"Um... Um"
"Yeah."
"Me, right, you know"
"Yeah."
"... Aldar, from, do have your heart. From there, I finally became conscious and, well, I've kept you waiting, and this is how it is."
"Yeah."
Damn... I know my face is turning red but I think it's getting hotter than that...!
No, I don't think so, it's extra embarrassing to think that you're connected like this, but you see, I think I have to say it here, I don't think I can miss an opportunity, you have this instinct?
Then I don't have to think it's smarter, but if I did, I'd really be oblivious to this!?
(But here... if I don't say it right here, I, facing Aldar, have confidence in myself that it's not being flushed! Come on Julia!!
I swallowed it feeling like it was going to come up all the time and I looked straight at Aldar.
Yeah, it's straight, right?
I can't look you in the eye and talk to you, you're one step ahead of me!?
Things are so nervous, I think I can throw up right now. No, you should never do that because you lose all your position as a maiden!!
When you think your blue eyes are looking straight at us. No more, I want to turn away instantly! Super illuminating!!
What is this youth, no, Leah? Is it such an embarrassment when it comes to you?
Either you die of embarrassment, or your palpitations are too intense to die of a heart attack. You plunder the back of your brain with me, but you don't die in the first place. Okay, I'm alive.
I'd still like to get involved in Primera's entrance and all that. I'd like to see Primera and Dean's love pattern grow up to be more lady.
If I could have grown a love with Aldar there too, it would be amazing, and I'm wondering if that would be a nice thing to do.
And I finally understood that that was something that wouldn't start unless I told them!
Then I thought we should just act, yeah. I thought so. But just so cowards can't suddenly be the valiant warriors, it's not like you could have been a romantic skilled man because a novice in love named me realized it, is it?
"... to the crowd, I also get jealous, Maybe, you know, I think myself that you're a pain in the ass. No, more than I thought myself."
"Yeah?... I don't think so"
"I think!
You can't tilt a little neck like that! Pretty though!! I don't know what to do. My lover is cute.
You sure this guy's not cheating? Cool, handsome, cute, how can you do this, why is this guy really choosing me? Haven't you seen the beauty a little too much and feel mahi?
That's about the momentum.
No, you might wonder how much it is to keep yourself calm.
Because I know Aldar isn't the only one who can judge by what he looks like!
You see, I'm going to know as much as I've cut off to the brain muscle dude.
"So, right, uh..."
Yes, that's not the problem, is it?
Because I can't say the key thing anymore...... I don't know, I feel the density of sweet air has increased.
No, on the contrary, this air is my side!! You can't do it unless you think so.
'Cause Bukken's heart is loud, and Aldar in front of me is not looking at me all the time, and his throat is crunchy from nervousness.
"I, too, Aldar, of, do"
"... yeah"
"Ohh... I admire you, I will...!!
What do you say? I told you!
I liked it, and I felt like I was just a little girl, so I feel like an adult woman here.
There you go. There you go. There you go! I'm the kid who can if I do it!!
I mean, I thought I said it again, but you really didn't say I did.
Did I say something decent? That's about as much momentum.
(Hey, I'm just getting sorry...)
I leaned down because I was embarrassed!
I want you to forgive me there because I tried.
"... here we go"
"Huh?"
"No, more than I thought"
"... Aldar?
"Yeah,... happier than I thought"
Happiness does seep into the overflowing word.
And I've got my hands on it to hide that look, but my eyes... sure, they're delightfully narrowed.
Oh, my God. My chest is full!
No, it's not painful. Is this that one, it's already past the cum, but is it okay with me?
"Julia."
"Yes, sir"
"Thanks"
When you softly hug me and say it like that, what... what is this going to explode?
But I know Aldar is really happy with me, so that fills me with why.
I can illuminate it! I can light it up, but I don't know, it's not the first time I've had a hug like this.
Just a little, just a little more, be brave.
I, too, tried to reach out, horrified.
Yeah, on your back, just a little hand around.
Like you're gonna hug me, too. Okay, okay, I can't even see my face with this, and I'm fine.
I have a feeling you're doing something pretty embarrassing though.
"... Did something happen today that kind of rewarded you?
"Hey, I don't! I, um... Aldar always asked me to act, so sometimes, I want to be able to show it with attitude..."
Yes, always.
Aldar gave me the word, he acted, and I'm just passive about it all.
That's not fair, after all.
I don't think it's what I want, what a lover relationship looks like...
No. Like what? I don't have a specific answer when they ask!
"But it's not bad to be held like this, but you can't see Julia's face"
"Mi, you don't have to look!
"Really? I'm sure she's bright red and cute right now."
"... Aldar is mean"
"Okay, I want to see all the faces of people I like."
Ahhh this guy is not really sloppy anymore!?
It's sloppy, what the heck? I'm used to this. Were they really calling you solid or something?
Or does a public lover get used to being promoted from a friend to a lover like this?
Then I wonder why I can't be like this!?
If I gently let go of my hand and make a slight distance, I could see with signs that Aldar laughed all the time.
I knew I couldn't see my face right now for a second. Because it's absolutely bright red. I know you didn't tell me, because it's about you.
You did something I'm not used to saying or doing! See, you did your best. Me.
"... I knew it was bright red"
"That's right,... because I did something I wasn't used to"
"Thanks"
"I heard that earlier."
"Think you're as happy as I've ever wanted to say."
"... I don't"
"Is that it? Will you say it again?
"... Yes, you can say it to him! But not now!
Oh, oh, cheap contract!
And I don't know what, it turned out to be a poorer tundelle than Scarlett.
How can I not be in my usual shape when I'm in front of Aldar anymore?
If this is about love, love is troublesome after all.
... and I'm happy after all.