What am I like in my last life?
I was born into a normal family, grew up normal, got a normal job,... well, as a romantic experience aside.
I didn't have any special hobbies or anything like that. - I wasn't good enough to make confectionery or make public statements. No, leave aside the lonely fact that there wasn't even that much friendship... that there might actually be more to put aside.
Is that crazy?!
I pulled it off so I prepared the tea. Not so far. And then there's this silence! Even though I managed to twist the subject, I thought to the previous life. The result is this......
I was playing a maiden game before these times, and the topic came up and I just had a choice to choose from!
Well, wait. No, wait.
I wonder why I, Aldar Saul, have held you back. Really...!!
I'm not confused either because I'm not inviting you out here to say one word, you know what this means... you're saying it's awkward! You've learned!!
Besides, in my brain, choices come out in the maiden game-style I played.
That one is better in front of me......!!
All right, let's confess!
Let's say hello.
No, no, no? Shall I calm down? Me?
I wonder why those are the two choices!
Or I said, 'When the park is over,' but I confess, or something. It's too high a hurdle.
I'm not going to confess in the first place. Yeah, there isn't. I mean, I can't, but I'm right, but that would be a minor difference, wouldn't it?!
"... uh... was there anything you were worried about, like, security?
Here. Ahhhhhh!
You got me worried. Because we don't say anything, we end up letting Aldar Saul talk! And the content is serious!!
Well, if you've been stopped, you should be concerned first. I just said during this time that we should work hard together. No, but I'm not... because I'm not worried about security or anything.
That's right, how about this as soon as you know when to specify a time from me? But here's the thing... more, more, more, more!
What are you talking about? I'm sappy, too.
"No......"
"Really?... Um, what can I do for you? If I can help,"
"Um!"
"Yes."
"Um... uh..."
I'm just trying to say it's not such a big deal because it's something I'm going to look at this way with such sincere concern... no, no, no, that's why I was so unrelated to confessions and all that...
Oh, oh, oh, what am I supposed to do with this, this, this!
I don't have a card in my hand!
A woman of hundred wars and smells might be able to do something about this much, but I'm a hottie. I'm a woman who's lived in the main job! Anyway, if you're talking about work, I still don't have an overwhelming experience with this...
"…, I wanted to ask you something"
"Yes, what is it"
"Why... was it me?
"Huh?"
Let's hear it in my stomach already.
Come here. I knew there was nothing. I just wanted to have tea. I can't tell you.
You stopped calling or something because you care in the first place.
"I want to spend some more time with you......!" You can't talk like that, it's me.
No, look, it's not a confession or anything, is it? I realized I liked it. Yeah, I have romantic feelings for a man named Aldar Saul. That's for sure.
So, I like him and he likes me, too. Yes, yes, happy ending. That's not how it works, is it?
Because, you know, he might have thought it would be nice to see me do my job or say that, but I honestly don't think it's okay to say the part about these hot women.
You're full of kids now! That's as much as I want to scratch myself.
Still, I totally hate it when I get hurt all the way from my last life.
I can't be hot, because I don't think it's attractive enough for people to like me as a heterosexual. Even in this world, your father told me you're not a scattered beauty or pathetic...?
That's why there's so much chance you'll be disillusioned when you look at these dumb parts of me, right?
Before that happens, before you get hurt... if you give up, the wound will be small.
I know.
That's pretty cowardly. I think I should stick with you, especially because you're an adult, but I also think you're cowardly because you're an adult.
"Mr. Aldar Saul, thank you for your kindness. I was very surprised, and I promised you that I would get back to you after the horticulture. But the calmer you are, the less you understand why women like you care about you."
"... is that so strange?
"Huh? 'Cause I'm not... loving you. I don't even look good... I don't like to dress up and be gorgeous..."
It looked like Aldar Saul was surprised too. I rounded my eyes.
What, is that where you're surprised?
If you rate yourself, hey...... that makes you sad?!
"I just feel like liking people for a reason or something."
"Yes...... is it?
"I think there are a lot of people who can work and work as hard as you do. But for me, I thought that was preferable because it's you. I prefer you because I think you prefer Lord Julia. I think so."
……
"No, I think there was a natural trigger. If you dare to mention it, I think you were attracted to the tender glance directed at Her Royal Highness while you were at Rin in that tea party seat of your brother. I felt sorry for myself when I swallowed the rumors and thought you were a woman like the ruling lady."
"Well!"
Same as the ruling samurai.
So scary...... oops excuse me, am I being seen by a man of majesty? I knew they said things like no affection, no facial expressions working...?
I didn't know they thought that way then. No, that was about the time Dean Dayne, your brother, recognized you.
"And then every time I see you. Every time I exchanged words with you, I thought the more I knew about the person named Julia, the more I preferred it."
"... that's enough,"
"Apart from the look of Rin's work, the kindness of her eyes directed at Her Royal Highness and her brother, the care for me, the finesse with which she cares about small things, etc. I think that place is very feminine... and if you say it's not decorative, I want you to spoil it with something I gave you."
"Awwwwwww, so, no more, no more!
"I'm just being honest with you."
I don't feel like it's funny to see me upset around a giggle.
... but then. Even when I saw you when I was making my debut in the social world. Even if it feels as pitiful as it is now that adults of good age can all be wolfish.
Still saying, is that what you mean?
"... Lord Julia?
"May I have something for you if I..."
Really, I'm glad?
I was slow to realize that I liked it, but I'm thrilled that my heart would crush me to say that I can think of someone I think I like, but that's how happy I am.
But I'm a coward. You think it's inappropriate to get the feeling of someone as amazing as Aldar Saul.
"I admired Lord Julia."
……
"So please... forgive me for this feeling of admiring you"
How could this man be so sweet?
Even though I am so timid and unacceptable to just accept it. Even though I think I can't help myself if they tell me not to, I just want you to forgive me for what I think. It doesn't make me rush, and I'm laughing like I'm in trouble.
I'm the one who's bothering you.
What am I going to do with you spoiling me?
How can you say no to someone who spoils you like this!
Forgive me for what I like without saying "don't call the woman I think 'something'" that's good for the word. Come on, how high is the love level? How am I supposed to beat it?!
No, I'm not fighting anything but fat...
"Oh, already! Aldar Saul, how could you...!
"hehe,... you may have confused me extra"
"Huh? No, no..."
Aldar Saul is not a bad person, although all the complaining feelings came out unilaterally.
Now, speaking of this situation, you're asking me to answer questions for you while I tell you the deadline.
But he laughed so gently and properly... he said something pretty embarrassing, but he answered.
I didn't rush the answer on that, I just told you to forgive what you think.
"Well, it's time to be late. You have to be free."
"Ah... right"
"Thank you for the delicious tea"
"No......"
Aldar Saul, who takes his seat with grace, does not change his attitude towards me.
I'm so clumsy, messed up like that... isn't that guy already guessing my answer?
"Lord Julia."
"Yes?!
Whoa. I was suddenly upset when I was called out. I don't know if I heard anything strange right now.
"I'm telling you how honest I feel. That's all I hope you'll believe."
Aldar Saul.
"So long, at the park games"
... I think looking after that guy who just went away like that.
I mean, this is all I could think of.
(uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Maiden power?
Don't ask me to do that!!