario appropriately from now on.
Not a chartier, not a no-face, just as Alice...... let me help you!
Yes, on this day, at this moment, I am 'able to be reborn anew'.
Not a hero from another world (Alicia), not a fantasy shard (Chartier), not a faceless king (No Face)... as the new me (Alice)... I fell in love with you...