I was Reincarnated and Now I’m a Maid

187 Step forward, at the latest.

With my father, my mother, my sister.

And with me.

It's natural for each of us to have a different idea, but in trying to pick a better path in it, we gave in to each other and took our hands together, hoping that we could do it.

No, that's how I chose to move forward, which is essential to my lord, and I thought it would take more than just family cooperation to do that, but also reluctance and compromise.

At least for the Fandid family, I'm pretty sure each of them acted in a good way. And we should have chosen the best of them.

But this time, no. Yes, a choice for the best except for my sister.

My sister wasn't informed of anything, I tried to let her know, but I swallowed the word that my mother would do it right, and I knew she didn't want it.

Maybe that's still sweet as a 'son', sweet as a 'brother', a reality poked at, though I should have known that wasn't possible.

What have I been doing?

I always knew that my father was opportunistic, serene, and really wanted to live somewhere in a relaxing painting without any lords. At the same time I felt sorry for that, I also wanted to be in public soon to give you the load on your father's shoulder.

My mother told me that it was because of my father that I was able to live peacefully in a marriage without love. I grew up hearing many times that all of them would inherit the Viscount Fandid family and rule the territory splendidly.

I thought so, too.

My sister went on a behavioral apprenticeship at a very young age and has been there for a long time. I know we miss each other, but I'm sure it was better for each other. From my eyes, my parents are the owners of an old mindset, and anyway, women are the ones who believe they are happy to marry some house... even though I don't think that marriage is always happy.

Well, although I've never spoken of the idea.

My sister wrote to me seriously. [M] It was my sister who showed me the way “some women make it worth living to work like this” even though I didn't understand the way he thought.

And a few of the people who debut and speak up in the social world know each other because of their interest in 'That Ironwall Samurai's Brother'. Count Celeste is one of them.

From then on, Count Celeste, who was interested in touching both my parents' old way of thinking and the new way of thinking about the woman who wants to work on my sister, introduced me to Ortance through my aunt, and so on...

Smooth sail.

That's what I thought.

With my sister at the entrance, I can be interested in myself, take my father's burden and use what I've learned to become a fine Viscount, and I'm sure my mother will be able to return home with her breasts stretched to the Purvas family.

Mr. Ortance was temperamental and beautiful, and he understood my desire for more women to work in the future and set up the Viscount House. He also heard how my sister worked and said he respected her.

Being this woman, I'm sure we could support each other.

That's what I thought.

Yet what about the truth?

I saw it in a way that my mother looked good to the Purvas family, or that my father was incapable of turning it on.

But there's nothing I can do there.

Mother, I would have repeatedly shut my mouth to that appearance that seemed delightful to see with a voice.

At last, Mother only treats me as a child, who has not yet done anything in the form of a father's assistant.

(Oh, oh, is this reality!

In the end, I didn't even support my father. [M]

My father asked me to do something directly, and my mother treated me like a child.

I'm the only one who's ever grown up.

Count Purvas, as my grandfather, was in the middle of nowhere trying to stop me from speaking at this wedding with the Celeste family.

It's a comparable Count's house, if you wish for Count Celeste, you'll figure it out.

But I'm sure that by letting you down, I had to expose my pity, and I thought it was very difficult and dangerous to pick it up.

It's hard to get that back if you let me down.

My pity is that I'm just disappointed in myself... but I do.

The danger is that because of it… everything may be lost.

Parents, Count Celeste, Ortance, and the inhabitants.

That you lose those expectations, who you were expecting.

You know, you were prepared a long time ago to go the Lord's way. I've worked hard not to let that happen, I should have.

I should have thought that when I failed, I had to lose it and take responsibility for starting over again, but when I realized it, my legs were crushed.

If it was true, I would have chosen it myself and had to make it right.

(After all, I couldn't do anything)

My sister came home and was surprised to learn about her mother's rampage.

And knowing that Count Purvas will come, surprise me again.

Oh, I kind of don't have a place for myself. I'm sorry to see you face to face.

Yet my sister moved lightly in front of her family, wondering if she had continued the discussion for a little while, and even started mentoring the servants. All I do is round my eyes. [M]

(Oh well)

My sister works, she serves fine, some of her men are admired... I should have heard that and known that. Cheng Cheng, I thought this was the one that made a big difference when asked.

I was going to see and hear a lot about you as my next lord, but is your sister awesome at the level of the royal castle? I don't know, but I was so surprised to see that the servants were panicking and realizing that their technology was improving, that I wondered what I had been looking at when I saw that look start to come alive.

In the end, I must have been all over myself.

It was working, not.

There was just no failure, just...

Oh, if only I had more then. This way. If you do, if you do this.

I am reminded that that is something that has passed my mind but there is nothing I can do about it.

Can it still be recovered from here? No, I have to.

Since the Purvas came to this house, I haven't seen me alone. Looks like I'm watching, I'm not. That means I'm just a kid at this table who's in a position to be the next principals, but not enough to take it from there.

My sister puts me in restraint in not spinning too many words when I'm present in this seat as a blood unconnected relative, or she spends her rudeness on the other side with an indescribable face.

Father waits for time to pass, and Mother is confused as to which side she will take.

Oh, really. What was I doing?

I was going to do my best, then I can't.

(If I don't get results, I'm not a kid anymore)

Yes, although I wasn't happy to talk about being more responsible than I was born as a man. Still, it was myself who accepted it and decided to make the territory better as the next Lord.

"I don't think I would be more comfortable exchanging words with Count Celeste in the social world and keeping you as a precious sister to a child who depends on someone. So if you're going to talk to me in the position of Count Purbus, I'm sorry, but I have to say no to that in my capacity as the next Viscount of Fundid."

I haven't seen much of you, Grandpa. I wanted to keep my mother's face open. If you enjoyed your stay, I thought if I put up with it... But just as I asked my uncle whether he was an individual or not, I had to choose now because I was the next Viscount.

It was too late to notice.

No, it's my own immaturity that I realized and couldn't make it work.

Speaking clearly to Grandpa, Grandpa and Mother turned a surprise glance at me, but it was refreshing somewhere. Oh, how could I not persevere sooner like this?

At the edge of my sight, my sister looked at me and I thought she laughed.